Mr. & Mrs. Patel ( Maa – Beta: Ek Sachchi Ghatna )

Hello friends…main Exbii ka ek purana reader hoon. Kuchh din se main registered karwake apna account bhi khola hai. Main padhne mein comfortable hoon. Likhne mein nahi. Aaj pehli baar likhne ka mann kiya kyun ki mere dimag mein jo cheez chal raha hai woh sab se share karna chahta hoon.

Actually kuchh din pehle main mera ek close friend ke sath sex leke discuss kar raha tha. Woh MP mein job karta hai. Main na uska naam ,na jagah ka naam..kuchh bhi dena nahi chahta hoon. Uss se jab baat kar raha tha , tab uss ne mujhe ek aisa sachchi kahani sunaya, ki tab se mera dimag jam ho gaya. Woh kahani aap logon se share karna chahta hoon.

Woh jahan job karta hai, uss office mein, ek dusra section mein Mr. Patel bolke ek admi kaam karta hai. Yeh uss aadmi ka kahani, woh aadmi mera dost ka achcha dost ban gaya hai. Mera dost unke ghar jate hai, khana khate hai aur kabhi kabhi chess ka adda bhi jama leta hai. Achchi dosti hone ke karan unhone mera dost ko uska jiwan ka ek gahra sach bataya. But main likhne mein kachcha hoon. Main uss kahani me zada rang na chadake, sach much jo ghata uss ko hi apna tarike se aap logon ko bataunga. iss mein mera kuch credit nahi hai. Main jab sun raha tha, tab mera dil mein jaise uss kahani ko chitran kiya tha, bas utna hi keh paunga. Main Mr. Patel ka jabani se kehte rahunga. Kaam asan ho jayega. Iss mein sex hai but itna detailed nahi rahega ,kyun ki itna private baat Mr. Patel khud bataya nahi. But story ka situation se aap samajh jayenge kaise kaise woh sab ghata unka life mein. Koshish karunga kahani ka flow ke liye ek smooth narration.

Aaj main zada kahani likh nahi paunga. Bas aap logon ko thoda premises kya hai kahani ka…woh bata dunga. Aur bahut jald hi kahani pura batake end karwa dunga.

Aap log kuchh demand mat kijiye,kyun ki yeh kisika life ka sach ghatnaein hai. So jo main suna , woh aap bhi janiiye. Bas ek cheez…kahani ko kaise feel karte rahenge, woh bataiyega. Aap log agar interested nahi rahenge, toh mehnat karke batane ka jaroorat nahi hoga.

MP mein mera dost kisi ke ghar me paying guest ban ke rehta hai. But Mr. Patel ek chhota bunglow type ghar kiraya mein leke wahan rehte hai. Unka ghar mein Mrs. Patel aur un logon ka nursery mein padnewali ek beti hai,jis ka naam Dia hai. Woh mera dost ko chachu bulata hai. Mr. Patel (abb se Hitesh naam se bulayenge) ko mera dost naam se hi bulata hai but unki patni yani ki Mrs. Patel (abb se Manju bulayenge) ko bhabi hi kehta hai. Gujrat mein abb Hitesh ka koi nahi hai. pichhla 5 saal se Manju ka parents bhi Gujrat chhodke Mumbai mein aagaye. Wahan ek flat kharid ke woh dono rehte hai. Kahani uss samay se detail malum hai jab Hiitesh engineering ka last year mein tha. Uss se pehla ghatna bhi bataunga jitna main janta hoon. Hitesh ahmedabad mein hi pad raha tha. Ahmedabad ke pass ek jagah hai(naam puchiye mat) jahan Hitesh apna maa, nana aur nani ke sath rehta tha. Uss ka father ek anath tha but achcha insan tha. Iss liye uska nana unko ghar jamai bana ke achcha pyar diya tha. Uska nani thodi hichak raha tha kyunki uss samay unka beti dekhne mein badi hogayi thi but umar mein kam thi. Gujrat mein shayad kam umar mein shadi hota hai lagta hai. Sab khushi se jee raha tha. Saal ghum ne se pehle hi Hitesh aagaya. Khushi se sab jhum utha. But zada time yeh haal nahi raha. Hitesh ka janam ka do saal baad maleria se achanak Hitesh ka fathe ka death ho gaya. Tab Hitesh ka maa keval 18 saal ki thi. Ek bada jhatka tha uss family mein. Dhere dhere woh log uss sadme se bahar ane laga aur normal hone laga. Kuchh saal baad hitesh ka nana nani Manju ka dobara shadi ke bare mein socha. But Manju khud hi nakach kar diya woh plan. Hitesh ka nana ke pass paisa aur property tha. Toh woh log ek family ban ke , ek aram ka zindagi bita raha tha. But hitesh jab college khatam kiya usko campusing mein hi job lag gaya keval 20 saal ka umar mein. MP mein jake job join kiya. Aur weekend mein ghar aya karta tha. But uska nana nani yeh soch ke pareshan hota tha ki itna dur , akela uska rehna khana sab akele mein karne mein taklif hota hoga. So uska nana nani uska shadi karwa ne ke liye soch liya.

Aagee ka bhag main asan karne ke liye Hitesh ka jabani se bolunga. Kaise uska life ka ek chhupa hua sapna achanak khud ka bina koshish mein sach ho gaya. Jo sapna keval woh dekhta tha mann hi mann mein, wohi same cheez uska nana nani sab dik vichar karke apne sab ka bhalai ke liye kaise sach karwa diya. Sab ka marzi se yeh kahani agee gaya. jo kuchh badha aya tha, woh kaise kaise dur hua, kaise woh ek sachcha pyar se badha hua family ,ek hi reh gaya zindagi bhar ke liye. Hitesh ka nana nani apna pota Hitesh ko khoya. Un logon ne ek naya pota pane ka asha kiya tha , aab woh log kabhi pota payenge nahi,but nanhi munhi poti Dia ko pake hi khush hai. Kyun ki doctor saaf mana kar diya Hitesh ko ,ki agar woh dusra bachche ke liye try karega to usska patni yani ki Manju ka jaan ja sakta hai. Pehle pehle Hitesh ka problem hota tha Nana Nani ko Mummy Papa bulane. Kabhi kabhi Nanaji, Naniji muh se nikal jata tha. But aaj saat saal mein sab kuchh perfect ho gaya. Jiss tarike se Hitesh responsibility leke zindagi bita raha hai, apna biwi , bachcha ka khayal rakhta hai, budha saas sasur ka dhyan rakhta hai, aur koi ata iss family mein to shayad aisa nahi hi pata. Yeh log apna damad se behad kush hai. Aur Manju..usko pehle to sab sapna jaisa laga tha. Aab wok ek achchi housewife hai. But yeh sab asani ne nahi hua…. Kaise hua woh main aap ko bataunga..,,
Main Hitesh. Bachpan se main apna Nana Nani aur Maa ke sath reh ke bada hua. Father na rehne ke karan mera Nana Nani kabhi kami nahi chhodi pyar aur support dene mein. Maa hamesha aapni mamta aur pyar se mujhe palan kiya. Nana ke pass paisa hone ke karan mujhe kabhi kuchh bhi cheez ka kami mehsus karne nahi dia. Main aise hi tej student tha. Iss liye sab log mujhe pyar hi pyar deta tha. Main badmasi bhi karta tha. But itna nahi jo ki bigde bachche karte hai. Chhota mota sararati karkat woh apni tarike se maaf kiya kar deta tha. But haan…mujhe hamesha achcha values aur morality ke sath ki pala woh log. Bahar zada logon ke sath mera dosti bhi nahi tha. Nana nani aur maa sab mera dost bhi tha. Aur teacher bhi. Dat ta bhi tha . Fir shikha ta bhi tha. Hum charon ek bonding se badha rehta tha bachpan se…yehi dekhte aya. Maine yeh suna ki mera pitaji gujar jane ke kuchh saal baad , mera nana nani mera maa ka dobara shadi karwa neke liye kosish kiya tha. Tab mera maa 23-24 saal ki thi. bahut sundar dekhne mein thi. Slim aur gori. Lambe baal tha unka. Paan ka patte jaisa muh ka shape. Unka aankh , eye brows , naak, hoth sab koi artist ka bana hua lagta hai. Barvi class tak padhi hai. Uske baad zindegi mein hadsa aur baad mein mujhe dekh bhal karke bada karne mein jut gaye. Mera koi mama aur mausi nahi. So nana nani ko wohi dekh bhal karte the. Ghar ka kaam bhi karte the , fir mujhe padhate bhi the aur time milta toh woh bade bade lekhak ke novel story padne mein ustad the. Ek beti hone ke karan nana nani bhi unko ghar mein rehne ka sab bando bast kar diya tha. Unko bhi book padne ka nasha lag gaya bachpan se. Baad mein woh ek hi cee tha jo woh apni khud ke liye ,apni mann ka khushi ke liye karti thi. Mera nani bhi itna old nahi the. But mera maa mera pitaji ka family nahi hone ke karan apna beta leke nana nani ka family ko hi apna family soch ke sab dekh bhal karti thi. Shayad uss mein unko khushi milti thi aur waqt bhi gujar ne ka tarika mila tha. Woh shant swabhav ki thi but hasi ka baton se hasta bhi tha aur tv mein dukh dard bhari film dekhke maus bhi ho jata tha. Kuchh log nana ji ke pass unko shadi karne ke liye proposal bhi laya tha. But kuchh mera nana ji..aur baki mera maa cancel kar diya. Starting mein nana nani maa se gussa karta tha . Maa ka jed ke liye woh bolte the ki sara zindagi padi hai tera, kaise gujaregi. Aur yeh bhi kehte the ki hitesh ko bhi to ek baap paane ka ichcha hota hoga. Baap ka pyar. But maa ka kehna tha ki agar woh kisi ko fir se shadi kiya toh woh admi apna adhikar dikhake mujhe tyag karne ko kahega aur nana nani ko chhod ke bhi jane liye kahega. Aab iss situation pe woh unke liye sambhab nahi tha. Woh mujh se dur nahi reh sakta , nahi ki nana nani ko akele chhodke aur kisi family mein jake apna grihsthi kar sakta tha. Maa ne mera muh dekh ke unka sab sukh khushi bisarjan dene ka faisla kiya tha. Nana nani dheere dheere unka baat maan ne laga , but andar hi andar future ko leke pareshan tha.

Issi beech main bada hote raha. Nana nani ko main bahut bahut pyar karta tha. Un logon se dur nahi reh pata main. Woh log mera duniya ban chuki thi. Sabse zada pyar karta tha maa ko. Unka sab kuchh mujhe bahut achcha lagta tha. Woh jo kahe, jo kare, jo khana banaye, jo kapda kharide mere liye..sab …sab kuch mujhe achcha lagta tha. Itni achchi hone ke baad bhi unko zindagi bahut kuchh diya nahi. Fir kuchh cheez deke fir le bhi liya. Hamare sab ka khayal rakhna, sab ka jimmedari uthana mujhe unke liye ek adbhut pyar ata tha mann mein. Main kabhi unko dukh na dene ka kasam khaya tha mann mein.

Nana nani mujhe hamesha ‘tum’ kehke bulate the. Maa bhi. Lekin main nana nani ko ‘aap’ kehke baat karta tha. But maa ko hamesha ‘tum’ hi kehta tha. Hum sab ke beech ek bonding tha. Nana ka ghar kafi bada tha. Nana nani ek bada sa room mein rehte the. Main maa ke sath rehta tha dusri ek badi kamre mein. Ghar mein aur bhi teen room hai. Jo khali pada hai. Saman hai. But main jaise jaise bada hote raha mera ek study room bana. Fir main akela sone laga . Mera nana ek din ek room saaf safai karke khali rema stury ka saman aur ek bed laga ke woh room mera naam kar diya. Main bahut khush tha. Akhin mera bhi ek identity ban raha hai. Main ek individual bhi ban raha tha. yeh soch ke achcha lagta tha.

Main school mein kuchh dosti banaya tha. Dhere dhere main adolation period mein aya. Sex ke bare mein janna, opposite sex ke proti akrist hona…sab baki ladkon ke jaisa feel karne lagta tha. Un doston se main masturbate ke baare mein janne laga. Akela ek room milne ke karan main raat ko ekdin masturbate try kiya. But dar laga. Agar kisi ko pata chale toh. Sab kuchh socha, fir bhi uss din try kiya aur anadi jaisa karke khatam kiya. Mujhe itna achcha feel nahi hua. But haan..ek ajeeb khushi ka ek feelings se man bhar gaya tha. Kuchh din baad fir kiya. But same halat tha. Jab yeh baat ek dost ne suna usne mujhe ek book diya. Karreb ek mahina ho chuka pehla masturbate ke baad. Uss din badi dar dar ke woh kitab chhupake ghar laya aur intezar karte raha raat ka. Sab so jane ke baad main kuchh naya mehsus karne ka uttejana mein kaap raha tha. Har din ke tarah maa sote time aake dudh ka glass diya aur bistar thik karke mere pass aya. Main table mein pad raha tha. Unhone mera sar ke balon mein hath firaya pyar se main unko dekha aur woh muskurake good night bolke chali gayi. Har roj mujhe iss pal bahut khushi aur ma ka prati pyar ata hai. But aaj ek ajeeb uttejana mera sarir mein tha. Main intezar kar raha tha kab woh jaye aur main room lock karoon. Woh jane ke Thoda der baad main room lock kiya aur woh kitab nikala. Kitab kholtehi mera muh khula ka khula reh gaya. Woh ek pictures bhari book hai. Sex karte huye admi aur aurat ka pictures. Sab foreigners hai. Pehli baar yeh sab dekh ke itna uttejit tha ki jaldi hi mera nikal gaya.

Aise kuch din clata raha aur alag alag kitab milta raha. Lekin woh itna raw tha aur ek abdhut duniya tha ki woh cheez se mann hatne laga. Fir dheere dheere ek ajeeb tarika se mann uttejit hona chalu kiya. Raste mein koi ladki dekhke ya bas mein baithi koi ladki ka face dekh ke raat mein woh sochta tha aur masturbate karta tha. Aisa karne mein mann mein ek alag khushi mehsus hota tha. Jaise ki koi apna sahar ki ladki, apna jaisa atmosphere mein bada hua ek ladki ka sarir soch ke aur uske sath milan ka drisya kalpana karke mera kaam chalta tha. Sochta tha ki ekdin aisehi ek ladki mera biwi banegi aur uske sath main mann bhar ke sex karoonga.

Yeh sab ke baad bhi mera padhai mein koi kami nahi tha. Main achche result karke age badte raha. Ek sunday. Main ghar mein tha. Nana nani ke sath waqt bita raha tha. Maa ghar ka kaam kaaj ke lage huye the. Nani bhi ma ko help kar raha tha. Main yehi sab dekh raha tha sofe mein baithke ek sports magazine hath mein leke. Uss din kya pata kyun, main ajeeb nazron se maa ko dekha. Shayad yeh mera itna mahinon ka harkaton ka phal tha. But main jab unka gardan hila hila ke nani se baat karte huye dekha tab main unka kandha dekhke mann ajeeb nasha mein boond hone laga. Fir unka blouse aur saree ke beech ka pet nazar aya. Mera nasha lag gaya tha. Achanak woh bathroom se pair dhoke ke nikle. Saree thoda upar karke pakde the. Mujhe unka heels ke upar se ungli tak puri pair nazar aya. Sundar golgol heels hai aur sundar ungliyan. Ekdum light color ka nail polish laga hua hai. Main unka face nahi dekha. Bas yeh sab dekh ke nasha ho gaya..

Uss raat main jab masturbate kiya mujhe khali woh sab cheez nazar ke samne aya. Main bahut time leke ek ajeeb adbhut naye feelings ke sath ejaculate kiya. Aisa aaj tak nahi hua. Mujhe orgasm ke sath jo satisfaction mila woh life mein pehli baar feel hua. Uss raat ek gehri need aya.
Main hamesha ek difference dekha. Mera baki doston ki maa ke sath mera maa ka bahut antar hai. Woh log ek bhari bharkam maa maa jaisa hota tha, but mera maa un logon ka chhoti behen ya beti jaise lagti thi. Ek to umar bahut kam hai. Sath mein woh dekhne mein bahut sundar thi. Unko raste mein college jate huye aur ladion ki tarah lagta tha. But kisko malum ki unka mere jaisa ek beta hai aur unki zindagi mein ek bhayanak hadsa ho chuka hai..

Uss raat ke baad teen saal bit chuka hai. Main engineering mein first year mein admission le liya. Mere room mein aab computer agaya hai. Aur mera barvi class ka achchi result ke liye Nanaji mujhe ek chhota digital camera gift kiya hai.

Yeh sab changes se zada jo change hua woh hai main khud. Mera nana nani aur maa ke proti mera shaddha bhakti aur pyar , pehle jaisa hai. Jo sab lok dekhte hai. But andar hi andar mera maa ke proti mera ek dusry tarah pyar mann mein janam le liya. Kab kaise yeh sab hua , mujhe bhi pata nahi chala. Nahi ki kabhi kisi ko iss bare mein pata chalega. Main usko pyar se mere mann ka andar ka kamre mein chhupa ke rakha. Beech beech mein wahan se nikal ke akele uske sath mera sabse achchi waqt bitata hoon. Aur fir se wahan rakh deta hoon. Iss pyar ko main bayan nahi kar paunga.

Uss raat mera maa ka kandha, pet ka hissa aur pairon ko soch ke mujhe jo ek satisfied orgasm mila tha, uss ke baad dheere dheere mere mann mein maa ke liye ek adbhut pyar jagne laga. Naki woh keval sex se sambanddhit hai,…woh mera mann ka khushi ka sabse bada adhar hai.
Haan…uss din ke baad aaj tak main jab bhi masturbate kiya, mera khayalon mein sirf woh hi aate hai. Aur koi kabhi entry nahi le paya aaj tak. Main dheere dheere unko alag nazariyan se dekhna suru kiya..but sab ka nazar chhupake, even maa ko bhi aaj tak pata nahi chala. Woh aaj bhi hamesha ke tarah sote time ek glass dudh leke ate hai, bistar thik karwake mere pass ati hai aur sar ke baal pe pyar se ungliyan fitari hai. Aur thoda der baad ek pyari su smile ke sath good night kehke chale jate hai. Main jab unko soch ke hilata hoon, toh mera tann mann ek nashe mein bhar jata hai aur mujhe sab se zada santusti milta hai.

Maa hamesha light color nail polish pasand karte hai. Jab bhi woh kisike ghar shadi ya aur koi program mein jati thi toh unhone halka sa make up laga leti thi. Halka lipstick unka hotho ko aur bhi khubsurat bana deti thi. Mere sath mera badi didi jaisa lagta tha. Aur nana nani ke sath lagta hi nahi tha ki woh unka beti aur main pota.

Kuchh din pehle tak main mera maa ka har posture apni akhon se kayed karta tha. Unka tasvirein keval mera aankh se hi khichta tha, unki jane anjane mein tar tarika ka tasvir mera dimag mein set kar leta tha. But mujhe camera milne ke baad main uss se photo khichta hoon. Sab ka pics leta hoon. Nana nani ka bahut pics leta hoon..any time ..for any reason…. Sath mein maa ka bhi….digital hone ke karan kabhi kabhi maa ke anjane mein unka bahut photo khicha. Main sab photo PC mein rakha hai. But specially mera maa ka sab photo main ek secret folder banake chhupake rakha hai. Jo keval mere liye hi hai. Uss folder me maa ka har tarika ka photos hai. Haste huye, gussa ke time, udasi ke photos, pyar bhari jhuki hui nazar ka pics, batein karte waqt ka pics, kaam karne waqt ka photo, mere sath pics hai jo nanaji click kiya. Aur baki kuchh joit photo se keval maa ka pic cut ke alag kar liya. Aisa bhara hua hai mera PC maa ka photos se. Aab main har raat jab maa dudh ka glass deke chale jate hai aur sab so jate hai, main woh folder khol ke maa ko dekhta hoon. Unka har ada gaur se dekhta hoon. Aur ek sapne me dub jata hoon. Maa ke liye pyar ubhar ke ane lagta hai. Tab main ahista se pant ka zip nikal ke apna penis nikal ta hoon. Woh aab aur bhi bada hone lagta hai. Mera muththi bhi kam padta hai. Apna paanch ungliyan se usko tight pakadta hoon aur maa ke sath milan ka pyari drisya kalpana karke dheere dheere hilane lagta hoon. Aab pehle jaisa anadi ke tarah nahi karta hoon. Apna sukh pane ke liye khud hi shikh gaya kaise santusti milta. Mera penis bahut mota hai. Aur uska agli portion sbase zada mota aur round shape ka hai. Samne ka portion flat hai. Mera dekha hua baki penis ka pictures jaisa agli bhag patla hoke pointed type nahi. Thoda sa dumbell ka kinare jaisa hai. Lambai normal hai. Jab orgasm hota hai tab woh agli bhag ka cap aur ful jata hai aur muththi ke andar ane mein atak jata hai. But main orgasm ke time ankh bandh karke maa ke sarir ke andar mera semen chhodne ka sukh prapt karta hoon.
Mera dost jab Hitesh ko poocha tha ki woh internet sex mein addict hua tha kya kabhi? Uss ne bataya ki uss ko kabhi wahan jane ka jarurat nahi pada. Woh apna khud ka create kiya hua ek duniya bana ke uss mein hi santustu prapt karta tha. Aur kya chahiye iss ke lawa!!! But haan Hitesh ne yeh bataya tha ki jab woh MP jake job join kiya aur uska shadi tay ho gaya, tab shadi ka date se pehle jitna din mila tha , woh sab din woh net se kuch sex education liya tha…kyun liya tha… iss bare mein main time hone mein bataunga.

Aab kahani mein ata hoon Hitesh ka jubani mien. Issi tarah life chalta raha. Aur main engineering ka last semester mein pahuch gaya. Mera result achcha ho raha tha. Padhai mein main koi dhila nahi diya. Jab nana nani aur maa mera itna khayal rakhta hai, itna pyar dete hai, toh main kyun na un logon ko khush hone ka mauka na doon !! Mera padhai se sab khush tha. Main bhi normal ladka hi tha. Dekhne mein bhi thik thak tha aur sarir ka structure bhi achcha tha. Padhai ka pressure aur raat ka fantasy sex world ke karan main baki student se thoda matured lagta tha. Ekbar main maa ke sath ghar ka kuchh shopping tha..toh main maa ko help karne ke liye unke sath ek super market gaya tha . Wahan mera ek class mate mera maa ko mera behen samajh ke baat kar raha tha. Jab ussko bataya ki yeh mera maa hai, toh usska muh ka halat kya hua tha , aaj bhi mujhe yaad hai. Mera achcha khasa ek manly appearance ke karan, college mein kuchh ladki class mate mere sath close hone ka koshish karti thi. Main kabhi bhi..aaj tak kisike uppar weak nahi hua , flirting bhi karta nahi tha. Woh log do char din mein samajh jata tha aur mere se dur hone lagti thi. Mujhe aapni maa chhodke kisi ko bhi achchi nahi lagti thi. Iss liye shayad main aapni maa ka hi pyar mein pada. Woh woh khushi ka khabar mera dusri kaan tak bhi nahi pauchhaya kabhi bhi. Mann ki baat mann me hi rehta tha.

Mujhe yeh bhi malum tha ki mujhe ek din aise hi ek dusri koi ladki ko shadi karna parega. Nana nanai ka ek matra pota aur maa ka ek beta hone ke karan mujhe malum tha, main mann me jo bhi soch ke roj khush hui na kyun, mujhe ekdin ek ladki ko chunna padega mera biwi banane ke liye. Tab mujhe ek dar bhi ata tha. Kyun ki main janta tha mera penis aur baki sab ka jaisa nahi. Yeh bahut mota aur age ka cap bahut bada round shape ka hai. Fir ejaculation ke time to woh cap ful ke aur bhi bada ho jata hai. Main kaise apne biwi ke sath sex karoonga. Yeh soch ke main kabhi kabhi mayus ho jata tha. Agar woh ladki mera penis apni pussy mein na le paya toh!!! Agar mera penis thik se andar comfortably adjust nahu hua toh!! Agar woh dard se mujhe dur rahe toh!! Kaisa hoga pati patni ka milan!! Kaise mera family ka agli pidi paida hoga!! Tab kisko batayenge yeh sab problem ka baat!! Kaun samjhenge !!! Yeh sab soch ke dar lagta tha. Lekin aaj 27 saal ke umar mein ake ek baat mehsus hua. Pati -patni ka milan se jo sukh mujhe aur mera biwi ko milta hai , bahut kam soubhgyawan hai , jiss ko waise sukh pratp hota hoga.
Mera final exam se pehle mujhe campusing me hi job mil gaya. MP mein. Ek bahut bada engeneering construction company. Indian mein purana company me se ek hai.
Uss din ghar me jab yeh news diya , toh sab khushi se jhum utha. Iss liye nahi ki mujhe salary milega, woh log khush tha iss liye ki ek ladka, jiska baap bachpan mein chal base, usko uska nana nani aur maa palke ek independent admi bana diya. Aab lagata hai ki woh logon ka duty khatam ho gaya. Nana ka pair chuya to woh mujhe gale laga liya. Nani ka pair chhuya to woh mera sar pakad ke sar pe hath rakh ke ashirwad dene laga. Nana nani bahut bhabuk ban chuke the. Khushi se aankh namm hoke chak chak karne laga. Aur dono bahut sare batein kare ja rahe the. Maa ek side mein khadi hoke yeh sab dekh rahi thi. Jab main maa ke pass gaya, maa kuchh bola nahi. Lekin unke ankhon mein main jo pyar aur khushi dekha, woh unke pass barkarar rakhne ke liye main khushi se jaan bhi de sakta hoon. Main unka pair chhuya to woh mujhe pakar ke gale milne gaye. But main 5’11” ka tha , woh 5′ 5” ki, toh unka sar mera gale ke pass kandhe mein tik gaya. Woh mujhe pakad ke rakha kuchh moments. Fir chhod ke mera dono gaal ko dono hath se padak ke, ankho mein bahut sara pyar leke aur hothon mein khushi ka smile leke mujhe dekha . Fir mujhe nana bulaya to main unke pass gaya. Maa aur nani kitchen mein chali gayi mere liye kheer banane ke liye. Yeh ek cheez hamare ghar mein hota tha. Jab bhi kuch khushi ki mahal hota tha to ghar mein kheer banta tha. Main kheer bahut pasand karta hoon. Aaj bhi MP me mere ghar me kheer ka parampara jari hai. Mera beti bhi kheer ka bhakt hai.

Uss raat sab sone ke baad jab main maa ka tasvir kholke maa ko dekh raha tha, mujhe sham ka yaad aya. Maa mere gaal pakad ke mere taraf ek pyar bhari ankhon se jo nazar diya tha, woh innocence se mera pyar aur bad gaya. Main un me se kho gaya aur mujhme madhosi chha gaya. Main jhuk ke comp screen mein khula hua maa ka ek big close up picture ke pass gaya. Aur aankh bandh karke dheere dheere unki lips ke sath mera lips milwaya. Mera badan mein current sa khel gaya. Pura badan kaanpne laga. Main jhat se zip kholke apna penis ko pakda. Aaj mera penis ek dun ful ke, khada hoke, fus raha tha. Main usii fuli hui penis ko pakadke zor zor se jhatka dene laga. Aur lips mein fir se kiss karne laga. jaldi hi orgasm ke taraf pahuch gaya. Main sidha hoke baith ke full speed se hilane laga. Mera pura body se nichor ke sab semen penis ki nali bhar ke teji se bahar ki taraf ane laga. Main aankh bandh kiya . Orgasm charam seema mein pahuch gaya. Just mera semen nikal ne se pehle mera muh khul gaya , hawa lene ke liye main muh upar ke taraf kiya aur mera muh se nikal ne laga ”Manju….I love u” aur penis se semen chhitak chhitak ke girne laga.
Dekhte dekhte mera woh teen mahina bhi kat gaya. Issi beech mera final exam ka result bhi agaya. Aur mera job join karne ka time bhi agaya.

Pehli baar main ghar se dur jake rehne wala hoon. Aaj tak kabhi nana nanai aur maa ko chhod ke kahin raha nahi. Ek do baar school college ka excursion mein jake do chaar din bahar raat bitaya. But woh rehna aur aab bahar akela rehne mein bahut hi antar hai. Lekin mujhe dar nahi laga. Ek alag challenge jaisa mere samne khada ho gaya. Aur main uss challenge ko mokabila karne ke liye taiyar hoon mentally. But ek dukh mujhe kha ja raha hai…ki mujhe mera maa ko bina dekh ke wahan rehna parega. Nanaji ka strict instruction hai ki har saturday wapas ana parega aur fir monday jake office join karna hai. Lekin beech ka 6 din mere pass 6 saal lagne laga. Jab maa har raat sone se pehle mere pass ake mera baal mein ungliyan firate hai, aur mere taraf pyar bhari nazar se dekh ke smile karta hai-woh pal le liye main kitna betab rehta tha roj. But aab woh cheez se mujhe dur rehna parega. Maa aise bolti kam. Bas dekhte aise hai ki jaise ankhon mein hi sab ko kuchh bol dete hai. Aur aab mera jane ka waqt nazdik ane mein to woh aur bhi chup ho gaye. Bas naniji ko kitchen mein help kar rahi hai, ghar ka baki kaam kar rahi hai, tv dekh rahi hai, mera jane ke liye sab zaruri cheezon ko ready karke mere room mein rakh rahe hai. But kabhi kabhi mayus nazar se mujhe ek pal dekh ke fir chale jate hai. Unko bhi taklif ho raha hai honge. Woh bhi mere wager kabhi raha nahi. Mere liye hi unhone zindagi ka sab sukh sab khushiyan visharjan diya tha. Aab woh soch ke main bhi mayus ho ta hoon.

Pichhla 6 saal se main unse aur ek dusri pyar se attach hua hoon. Jo khabar keval mera mann hi janta. Aur kabhi koi jan bhi nahi payega. Unki pyar mein main kab se mere andar ek alag admi ka janam de diya hai. Jo admi maa se pyar karta hai. Unke sath ek alag duniya mein hi jee ta hai. Lekin usko bhi malum hai ki yeh mann ki baat keval mann mein hi rehga puri zindagi.

Aur pichhla 6 saal se main apni hi maa ko soch soch ke roj raat mein masturbate karte araha hoon. Usme mujhe duniyaka sabse zada khushi , aur santusti milta hai.

Dekhte dekhte woh din bhi agaya jiss din main MP jane ke liye train station mein khada hoon. Maa, nanaji, naniji sab aye hai. Company se mujhe wahan rehne ke liye filhal ek jagah provide kar raha hai. Join karne ke baad main dheere dheere apna rehne ka bandobast khud ki karoonga. Iss liye nanaji mere sath cha rahe hai. Nanijii bar bar nanaji ko kya kya karna hai woh yaad dila rahe hai. Mera wahan mein koi taklif na ho, iss liye sab bandobast sahi tarika se karne ke liye unko baar baar sab cheezon ko ek ek karke bata rahe hai. Last moments mein sab ko sab cheez bataneka yeh ek tariika main bachpan se sab ke andar dekh te araha hoon. Ghar mein bhi yeh sab discuss ho chuka hai. Maa mere pass mere seat mein baith ke mera ek ek hath unki dono hath ke andar leke chup chap baithi hai aur nana nani ka batein sun raha hai. Ek baar maa mere taraf dekha. Unka aankh gila hai. Maan mein kast ho raha hai unka . Woh uss feelings ko daba ke rakha hai sab ke samne. Mujhe malum hai maa ghar jake room lock karke bahut royegi. Main itna salon se unko thoda bahut jaan ta toh tha. Unka har harkat, har ada ka kya meaning hai woh main clearly samajh sakta tha. Main unhe kabhi dukh pauchaya nahi, nahi ki kabhi dukh dunga. Yeh mera khud ke sath khud ka wada hai. Main bhi maa ko dekha. Unka innocence face aur nazariyan mujhe hamesha ej ajeeb feelings deta hai. Woh mujh se dheere se boli ‘ tum mujhe roj phone karna’. Main smile karke dhere se gardan hilaya haan mein. Udhar nanji Nanaji ko sab samjha raha hai abhi bhi. Mera nana hamesha nani se behad pyar karte hai. Iss liye unka zada bolna unko kabhi irritate kiya nahi. Woh khud naniji se kam hi bolte hai. Mera maa shayad unpe hi gaya. Iss liye maa nanaji se bhi kam bolte hai. Sunte aur samjhte zada. Achanak train mein ek jhatka aya. Time ho chuka hai. Abhi chalegi. Iss liye sab utarne laga. Naniji mera sar pakad ke mera sar chuma aur utarne laga. Maa mera haath jo unka hathon se pakda hua tha. Woh muh ke samne lake mera hath chuma. Aur mera gaal mein unka daiya haat rakh ke ek bar firaya aur gili ankhon se smile kiya. Iss ka matlab mujhe malum hai. Mujhe thik se rehne ka, thik time pe khane ka, sone ka, thik se kaam karne ka, apna khayal rakhne na ..yeh sab barta woh bina kuchh bole mujhe samjha ke gayi. . Woh log bahar jake khidki ke pass khadi ho gayi. Aur train chalne lagi. Nani aur maa dhere dhere dur hone lagi. Aisa laga ki mera kuchh yahan reh gaya aur main kahin chal pada. Kya reh gaya woh keh nahi sakta. Mera mann bhari ho gaya. Aur train raftar pakadne lagi.
Office mein pehla din thoda dar lag raha tha. Sab bade bade engineers aur officers ke sath parichay hua. Sab ke beech mujhe nerves feel hua. Sab mera halat samjh gaya tha. Iss liye woh log mere sath aisa comfortable tarike se mil ghulne laga ki ek hi din mein mujhe initial hesitation aur dar bhulke confidence ane laga. Lekin ek baat hai.. Koi biswas nahi kar raha tha ki main 20 saal ka tha aur just college se pass out hua. Mujhe dekh ke itna matured samaj raha tha, jab main asliyat bataya tob sab haske mujhe gale lagane laga. Main gujrat se hoon. But woh log mera achchi hindi sunke mera tarif bhi karne laga.

Idhar Nanaji main office nikal jate hi woh bhi nikal gaye. Mera rehne ke liye achcha bandobast dhundne ke liye. Sham ko dono ek sath ghar wapas aya…yani ki jahan company humme rehne ke liye diya tha. Nanaji mera office ka pehla din ka experience suna. Mujhe bhi unka din bhar ka karname ka barnan kiya. Raat ko khana khake hum sone gaye. Ek room tha. Achchi hai. But ek hi bed. Iss liye Nanaji aur mujhe ek sath sona parega. Nanaji din bhar idhar udhar bhatke ,mera rehne ka ghar dhundte busy raha, toh woh bhi thoda tired the. Iss liye woh jaldi so gaye. Thodi der mein unka gehra need ka awaz naak se nikal ne laga.

But kal se main thoda uneasy tha. Kal bhi raat ko sone ka yehi intezam tha. Iss liye mujhe mera pichhla 6 saal ka adat se chhut na pada. Abhi tak PC ka intezam nahi kiya. Naya ghar miltehi sab kuchh connect karunga. But mere mann me mera har waqt ka khushi ka murti , hamesha ke liye jal jal kar rahi thi. Aankh bandh karte hi woh pura tann mann me chha jati thi. But kuch kar nahi sakte kyun ki main bathroom mein jake woh sab karke maza paya nahi kabhi. Muje to mera comfortable place chahiye hota hai. Uppar se roj ki tarah maa ka ungliya firane ka sukh aur pyar bhai nazron se sweet smile bahut miss kiya. Aaj bhi wohi same haal hai. Main chair pe baith ke aankh bandh kar ke mera pyari maa ko yaad kar raha tha, achanak yaad aya ki maa mujhe roj phone karne ke liye kahi thi. Kal toh pehla raat tha. station se ake sab kuchh sametne mein der raat ho chuka tha , upar se aaj office join karna tha. Iss liye call karna bhul gaya. Ab yaad aya. Main jhat se chair chood ke uthe aur mera mobile uthaya. Aab raat 11 baj chuke hai. Maa iss time mein so jate hai hamare ghar mein. Phir bhi main ekbar try karne ke liye socha. Nanaji ko problem na ho iss liye room ka darwaja khol ke bahar balcony pe aya. Ma ko phone lagaya. Ek bar ring hote hi woh phone utha li. Mera demag mein fraction of second mein yeh khel gaya ki maa jaroor mera phone ka intezar mein baithi thi. Iss liye itna jaldi receive karli aur inti raat ko bhi jage huye hai. Maa receive kartehi maine bola
” hello…maa…”.
Maa ke taraf se kuchh reply nahi ayi. Main fir se bola
” maa…kaisi ho tum”
Fir se sannata. Main bhi chup hoke samajhne ka koshish kar raha tha ki akhir hua kya. Main fir bola
” kya hua maa…tum thik to hona?” Mera awaz mein concern tha. Aab maa thodi der baad boli
” Kal tum phone kyun nahi kiye?”
Maa ka awaz me na jane kya tha jo mera kaan mein ate hi mera pura badan ek anjana feelings se kaap utha. Dil ki dhadkan tej ho gaye. Mujhe yeh bhi tasalli mila ki woh sahi salamat hai. Main khud ko samhalke jabab diya
” Sorry maa..kaal sab kuchh karte karte bahut raat ho gaya tha aur aaj office mein pehla……”
Mera baat khatam hone se pehle hi unhone mujhe rok diye aur bol ne lagi
” Bas bas…itna safai ki jarurat nahi”
Fir thoda ruk ke bolne lagi
“Main kal papa ko phone kia tha”
Main sochne laga , Maa Nanaji ko kab ph kiya. Shayad main jab raat ko bahar khana kharidne gaya tha , tabhi kiye honge. Fir mera dimag mein yeh strike kiya ki Maa ko mera mobile no malum hai. Toh mujhe kyun nahi kiya. Haan…unka ek hi beta hoon. Unse dur aya. Toh mera khabar toh woh lenge hi kisi bhi tarike se. Lekin mujhe kyun nahi kiya. Tabhi Maa boli
” Chalo yeh batao ..wahan tumhara kuchh problem to nahi ho raha hai na?
“Nahi Maa…Nanaji sath mein hai na.. . Tum toh unko jante ho. Sab wohi dekh rahe hai”
Lekin main yeh bata nahi sakta ki Maa tum se dur rehke mujhe bilkul achcha nahi lag raha hai.
Tabhi Maa boli
” Aur aaj pehla din office mein kaisa raha..?”
” Thik tha Maa. Sab mujhe achche se baat kiya. Aur mera jo boss hai mujhe apna koi purana pehchan wala jaisa mere se baat kiya. Sab bahut achche log laga. Lekin….”
Main chup ho gaya to Maa ne poochi
“Lekin kya?”
“Sab mujhe dekhke mera umar zada soch rahe the. But mera sahi umar jaan ke sab haas pade.”
Aise bahut sare baat maa se hote raha. Maa mujh se baat karke khush the. Starting mein woh jaise abhiman leke baat suru kiye the , woh ant mein jake ek pyari maa aapni bete ke liye dher sari pyar ujad karke mujhe bhi ek sakoon sa dila diye. Main realize karne laga ki maa se dur reh ke bhi iss phone conversation ke jariye unko mere pass mehsus kar sakta hoon. Ant mein maa good night bolke phone kat diye. Main kabhi Maa se battameez jaise pesh nahi hui, na ki maa ke sath kabhi loose talk kiya, nahi kabhi unko jabrdasti pakadke hug kiya ya gaal chumke ek beta ka pyar dikhaya. Mera parwarish hi aisa tha. Hamare ghar mein hum sab ke beech gehra pyar bandhan hai , sath mein sab sab ko respect dete hai. Respectfully pesh hote hai. Mera mann mein Maa ke liye pichhla 6 saal se ek ajeeb adbhut feeling grow kiya, but main kabhi unse sex leke, ya double meaning baat leke, ya bina karan mein unko hug karna ya unka touch pane ka koshish karna….yeh sab kabhi nahi kiya. Naki kabhi karne ka mann hua. Haan…main unse pyar karta hoon. Respect bhi karta hoon. But woh pyar main bhasha se bayan nahi kar paunga. Jo insaan woh feel karta hai, keval woh usko samajh sakta hai.

Aise hi ek hapta gujar gaye. Office mein mera thoda easyness aa chuka tha. Mujhe kaam karneke liye responsibility bhi sopa gaya. Aur main khushi se woh karna bhi suru kar diya. Idhar ,anaji mere liye ek ghar kiraya me le liye. Ek bedroom, chhota sa ek drawing room, kitchen aur bathroom. Ek admi ke liye kafi hai. Ghar ke liye sab saman bhi kharid ke pura saja diye. Mujhe bas office jana hai aur kaam karna hai. Pehla sunday tha mera. Uss din shift karke main aur Nanaji ekdum sab bandobast pakka kar liya. Mera sab saman sahi jagah rakh diya. Mera PC bhi connect kar dia. Raat ko Maa se baat hua. Woh jaan ke khusj ho gayi. Mujhe akele rehne ke liye jo jaroori cheez , woh sab thodi bahut batayi. Maa kam hi bolti hai. But uss din apni bete ke liye concerned thi. Khane ke liye ek admi thik kiya Nanaji, jo dono time tiffin box se khana bana ke deke jayega.
Subha Nanaji Ahmedabad lutne ke liye nikal pade aur main office ke liye. Uss din office mein ek colleague ka shadi tha. Sab log sham ko wahan jane wale the. Mujhe bhi jane ke liye kaha, main hesitate kiya toh woh log bataya ki mera bhi invitation hai. Woh colleague ek hapte se chhutti liya , iss liye mujhse mulakat hua nahi ab tak, but unhone phone karke mera joining ka khabar pake mujhe bhi jane ke liye request kiya. Woh mera ki section ka colleague hai. Nahi jaunga toh baad mein kya sochega. Iss liye main bhi un sab ke sath sham ko shadi mein gaya.

Aaj tak main sab gujrati shadi hi dekhte aya. Aaj pehli baar aur dusre comm ka shadi dekhne ko mila. Office colleagues sab ek jagah pe baithe hai. Aur koi koi drink bhi kar rahe hai, main aaj tak koi nasha kiya nahi. Mujhe woh sab kabhi attract nahi kiya. Ek do baar test kiya. But permanently adat nahi banaya. Dulha yani ki mera colleagues se parichay hua. Dulhan se bhi mil liya. Main akela baitha tha , sab ko dekh raha tha. Baithe baithe yahan ek naya anubhuti hua. Mujhe yahan sab log ek individual person jaisa treat kar raha hai. Aajtak Jahan bhi gaya shadi mein, pura family sath jate the. Yahan akela apna ek naya parichay ke sath, ek alag respect ke sath baitha hun. Achcha laga…kyun ki main bada ho gaya. Mujhe aisa laga ki main bhi responsibility lene ka layak ho gaya hun.

Office ka ek colleague unka gadi pe mujhe ghar chhod gaya. Main andar ate hi ek ajeeb feelings hua. Yeh ghar aaj se mera. Mera hi rules chalega yahan. Jo bhi karun, jaise bhi karoon, koi nahi hai rokne ke liye. Kisi se darke kuchh karne ka bhi jarurat nahi. But sach yeh bhi hai ki main jis tarah se bada hua, mera parwarish jaise hua, jo values aur morality mujh me hai…woh sab mujhe har tarah ka bura kaam karne se bachayega. Har burai se rakhsha karega. Yeh mera gharwalon bhi jante hai. But fir bhi mujhe iss ghar ka malik lagne laga.
Mera dimag mein aya ki main bhi iss tarah ekdin shadi karunga. Mujhe aisahi ek ladki dulhan ke roop me milega. Sab mere shadi pe ayenge. Fir mera khud ka family banega. Yeh sab sochte sochte main fresh hoke , kapda change karke mera PC on kiya. Ek hapta baad mujhe aaj ekant me mera PC ke sath time mila. Main mobile uthake maa se baat karne laga. Main aaj ka din kaise gaya bataya. Shadi pe gaya tha , woh baat bhi bataya.. Maa bhi aise idhar udhar ka baat pooch rahe the. Main mera PC ka secret folder khol ke Maa ka tasvir dekh raha tha aur sath mein maa se baat kar raha tha. Mujhe achcha lag raha tha. Jaise unse main face to face baat kar raha hoon. Woh kuchh bhi bolne ke time kaise kaise unka ada ya posture kya hota hai, muh, aankh, naak kaise react karte hai , sab main janta tha. Aur unka baat sunte sunte main waisa pics dekh raha tha. Iss liye mujhe live conversation jaisa mehsus hua. Main ek sakoon aur khushi ka feelings se duba hua tha. Thodi der baad mera man me ek ajeeb pyar ane laga maa ke liye. But main uss ko daba ke maa se baat continue karne laga. Unke samne main woh zahir nahi kar sakta tha kisi bhi haal mein. So mera badan sirsir karne laga. Aur tabhi maa baat khatam karke good nitght kehke ph kat diye. Mujhe ek nasha lag gaya. Aaj itna din baad mera maa ka sundar chehra ka photos aur har pose mein unki alag alag ada dekh ke main dheere dheere uttejit hone laga. 7 din ka emotion aaj bhar bhar ke rom rom mein chhane laga. Main sapno jaisa ek duniya mein pahuch gaye aur maa ka tasvir gaur se dekhne laga. Achanak sham ko dekha hua dulhan ka chehra mera nazar ke samne ane laga. Main maa ko dekhte dekhte woh dulhan ko kalpana kiya. Aur mera pura badan kaapne laga. Main jor jor se swas chhorne laga. Mera right hand na jane kab mera penis ko hilane shuru kar diya. Main maa ki ek muskurati hui photo ko nazdik jake dekhne laga. Aur aise laga ki mera maa hii uss dulhan ka saj mein hai. Woh dulhan ki jaise saj dhaj ke mere taraf dekh ke muskura rahi hai. Mere khoon mein aag lag gayi. Aaj ek naya anubhuti hone laga. Main jor jor se hilane laga. Mera penis ka cap abhi se ekdum ful ke gol hogaya. Main chair main sidhe baithke do pair ko pura faila diya table ke neeche. Samne maa ka photo aur dimag mein dulhan ka besh me maa ko kalpana karke mera orgasm charam seema par agaya. Main aankh bandh kar liya. swas aur garam hawa chhone laga. Main maa ko dulhan ke roop mein kalpana karke mera orgasm mein pahuch gaya. Aur main full stroke ke sath sath fuli hui cap ko muththi me le leke jor jor se hilane laga. Jab mera semen nikalne wala hai tab mera muh se keval ”Manju…..Manju…Manju…” Shabd nikalne laga. Aur achanak mera dimag mein andhera failake mera garam garam semen chirik chrik se nikalne laga.
15 din baad 2nd weekend me main Ahmedabad aya. Maa besabri se mera intezar kar rahi thi. Kal raat Phone pe woh mujhe baar baar puch rahi thi ki main kitne baje ka train leke aunga. Kab pauchhenge Ahmedabad aur dher sare sawal. Tabhi mujhe ehsas hua ki zindagi me pehli bar 15 din tak main Maa se aur Maa mujhse dur hai. Nani ji darwaja kholke mujhe wahi gale laga liya. Pichhe Nana ji khade the. Woh bhi khushi hoke mujhse baat karne lage. Main andar aya. Aur apna bag kandha se utar ke neeche rakha. Maa un sab ke peeche khade hoke mujhe dekh rahi thi. Unki pyar bhari nazron se jo mamta aur apna bete ke liye udbeg aur khushi nazar aya, woh dekh ke mera dil pighal ne laga. Woh aisi ek sundarta aur shanti ka murti hai, jisko main zindagi bhar bina palak jhapak ke dekh sakta hoon. Maa hamesha ghar pe saree hi pehenti hai. Bahut respectfully dress chunte hai aur pehente bhi waise. Rakh dhak ke dress pehen na unko pasand tha aur koi bhi dress chunti thi jo unko puri tarah se dakke rakhe. Bachpan se main dekha keval nnki innocent face aur neck, pichhe ka sudhoul gardan, elbow se neeche ka hath ka hissa, dono hath mein do sone ka chudi, aur lambe lambe gol gol ungliyan , unhone left hath ki ungliyan me halka sa light color nail polish lagati thi kabhi kabhi. Main kabhi kabhi churake unka pet ka thoda portion dekha tha, jo ekdum gora, mulayam aur flat tha, yani ki unka pet ka jo hissa mujhe nazar ata hai usme koi fat jama nahi aaj tak. Pet neeche jake patli kamar me sama gaya. Aur sath me slim body hone ke karan unka umar kabhi pata nahi lagta tha. Koi bhi dekha tha toh unko 20 – 22 saal ki ladki sochti thi. Koi nahi biswas karta tha ki woh mera Maa hai aur unka umar ab 36 hai. Unka pair mujhe sabse zada akrist karta tha. Aisa sundar chhoti chhoti mulayem pair aur halka nail polish wali ungliya dekhke mujhe hamesha ek nasha ajata hai. Is aurat ko main jitna dekhta hoon, mera dekhna kabhi sampurn hota nahi. Jitna janta hoon fir bhi lagta hai main unhe puri tarah jan nahi paya. Yeh sabkuchh unke liye mera dil mein pyar aur respect badha deta hai. Hamesha unke liye ek alag anubhuti mere mann me chha jata hai. Nana-Nani ko pair chhuke main Maa ke pass gaya . Main bhi unse milne ke liye betab tha. Main unke pair chhuya. Main jaise hi khada hua woh mujhko pakad ke mera gale lagne chaha . But unka sar mera shoulder pe tik gaya. Aur dono hath se woh mujhe pichhe se bedi lagake kaske pakadli. Woh inta din ki duri mujse aise gale lag ke puri kar rahi hai. Nana – Nani haske bolne laga ki “kya Manju…beta ko aur jane nahi degi kya?” Maa mere nazdik rehke, unka hi hissa, unka hi khoon, jo aaj ek naujawan purush ban gaya, uss ko mehsus kar rahi hai ek apatya sneh ke sath.

Raat ko dinner ke time hamesha ki tarah sab log khane baitha. Hamare parivar me sab dinner eksath karte the. Maa generally serve karti hai but kabhi kabhi woh bhi sath me baith jate the aur self service chalta tha. Sab hasi mazak aur masti ke sath woh pal bitate hai. Aaj bhi sab log baithe. Maa serve kar rahi hai. Main pichhla 5 ghante se aya. Tab se sab log mera pichhe pad gaye. Mera sarir aur halat 15 din me sukh sa gaya, aisa laga un logon ko. Unko lagta hai main khana nahi khaya in 15 din. Bar bar pooch rahe hai office me kya khata hoon. Woh khana supply karnewala admi thik se khana deta hai kya, main usko thik se khata hun ya nahi. Ek laute pota aur ek laute bete ke liye.. sab concerned the, yeh main mehsus kar raha tha.

Maa aaj mere liye mera sab pasandida khana banayi hai. Aisa laga Maa mujhe ek din me sab kuchh khilake puri hapte ka kami barabar karna chahti hai. But main Maa ko dukh nahi pauchana chahta tha, is liye sab chat put ke kha liya. Malum hai isse Maa ko khushi milega. Unki khushi ke liye main kuchh bhi kar sakta tha.

Aise hi zindagi chalne laga. Weekdays me sab se dur rehke kaam karna. Apni dekh bhal khud hi karna. Maa se ph pe baat karna ..yeh sab ek routine ban raha tha. Fir weekend me ghar jane me ek khushi mahal ban jata tha. Fir sab ka pyar , mamta, sneh aur mere bare mein unlogon ka duschinta ke sath do din bitake fir wapas ana. Office me dheere dheere kaam ka pressure badh ne laga. Iss liye shayad sach much mere sarir me is ka chhap ane laga. Fir se weekend aya aur main ghar wapas aya. Mera halat dekhke sab pareshan ho gaye. Maa keval pocha main khana khata hun kya time pe. Unke ankhon me ek mamta bhara concern dikha. Nana Nani zada soch me pad gaye.

Aise do mahina kat gaya mera office me. Ab main kabhi kabhi mera senior ke sath site me bhi jane laga. Mera kaam me furti dekh ke sab mujhe aur achcha karne ka hosla deta hai.
Main jab yeh sab site visit, naya naya challenging kaam karke apna pasar jama raha tha tab mere ghar Ahmedabad me aur kuch chal raha tha.

Udhar ka baat mujhe baad me malum chala tha..kaise kya hua tha.

Nana Nani itna pareshan tha mera halat ko leke ki un logon ne mera is problem ka solution dundna suru kar dia. Woh dono raat me sote time apas me baat karne laga. Pehle yeh tay kiya ki mera Maa mera pass ayenge aur mere sath rehke mera dekh bhal karenge. Maa ko bhi problem nahi hona chahiye kyun ki woh hamesha apne bete ke liyehi sab kuchh chhodke aaj aisa ek zindagi chuna. Toh woh bhi is me khush hoke mere pass rehna pasand karenge. Fir woh log soche ki main ab 20 saal ka ho gaya. Baki same umar ki ladkon se main thoda matured bhi dikhta hoon. Sath me job karta hoon. Achcha salary bhi mil raha hai. Sath mein Nanaji ka sab kuch mera hi hai. Aur koi waris nahi mera Maa chhodke. So akhir sab kuchh mere pass hi ayega. So yeh sab count karenge toh mere liye achchi ghar ka ek achchi sundar sushel ladki mil jayegi. Nana Nanai yeh soche ki jab zindagi me shadi karwana hai aur ab is problem ka haal dhundna hai , tab kyun ka abhi uske liye ladki dhundke shadi na karwa diya jaye. Yeh tarika unko sahi laga. But jab Nani ji thoda time chup raha, kuchh bol nahi rahi thi tab Nana ji poche unko ki kya koi galat socha woh log? Nani ji tab bolne lagi ki nahi galat kuchh nahi. But aaj Hitesh ka shadi karwake uska life set ho to jayega. But hum aur kitne din jeyenge? Nanaji 60 cross kar chuke hai aur Naniji bhi do char saal mein 60 touch kar lenge. Woh log aur jeetna din hai, tab tak thik hai. But woh log janeke baad unka beti Manju bilkul akeli ho jayegi. Hitesh hai ek sahara. But biwi aneke baad sab beta biwi ka hi ho jata hai. Biwi ka hi sunta hai. Tab Maa ka sunna , maa ka obidient beta banke rehne mein bahut sara jhamela ajata hai. Biwi apni pati ke upar aur kisi ka adhikar seh nahi sakta. Biwi hamesha apna family ka lagam apnahi hath me rakhna chahti hai. Apna sas, jo uska pati ko pal posh ke aaj iss layak banaya, unko bhi wahan ghusna pasand nahi karte. Beta kitan bhi chahe, apni biwi ke khilaf jana matlab apni hi pair me kudhali marna yeh samajh jata hai. Iss liye sab janke bhi shanti rakhne ke liye dil me paththar rakhke sab kuchh manne ka koshis karta hai. But jo aurat apni bete ke liye pura zindagi visarjan diya, dobara apna zindagi me sab kuchh pane ka mauka ko apne hi hath se gawaya keval apni bete ka muh dekhke, jo apna pura zindaki khushi apna bete me hi dhunda–woh aurat ke sath agar aisa hoga toh iss duniya me akeli kaise jee payenge? Naniji ne boli ki jab tak hum is duniya me hai tab tak thik hai. But hamara jane ke baad kaun dekhega usko uski budhapa me. Woh log janta hai Hitesh aisa ladka nahi. Uska parwarish bhi us tarah hua nahi. Bachpan se woh sab kuch dekhte aya. Hamara pyar, bonding woh achi tarah se mehsus karte aya. Woh kabhi apni Maa ko dukh dega nahi. Bina baap ka zindagi me woh apni Maa se jo pyar, Maa ka mamta usko mila hai, usme kabhi baap ka kami shayad mehsus nahi kiya hoga. Haan..yeh baat sach hai ki usne kabhi kisiko ‘papa’ keh ke bulane ka saubhagya prapt nahi kar paya. Nana nani bachpan se sab kuch support deke aaj aisa ek insan banaya usko. But hai to woh ek laute. Ussi se hi iss khandan ka agli pidi ayega. Iss liye usko shadi bhi karna padega. Usko apne liye biwi bhi chunna parega. Aaj kaal ka ladki hote bhi sab aise. Apna pati aur apna bachcha ko hi apna duniya manta hai. Parivar ke baki sab ko leke jo ek family banta hai, aur usme jo sukh milta hai , woh sab aaj kal ka ladki logon ka mansikata mein nahi hai. Dhere dhere samaj byabasta aur shikhsa ka haal bhi dusri taraf ja raha hai. Sab idhar udhar bhatak raha hai lagta hai. Koi bhi kisi bhi disha me bhag raha hai. Na iss pidi ka koi lakhs hai na koi idol. Nana Nani yeh soch ke mayus hua ki agar woh log tabhi Maa ka na sunke agar unka shadi fir se karwa dete toh aaj yeh duschinta unlogo ko kat ta nahi jata. Tab bahar ka koi admi ake hamara family ko alag kar denge, Hitesh ko uss se dur kar denge, hum ko akela karke chale jayenge—yeh sab soch ke unki beti apna zindagi ka sab khushi apne hi hath se dur fek diya. Aur aaj woh ghadi agaya fir se waise ek paristhiti aneka. Aaj ek ladki iss family mein bahu banke ayega. Woh ake kaise bartav karenge apne sas se, apne pati ka Nana Nani se, yeh sob soch te unko dil pe kala megh chha ne lagta hai. Lekin kare to kare kya. Shayad yehi duniya ka niyon. Ap jiis problem se dur bhagte ho, woh problem aage apke liye wait kar rahe hai apse gale lagne ke liye. Yeh sab chinta me se woh lod duba rehte the. Aur har roj sone ke time do budha budhi yehi discuss karne lagi. Aise hi ek din unlogon ke dimag me yeh sab ke lawa aur ek solution nazar aya. Pehle woh log khud hi thoda ascharit ho gaye the. Baad me baton baton me sab kuchh reason laga laga ke, sab dik vichar karke, sab ka bhalai sochke, sab ka future ka kuchh planning thik karke dhere dhere ek faisla mein pahuch chuke. Akhir me uss bare me bahut chadhai utrai batein hone ke baad Nana Nani ek decision pe pahuche. Lekin tab bhi woh log bhi nahi jante the ki sach me yeh mumkin hoga ya nahi. Aur hoga bhi to us ke liye kisko kya kya karna padega, kya sacrifice karna parega , ya kis tarike se mumkin hoga yeh woh log bilkul nahi jante the.
Next day subha Maa naste me Nanaji ka pasandida methi ka paratha banayi. Sab log nasta kar ke apna apna kaam pe lag gaye. Nanaji ka ek business tha. 5 saal pehle jab woh bimar pad gaye aur doctor unko 6 mahina bed rest me rehne ke liye kaha, tab unka ek dost ka beta jo unke sath business me unka assistant tha, woh sab kuchh sambhalne laga. Us admi ne achchi tarike se business ko apni mehnat aur budhdhi se pakad ke rakha. Nanaji 6 mahine baad jab hisab nikas dekhe , sab bilkul perfect tha aur labh bhi pehle jaisa barabar hua tha. Woh aadmi bahut honestly pehle se hi kaam karta tha. Nanaji khush the. Fir unhone uss admi ke sath ek agreement kiya. Ab se woh business ko sambhalega. Nana ji keval hapte me ek ya do din ake uska hisab nikas lete rehenge. Aur jo kuchh faida hoga usko 50-50 hisab se dono bat lenge. Iss me Nanaji ko aur mehnat karne ka bhi jarurat nahi hai, sath hi sath paisa bhi ate rahega. Nanaji already puri zindagi ka mehnat se bahut kuchh bana liye the. Unko ab kaam karne ka jarurat bhi nahi tha. Is liye ab Nana ji zada time ghar par hi bitate hai. Aaj Nana ji aur Nani ji drawing room me baithke TV dekh rehe the. Maa naha ke fresh hoke , bhiga baalon me ek towel lapet ke kitchen me kaam kar rahe the. Lunch ke liye sabjian kat rahi thi. Nana – Nani TV dekh rahe the, fir dekh bhi nahi rahe the. Aaj unlogon ko dekh ke aisa lagne laga ki woh log TV ke taraf dekh ke aur kuchh soch rahe the. Ek samay Nanaji Naniji ke taraf mudke dekha. Naniji unko dekh ke kuchh samjhe aur fir se dono TV dekhne lage. Thodi der baad Naniji wahan se uth ke kitchen ke taraf chali. Kitchen me Maa ko kaam pe help karne ke liye unke sath hath batane lag gayi.
Thodi der idhar udhar ki baat hone ke baad Nani ji mera baat leke aye. Woh unka concern jatate rahe. Main kitna problem face kar raha hun akela rehke. Maa bhi samajhti thi mera problem kyun ki woh bhi kuchh din se pareshan the is ko leke. Unke sath ph conversation me clear pata chalta hai woh aaj kal kinta concerned hai mujhe leke. Aur yeh hona jayej bhi hai. Unka ek lauta beta hun main. So Nani ji ka baton me Maa bhi sai dene lagi. Tab Nani ji bolne lagi ki ab Hitesh bhi bada hogaya to uska shadi karwa dete hai. Yeh sun ke Maa Nani ki taraf dekh ke hasne lagi. Maa haste haste boli
” Ab…..shadi… Hitesh ka?”
Nani boli
” Haan…kyun nahi?”
” Mummy … Ab to woh bachcha hai”
” Hitesh 20 saal ka ho chuka hai… Naukri bhi karta hai…. Aur usko dekh ke kaun sa bachcha lagta hai tujhe?”
Maa muskurake sabji katne lagi… Unko bhi yeh sab malum hai. Tab Nani boli
” Har Maa ko unki beta-beti hamesha bachcha hi lagta hai..jab ki woh kitna bhi bada ho jaye”

Sabji kat te kat te Maa boli
” To ab Hitesh ko ekbar puchh lete hai…”
Nani namkin ka packets kat ke chhota chhota varni me bharte hue kaha
” Usse kya puchhna hai…”
Fir Maa ke upar ek nazar dal ke dekhe. Maa Nani ki taraf back hoke khade hai sabji kat te hue kitchen slab ke pass . Fir apni hath me pakde varni ke taraf dekh ke Nani boli
” Ghar pe hum uske bade hai. Kya hum uska bhalai burai nahi samajh te hai kya?…. Aur woh bhi aisa nahi… Hamesha hamara baat sunta hai”
Maa ka sabji katna khatm ho gaya tha. Woh mud ke Nani ko dekhte huye kitchen ka dusra taraf jane lagi.
Woh wahan rakha atte ki dibbi khol rahe the aur boli
” Uske liye to ab ek achchi ladki dhundni padegi mummy”
Nani ab varni ka dhakkan band karte huye kaha
” Haan… Yeh ek bada kaam hai. Ek achchi ladki hi to chahiye”
Nani dhakkan tight karte karte Maa ke taraf dekhi aur kehne lagi
” Jo Hitesh ka thik se dekh bhal kar sake. Akeli hathon se sansar bandh sake. Bachche ka dekh bhal kar paye. Aur hamare sath milke rehke hamare ek family jaisa banke rahe….”
Maa thoda chintit dikh rahi thi. Woh atta nikal nikalte Nani ko dekh ke boli
” Sahi kaha tumne mummy..”
Fir apna kaam ke taraf nazar firake bolne lagi
” Aisa hi ladki chahiye hamare Hitesh ke liye. Jo hum sab ko apna soch ke hamare tarah ek sath rehe paye….”
Maa thoda chinta ke sath apni kaam pe jute rahe. Shayad woh yehi soch rahi honge ki unhone dobara shadi kiya nahi kyun ki bahar se koi naya aadmi ake unka family ko tod ne ka koshish kare apna adhikar jatake. Aur aaj aisa ek nahbat ayi jahan patra-patri badal gaye but situation wohi same hai. Aaj kaal ka ladki..bahu bante na bante hi sasural me kya kya karnama karna chalu kar deti hai.
Nani notice kiya maa kuchh soch me hai. Toh unhone chuppi tod ke boli
” Aur to aur dekh ne me bhi achchi hona chahiye…hamara Hitesh ke sath bilkul match ho paye”
Maa uthke ake atta ka thali kitchen slab ke upar rakhe. Aur usme pani dalne lagi aur boli
” Aisa ladki mile tab na mummy….”
Nani ko thoda hosla mila. Maa ka side profile Nani ko nazar arahe hai. Unhone Maa se nazar na hatake bolte rahi
” Hum bhi yehi soch rahe the. Aaj kaal jo ladki logon ko dekhta hoon, usme se mann hi utha jata hai. Tera Papa ke sath isko leke bahut baat hua. Hum bhi pareshan ho gaye the. Kahan milega aisa ladki. Kaun khabar karega. Bahut sare baat chit hone ke baad hum yeh tay kiye ki hum itna soch rahe kyun ki hum sabka bhalai ke liye hi chintit hai. Hamara sab ka bhabisyat ke bare me soch ke chalna parega. Sab dik vichar karke hum ne socha ki..haan hai na… Aisa hi ladki hai….jaise hum sab ko chahiye”
Maa atta gundte gundte ruk gaye..aur Nani ki taraf mudke ankhon me ek surprised look ke sath aur hothon pe muskurahat leke puche
” Kya mummy…. Aap logon ne ladki dhund bhi nikale!!”
Nani ab ek smile ke sath uth ke Maa jahan khade the slab ke pass wahan ane lage. Tab Maa fir se pooche
” Kahan se dhundke nikale mummy?”
Nani Maa ke paas pahuche aur unke samne khade ho gaye. Nani Maa ke chehra gaur se dekhne lagi. Maa bhi thoda excited ho rahe the. Nani ke aankhon me ek mamta aur pyar bhari muskurahat chha gaye. Maa fir se puchhe
” Kaun hai woh ladki mummy…aur kahan ki hai?”
Nani dekha Maa nahake fresh hoke ek light color ki printed saree me aaj bahut sundar dikh rahi hai. Unke sar ke baal pe ek towel lapeta hua hai. Ek do baal towel se nikal ke unki forehead ke upar pada hai. Nani apna daina hath se Maa ka woh baal pyar se forehead se hatake unka chin pakadke boli
” Bahar kahan dhundu aisa ladki….jab hamare hi ghar me ek aisa sundar ladki hai to” bolke Nani ek chawdi smile karte rahe.
Maa is baat ko thik se samajh nahi paye. Woh koshish kar rahe hai samajhne ki aur jaise ki kuchh yaad kar rahe hai. Unhone ek bada sa palak jhapak ke Nani ko puchhe
” Maltab….kaun hai mummy?”
Nani apna smile barkarar rakh ke..aankhon me aur pyar aur mamta leke boli
” Kyun !!…. Hamara Manju sundar nahi hai kya?”
Maa kuchh pal Nani ko dekhte rahe aur unko kuchh samajh aye. Unki face pe jo chamak tha woh gayeb ho gaye achanak. Unki ankh sthir ho gaye ,ani ke upar. Woh bilkul stabdh ho gaye. Woh Nani ko ek dristi se dekh ke boli
” Kaise baat kar rahi ho Mummy!! ”
Nani ab ekdum shant awaz me lekin pyar se kehne lagi
” Dekh Manju.. Main aur tera Papa is bare me bahut socha. Humko yeh bhi malum hai is ke liye hum sab ko na jane kya kya sacrifice aur adjustment karna parega. Na jane kya kya asubidha jhel na parega. Lekin iss me hi sab ka bhalai hai. Sab ka bhabishyat hum ko hi to sochna parega Manju. ……”
Nani iss tarah fir se wahi sab baat batane lagi. Aaj woh hai toh thik hai. Kal jab woh log nahi rahenge tab kya Manju akela jee payega? Hitesh aur kisise shadi karega toh kya guarantee ki woh ladki humare jaisa hi hoga. Manju ko woh kaise traeat karegi uska guarantee kaun dega. Fir wahi purana concerned. Aur aise hone me kiska kya kaise bhalai hai, uski ka firisti dene laga Naniji. Naniji yeh bhi bataye ki khud ka bhalai aur khud ka life secured banane ke liye agar samaj se thoda dur jake ek alag duniya banake hum khush rahe , toh isme koi burai nahi hai. Maa ek ascharya nazar se sab sun rahe the. Jaise ki unko biswas nahi ho raha hai ki Nani ji kuchh bol rahi hai. Woh khud kuchh bhi bol nahi pa rahi thi. Asal me unka muh tak kuchh aa nahi raha hai bolne ke liye. Andar hi andar ek tufan macha hua hai. Bhala , bura , paap, punya , nyay, niti, samaj ,sanskar sab unke mann me bhid kar ke unka bolna bandh karwa di. Woh keval Nani ko dekhe ja rahe hai. Unka aankh dhere dhere nam hoke gila ho raha hai. Bahut time baad jab nani ka baat dhere dhere kam hone laga tab woh Nani ka ankhon me ankhen dal ke, ek sthir dristi hanke, ek shant aur kathin awaz se puchhe
” Kya yeh sab Hitesh ko bhi bata dia aap logon ne?”
Nani ab ek maa ka pyar aur mamta bhara awaz se boli
” Nahi beta… Yeh baat tumhara budha maa baap, apni ek laute beti ka, apni ek matra pote ka, aur apni family ka bhalai ke liye hi soche hai. Is me ab sab kuch tumaha decision ke upar depent karta hai beta.”
Maa Nani ko kuchh pal dekh te rahe aur jab ankhon se ashu girne ka waqt agaye tab mudke wahan se daurke apni room me chali gayi.
Ghar pe inta kuchh ho raha hai. Lekin mujhe bhanak tak lagane nahi dia. Yeh baat mujhe baad me pata chala tha. Lekin ek baat main mehsus karne laga tha ki ghar pe kuchh to hua hoga. Kyun ki jab har din ki tarah us din raat me maa ko ph kiya. Maa pehle uthaya nahi. Dobar try kiya tab uthaya. Aur thoda khamosh laga. Mere se baat kar rahi thi , but bol to main raha tha , unhone keval ‘hmm’, ‘haan’, ‘ok’, ‘thik hai’, achcha’ aise bolne lagi .
Main soch unka mood off hoga shayad. Main bada hone ke baad kabhi bhi maa ko jabardasti kuchh puchta nahi tha. Hamesha unhone jo bolte the, main sunta tha aur mujhe unka har khushi ka khayal rakh ke jaise baat karna hai waise hi karta tha. Aise teen din chala. Office me kaam ka pressure araha tha. So us baat ko main zada khicha nahi. But
Us friday raat ko jab main Maa ko ph kiya toh Maa uthaya nahi. Main sach much soch me pad gaya. Maa ka tabiyat to thik hai. Fir main Nanaji ko ph lagaya. Nanaji bola ki ghar pe sab thik hai, chinta ki koi baat nahi. Tum kal ajao aram se. Main sun to liya but mere mann me laga tha ki jarur kuchh baat hoga. Jo sab mujhse chhupana chahta hai. Ek chinta dimag ke andar leke us weekend me yani ki shanibar sham ko Ahmedabaad pahucha.

Actually me hua tha yeh ki…Us din Maa kitchen se daur ke , apni room ke jake door lock kar diya. Dopahar lunch karne bhi bahar nahi ayi. Naniji jake bulaye, darwaza khatkhataye, but Maa khane ke liye straight mana kar diya. Jab raat me Nana Nanai sab dinner karke so gaye the, uske baad Maa uthke kitchen me ayi aur fridge se kuchh khana nikal ke chupchap khake fir se room me chale gaye. Nana Nani soch me pad gaye. Unlogon ne yeh expect hi kiya nahi ki suru me hi aisa reaction dekhne ko milegi unko. Unlog ne socha ki shayad woh log yeh ek bilkul galat step lene ja rahe the. Is me unka beti inta jor hurt hogi. Na jane bechara ko kitna dukh pahucha hoga.

Next day Naniji khud ghar ka sab kaam karne lage. Maa ko bilkul disturb karna uchit nahi hoga samjha. Unko thoda time akele chhodna sahi samjha woh log. Lunch me fir Nanaji Maa ko bulaye but Maa door kholke bahar ayi nahi. Woh log lunch karke apna room me aram karne chale gaye to maa kitchen me ake akeli khana kha liya. Nana Nani ko malum padta hai awaz se. But woh log bhi ab samne ake maa ko unwanted situation me dal na nahi chahte the. Aise teen din kat gaye. Agla din thursday tha. Subha subha naniji nasta banane jute hue the. Achanak maa kitchen me ake nani ko kehte hai ” main banati hu ” bolke maa khud kaam pe lag gayi. Maa ka awaz me ek aisi thandi aur kathik tej the, jisse naniji kuch bolne me sahas nahi kiya. Woh chup chap maa ko dekhe. Maa bilkul ek silent aur feelingless face leke kaam kare ja rahe the. Naniji chup chap wahan se nikal gaye. Maa ghar ka kaam kaj karna suru kardiya, but kisise koi baat nahi ho paraha tha. Maa apna kaam karke fir apni room me jake lock laga ke andar rehti thi. Raat ko nana nani sote time bolne lage ki shayad unlogon ka baton se unka beti ka mann me ek gehra chot ayi. Is liye woh bhi dukhi ho gaye. But hai to woh log unki mummy papa. So woh log khud hi apni kiya hua karam , khud hi sametna chaha. Agla din yani ki friday ke din subha nani khud kitchen me ake maa se baat karne ka koshish kiya. Maa pehle muh se jawab na deke, nani jo mangti hai ya karne ko kehti hai, woh sab chup chap karke ek silent jawab de ne lagi. Nani socha mahal thoda halka ho raha hai. Nasta karke nana nani jab TV pe news dekh rahe the , tab woh log dekha ki maa pehle jaisa dining table pe ake, lekin akela baithke nasta kar rahi hai. Aisa subha ka samay kat gaya. Jab lunch banane me nani ake maa ka hatt batane lagi , tab maa beti me dhere dhere directly baat chit suru hua. Aaj maa ka awaz kafi normal thi. Lekin aaj unhone fir se sab ka khana hone ke baad akeli table pe baithke khana khaye. Nana nani do pahar apna room me rest kar rahe the. Aaj un logon ko thoda khush dikha. Kyun ki jo paristhiti create hua tha , aab uska kala megh is ghar se hat gaya tha. Sham ke time naniji kitchen me ayi. Maa akeli chup chap kitchen slab ke upar hath rakh ke khade khade chai ubal na dekh rahe the. Nani ka entry se woh hila nahi. Jaise kuchh soch me hai. Nani idhar udhar kuch karke, maa ko ek tuk dekha. Aur fir maa ke pass ake slab ke upar ek hath tika ke khadi ho gayi.
Nani chuppi thodke maa ke taraf dekh ke boli
” Manju………beta…… har maa baap apne bachcha ka khushi ke bare me sochta hai. Hum shayad kuchh zada soch liya tha……..”
Fir jaise galti accept karne ka body posture hota hai, waise nani apna sar thoda jhuka ke , apna dusri hathe se saree ka aanchal mal te huye kaha
” Apna naseeb me jo hai, wahi hoga”
” Aap log akele kaise rehenge!!”
Achanak yeh sun ke nani jhatak se apna muh uthake maa ki taraf dekha. Maa nani ka look feel karti hai aur apna sar thoda jhuka ke apni pairon ki taraf dekhne lagi. Nani ko samjh ne me thoda waqt laga. Fir unka hoth pe ek smile khil gayi. Unki ankh me khushi jhalak uthi, dhere se maa ke aur nazdik ayi aur maa ka chin pakad ke apni taraf mod ne ki koshis ki. Maa jaise khadi thi, unki body ka position hila nahi , lekin unka face nani ke taraf mud gaya. Unka aankh jhuki hi hai. Unhone koshish karke bhi unka face pe sharam ana chhupa nahi paya. Nani puri baat samajh gayi fir bhi pyar se fisfisa ke puchhi
“Sach ?”
Maa nani ki taraf mudke unke kandha me apna muh chhupa li. Aur nani ko dono hath se bedi lagake pakadli. Nani haske unki ek sath maa ke pith ke upar rakh ke dusri hath se maa ki
Baal aur pith sahlane lagi. Ek maa apni beti ko param mamta se pyar kar rahi hai. Nani haste haste boli
” Arey pagli….is me sharma ne ka kya hai. Hum thodi koi anjan log hai…..aur nahi tu kisi aur ke ghar ja rahi hai…sab to tera apnahi log hai…”
Maa ne aur sharma ke nani ka chhati me muh chuupa li.
Main shanibar Ahmedabad pahuch gaya. Sham ho gaya tha ane me. Nana nani mujhe har bar ki tarah smile ke sath hi swagat kia. Lekin har bar ki tarah Maa wahan dikhai nahi diya. Main andar ake apna bag rakha. But mujhe samajh nahi araha tha ki jab yeh log itna khush dikh raha hai to , jaroor koi gadbad to nahi hai ghar par. Fir bhi Maa mere sath aise kyun kar rahi hai. Mera kaun sa galti se Maa mujh par naraj ho gayi!! Kya main unko anjane me dukh pahuchaya!!! Yeh sab bhavnayen mujhe ghir ne laga. Maa generally ghar par hi rehte hai. Aur aaj to mera ane ka din hai. Aaj to woh rehte hi hai. Toh fir kyun woh mere se milne samne nahi ayi.
Hum sab drawing room ka sofa me baithe the. Naniji paani lake diye peene ke liye aur fir Nana Nani mere se has has ke khusi ke sath bat kar rahi thi. Wahi sab purana topic. Mera haal wagera puchhte raha. Main unlog ka sawal ka jawab de raha tha chhoti chhoti shabd me. Kyun ki mera mann dheere dheere jidd pakadne laga. Agar sach me anjane me main koi galti kar bhi lia , to maa hoke unka yeh farz nahi banta ki woh samne se ake apni bete ka woh dosh batade.. aur chahe to jo marzi saja de. Aisa na karke woh puri haptah mere se thik se baat bhi kiye nahi. Aur abhi to woh mere samne bhi ayi nahi. Mera dil unke liye jiddi hone laga. Mera ankh jalne laga. Maine socha ki thik hai, agar woh Maa hoke apni bete ke sath aisa bartav kar rahi hai, toh main bhi unka beta hun. Main bhi unse jake milunga nahi, jab tak woh mere pass na aye. Main bhi nahut jiddi hun. Main bahut bhabuk ban raha tha. Fir bhi main khud ko control karke nana nani se baat kar raha tha. In sab baton ke beech Nanaji mere taraf dekh ke bola
” Beta.. tumse kuchh baat karna hai.” Main politely bola
” Kahiye Nanaji”
Unhone ek bar Naniji ko dekha, fir mere taraf dekh ke thoda smile ke sath bola
” Itna urgent bhi nahi hai. Tum fresh ho jao. Khana wana khake aram se baith ke batein karenge.”

Main mera room me jake fresh hone laga. Nanaji na jane kya baat karna chahta hai. Lekin main Maa ko leke zada chintit tha. Aisa hi bahut sare chinta se mann bhari tha. Kuchh achcha nahi lag raha tha. Dil bol raha tha ki hai to Maa isi ghar par hi. Daur ke jake unse puchhe ki kya mera gunah hai. But mera jidd mera pairon ko bandh ke rakha. Main ek naya pajama aur T- shirt pehenke jaise hi bahar drawing room me aya, tab nani dinner ke liye bulaya.

Aaj Nanaji aur main baitha. Malum tha ki pehle jaisa aaj sab kuchh honewala nahi tha. Nani serve karne lagi. Lekin main kitchen me Maa ki presence feel kar raha tha. Aur ek do baar to nani se baat bhi karte huye suna. Mujhe ek gussa aya. Sab toh thik hi hai. Toh kya main hi gunhegar hun!! Aur nana nani ko bhi Maa ka is tarah se behave karna, ya is tarah se mere samne pesh hona, jaroor nazar araha hoga. Fir bhi koi kisi ko kuchh bol bhi nahi raha hai. Khana khate khate socha ki shayad nanaji is bare me hi kuch batane wala hai.

Dinner ke baad nanaji mujhe terrace pe leke gaye. Garmi ka time tha. So terrace pe ake achcha feel ho raha tha. Thoda thoda hawa araha tha beech beech me. Aass pass ka area me aise hi sab private makan hai. Aur east side me ,hamara mahlle ka rasta jake jahan bade raste se mila hai, wahan kuchh flat building hai. Baki taraf dur dur tak dikhai deta hai. Udhar se hawa arahi hai. Nanaji kinare ke taraf jake , terrace ki fencing me tek lagake ek cigarrate nikale. Aur bolne laga ” tumhara Nani yahan nahi hai ab… Toh ek….” Bolke hasne laga aur fas karke ciggerrate jala liye. Main bola
” Nanaji…doctor aap ko smoke karne me mana kiya hai”
Unhone ek kas lagake dhuan chhodke bola
” Ek aadh pine me kuchh nahi hota hai…”
Nanaji haste haste aise batein sunane lage. Kuchh samay aise hi bit gaya. But mera mann yeh sab sun nahi raha tha. Mujhe bar bar yeh chinta araha hai ki Nanaji akhir mujhe kya batana chahte hai.
Is sab soch ke beech Naniji awaz lagai. Hum neeche gaye. Main nazar ghumake Maa ko dekh nahi paya. Kitchen me light off hai. Maa shayad dinner karke apni room me chali gayi. Mujhe bahut abhimaan hua maa ke upar. Maine kya galti kiya ki unhone mujhe aise saja de rahe hai. Nanaji mujhe unke kamre me ane ko kaha. Naniji bhi agaye. Nanaji ake darwaza thoda bandh kar diya.
Main bed ke pass rakha kursi me baitha. Nana nani bed pe aram se baithe. Mera tension bad raha hai. Akhir kya kahenge, aur us me maa ka kya talukat hai. Yeh sab hazaron chinta jab mera dimag me bhid kiya tab nanaji bolna suru kiya.
“Beta…hum tumhara parwarish ka koi kami nahi rakha hai. Bachpan se sab kuchh dete aya. Aur aaj tak tumhara sab bhavna chinta hum karte aye. Lekin ab tum bade hogaye ho. Job kar rahe ho. Hum ko chhodke dur jake akele rehne lage ho. Malum hai wahan tumko akele rehne me kuchh pareshani face bhi karna padta hai. Tabhi bhi… Yeh sab se hum ko bahut khushi hota hai. Tum ab tumaha zindagu khud jeene ja rahe ho. Us se hum ko bhi hatna parega. Aur hum bhi aur kitna din rahenge. Hamara jane ke baad bhi tum ko achchi tarah zindagi jeena hai. Apna family banana hai. To ab hum soch rahe hai ki tumaha shadi karwane ke liye.”
Nanaji thoda chup ho gaye. Shayad mera reaction parakh rahe hai. Mera dimag me dusra calculation chal raha hai. Ab mujhe laga ki shayad is baat se maa dukhi hai aur mujhse shayad naraj bhi hai. Main mann me socha ki agar unka khushi ke liye mujhe shadi na bhi karna pade, to mujhe koi khed nahi hai. Unko zindagi bhar khush rakhna chahta hun.
Nanaji fir bole
“Dekho bete ..tumhara life me koi ake tumhare pass khade ho jaye, tumhara har emotion sahi tarah se share kar le, har chadhai utrai me tumhara sath rehke zindagi ka rahon me chalna asan kar de. Is liye sab ke life me biwi ka jroorat padta hai.”
Mann me jo soch raha tha tension ke sath, shayad us ka chhap mere face pe nazar aya tha. Is liye nana nani has pade. Nanaji age bolete rahe
” Humne aaj tak tumahara sab bhala bura soch ke hi kaam kiya. Ab yeh last duty bhi thik se puri ho jaye to chain se mar sakta hun.”
Main maa ka baat soch ke bolne laga
” Nanaji….aap ka baat thik hai… Lekin …….”
Main ruk gaya. Mujhe pehle maa se janna hai , kya is baat ko leke woh dukhi hai !!. Is liye mujhe gussa hoke mere se dur hai!! Lekin nanaji shayad mera dwidha samjh gaye aur mera baat pakad ke bole
” Beta pehle main jo bol raha hun ..pura sun lo. Fir tum aram se soch samajh ke mujhe batana. Agar tum ko lage ki yeh hamara sab ka bhalai ke liye hai, to waise soch ke batana, nahi to jo mann me decide karoge ,waise hi batana. Koi pressure nahi tumhare upar. ”
Yeh bolke nanaji naniji ko dekhe. Naniji bhi sahmat hoke apna sar hilake mujhe aswas dilaya.
Nanaji fir se bolna suru kiya
” Beta…hum tum ko sab cheez diya bachpan se, jo har koi bachcha ko milta hai, lekin ek cheez kabhi nahi de paya”
Main nanaji ke taraf dekh ke sunne laga.
” Har bachche ka nseeb me kisiko ‘papa’ kehke bulane ka sukh hai, woh hum kabhi tumhe prapt karne ka saubhagya nahi de paya. Aur ab tumhara shadi ho jaye to tum ko ek naye mummy papa bhi milega.”
Fir nanaji thoda age ake , mera hath apna hath ke andar leke, dusri hath se mere hath ko do bar thap thapaya. Aur ek mulayem sneh bhara awaz se mujhe dekh ke bolne lage
” Hum sab ka bhalai soch ke hi yeh sab kar raha hun………agar tum ko bolun…matlab…kya tum mujhe ‘papa’ bolke bulana pasand karoge?”
Bolke mere ankhon me ankh milake dekhne laga. Mujhe is baat ko samjhne me kuchh pal lag gaya. Jaise hi is ka matlab mujhe samajh me aya, tabhi mera sarir me ek anjana anubhuti failne laga. Main fir bhi confirm hone ke liye , gale me uska asar padne na deke, puchha
” Matlab aap kya kehna chahte hai nanaji ?”
Nanaji straight bolne lage
” Beta ab main tumhara nana banke nahi, ek beti ka baap banke tumse yeh puchh raha hun ki kya tum mera beti ka hath thamoge?”
Ab mera andar ek ajeeb sa, ek adbhut sa feelings hone laga. Jo main bayan nahi kar sakta. Main keval bola
” Yeh…yeh….aap kya…kya keh rahe hai nanaji……”
“Hum bahut..bahut soch majhne ke baad yeh baat tumko bolne ka sahas kiya”
Main apne aap ko controll karte hue kaha
“But…but….yeh kaise hota…..kaise mumkin hai……”
” Agar hum chahe to sab ho sakta hai beta”
Mera maa ka chehra mere nazar ke samne aya. Main sochne laga ki yeh sab baat sunne ke baad main maa se kaise face karunga ab. Aur nana nani mere se khulke aise baat kar rahe hai ki mujhe ek sharam, na jane kya , mujh me chha ne laga. Main mola
” Nanaji hum kaise aise kar sakte hai….na ki kahin…kabhi aisa hua!!”
Nanaji shant awaz se kaha
“Beta…main aur tumhara nani is bare me socha..humsab ka khushi ke liye hum kuchh bhi sehne ke liye taiyar hai. Hum bas chahte hai ki hamara beti aur hamara pota zindagi me hamesha khush rahe…”
Fir thoda ruk ke bole
” Aur…aur tumaha maa bhi is rishte ke liye raaji hai.”
Main chonk gaya. Kya maa bhi janti hai yeh sab!! Kya is liye woh mere samne nahi arahi hai!! Is liye phone pe thik se baat nahi kar payi!! Aur to aur unhone is rishte ko apnane ke liye bhi manjuri de di.. Mera spine kapad ke ek thandi shital but dil me kampan dene wali ek anubhuti dhere dhere neeche jake pura sarir me fail gaya. Mera sar jhimjhim karne laga. Fir bhi main thoda ascharya aur doubt ke sath dhere se puchha
” Kya aap log maa se bhi is bare mein baat……aur…..aur unhone ….”
Bolke main chup ho gaya. Nanaji bole
” Pehle to woh hum se bahut gussa kiya. Ek dum khapha ho gayi thi. Teen din thik se baat bhi nahi ki, khana bhi nahi khayi. Din bhar room lock karke andar rehne lagi. Fir aur do din baad situation thoda sahaj hua. Manju bhi dhere dhere thoda naram hone lagi. Aur kal jab tumhara nani se Manju ka baat hua to tabhi hum jaan paye.”
Mera dimag me bahut sare soch, chinta bhar ke bhid karne laga. Main kuchh na bolke baitha tha. Nanaji bole
” Hum tum par jabardasti se hamara ichcha chadha nahi raha hun. Itna jaldi jawab dene ke jarurat nahi. Tum time leke socho. Fir batao. Jo bhi rai hoga tumhara, usko hum pyar se accept karenge”

Uss din main bahut sare chinta aur naye naye anubhuti ke sath dhere dhere nana ji ka room se nikal ke mere room me aya. Mera anupasthiti me , mera bistar ek dum fit fat banake gayi hai maa. Main zada soch bhi nahi pa raha tha. Bas jake so gaaya. Need nahi araha tha. Beech beech me ek naya uttejana se kapne laga. Jo bhavna mere mann ke andar tha, aaj woh sach much ghatne ja raha hai. Ek romanch me bund hoke ankh bandh karke pada raha. Aise kaise time chala gaya pata nahi chala. Der raat tak akela so so ke kuchh decision leneka faisla kiya. But halat aisa tha ki uss se pehle khudko halka karne ke liye pajama ke andar se apna penis nikal ke hilane laga. Penis aaj zada garam mehsus hua. Main jor se jhatka mar mar ke garam garam semen pura body me barish jaisa giraya. Mann shant hone laga kyun ki tab tak shayad mera andar anjane me koi decision ho chuka tha. Aur dhere dhere ek chain ki need ane laga.
Next day sunday. Main barabar early riser hun. Maa zadatar mera pichhe pad pad ke bachpan se yeh adat banadi hai. Maa hamesha bolti thi ki subha uthke padhai karunga toh jaldi se sab yaad reh jayega. Aise bahut sare achchi adat mere me dal diya hai maa ne. Is liye main zindagi ka raste me chalte time har pal unka presence mehsus karte aya hun. Wohi ek matra nari hai jo mera pura dil me chhaya hua hai. Shayad is liye kabhi aur koi ladki mere mann me jagah bana nahi paya.

Subha need tut te hi dekha suraj ka pehli kiran khidki se andar ake pura ghar roshni se bhar diya. Khidki se bahar ka kuchh awazen araha hai. Upar fan ghum rahi hai full speed me, fir bhi garmi ja nahi raha hai. Lekin yeh sab ke alva mere dil me ek thandi sheetal anubhuti mehsus kar raha hun, jo mera pura badan ko ek nasheli abesh me bharke rakha. Kal raat nanaji naniji jo baat kahi hai, ho sakta hai woh is duniya me aisa hota nahi hai. Samaj us cheez ko manyata deta nahi hai. But hamara ghar me sab..yani ki nana, nani aur maa…sabka is me sehmat hai. Sab hamara khud ka bhalai ke liye hi yeh chahta hai. Aur uske liye jo bhi badha ka sammukhin hona parega, jo sankat sanme ake khada hoga, jo sacrifice karna parega, woh log sab kuchh sehne ke liye, tackle karne ke liye bhi taiyar hai. Toh bahar ka duniya ke bare me kya sochna hai !! Aur maa bhi ek nari hai. Unke andar jo aurat hai, woh sundar aurat ko main pichhla 6 saal se, ek kalpana ka duniya banake, apnahi andar chhupake rakh ke pyar karte araha hun. Ball ab mere court me hai. Agar main chahun to woh komal dil ki nazuk aurat zindagi bharke liye mera ho sakti hai isi vastav duniya me, mera jeevansathi ban sakti hai, mera biwi ban sakti hai, mera bachchon ka maa ban sakti hai. Ek khushi ka abesh me main aankh mund ke bistar par pada raha. Tabhi darwaza khat khatake nanaji naste ke liye bulaya.

Ab yeh abtak ka mera zindagi ka sabse kathin samay hai. Aisa ek paristhiti hua hai, jahan har koi ek secret ko janliya. Aur upar se inme se koi bhi ek insan yeh bhi janta hai ki yeh secret baki sab ko bhi malum hai. Fir bhi koi kuchh nahi bol paraha hai is bishay me. Sab pehle jaisa rehne ka, bolne ka koshis kar raha hai, but andar hi andar na je kya ek cheez sab ko ek dusre se thoda alag kar ke rakh raha hai. Khali ek hi difference hai. Hum charon me se, keval maa sab ka nazar chhupake reh rahi hai. Specially mera. Nasta table me bhi kal raat jaisa sthiti tha. Maa kitchen se Nani ke hath se khana bhej rahi hai. Aaj keval sab log thoda kam bol rahe hai.

Pura din aise hi kat te raha. Nana nani se main comfortable hone ka koshish kia. Fir bhi dimag ka ek hissa sab kuch normal banane me rok raha hai. Woh log bhi apas me baat kar rahe hai lekin dheere dheere, kabhi kabhi mere se dur rehke ya mera nazar ke bahar. But sab kuch main mehsus kar paraha tha. Drawing room me zada tar time bitane laga. Is liye maa bhi nazar nahi aya. Kyun ki main samajh gaya maa keval apni room aur kitchen me hi ana jana kar rahi hai pichhe ka barandah se. So woh mere samne ane me hichkicha rahi hai. shayad sharam unko ghirke rakha hai.

Main hamesha ki tarah sunday raat ko nikal pada station jane ke liye . Main raat ko travel karta tha MP jane ke liye. Kyun ki raat me main sote sote MP pahuch jata tha. Is me need bhi ho jata aur time bhi manage ho jata. Har bar ki tarah is bar sab kuchh pehle jaise nahi hua. Is baar main chup chap nikal ne ka taiyari karne laga. Nana Nani bhi muh pe smile leke chup chap khade hai. Nani ka pair chhute hi unhone silently mujhe gale laga liya. Aur kuchh pal aise hi woh pakad ke rakhe. Jaise unhone mujhe koi sahara de rahe hai. Mera andar ka soch ko ek param mamta se bhar de raha hai. Jab unhone mujhe chhoda tab ek Maa ki sneh bhara awaz se boli ” apna khyal rakhna”. Main silently sar hilaya. Nanaji mera nazdik ake unka right hand mera pith me rakh ke thap thapa dia. Main unka pair chhune gaya to unho ne situation easy karne ke liye kaha ” kya bhai…apna Hitesh itna bade office me inta bada bada kaam kar raha hai, ab woh bachcha nahi hai. Woh ab apna zindagi ka bhalai burai khud hi soch sakta hai….” . Fir mujhe dekh ke kaha ” Hai ki nahi ?” . Main silently smile deke mera bag uthane laga. Mera mann bahut chah raha tha ki main ek bar Maa se milke jaun. Lekin kal raat se main khud unke samne jaa nahi paraha hun jidd ke liye nahi, ek hesitation ghir ke rakha hai mujhe. Ek sharam mujhe dur karke rakha ha unse. Chah kar bhi mera kadam uthake unke samne ja nahi pa raha hoon. Shayad yeh is liye ki main mere se zada unko embarrass nahi karna chahta tha ek ajeeb paristhiti me unko dalke. Aise situation me unko nahi dalna chahta tha jahan woh sharam aur glani me khud ko dukh pahuchaye. Tabhi bhi main jane se pehla unka ek jhalak dekhna chah raha tha. Darwaja se nikal ke pichhe mudke nana nani ko ‘bye’ bolte time , unka nazar churake andar ke taraf dekha tha. Mann soch raha tha , shayad woh wahan kahin khadi hogi. But main niras hoke nikal gaye.
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Office me kaam ka pressure tha. Main puri dum lagake kaam pe lag gaya.
Fir bhi hamesha woh baat mera mann me rehta tha. Puri haptah main is ko leke sochta raha. Office me ya site visit ke time bhi mann me woh baat ajati thi. Jab bhi uss bare me main thoda gaur se sochta tha, tab khushi ka ek abesh mujhe pakad leta tha. Puri hapta main aise hi ek khushi aur ek tension me guajar te raha.
Main wapas ane ke baad Maa ko bhi phone nahi karta tha. Jab bhi main phone karne ke liye sochta tha, mujhe ek sharam aur ek anjan anubhuti ghirke rehta tha. Naniji ek bar phone karke mera haal puchhe the. Bas…aur na unlogon ne, na main…hum koi kisise baat nahi kar rahe the.
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Aise dheere dheere sab kuchh soch ke, sab dik vichar kar ke, mera mann me ek roshnai paida hote raha. Mera dil bhi ab ek puccka decision me pahuch gaye. Aur jaise hi mera dimag us decision ko accept kiya, tabhi se mere andar ek anand aur sukh ka anubhuti faila hua hai. Main hesitation se bahar ake mera decision Nanaji ko batane chaha.
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Akhir us friday me, dinner ke baad main nanaji ko ph lagaya. Nanaji ph utha ke bole
”Hello.”
Main turant kuchh bol nahi paya. Kuchh pal baad bola
”Hello Nanaji..aap log so to nahi gaye?”
”Nahi nahi beta…. Soya nahi..bas sone ka taiyari kar raha hun”
Mere dimag me bahut kuchh chal raha hai. Kaise kya kahun woh thik se muh pe nahi araha hai. Main jabab me keval ”oh achcha..” Hi bol paya. Fir mera chuppi dekh ke Nanaji bhi baat dhund ne laga aur bola
”Tum kaise ho beta?”
”Main thik hun”
“Dinner ho gaya tumhara?”
“Haan ji….”
Fir se chuppi chha gaya. Aaj hazaron badha, hazaron chinta, hazaron anubhuti mera dil ke uppar bhari hoke baitha hua hai. But mujhe aaj woh sabkuchh todke, sab badha hatake bolna hai jo main bolne ke liye phone kiya. Mera is tarah khamoshi dekhke Nanaji puchhe
”Hitesh…beta tum…. kuchh kehna chahoge?”
Main ne jaise hi jawab me ” hmmm” kaha, mera badan me ek current sa khel gaya. Pura sarir kapne laga. Khud ko control karte hue maine kaha
” Nanaji,…..aap log mujhse bahut bade hai. Aur hamesha se mera bhalai burai sochte arahe hai……”
Fir main ruk gaya. Baat sajane laga mann me. But main samajh gaya Nanaji bahut dhyan se bilkul silent hoke sunne laga. Shayad woh mera khamoshi ka bhasha bhi padne ka koshish kar rahe the. Main fir bolne laga
”Agar….agar….app logon ko lagta hai ki …..is me hi sab ka achchai hai……is me sab khush rahenge ……. aur ……. aur ….. Maa bhi is se sehmat hai ……… to …. …..”
Main ruk gaya. Yeh batane ke baad ek khsuhi aur ek abdhut feelings mera pura sarir ka khoon me daurne laga. Nanaji awaz me thoda hasi milake achanak bole
” Main samajh gaya beta. Tum bilkul chinta mat karo. Sab thik ho jayega.
Tum bas kal ajao . Baki batein ghar pe baith ke karenge”
Us raat mujhe na koi tasvir, na koi mann gadan duniya ka jarurat pada. Main apne hi bed pe lete lete anewala kal me jo honewala hai, woh soch ke bilkul excited ho gaya. Itna din jo cheez keval mera mann ke andar ek chhota kamra me rakha hua hai. Aaj achanak woh cheez is bahar ki vastav duniya me sach hone ja raha hai. Mera room ka blue night lamp ki roshni charon taraf faila hua hai. Main yeh sab soch ke mera pajama ka nada khola. Already mera penis uska anewala samay ko mehsus karke khud hi khushi se fus raha tha. Main pura muththi se usko pakadke dhere dhere sehlane laga. Aankh bandh karte hi mera Maa mera nazar ke samne apni jhuki hui nazar se khadi hai. Main aur uttejit ho gaya yeh soch ke ki yeh khoobsurat aurat kuchh dinon me bas mera hi hone wala hai. Mera biwi bannewali hai. Mera penis ka cap is soch me aur ful gaya. Main tezi se hilane laga. Aur maa ka gale me mera diya hua mangalsutra aur mang me mera naam ka sindoor kalpana karke main orgasm ke taraf pahuch gaya. Mera balls ful gaya aur semen shoot karne ke liye taiyar ho gaya. Main tezi se swas le leke keval bolne laga ‘ Maa…I love u…I love u Maa…..I love u’. Maa ka komal pussy , jisko bas kuchh din baad se keval mujhe hi access karne ka adhikar milega, usko kalpana karke uske andar mera birya chhodne ka sukh mehsus karke, mera ekdum fula hua mota penis jor jor se jhatak ne laga aur achanak finki leke mera semen mera face, gala ,chhati sab gila karke bhar bharke nikal ne laga. Aaj pehli bar itna semen nikla ki main khud hairan ho gaya. Jab mera orgasm pura hogaya, main shanti se ankh bandh karke bed pe pada raha.
Next day saturday. Main har bar ki tarah office me morning shift me jake, bas sign karke jaldi jadli nikal gaya station ke liye. Mujhe ab ek nayi anubhuti hone laga. Mera decision ab maa bhi jaan chuki hogi. Aur ghar par sab ko malum hai ki is rishte ke liye hum dono hi manjoori de diya hai. So now main sochne laga ki ab kaise in sab ko face karunga.

Pehle ki tarah is bar bhi mujhe ghar pe warm welcome mila. But fir bhi main thoda difference mehsus karne laga. Nana Nani is tarah mujhe swagat kiya jaise main koi bahar ka aadmi hun and very respected. Main yeh soch ke thoda sharma gaya ki woh log aise kar rahe hai shayad is liye ki main kuchh din me unlogon ka damad banne ja raha hun.

Main fresh hone ke liye apna room pe gaya. Garmi ka time. So main fir se nahane chaha. Shower ke neeche khade hoke naha raha tha. Thanda paani se nahane me bahut achcha lag raha hai. Main pura badan apna hath se ragad ragad ke achcha se nahane laga. Jab mera hath mera penis chhuya, main neeche ki taraf dekha. Penis ab apna normal size me tha. Usko hath me leke socha ki bas, aur kuchh din sehlo, kalpana me tum jahan ghuske sabse aram aur shanti mehsus karte ho, woh tumko milne wala hai, puri zindagi ke liye. Yeh sochte hi penis fulne laga. Main turant usko chhod diya aur uske pass pass sab saaf safai karke shower se bahar agaya.
Ek pajama aur T-shirt pehenke room se bahar nikal tehi maa ka room ke rataf dekha. Yeh soch ke romanchit ho gaya ki mera honewali biwi mere ass pass hi ghum rahi hai. Mujhe maa se milne ka ek chahat hone laga. But ab shayad woh nani ke sath hi honge. So main sochne laga ki unse kaise, kahan thoda akele me mil paun.

Main drawing room me ake nana ji ke pass baitha ke TV news dekhne laga. Tabhi nani ji ek plate me kuchh mithai lake mere samnewali centre table pe rakhdi. Is time harbar mujhe chai milta tha. Aaj bhi wohi expect kiya tha. Achanak aaj is tatah se mithai ka plate dekhke main aisehi keh dia
” Yeh kya…. Abhi yeh mithai-fithai kaun khayega nani ji ?”
Naniji pani ka glass aram se rakhte rakhte bola
” Kyun….tum khaoge”
Main casually bola
” Arey naniji mujhe yeh mithai nahi…ab ek garam chai chahiye”
Nani mere taraf dekhke muskurake boli
” Chai bhi pilaunga. Lekin usse pehle yeh khalo. Ab yeh ghar tumhara apna ghar ke sath sath tumhara sasural bhi banne ja raha hai. So suruwat mitha khake karoge to rishtein bhi mitha rahega” bolke chehre pe ek muskurahat failake jane lagi. Main ek dum aise khullam khulla batein sunke, apne aap thoda sharmane laga. Nanaji mere taraf dekhke smile karke bola
” Kha lo”
Main is baat ko yehi samet ne keliye chup chap plate uthake khane laga aur TV ke taraf nazar tikake situation sahaj karneka koshish karne laga.

Kuchh der baad nani firse ayi aur ake nana ke pass baith gaye. Fir nanaji TV off karke mere se baat karna chalu kia. Woh log dheere dheere serious hone laga aur mujhe bahut sare cheezon me mera rai puchhne laga. Jaise ki shadi ka program kahan , kaise kiya jaye. Humara zada rishtedar kabhi nahi tha, aur jo bhi tha pichhla kuchh saalon ka na milne ka karan, sab bichhad gaye. so usme koi problem nahi hai. Problem hai hamara mahalla aur padoshi aur kuchh doston ko leke. In logon se hamme bachke sab kuchh karna parega. Is liye tay hua ki yahan nahi, aur kahin jake shadi ka program banana parega. Yani ki koi dur jagah jake, jahan humara relations wagera kisiko kuchh bhi malum nahi. Wahan jake shadi ka rasam sampanna karna parega. Tab nani ko yaad aya ki kuchh saal pehle , nana ji ka business line ka koi dost ka beti ka shadi hum sab log milke attend kiya tha mumbai me. Actually woh jagah mumbai city ke andar nahi tha. Mumbai se kuchh kilometers duri me, Mumbai-Gujrat highway ke side me ek resort me hua tha shadi. Wahan ka khas baat yeh tha ki ekdum nirala me hai woh resort aur shadi me attend karnewale sab ko rehne ka accomodation bhi provide karta hai. Sath me jo sabse mehetpurn cheez hai yani ki shadi ka rasam ka arrangement–pandit se leke registered sahab tak, sab woh log dete hai. Haan..tha woh ek bada shadi, but hamme to woh sab kuchh nahi chahiye. Khali shadi ka rasam pura karne ka bandobast, hum char logon ka rehne ka intezam. Bas aur kya. Yeh sab discussion me main thoda hesitate karne laga aur khulke baat nahi kar pa raha tha. But nana ji bole ” Arey bete yeh sab tumhara zindagi ka bahut mehtapurn cheezein hai. Is me tumko khulke age ana chahiye. Aur hum tumhare sath hai.” Tab main thoda sahaj hone laga aur nana ji se sare planning karne laga.

In sab baton ke beech mera dimag me yeh soch chal raha hai ki kaise bhi karke maa se ekbar mulakat karna hai. Mujhe yeh bhi malum tha ki maa se aise asani se mulakat nahi ho payega. Woh janbujh ke mujhse dur reh rahi hai. Bilkul koi mauka nahi derahi hai amne samne aneka. Iss liye main unka chehra thik se dekh bhi nahi pa raha hun. But nana ji se baat karte karte hi mera dimag me ek jhalak sa aya. Mujhe ek hi raat ghar pe rukh ne ko milta hai. Dusri raat me yani ki sunday raat ko main nikal jata hun MP ke liye. So mujhe aaj raat me hi maa se milna hai. Ekant me. Itna sab kuchh batein ho raha hai. Shadi ka planning tak suru ho gaya. Aur abhi tak dulha se dulhan ka ek baar baat bhi nahi ho paya. Mujhe ek bar unse baat karna hai.

Dinner table pe shadi wagera leke koi baat nahi hua. Bas main jo khana pasand karta hun , wohi cheeein nani ji mujhe zada zada de rahe hai. Main janta tha yeh sab maa ne mere liye hi banaya. Aaj woh samne ane me sharma rahi hai, is liye nani ka hathon se sab bar bar dene bhej rahi hai. Main mana kar raha hun , but nani ji keval “tumhare liyehi banai gayi hai. Kyun nahi khaoge?” Aur fir mere taraf dekhke, ek muskurahat leke boli
” Bas aur kuchh din….. Nani ka hath ka khana kha lo… Fir to tumhe saas ka hath ka khana khana parega.” Bolke thoda has ke kitchen ke taraf chali gayi. Nana ji bhi is baat se hasne lage. Main sharam ke mare andar ghuse jaraha tha.

Main dinner ke baad nana ji ke room me baithke baat kar raha tha. Nanaji pochhe ki MP me mujhe ab naya ghar pe shift karna hai ki us ghar ko rakhna hai, maine bataya ki is ghar hi filhal thik hai . Kafi bada ghar hi to hai. Nani ji bolne lagi ki ab to main akela tha, sab chal jata tha. Lekin ab family rahega. Haan..hoga woh bahut chhota family, keval pati patni ka, fir bhi family hi hai. So uske liye sare saman ka bhi bandobast karna padega. Main ne bola ki us baat pe koi chinta nahi. Woh sab main khud hi sambhal sakta hun. To fir keval yeh samne aya ki Mumbai wali resort aur shadi ko leke hi jo bhi kuchh chinta hai. Nana ji ne kaha ki thik hai, tumhara ab to office bhi hai. Site supervision bhi hai. Toh tum MP me rehneka sab intezam ko dekho. Aur main resort wagera final karta hun. Lekin us se pehle shadi ka ek shubh din, shubh muhurat bhi dhundna hai. Jab yeh sab batein ho raha tha, tab mere dimag me aur kuchh chal raha tha. Agar woh cheez miss hogaya to shayad maa se milna na-mumkin ho jayega. Main fatafat discussion ko end karke nana ji ka room se bahar agaya. Aur jaisehi main drawing room ke taraf jane laga tab mujhe mere room ka light on hai dikhai diya. Mera chhati me jhat se ek aisa feelings hua ki jaise mera chhati se kuchh nikal ne laga aur achanak mera body halka sa ho gaya.

Main dheere se apni room ke taraf chalne laga. Mujhe malum tha jab main nahi rahunga tab maa ake mera bistar thik karke jayenge. Aur is liye main dinner karke nanaji ke room me jake woh mauke ka intezar kar raha tha. Jinta najdik ja raha tha , utnahi nervous bhi ho raha tha. Ek ajeeb anubhuti bhi ho raha tha aur ek nasha bhi. Maa ko face karne ke baad kya hoga, woh pata nahi tha. Unko dekh ke main kaise react karunga ya woh kaise react karengi, yeh sab anjana tha. Fir bhi main unko ekbar samne se dekhna chahta hun. Baat karna chahta hun.
Main door ke pass jatehi woh mera presence feel kar liya. Woh mere taraf pith karke , thoda jhuk ke, machchar dani sahi se charon taraf se bistar ke side me gonj rahe the. Main atehi woh achanak woh sab band karke khade ho gaye. Unka full back side mere taraf hai. Ek halki yellow color ki printed saree aur matching blouse pehni hui thi. Blouse ke upar gori gori, cream jaisa mulayam, sudhoul gardan aur pith ke upper portion nazar arahe the. Baal carelessly ek juda bandhke rakha hai. Unki body curve dhalan leke dono side se ake unke patli kamar me mil gaya. Unke nitamb ke upar se saree tight hoke bandha hua hai. Usse woh aur bhi ubhar ke samne agaya. Aaj tak jo cheez mera fantasy duniya me hota tha, aaj pehli baar yeh hua ki unko dekhke unke samne hi, pajama ke andar mera penis kathin hone laga. Unhone unka right hand se palank ka stand pakadke sthir ho gayi. Yeh sab kuchh, kuchh din se jo ho raha hai, unsab ke beech aaj pehli baar main maa ko ekant me mere nazdik paya. Unko ussi tarah sar jhukake khadi hode dekh ke achanak mere andar ka sab nervousness dhere dhere gayeb hone laga aur ek ajeeb madhosi mere me chhane laga. Jo anubhuti aur pyar main unke liye pichhle 6 saal se chhupake rakha tha, aaj woh pyar, woh anubhuti pehli bar mere dil me is vastav duniya me ane laga. Din bhar bahut kuchh socha tha maa ko leke, lekin ab jab woh samne khadi hai to main sab kuchh bhul gaya . Keval mere chhati me wahi pani ka tarang jaise kuchh behne laga. Main room ke andar aya. Woh apna right hand ka thumb nail se palank ka stand ke uppar rub karne laga. Main unko dekhte hue kaha
“Maa……actually…..matlab…….main tumse sach much bahut pyar karta hun”
Yeh suntehi maa shayad thoda kaanp uthi. Fir khud ko control karke wahan khadi rahi. Mujhe unka chehra dekhna ka bahut mann kia. Main dheere dheere chalke mera study table ke pass gaya. Wahan se unka side profile nazar araha tha. Unke chehra pe sharam chhaya hua hai. Nazar jhuki hui hai pairon ki ungliyan ke taraf. Yahan se mujhe unka pet ka kuchh hissa nazar araha hai. Ek dum flat hai. Main us taraf dekh ke sochne laga ki us pet ke andar hi ekdin mera bachcha ayega. Main yeh soch ke aur bhi romanchit ho gaya aur pajama ke andar mera saman ekdun shakt ho gaya. Jaise hi main door chhodke andar aya aur chup chap yeh sab sochne laga, unhone phat se mudke , mere taraf back karke , tezi se ghar se nikal gayi. Main unka jana dekhne laga. Aisi ek sundar aurat, jisko main pyar bhi karta hun, respect bhi karta hun, chahta bhi hun, unke sath hi main pura zindagi bitane wala hun. Yeh soch ke mann me khushi chha gaya.

Us raat main aankh bandh karke maa ka kiya hua bistar me so so ke unka sparsh mehsus kar raha tha. Lag raha tha jaise woh mere ekdum pass, ek dum kareeb hai. Bas kuchh din ka faisla hai. Fir woh sundar, naram, pyari aurat, har raat mera bahon me rahenge aur main unko bahut pyar karunga. Main unko kabhi kuchh bhi dukh mehsus karne nahi dunga. Hamesha unke muskurati hui chehra dekhna chahta hun. Main ek achcha pati ka dharm nibhate huye duniya ka har khushi unke samne lake dunga. Unka tann mann me hamesha anand deke rahunga. Main in sab baton se garam hogaya tha. Fir bhi mann hi mann kasam khaya ki aaj se mera tann mann ka har khushi bhi unke sath hi share karunga. So us raat main masturbate karke akela woh sukh lena nahi chah raha tha. Main sab kuchh bas unke sath hi karna chahta hun. Aur main hamara suhagraat me unko paripurn santusti dena chahta hun.
Aur mera aankh me need kab ake mujhe ek khushi ka sagar me behke leke gaya, woh mujhe pata nahi chala.
Raat ko der need ane ke karan subha uthne me late ho gaya. Mobile ka ringing se need tut gaya. Office ka ek senior colleague ka phone. Woh kuchh urgent kaam ke liye kal chhutti le raha hai. Isliye woh kal site pe ja nahi payenge, so mujhe jane ke liye kaha. Main jaise hi unko confirm kiya woh mujhe thanks bole. Aur do char idhar udhar ka baat karke phone cut dia. Main fatafat bistar se nikal ke bathroom jake fresh hone laga. Mere andar office ka batein chal raha tha. Jab main mirror ke samne khade hoke daant brush kar raha tha tab khud ko mirror pe dekh raha tha. Achanak dimag me aya, arey main shadi kar raha hun aur chup chap shadi karke jab biwi leke MP pahuchenge tab to office me sab ko pata chalega. Tab sab ko kaise tackle karunga? Fir socha ki thik hai jab hoga tab dekha jayega. But in sab baton se zada mera dimag me kaal raat ke baare mein yaad aya. Kal mujhe maa mili thi woh bhi ekant me. Mujhe unse bahut kuchh batana tha, bahut kuchh puchhna bhi tha, but woh jab samne ayi, main sab kuchh bhul gaya. Din bhar kitna kuchh sochke rakha tha, but unke samne ake kuchh nahi ho paya. Main ek adbhut feelings me ajata hun aur sab gadbad kar deta hun. Main samjh gaya ki mere mann ka ekdum andar jo ek turmoil pichhla teen-char din se chal raha hai , yeh usi ka phal hai. Haan….yeh baat sahi hai ki ek ladki ke liye ek ladke ka mann me jaisa pyar hota hai, unke liye mere mann me woh pyar hai. But jinko bachpan se maa ke roop me dekh ke araha hun, ab unko biwi ke roop me dekhna padega. Purana rishta bhul kar ab naye rishte mein kadam rakhna hai. Jab woh samne nahi hai, tab mann yeh sab maan ke chalta hai. But ab jab woh samne agayi tab pata chala ki mujhe vastav duniya me unke sath woh nayi rishta apnane ke liye mere andar ka bahut sare bhavnayen aur hesitation ke dur karna parega. Main mann me jor lane laga. Aaj wapas jane se pehle unse aur ek mulakat hota to dil ko thoda sukun milta. But main yeh bhi janta hun ki iska chances bahut hi kam hai.

Main jab drawing room me aya , wahan nana nani ke sath maa kuchh baat kar rahi thi. Sab ka body posture se samajh ata hai ki koi serious baat nahi, aise hi baat chit kar rahi hai. But jaise hi main drawing me entry liya woh ankh uthake ekbar mujhe dekh liya aur jaldi se sharma ke fir se nani ke taraf dekh ke kuchh boli aur turant wahan se jane lagi. Aur kitchen ke taraf door se nikal gayi. Main samjh gaya maa bhi mere jaise situation me hai. Shayad unka bhi mann chah raha hoga ki woh mujhse mile , batein kare, but unki andar ka bhavnayen aur hesitation woh sab karne me rok laga raha hai. Unko bhi mere tarah khud se jujhna pad raha hoga. Ab tak jo unka beta tha, apna khun tha, jisko bachpan se pal posh ke ek najawan ladka banayi, jisko maa ka mamta , pyar aur sneh deke bada kiya hai, us najawan ladka ko ab unka pati ka roop me maan na padega. Usko pati ka adhikar dena padega. Apna tann mann usko sonp na padega. Ek nayi pavitra rishte me usse judna padega. Lekin unko dekh ke yeh pata chalta hai ki woh bhi jaroor yeh sab soch aur hesitation se nikalne ka koshish kar raha hai. Kyun ki unke nazar me, unke chalan me, aur unke gesture me saaf saaf pata chalta hai ki woh ab ek maa ki tarah nahi, ek akeli dukhi aurat ki tarah nahi, valki woh khud ko ek ladki ke tarah mehsus kar rahi hai. Jiss ka abhi shadi honewali hai aur woh apna honewali pati se sharma rahi hai.

Nanaji nasta ke baad nikal gaye panditji se milne. Shadi ka shubh din, shubh muhurat janne ke liye. Woh hamara jan-pehchan logon se dur, Ahmedabaad city me jake koi achcha pandit ji se milnewale hai. Is liye unko wapas ane me time bhi lag raha hai. Main drawing room me baith ke TV dekh raha tha. Lekin mera mann fut raha tha maa ke sath baith ke baat karne ke liye, unki khubsoorat chehra apni hathon se pakad ke, ankhon me ankh dalke dekhne ka chahat me. But yeh sambhav nahi ho paraha hai. Halaki hum sab jante hai ki yeh rishta ke liye dono hi raji hai, aur bas kuchh hi dinon me hum pati patni ka pabitra bandhan me judnee ja rahe hai. Lekin main ab itna besharam bhi ban nahi pa raha hun ki nani ke samne hi maa ke sath yeh sab karun. Nani maa ko kitchen me akela chhodke ake mera side me rakha sofa chair me baithe. Fir woh mere se baat karne lagi. Main TV off karke unke taraf ghuma aur unka baat sunne laga. Woh mujhe wahi sab kal raat wali baat puchhte rahi. Mumbai me jo resort me shadi hoga, usme booking kitna din pehle lena padta hai. Ab to shadi ka season anewala hai. Agar sab booked hai to kya karenge. Yehi sab sawal jawab chal raha tha. But mera mann kitchen me jahan maa akeli khana bana rahi hai, wahan pada hai. Nani bahut seriously batein kar rahi hai. Mere sath maa ka is nayi rishta se nani ji bahut khush hai. Unka ek laute beti ka zindagi keval dukh se bhara hai. Ab zindagi unko ek dusri mauka de raha hai khushi se, shanti se jeene ke liye. Pati ka pyar ke sath, ek nayi family banake zindagi jeene ka ek sapna pura hone ja raha hai. Nani ji bhavuk ho gayi. Unka aankh gila hone laga. Woh jhuk ke mera hath unke hath ke andar pakad ke kehne lagi
“Beta , main tum dono ko mera dil bharke ashirwad karta hun. Tum log ek dusre ko zindagu bhar pyar karte rehne. Hasi, khshi, anand aur shati ke sath jeete rehna. Apni family, apni bachchon ke sath ek naya duniya banake khush rehna. ….”
Nani ka annkh me paani bharne laga. “Beta, hamara sab ka bhalai ke liye, tumhara apna family ke liye, tum ne aaj jo kar rahe ho, is ke liye main kaise tumhaha……”
Nani aur bol nahi payi. Unka gala bandh hone aya. Bas woh mere taraf ek pyar aur mamta bhara, kritagyata ke nazar se dekh rahi hai. Main bhi bhavuk ho gaya. Main unke hath mera muththi me leke , thoda dabake mera acknowledge jataya aur bola
” Nani ji…aap bilkul pareshan mat hoiye. Aap ka beti ko main khush rakhunga. Aur hum sab milke khush rahenge”
Nani ji ka hoth pe ek muskurahat ane laga. Aur fir thoda haske mera gaal pe pyar se ek halka sa chata marke boli
” Pagal ladka…mujhe ab nani kuyn !!!….mummy to bol”
Woh hasne lagi aur main sharam me duba ja raha tha.

Lunch ke time situation kuchh aur tha. Nanaji panditji se milke ake carelessly apna shirt khol ke unka bed room me kursi ke upar rakh diya tha. Jab nanaji nahane gaya tha tab nani us shirt ko hanger me dalke tangne gaya. Aur tabhi shirt ki pocket se ek packet cigarette mila. Nanaji nani se chhupa ke yeh sab karta hai. But aaj galti se yeh bhul gaya woh. Aur pakda gaya. Aur tab se nani nanaji ko datna suru kar diya. Aise toh woh bolti bahut zada, upar se aaj yeh point milgaya aur bhi bolne ke liye. Nanaji chup chap chor jaise table me baithke khana kha raha tha. Main bhi zada interfare na karke khane laga. Nani jab nana ko dat te hai, tab jo bhi nana ko support karega, usko nani se reham nahi milega. Bachpan se yehi dekh te aya. Main khana kha raha tha aur beech beech me ankh uthake un dono ko dekh raha tha. Achanak mera nazar unlogon ke pechhe kitchen door pe pada. Main dekha ki maa kitchen door ke pichhe chhupke straight mujhe gaur se dekh rahi hai. Unka ankh me jo khushi ka jhalak tha , aur hothon pe pyar bhari muskan, woh mujhe dikh gaya. But jaise hi unke sath mera nazar mila , woh jhat se andar chup gayi. Jaise koi teenage girl apni premi ko dekh ke sharam se chhupte hai. Mere chhati me paani ka tarang jaisa koi ek anubhuti mera dil ke andar jake dil ko chhune laga. Main nana nani ka is jhagde ka beech me baithke bhi ek sukhanubhuti se bund hoke khane laga.

Main jaldi me tha. Subha se site pe jake supervise karna hai. Isliye us din early nikalne laga ghar se. Main zada kuchh carry nahi karta tha. Ek chhota racksack bag me apna necessary kuchh cheezen leke chalta hun. Main woh sab cheezen bag me bharke study table ke pass chair par rakh diya. Ek jeans aur polo T-shirt pehenke bahar drawing me ake chai pee raha tha aur nana ji se last minute discussion kar raha tha. Nani bhi the. Achnak kitchen se maa ka awaz ayi aur naki ko kitchen me bulaya. Kuchh hi der me nani kapre ka ek chhota bag me tiffin box bharke leke ayi aur mujhe thama diya. In logon ka, specially maa ka pyar ka yeh torture har bar mujhe sehna padta hai. Raat me train me khane ke liye mujhe le jana padta hai. Main ghar se carry karke leke jana nahi chahta hun, fir bhi insab ko main dukh nahi dena chahta hun.
Nana nani drawing me baitha hai. Mera jane ka time ho gaya. Main uthke apna room ke taraf chala bag leke ane ke liye. Mera dimag me bahut kuchh chal raha tha. Main mera room me entry karke jaise hi study table ke taraf right muda, main chaunk gaya. Study table ke pass wall pe pith tikake maa khadi hai. Mera nazar unse tika hua hai. Unke aankh me pehli bar dikhai diya woh pyar jo ek ladka ke liye ek ladki ke mann me hota hai, ek premi ke liye unke premika ke dil me hota hai. Unki gulabi hoth pe ek muskurahat jhilik mar raha hai. Sath hi sath unka do patli hoth ek adbhut abesh me thoda thoda kap rahi hai. Pura chehra sharam se lal ho gaya hai. Main unse nazar milake dekhe ja raha hun aur andar hi andar bahut kuchh bole ja raha hun. But ek bhi baat muh tak aya nahi. Nahi kuch kar pa raha hun. Achanak woh nazar jhuka li. Mera nazar neeche kartehi unka gale ke neeche chhati par aur makhkhan jaise mulayem cleavage area me ake tik gaya. Mera penis jeans ke andar chhat fat karna suru kardiya. Aur tabhi maa daurke ake mere chhati pe unka muh gonj diya aur dono hath pichhe le jake pith ke upar rakhke mujhe kaske pakad liya. Unka pura sarir mere sarir me chipka hua hai. Pehli bar is tarah mujhe hug kiya unhone. Ek maa jaisa nahi, ek nayi naveli biwi jaisa mujhe pakad ke rakha. Unka naram naram boobs mera chhati ke uppar chipka hua hai. Unka groin area mera thai ke sath chipka hua hai. Unka flat pet mera groin area ke sath chipka hua hai. Woh mera tana hua penis ko mera jeans ke upar se apni pet me mehsus kiya hoga. Main unka balon me mera muh ghusa ke, unko apna dono hathon se pakad ke aur jor se mere sath chipkane laga. Hum koi kuchh bol nahi rahe the, keval ek dusre ko mehsus kar rahe the. Aise karke mujhe jo kehna tha, woh keh diya aur mujhe jo kuchh puchh na tha, unka jawab bhi mil gaya. Achanak unka grip loose ho gaya aur woh apna chehra mera chhati se alag karne ka sanket diya. Main mera pakad chhod diya. Unhone mere se thoda alag hoke mere samne bas kuchh moments khadi rahi nazar neeche karke, fir teji se daur ke apni room me chali gayi.

Mujhe wahan khade khade unka jane ka disha me dekhte dekhte mehsus hone laga ki alge 16 din….bas ab 16 din nahi, valki 16 saal jaisa lagne laga. Nanaji panditji se shadi ka date pata karke aya hai. Woh shubh muhurat aaj se 16 din baad hai.
Ab halat aisa hai ki itna kuchh hone ke baad ab 16 din rehenge kaise. Ab mujhe ek bhi pal unko chodke rehne ka mann nahi karta.

But haan…tab mujhe pata nahi tha ki in 16 dinon me bahut kuchh hoga, bahut kuchh milega humme, jo humara agee ka zindagi jeene ka rasta sahaj kar dega. Aur sath me mujhe ek naya cheez bhi milega, jo aaj tak mera naseeb nahi hua. Kuchh din ke liye mujhe apna hi honewali biwi ke sath chhup chhup ke pyar karne ka mauka bhi mil gaya tha.
Next day raat 10 baje mera need tuta. Main office ka kapde me hi hun abhi tak. Need tutne ke baad so so ke kuchh time main confused tha. Samajh nahi araha tha main kahan hun aur ab kya hai–morning ya raat!! Aur aise kaise ho gaya!! Initial disorientation kat ne ke baad main hosh me aya.

Actually aaj subha MP pahuchke ,jaldi jaldi fresh hoke daur lagaya site ke taraf. Office ka gadi tha mujhe pahuchane ke liye. Main woh leke jab site pahucha tab sab mere liye hi wait kar raha tha. Bridge construction chal raha hai. Ek taraf ka entry pura hone ja raha hai , toh usse supervise karke dekhna pad raha tha planning aur design ke motabit sab barabar ja raha hai ki nahi. Main is kaam me naya hun. But kuchh kaam aise hota hai jo insaan apni budhdhi, medha aur common sense laga ke jaldi pakad leta hai. Aaj ka din bahut bhari tha. Pura din site pe bitake sham ko jab wapas aya , tab body me kuchh bacha nahi tha. Ghar ake bistar pe lait gaya aur bas ab need tuta. Din bhar ka tiredness ke sath sath pichhla kuchh din se need bhi kam ho raha tha. Aaj usi ka asar eksath pad gaya.
Tej bhuk lag raha tha. Jaldi se fresh hoke ake khane gaya to fas gaya. Ab yaad aya. Jo admi tiffin supply karta hai, aaj woh din me hi phone karke bata diya tha aaj raat ko khana de nahi payega. But tab itna busy tha ki main ‘huum’, ‘haan’, ‘thik hai’ bolke cut diya tha. Aur baad me ekdum bhul gaya. Main yahan ek mohalle ke andar rehta hun. Market thoda dur hai. Office ke raste me. So ab is halat me itni raat me bahar jake khana khane ki energy nahi mila. Main kitchen me gaya. Fridge me keval anda mila. Sunday rehne ka karan na dudh na bread kuchh tha nahi. Us ande aur maggie leke banana suru kiya. Mujhe bas itna hi pakana ata hai. Kabhi maa kitchen me jane hi nahi diya. Aur bachelor life ka bharosha maggie anda se hi kabhi kabhi kaam chalata hun. But achanak mann me aya ki arey ab to mera bachelor life hi khatam hone jaraha hai. Ab to family man banne ja raha hun. kuchh hi din me mujhe fir se maa ka hath ka khana khane ka saubhagya hoga. Lekin yahan mujhe maa ka nahi, mera patni ka, shadi kiya hua biwi ka hath ka khana milega. Main maggie banate banate kal ke bare me soch raha tha. Maa ko malum tha ki main bag lene ke liye room pe jaunga. Isliye woh jaldi se nani ke hath tiffin box bhejka , fata fat pichhe ke barandah se jake mere room me chali gayi aur mera intezar karti rahi. Yeh sab soch ke mann me ek khushi ka abesh ane laga. Maa kal mujhe samjha diya ki woh hamara naya rishte ke liye ab kitna khush hai. Woh mujhe dil se chahti hai. Mujhe apna pati ke roop me pyar karna suru kiya. Yeh sab unka harkaton se aur unka nazaron se mujhe samjha dia. Woh chahti thi ki mere mann me jo duvidha, hesitation aur bahut sare sawalon ka tufan chal raha tha, main is bar MP ane se pehle woh sab clear ho jaun. So last moment me khud ake woh sab kuchh jatake gayi. Ab main unko biwi ke roop me sochu yeh barta bhi unhe samjha dia. Aaj din bhar is bare me sochne ka time hi nahi tha. But ab main unko miss karna suru kiya. Na jane kya, ab mujhe unko mera bahon me bharke, ankhon me aankh dalke unke chehre ke taraf bas dekhte rahu..bas iss khwab se mann chanchal hone laga.

Maggie ban gaya tha. Bed room me lake table par rakha aur bistar pe baithke wall pe pith tika ke ek ek chammach utha utha ke khane laga. But mann me ek tufan chalne laga. Ab mujhe maa ka sparsh pane ke liye, unka dil ki dhadkane mehsus karneke liye aur unki mithi awaz sunne ke liye mann betab ho raha tha. Main mobile liya. Now its 10.45 pm. Main mobile ko ek hath se ghuma fira raha tha aur soch raha tha ki ab itni raat ko kya jagi hogi!! Ahmedabaad ka ghar par generally hum sab 8.30 me dinner aur 9.30 me sab apna apna room me. Main fir bhi aaj mera luch try karne laga. Main mobile ka message option me jake ek sms type kiya ” mujhe abhi tumse baat karne ke liye mann chah raha hai”. Jab wapas pada, mujhe khud ko behkuf laga. Fir main kuchh time socha aur delete karke keval ‘hi’ likha. Pichhla ek hapte se unse mera koi direct conversation hua nahi. Aur ab toh situation ekdum alag hai. To main yehi sahi socha aur maa ko bhej diya. Kal maa khud ko mere pass surrender karke, mere liye unka pyar jata diya, fir bhi mera mann ka sab bhavnyen aur hesitation abhi tak puri tarah dur nahi hua. Kuchh kuchh cheezen sharam ban ke mere andar baitha hua hai. Aur main janta hun woh rahega. Ek rishte ko bhul ke dusri ek naye rishte me judne ja rahe hai hum dono. Samay ke sath sath woh naye rishte hamare beech strong hote rahega. Mujhe malum hai ki khud ko mere pass surrender karne ke baad bhi maa ko bhi time lagega sab kuchh adjust karne ke liye. Inhi sab bhavnaon ke beech mera khana ho gaya tha. But mera mann bar bar mobile pe ja raha hai. Ab tak koi reply nahi aya. Shayad woh so gaye. Main socha unko ring karun. Fir laga ki agar unko uthane me time lagega toh nana nani ko bhi woh awaz sunai dega. Nani ji insomnia patient. Raat me jaga rehte hai kabhi kabhi. Agar woh sun liya toh samajh jayenge itni raat kiska phone hai. Kyun ki maa ko zada koi phone karta nahi hai, main hi jo karta hun. Pehle hota to itni raat thik tha, lekin ab mujhe ek sharam ane laga. Main nirash hogaya. Main bowl aur spoon leke kitchen jane ke liye jaise hi utha, ek sms aya. Mera mann me ek ajeeb anubhuti fut ne lagi. Main turant sms dekha. Maa ne bheji hai. Unhone bhi keval ‘hi’ bheja. Mera hoth pe muskurahat khel gaya. Main samjh gaya woh jagi hui hai aur woh bhi mere jaise har pal bhavnayen aur khushi ka ek adbhut mishran anubhuti se ghira hua hai. Main fir se bed pe uthke baith aur god me ek takiya leke wall pe tek lagake reply karne laga. Ab jab woh mere se baat suru kar diya hai, tabhi mera sab batein andar hi andar daurne laga. Sahi shabd dhunde laga main. Kuchh na pake likh diya ‘maa tum abhi bhi jagi ho?’. Main send button dabane hi wala tha ki main ruk gaya. Aur ek bar nazar firake text ko correction kiya. ‘kya tum abhi bhi jagi ho?’ Bhej ne ke baad main mobile screen pe nazar laga ke baitha hun but dimag me aur kuchh chal raha hai. Main is bar Ahmedabaad jake bhi unko maa keh ke bula raha tha. But kal ke baad mujhe laga ki mujhe ab jaldi puri tarah se naye rishte ko apnana padega. Bip bip. Maa reply bheji hai ‘hmmm’ bolke. Shayad unko is sawal ka jawab dene me sharam aya hoga. Kyun ki utna likhne me bahut time laga di. Mera mann khushi se bhar raha hai. Abhi bhi jagi hai !! Shayad woh bhi unke andar ka jo uncomfortable cheezen hai, woh sab ko soch ke, uska todmod karke kuchh solution nikal ne ka koshish kar rahe honge. Mera dono hath ka thumb ab mera mobile key pad ke uppar nach raha hai. Mann me tufan aur dimag me hesitation. Samajh nahi aya kya karun–sms karun ya direct phone lagalun. Main ne type kiya ‘kya main tum ko phone kar sakta hun?’. Pehli bar apni maa se is tarah baat kar raha hun. Aaj tak jab chahe, jahan se chahe , unko phone kiya. Na mere mann me koi hesitation , na woh kabhi kuchh kaha. Aaj hum dono zindagi ka rohaon me aisa ek mod pe khade hai, ki kuchh bhi karne se pehle, bolnese pehle mann me duvidha araha hai. Jaise hum anjan do insaan hai. Itna salon ka sab kuchh achanak badal gaya aur hum ab naap tol ke sab kuchh karne me lage hai. Lekin haan…mann yeh bhi janta hun ki main unke bare me aur woh mere bare me ab tak jinta bhi kuchh janu na kyun, ab se hum ko dusri tarikase ek dusre ko janna suru karna padega. Ab ek dusre ka dil ka darwaja, jo darwaja keval zindagi me apni jeevansathi keliye hi kholte hai, usko kholna padega. Time nikal gaya, but reply aya nahi. Shayad ab maa phone pe direct baat karne me sharma rahi hai. Main to pichhla 6 saal se unko chahte araha hun apni mann hi mann me. Ab jab hamara naseeb humme ek sath milane ja rahe hai, tab shayad main unko mera nazdik pane keliye itna betab ho raha hun. But woh to bas kuchh din se yeh sab adjust karna suru kiya hai. Main janta hun unko time ka jarurat hai. Ek roop se dusri roop me ane kke liye, apni tann mann ko apni honewala pati ke pass puri tarah sonp ne ke liye, khud ko taiyar karna pad raha hai. Main unko pati ka pyar deke, unke sath puri zindagi gujarna chahta hun. Unko duniyaka sabse zada khush patni banana chahta hun. Kabhi bhi main unko zara sa dukh nahi pauchana chahta hun. Main chahta hun ki agli sath janam tak woh mera patni banke aye. So main abhi unko unki jaisa rehne dena chahta hun. Is baat me filhal apni mann ke uppar patthar rakhke apna bowl uthake kitchen me chala. Jaisehi kitchen me pahucha bip bip awaz sunai di. Main daur ke bed room me aya aur mobile uthake check kiya. Maa reply diya ‘ok’ bolke. Fir se ek adbhut sirsirani spine pakad ke neeche chali. Mann kapne laga. Main bistar pe baithke tutant maa ko phone lagaya. Aur jaisehi ring hona chalu kiya, maa fatak se receive karli. Main unka hello ka intezar kiya. But unhone kuchh bola nahi. Lekin main unka presence mehsus kar paraha hun. Aise to raat hai, charo taraf sunsaan khali, koi awaz nahi. Mujhe unka swason ka awaz bhi sunai de raha hai. Main samajh gaya woh hai lekin bol nahi rahi hai. Mujhe ek halki halki kampan hone laga yeh sochke ki phone ke ustaraf mera honewali biwi hai. Main unka mithi awaz sunne ke liye unki bolne ka intezar kar raha tha. Asli me hum dono hi khamosh reh raha tha aur hum hamare beech ka khamoshi ka bhahsa padne ka koshish kar raha tha. But jab unke taraf se kuchh bhi nahi aya to main bola. Mere dil ki darwaja unke liye khole rakha. Isliye khud ko control karke dhundte raha ki kaise suru karun, kya puchhu. Fir main dheere se puchha
” Nanaji naniji so gaye?”
Woh kuchh time baad dheere se kahi
“Haan”
Unke mithi awaz me saaf saaf sharam jhalak raha hai. Mera mann khushi se jhum utha. Unke awaz suntehi mera mann ka sab emotion ka bandh tut pada. Fir bhi yeh sab unko mehsus karne na deke baat ghumaya aur halka hasi ke sath bola
” Maine abhi abhi dinner kiya”
Woh thoda chup ho gaye. Aur awaz me thoda concern milake puchhi
” Itna late kyun?”
Main normal rehke bolte raha
” Woh actually aaj site pe daur bhag ke wajah se tired ho gaya tha. Aur wapas ate hi so gaya tha”
Bolke thoda ruka aur jaise kuchh yaad aya, issi tarah fir se bola
” Aur aaj woh tiffinwala bhi khana nahi laya.”
Woh ruk ruk ke bol rahi hai. Main samajh raha tha ki abhi bhi sharam aur hesitation unko sahaj hone me rok raha hai. Lekin iss bar woh time na leke turant puchhi
” Kyun?”
” Pata nahi, uska kuchh kaam tha. Isliye aaj diya nahi” maine kaha.
Woh thoda time chup ho gaye. Fir thoda chintit hoke puchhi
” Toh khana kaise hua?”
Main haste haste bola
” Mujhe jo banane ata hai, wahi banaya-maggie aur anda”
Woh kuchh sochi aur boli
” Bahar hotel me to khana milta hai”
Jaise ki mera galti pakda gaya, usi tarah safai dete huye kahan
” Haan…milta to hai. But abhi..itna raat me… jane ka mann nahi kara”
Woh unki awaz me thoda sa halka gussa milake kahi
” Aise karne me tabiyat kharab ho jata hai”
Abhi bhi unka baton me maa ka pyar aur concern dikhai de raha hai. Aur yeh bhi nazar aya ki aaj achanak unhone passive voice me baat kar rahi hai. Main kya safai dun yeh sochte sochte bol diya
” Aachcha aur nahi karunga.”
Fir kya pata kaise, main bolte raha
” Aur to bas kuchh din. Uske baad to fir se hamesha tumhara hath ka hi….”
Bolke main ruk gaya. Pura nahi kar paya. Pehli bar is tarah baat nikal gaya muh se. Mujhe sharam bhi ane laga. Aise hamara shadi ke bare me hum ek dusre ko aaj tak kuchh jikar nahi kiya. So main adha adhura bolke ruk gaya. Udhar maa bhi chup ho gaye. Is baat se ek cheez hua. Woh kya ki ab tak mera aur maa ke beech hamara naye rishta ko leke jo adrishya dewar tha, woh dheere dheere girna sur hua. Mere andar wahi purani ek adbhut khushi ka jo feelings ata hai, woh mera pura badan me chhane laga. Main mera dil ka dwar pura khol ke ekdum bhabuk ho gaya. Aur unke liye mera pyar bahar nikalne laga. Mera gale se ek halka kapkapati hui awaz nikal ke bola
” I love u”
.
Jaise hi maine kaha, main phone ka uspar se maa ka ek tej swas ka awaz suna. Mujhe aisi emotion ke sath kehte hue sunke maa shayad kaap uthi hogi. Is liye kuchh time woh chup ho gayi. Hum dono hi phone pakad ke baithe hai. Jaise ki woh mera pyar ko mehsus kar rahi hai. Thoda time baad woh khud ko control karke dheere dheere apni dil ka darwaja bhi kholne lagi. Aur yeh mujhe pata chala tab, jab woh apni kapkapati awaz se fisfisake boli
” I love u too”
Maa pehli bar apna muh se mere liye pyar jataya. Aur woh sunke main khushi se pagal ho gaya. Mera khun teji se daurne laga. Aur ek ajeeb anubhuti mera dil me bharne laga. Main emotional hoke ankh band karke thoda pichhe hilke apna sar ko diwar pe tek lagaya. Jaise ki main hawa me badal ke sath bhase ja raha hun, aise feel hua. Main pyar bhara awaz se dheere dheere, almost fisfisake bolne laga
“Main hamesha se mere mann me wish karke aya ki mujhe ek khubsurat biwi mile…. Aur aaj duniya ka sabse khubsurat, sabse pyari ladki….. mera biwi banne ja rahi hai. Isse zada mujhe kuchh nahi chahiye”
Aur main chup ho gaya. Thodi der baad maa ruk ruk ke kahi
“Isse pehle…. Aur ek bar…….soch lena chahiye”
” Kya?…..kis bare me?”
” Papa mummy hamare beech……jo rishta chahte hai”
” Kyun?”
Is bar woh thoda time chup rahi. Fir se kahi
” Har jawan ladka ek najwan ladki pasand karta hai”
Ab mujhe samajh aya maa ka duvidha. Woh soch rahi hai nana nani ki baton me ake main raji hua is rishte ke liye. Lekin main unko kaise samjhaun ki mera andar me kab se unko pyar karte araha hun, unko chahte aaraha hun. Toh maine awaz me pyar bhar ke kaha
” Mujhe na kabhi koi najawan ladki dikha, jisko main chahun, na koi hai, jo tum jaisi pyari aur khubsurat. Mere dil me bas ek hi ladki hai…aur rahegi………woh hai..tum”
Woh kuch sochke boli
” Lekin mere me bhi …mujhme bhi .bahut sare khamiya hai”
” Matlab… kya?”
Fir chup hai. Main sunne ke liye betab hun ki woh kya bolna chahti hai. Kuchh moments baad woh dhhere dheere boli
” Main 36 ka hun. Bas kuchh din me…..main budhi ho jaungi…..”
Main turant jawab diya
” Toh main unko bhi utna hi pyar dunga, utna hi khushi dunga, jo ab dena chahta hun. Aur utna hi chahunga, jasse ab chahta hun”
Shayad mera baat unko achcha laga. Lekin fir woh bilkul khoi hui awaz se hesitate karte karte boli
“Aur ab…….agar….agar….main dobara maa nahi ban payi to!!”
Main jaise hi iss baat ka matlab samjha, achanak mera groin area me ek adbhut chinchinani anubhav karne laga. Jiske phal swarup mera penis ke andar khun daurne laga. But yeh paristhiti uske liye nahi hai. Isliye main khud ko controll kiya.
Aur ab yeh bhi mehsus kiya ki woh kis kis baaton ko leke apne andar jujh rahi hai. Woh nahi chahti hai apni pyari bete ka life kuchh pal ka galat decision se khatam ho jaye. Is rishte ko apnake, baad me koi bhi karan leke pachtawa na aye. Is me woh bhi dukhi honge aur main bhi. Lekin main is baat ko clear karna chaha. But kaise? Main bas aisehi bolna suru kiya.
” Main bachpan se jinke sath khushiyan bat te araha hun, unke sath hi mera har gham share karta hun. Mera har sukh, dukh, hasi, rona, anand, shanti sab kuchh unke sath hi juda hua hai. Na kabhi kisi ladki ko aankh uthake dekha, na kisiko chaha. Aur na kabhi kisiko chahunga. Mera dil me, harpal, jo mera dosar, mera inspiration hai, unko apna jeevan sathi banake zindagi gujar ne me jo khushi hai, usse zada kuchh nahi chahiye. Usme hi mujhe sab kuchh pana ho jayega.”
Ek moment ruk ke fir se bola
” Agar hamara naseeb me kuchh likha hai, toh usko hasi muh se swagat karenge, agar kuchh likha nahi hai toh usko bhi hasi muh se swikar karenge, kabhi gham nahi ayega.”
Main chup ho gaya. Mujhe khud ko malum nahi tha main itna sare baat bol paunga. But yeh bolke dil me sukun mil raha hai. Main kabhi kisike pyar ka izhar nahi kiya. Aaj mera honewali biwi ko bol diya. Main ustaraf ka bhavnayen janne ke liye gaur se sunne laga ki woh kya kehti hai. Lekin sab chup hai. Achanak mujhe shiski lene ka awaz mila. Main samajh nahi paya. Fir se woh awaz ayi. Ab main pareshan sa hone laga. Kuchh samajh nahi araha hai. Main utalwa ho gaya. But thoda time me jaise hi sab kuchh clear hua, mera chhati me pani ka tarang khel gaya. Mera dil pighal na suru ho gaya. Maa us taraf ro rahi hai. Mujhe malum hai, mera baton se unko yeh ashu behena pad raha hai. Main unko kuchh kehna chaha. But mera gala bhi buja hua hai. Kuchh nahi araha hai. Keval ek ichcha mann ko daurane laga. Mann kar raha hai is waqt main unke pass rehke, unko bahon me leke, apna sarir ke sath milake, unka jis pyar bhari sundar nazuk ankhon se ashu araha hai, usko chumte rahu, aur un ashu ko main pee jau yeh sapath ke sath ki main kabhi un ankhon se ek bund bhi ashu ane nahi dunga. Main dheere se bulana chaha aur mera galti ke liye maafi mangna chaha . So ki woh is emotion trajectory se bahar ajaye. But main yahan ek badha face karne laga. Hamesha unko maa kehke pukarta tha, ab in paristhiti me kya aur kaise bulana hai, yeh soch ke bhi kuchh kinara nahi kar paraha hun. Pati agar patni ko naam se bulaye to swabhabik hai. But yahan patni umra me bhi bada aur respect se bhi. Is liye unka naam se bulana thoda uncomfortable laga. Jab ustaraf thoda shant hua, main kuchh na pukar ke dheere se unko bola
” Mujhe maaf kar do”
Woh samajh gayi ki main samajh gaya us taraf kya ho raha hai. so woh khud ko sambhala. Aur awaz me thoda hasi milake pyar se kahi
” Kyun?”
Main chup tha. Unka mann ka bhavanon ko samjhne ka koshish kiya. Fir apna galti ko sudharne ka promise karte hue kaha
” Main aur kabhi nahi rulaunga”
Maa is bar thoda has padi. Aur ek param tripti ke sath kahi
” Budhdhu….aisa ashu bar bar bahane ke liye koi bhi ladki khud ko saubhagyashali mehsus karti hai. Main aaj itna din baad khud ko ek saubhagyashali mehsus kar raha hun…kyun ki…..”
Main fisfisake kaha
“Kya?”
Woh fisfisake kapkapati hui mithi swar se boli
” Mujhe …mujhe aap jaisa pati mil raha hai”
Yeh sunke mera dil tej dhadak ne laga. Ab toh yeh lag raha hai ki, unse zada main bhagyaban hun. Woh hamara honewala naya rishte ko abhi se is tarah apna liya aur unki dil ki dwar mere liye pura khol diya. Unki akhri baat mere mann me ek loop jaisa bar bar bajne laga. Main khush hoke ek cheez jo mera kaan me khatkkaya, wohi keh dia. Unhone sab thik kahi hai but ek mistake kardi. Woh mujhe galti se ‘aap’ keh dia. Jab unko bataya , toh unnka kehna hai ki woh galti se nahi, jaan bujh ke jo kehna sahi hai, wahi boli hai. Is bare me unke sath baat chit hone laga aur unki baat mujhe samajh aya. Akhir me mujhe ek saaf tasvir nazar aya. Woh andar se aur bahar se puri tarah bhartiya nari hai. Nana nani bhi unka parwarish waise hi kiya hai. Unke pass, pati umra me bada ho ya chhota, pati pati hota hai, rishte me bada hota hai. So woh apna pati ko aap kehke hi bulana pasand karegi. Aise hum dheere dheere apna dil ka dwar ek dusre ke liye khol diye. Ek dusre ko janne lage. Us raat bahut sare baaton baaton me humme waqt ka pata hi nahi chala. Aur hum subah 4 baje tak baat karte rahe. Jab main sone gaya, tab mujh me bas woh chhayi hui thi. Ab main unko mera biwi ke roop me har tarikese pane ka chahat me duba hua hun. Aur haan…main unko aaj bar bar bolne ke liye socha, fir bhi yeh nahi bol paya ki main kab se, aur kaise unko chahke araha hun. Pata nahi akhir yeh baat unko kabhi bata paun ya nahi.
Zindagi khusbsurat hai yeh main suna tha. Aur ab mehsus bhi kar raha hun. Ho sakta hai mera zindagi bachpan se baki auron jaisa tha nahi. Aur na auron jaisa ab hone ja raha hai. Father ke death ke baad , maa khud eksath maa-baap ka kirdar nivaya. Ek single parent ke liye ek kathin challenge tha mujhe sahi tarikese pal posh ke bada karneka. Aur woh yeh cheez bakhubi se nivaya. Haan..main yeh bhi manta hun is me mera nana ji aur nani ji ka bahut sara contribution hai. But maa hamesha apni dono hathon se mujhe sambhal ke rakha. Aur is liye unke sath mera lagav bhi shayad auron se zada..bahut zada hai. Aur ab toh….

Aaj kal main khud ko ek swadhin , paripurn admi jaisa mehsus kar raha hun. Apna life khud kaise banayenge, uske liye laga hun. Aur ab har kadam me main jo decision le raha hun ya jo bhi kuchh karne ja raha hun, woh sab mera honewali biwi ka support aur izazat se ho raha hai. Jab hamara life hum dono ko hi eksath bitana hai, ek sath har kadam milake chalna hai, tab hum abhi se ek sath hamara ghar , hamara family aur hamara future ke sare soch ek hi sath soch rahe hai. Maa ka har khwaish, har ichcha pura karna chahta hun. Woh jo chahenge, jaise karna pasand karenge, sab kuchh main waise hi karna chahunga. Unke sukh se hi main sukh dhund lunga, unke khushi se hi main khushi paunga. Woh mujhe ab patni ki pyar bhi jaise karti hai, waise kabhi kabhi dat te bhi hai. Mujhe unka woh cheezen bahut pasand hai. Hamesha unke pyar , mamta, sneh ke sath dat bhi mila hai. Aur aaj naye rishte me judne ke baad bhi unka har behave me woh sab ka halka touch mehsus karta hun. But farak yeh hai ki aaj kal woh mujhe respect bhi karti hai aur main yeh mehsus bhi kar pata hun. unka is tarike se mere pass pesh hona mujhe aur pyara lagta hai. Shayad is liye mujhe aur pyar ata hai unke upar.

Aaj lunch hour ke thoda baad unka phone aya. Main office toilet me tab susu kar raha tha. Jaise hi mobile screen pe unka naam ke sath sath unka smile kiya hua photo nazar aya, mere andar ek anubhuti jhalak deke gayeb ho gaya. Aur usme mera hath me pakda hua penis thoda kaap utha. Aaj kal unke sath baat karte waqt ya unke bare me sochte waqt yeh mehsus kar raha hun ki mera penis hamesha pehle ka normal size se thoda fula hua rehte hai. Pehle ka jaisa normal size me aaj kaal rehta hi nahi hai. Aur yeh problem shayad hamara suhagraat ke baad hi thik hoga.
Maine dusri hath se phone kaan pe tikake bola
” Haan maa…bolo”
Jaise hi bola, turant mujhe mehsus hua aur main has pada. Aur maa bhi udhar se phone pe hi has padi aur woh mujhe sunai dia. Main paristhiti sambhalne ke liye bolte raha
” Actually woh kya hai ki….pehle ka adat chhutne me time toh….”
Mera baat puri hone se pehle maa baat kat diya aur haste haste bolte rahi
” Bas bas….aur safai ka jarurat nahi. Maine aap ko keh diya tha ki meri mummy papa mera ek achchi naam deke rakha hai. Aur kya..babu ko shayad mera woh naam pasand hi nahi.”
Bolke fake gussa dikhake maa rukh gayi. Main unko kaise samjhaun ki mujhe unko naam leke pukarne me uncomfortable lagta hai. Aur nana nani ke samne toh kabhi waise bula bhi nahi paunga. Main koshish karke bhi unko samjha nahi paya. Shayad mujhe unke liye ek naam dhundna hi padega. Main toilet se bahar ake office ka uppar floor me pichhe ka balcony me agaya. Yahan koi ata nahi hai. Main situation sahaj karke bola
” Maine kab bola ki pasand nahi. Tumhara nakhun se leke baal tak sab kuchh duniyaka sab cheezon se zada pyari hai.”
Is me maa thoda khush hui aur pyar me pighalte pighalte boli
” Thik hai thik hai…aur jhut bolne ka jarurat nahi. Ab aap yeh bataiye kahan hai aap abhi?”
Maine bola
” Office me, bas abhi lunch karunga”
Maa turant awaz me bihsmoy leke boli
” Aap abhi bhi office me!!! Aur lunch bhi nahi kiye!!!”
Fir gale me thoda fake gussa lake boli
” Kal bhi to sham ko jake lunch kiye!! Aur aaj abhi bhi…..aap mera baat kabhi sunenge nahi kya?…….achcha ek baat bataiye…main pehle jab puchhta tha, to aap hamesha bolte the ki haan aap ka khana timely ho raha hai….”
Main maa ka bat kat ke boli
” Nahi nahi…main sach bolta hun…pehle timely hi khana khata tha. But….abhi….office ka kaam aur ghar ka kaam …dono sambhal ke time management thik se nahi ho paraha hai. Abhi khata hun aur fir office se nikal ke rani saheba ka sari pasandida cheezen kharid ke lata hun. Ok sona?”
Main maa ko pyar se ab bulaya toh shayad unko achcha bhi laga. Woh pyar me bhaste bhaste keval boli
” Hmmm……thik hai….jaiye…jake pehle khana khaiye”
Main pichhla do dinse ghar sajaneka saman kharid neme juta hua hun. Mujhe iss bare me koi experience tha nahi. Jab maa ko bola tab unhone mera sara problem khud apne sar pe le liya aur mujhe bas execute karne me chhod diya. Hamara naya ghar basane ke liye jo chhoti chhoti cheezon se leke badi cheezon ka jarurat padta hai sab unhone mujhe bata dete hai. Aur main unki pasand dida cheezen kharid ne me juta hun. Aaj office me kaam kam tha. So kal raat ko hi unko bol diya tha ki aaj lunch ke baad market jake sab leke aunga.
Furniture dukan me ek dressing table ka order karna hai, lambi mirror wali, jisme sliding mirror door ho. Ek merun color ki still almirah ka bhi order karna hai. Fir sare ghar ka parda kharid na hai aaj. Woh bhi brown or pink with floral design. Maa mujhe poi poi karke samjha dia ki parde ka kapre ka quality kaisa hona chahiye. Woh sab dekh ke kharid na hai. Ek cheez main har pal mehsus kar raha hun ki maa ka soch pehle se kuchh badal sa lag raha hai. Father ka death ke baad unke life me sab kuchh berangin ho gaya tha. Sab cheezen light ya white range ke andar limited tha. Lekin aaj kal sab kuchh bright color me pasand kar rahi hai. Ab zindagi me rang lake jeena chahti hai. Is liye andar ke sath, bahar bhi rang se saja rahi hai. Is nayi zindagi ko woh puri tarah har khushian ke sath jeena chahti hai. Main unko woh sab kuchh dene ke liye mann hi mann kasam khane laga.

Ghar ane me zada late nahi hua. Sab kaam thik se karke wapas ake dinner bhi kar liya. Maa ka ek message aya tha jab market se wapas araha tha. Aneke baad unse baat bhi kar liya. Aaj baki dinon se jaldi unse baat khatam kar di. Hum dono ko need ka shakhs jarurat hai. Pichhla 4 night hum baat zada kiya hai chhup chhup ke aur soya kam. Mujhe bhi subha office jana padta hai aur maa ko bhi ghar ka kaam wagera sambhal ne ke liye subha jaldu uthna padta hai. But aaj hamara dono ka body thaka hua tha. Aur kal main Ahmedabaad ja raha hun.

Maa se aaj der raat tak baat nahi horaha hai, lekin main so bhi nahi raha hun itna jaldi. Ab main PC khol ke samne baitha hu. Kal maine unse baat karte waqt bahut bhabuk ho gaya tha. Aur main unke samne ek cheez confess bhi kiya. Maine bata diya ki main kabse unhe pyar karte araha hun. Pichhla 6 saal se apna mann me unhe ek dusri tarah pyar karte araha hun–yeh baat clearly bata diya. Maine yeh bhi bola tha ki main kabhi us pyar ke bare me kisi ko janne nahi diya, na deta kabhi. But aaj hamara naseeb me jab aur kuchh likha hua hai, tab main yeh cheez unko batana jaruri samjha. Kyunki ab hamare beeech koi secret nahi rehna chahiye. Maa gaur se chup hoke mere baat sun rahi thi aur surprised bhi ho gayi thi. Maine bataya ki ho sakta hai mera woh sachcha pyar anjane me hamara naseeb me yehi parinati likh diya tha. Lekin jab maine unhe kaise pyar karte araha hun, yeh cheez haske halke se batane gaya, toh woh thoda sharma gaye aur fatafat topic change kar diya tha. Mujhe malum hai woh abhi bhi kuchh cheezon me itna bhi sahaj nahi ho payi mere pass ki woh mere sath sab kuchh kholke charcha kar paye. Specially jahan sex ka baat juda hai, us territory me woh abhi bhi ek diwar banake rakhi hai. But main janta hun woh is bare me kitna pyasi honge. Pichhla atthara saal unhone akeli gujar di. Zindagi ka ahem bhag unhone woh sab bina kati hai. Unka bhi tann chahti honge ek paripurn tripti. Ek paripurn santusti. Kuchh hi din me hamara shadi hone ja raha hai. Aur hum pati patni banke pura life gujarne ja rahe hai. Main unhe woh sab kuchh dena chahta hun. Main abhi tak virgin hun. Aur woh mujhse 16 saal badi hai. Main kabhi internet sex me addicted nahi hun. But main is paristhiti me internet se sex education lene ka decision liya. Husband wife ko kya kya karna chahiye sukhi life bitane ke liye. Ek dusre ko mentally, sath sath physically bhi khush rakhna chahiye. So main sex guide padna suru kiya do din se. Specially main zada pad raha hun ” How to satisfy older woman in bed”. Aur aaj, abhi main yehi pad raha hun.
Darwaja kholke naniji mujhe smile ke sath swagat kiya. But unhone mere chehre ke taraf dekh ke, thoda chintit hoke puchhe
” Kya hua beta!! Tumhara tabiyat to thik hai?”
Main pehle chonk gaya tha thoda. But baad me realize kiya ki shayad mera ankhon ke neeche jo halka sa kala dhabba dikh raha hai, usi ke karan naniji chintit ho gaye honge. Pichhla 5 raat thik se need puri nahi hui. Maa aur main do premi ke tarah raat bhar batein karte rahe. Aur sath hi sath office ka kaam ke alava ghar sajaneka kharidari me bahut hectic ho gaya tha. But main yeh sab unko kaise bataun ki unki beti se shadi karke ghar basane ke liye, unki beti ke sath milke main kya kya kar raha hun. Main paristhiti sambhalne ke liye kaha
” Haan naniji…main bilkul thik hun”
Naniji mere chehre ko gaur se dekhe aur fir nanaji ke taraf nazar ghumaye. Tab nanaji unko bole
” Arey bhai itna dur se travell karke araha hai. Tired ho gaye honge.”
Fir mere taraf dekhke bole
” Aaj raat kaske need le lo, subha ekdum fresh..hai ki nahi?”
Main thoda haske unka baaton ko sai dene laga. Main yeh mehsus kar raha hun ki, halanki main unlogon ka damad banne ja raha hun,but main unlogon ka pota bhi to hun. So aaj tak naniji mujhe jis nazar se dekh ke arahe hai, jaise mere bare me concerned hote aye, aaj bhi waise hi pyar, sneh aur mamta ke sath mujhe dekhe aur apna concerned bataye. Yeh bhi sahi hai ki maa aur main jaise ek transformation ke andar se gujar raha hun, woh logon ko bhi to time lagega apna pota ko puri tarah damad ke nazar me dekhne ke liye. Main sochte sochte darwaja khatkhataya tha ki kya main maa ko samne dekh paunga ki nahi. Lekin nahi. Woh nazdik kahin dikhai nahi dia.

Main drawing room me fan ke neeche baitha hun. Nanaji mere bagal me ek hi sofa me baithe hai. Nani ji unke side wala sofa me. Puri hapte me nanaji se mera itna zada baat nahi ho paya. Ek baar phone pe bataye the mumbai wali resort ke bare me sare information unko mil chuki hai. Ab wohi baat chheda hai unhone. Unki kisi janne wale se kuchh resort ke bare me information aur contact no mila hai. Unhone initial puchhtachh kar liya already. Keval jake ek bar samne se dekhke booking karke ana hai. In sab baton ke beech achanak maa chai leke aye. Main jahan baitha hun , wahan se nani ko dekhunga to unke pichhe kitchen ki taraf ka door hai. Mujhe mera position se us door ke bahar ka passage tak dikhai deta hai aur us passage ke left me kitchen ka door hai. Mujhe yahan baithke awaz se pata chala tha ki woh kitchen me thi. So nanaji se baat karte karte anjane me mera nazar bar bar us passage ke taraf ja raha tha. Kyunki mujhe ab mera biwi ka chehra dekhne ke liye mann bahut chanchal ho raha tha. So jab woh chai leke chalke arahe the, main baat karte karte idhar udhar dekhne ka acting kar raha tha aur unko ek jhalak sar se leke paon tak dekh liya. Woh chai ki tray ke upar nazar jhukake chalte arahi thi. Chehra bilkul normal tha, without any expression. Samajh gaya ki woh sab ke samne sahaj rehne ka koshish kar rahi hai. But fir bhi unko chalte huye ate dekhke mera chhati me ek ajeeb sirsirani anubhuti hota hai aur mera jeans ke neeche penis ke andar khun bharke fulne lagta hai. Woh nazdik ayi to main bhi nana nani ke samne unko directly zada dekh nahi paraha tha. But beech beech me nazar dal raha tha unke upar. Woh Nanaji ko chai diya aur mere samne wala centre table pe mera cup rakh diya. Abhi tak mere taraf nazar nahi uthaya. Naniji tabhi bol pade to maa nazar uthake unko dekhi. Naniji bole
” Arrey Manju…Hitesh ke liye nasta banade”
Fir nani mujhe dekh ke boli
” Beta kya khaoge….pratha banadun kya abhi?”
Maine kaha
” Haan. Kuchh bhi chalega”
Nani jab mere se baat kar rahi thi, maa tabhi bhi nani ko hi dekh rahi thi. Fir nani maa ko dekhke boli
” Methi hai na…toh methi ka pratha banade”
Maa sar hilake haan bolke chal padi aur kitchen ke taraf door se bahar nikal gayi. Aur woh jake kitchen me dakhil ho gayi. Maa aise ayi aur gayi jaise ki main wahan hun hi nahi. Mera presence ko pura ignore karke chali gayi. Mujhe bahut gussa aya. Phone pe baat karke hum kitna ek dusre ka nazdik ane laga , aur abhi ekdum dur kar rahi hai !! Mujhe unki diya hua chai bhi peene me gussa araha tha. But kya karun!! Ab yahan se uthke ja nahi sakte turant. Nana nani ke samne fir ek dusri paristhitiyan create ho jayega. Fir socha ki thik hai, ab dur reh rahi hai, lekin kab tak dur rehke bhagegi mere se. Main bhi jiddi hun, unko jald hi jald mera bahon me chahiye. Yeh sochke gussa thoda thanda hone laga aur main chai ka cup uthake naniji ko dekhte dekhte sip marne laga. Nani ji yeh keh rahi hai ki shadi ka do din pehle humme resort pahuch jana chahiye aur fir shadi ke baad next day hum sab wahan se nikal jayenge. Aur nanaji kehte hai ki itna din wahan rehke kya karna hai. Shadi ka ek din pehle jana hai. Next day shadi ka muhurat subhe me hai. So shadi jaldi jaldi khatam ho jayega aur usi din dopahar me hum nikal jayenge. Jab yeh leke unlogon ke andar behes chal raha tha, tab main keval silent darshak banke undono ko dekh raha tha. Main nani ko dekh raha tha, tabhi maa kitchen se bahar ake uss passage me ayi. Ake nana nani ka nazar chhipke diwar pe tik lagake khadi hoke mujhe dekhne lagi. Main unke taraf nazar na deke bhi yeh sab mera side vision se dekh paraha hun. Mere andar tabhi bhi thoda gussa bhatak raha tha. Is liye mann me unko dekhne ka prabal ichcha tha, fir bhi main bahut time se khud ko controll karke nahi dekh raha tha. Woh wahan khadi khadi mujhe dekh rahi thi aur unka saree ka anchal khud ki hath ka ungliyan me leke gol gol ghuma rahi thi. Main khud se jujh raha ki main unke taraf dekhunga nahi. But kuchh time baad jaise hi main ekbar sar mod ne gaya, toh aankh se aankh mil gaya. Mere se nazar milte hi ek sharam ka muskurahat unke hoth ke khil gaya. Aur nazar jhuka liya. Lekin gayi nahi. Wahan khadi rahi. Fir mujhe dekha. Mujhe gussa fir bad gaya. Abhi thoda der pehle aise ignore karke gayi, aur abhi chup chupke mujhe dekhke muskura bhi rahi hai. Main bhi ignore kiya aur muh modke nazar nani ke taraf tikaya. But mere off vision me mujhe pata chal raha hai ki woh tabhi bhi wahan khadi hoke mujhe dekh rahi hai. Ab mere khud ke upar gussa aya. Main kyun dekha abhi unko. Mere is harkat se unko pata chal gaya ki main gusse me hun aur woh jan bujhke mujhe chidaneke liye abhi bhi wahan khadi hai. Bachpan se sabse achchi tarike woh mujhe janti hai. Mera har nazar ka, har baaton ka, har chuppi ka matlab mere se zada unko pata hai. Main ab unse pakda gaya. Agar nahi dekhta to thik tha. Lekin kya karen, is nazar ka kya galti, jalim mann hi nahi manta unko bina dekhke.
Thoda time baad maa kitchen me chali gayi aur yahan tab tak yeh baat final ho raha hai ki resort me jayenge do din pehle but shadi ka din dopahar ko nikal jayenge. Is me nana nani dono ka baat adha adha raha. Aur nanaji mere taraf mod ke bola
” Toh aise hi booking le lete hai?”
Main jaise hi haan bolne ja raha hun tabhi bip bip karke sms aya. Main “haan” bolke mobile check karne gaya aur naniji nanaji ko puchhe ki mumbai jayenge to ek sath, but wahan se kaun kahan lautega? Main inbox me dekha maa ka sms. Unhone likha
“Mummy sahi keh rahi hai. Aap ko dekh ke lagta hai aap bimar pad gaye”
Kitchen se beech beech me halka awaz arahi hai pratha banane ka. Mere andar ka gussa dheere dheere pighalne laga aur mujhe maa ko tease karne ka mann kiya. Maine reply kiya
” Toh thik hai. Main nani ko bata deta hun ki kyun aur kaise yeh sab hua”
Maine send button dabake sunne ki koshish kar raha tha ki maa ko sms receive hua ki nahi. Koi message tone sunai nahi dia. Shayad abhi tak gaya nahi. But turant mera mobile bip bip karne lagi. Maa ka sms. Unhone likha
” Arrey nahi nahi….aisa mat kijiye. Aap itna gusse me kyun ho?”
Main samajh gaya maa phone silent mode pe rakhi hai. Nana nani ko pata na chale. Main bhi mera mobile ko silent mode pe dal dia. Main nana nani ka baat sunne ka acting karke casually jaise kuchh karte hai mobile me, waise hi mobile me sms type karte karte maa se sms ke jariye baat karne laga. Main likha
” Tum jo mere se itna dur bhag rahi ho”
Unka reply turant agaya
” Dur kahan !! Main to idhar hi hun. Itni pass.”
Main thoda soch ke type kiya
” Nahi…. Meri biwi ko mera aur pass chahiye.”
Kuchh time reply nahi aya. But malum hai yeh sms unhone pad liya. Mera ungliyan mobile key pad ke uppar naach raha hai is tension me ki woh kya reply dete hai. But kuchh bhi responce nahi aya. Kitchen se abhi bhi awaz araha hai. Achanak mob vibrate hua. Dekha ki unhone reply dia.
” Time ane dijiye, aap ko aap ki biwi ko jitna pass chahiye mil jayega”
Maa ne iss tarah baat pehli baar chhedi hai. Aaj tak hamesha iss domain ko pyar se avoid karti thi. But aaj unhone unki dil ki dwar pura kholke keh diya ki woh ab khud ko puri tarah se meri biwi manne lagi.
Yeh message padte aisa laga ki mere sarir ka pura khun ake mera penis me jam raha hai. Woh fatak se ek dum khada ho gaya. Main apna ek pair dusri pair ke upar uthake nana nani ke samne mera groin area ko daba ke control karne laga. Unlogon ko dekhte dekhte bolne ka mann kar raha tha ki aaj hi shadi ka muhurat nikal lijiye aur aaj raat me hi hamara suhagraat ho gaye. Achanak mera yeh bhavnayen tuta nanaji ka sawal se. Unhone mere taraf dekh ke puchh rahe hai
” Tum kya bolte ho beta?”
Main ek dum blank jaisa ban gaya. Samajh nahi paya ki woh kya puchh rahe hai. Kyun ki pichhla kuchh palon se main unlogon ka baat chit nahi sun raha tha. Mujhe malum nahi ab kis bare me baat ho raha tha jo nanaji aisa sawal puchhe. Main fir bhi situation sambhalneke liye bola
” Main kya bolun nanaji. Aap log jo achcha samjhenge”
Nana ko yeh pata nahi chala ki main hawa me teer chhoda. Woh seriously bole
” Nahi nahi..aisa baat nahi. Agar tum ko zada Chhutti mile to tum dono mumbai se wapas yahan aasakte ho. Aur nahi to main aur tumhara nani yahan ajaunga aur tum log MP nikal sakte ho. Tum to wahan rehne ka sab bandobast kar hi rahe honge. Aur hum bhi kuchh din baad ek baar wahan jake dekh ke bhi ayenge.”
Tab main samjha ki shadi ke baad mumbai resort se kaun kahan jayenge yeh leke puchhe honge unhone. Maine bola
” Hamare sath aap log bhi to chal sakte hai MP me?”
Tab nanaji reply dene me thoda hichkicha rahe the to naniji unse baat pakad ke boli
” Kya hai ki beta.. ab se tum dono ko hi zindagi me eksath chalna hai. So tum dono jake apna naya ghar basana suru karo.”
Fir nana ko dekhke haste haste mere taraf mud ke boli
” Aur hum to ayenge hi. Hamara beti ka jo ghar hai — nahi jayenge kya? Tumhara nana bol rahe the ki kuchh din baad aram se time leke ek bada ghar me shift hojao. Beech beech me hum bhi jake kuchh din rehke ayenge udhar”
Is baat pe mere andar ek halka sa kampan abhubav kiya. Main ab realize kiya ki yeh log mujhe aur maa ko MP bhej ke kyun khud Ahmedabad wapas ana chahte hai. Shadi ke baad mujhe aur maa ko ekant me chhodna chahte hai. Newly married couple ke beech kebab me haddi nahi banna chahte hai. Maa ke sath mera conjugal life sahi tarah se ban jaye, is liye humme akele chhod rahe hai. Unko malum hai ab us ghar pe bed room ek hai. Agar woh log wahan jayenge to raat ko sone me bhi problem hoga. Aur yeh bhi jante hai ki main ek najawan ladka aur maa bhi 18 saal se pati ka pyar ke bina gujare. Shadi ke baad hum dono ka ek dusre ke liye chahat to zada rehga hi. Yeh sab karan ke liye woh log aur kuchh bahana banake hum dono ko akele chhodna chahte hai. Mujhe andar hi andar unlogon ka samne thoda sharam araha tha. Is mamle me aur zada kuchh charcha nahi hua. Decide hua ki shadi ke din dopahar ko nana nani Ahmedabad aajayenge aur maa mere sath MP chalenge. Aur main fresh hone ke liye apni room me chala. But mere mann ab ekdum rukna nahi chahte hai. Main na jane kyun aaj maa ko apni bahon me pane ke liye bahut utawala ho raha hun. Main apni room me jate jate sochne laga ab kaise mere pass, ekdum pass, mere chhati ke sath ekdum milake meri biwi ko pake , mera mann ko shant karun.
Aaj sunday ka din tha but aaj sabse zada busy din tha. Subha ghar se nikle the aur adha din pura bahar gujar ke jab ghar lauta, tab lunch time over ho chuka tha. Isliye aaj ka khana bhi late hua. Maa aur nani pehle kha liya tha. Main aur nanaji kahne baithe to nani pass me baithke dekhbhal karne lagi lekin maa hi khana parosh rahi thi. Kal raat dinner table pe bhi aisa hua tha. Maa ab sab ke samne sahaj hoke sab kuchh kar rahi hai. Lekin sab ke samne mujhe ek bhi bar nazar uthake directly dekh nahi rahi hai. Actually is bar ghar par main aur maa dono hi ek ajeeb situation me pad gaye. Hum phone pe to bahut sare batein karte hai. Hamara anewale future ko leke dono eksath soch ne bhi lag gaye. Hum ek dusre ke pass sahaj hogaye the. But long distance me jitna comfortable the, amne samne waisa ho nahi raha tha. Specially nana nani ki presence me. Hum chhup chhup ke dono premion ki tarah milghul gaye the phone pe. But unlogon ke samne waisa hone me ek sharam aya. Last time se achanak aisa badal unlogon ka nazar me jarur ayega. So maa aur main dono hi shayad alag alag aisa hi socha. Is liye woh mere samne to aarahi hai but mere se nazar ghumake rakhi hai. Ya to woh mere samne nana nani se baat kar rahi hai, nahi to nazar hatake kuchh kaam kar rahi hai. But jab nana nani dusri taraf busy hai tab woh mujhe chhup ke dekhti hai. Fir nazar milne me kuchh time baad sharma ke jhuka leti hai. Unki naram gulabi patli hothon pe muskan mujhe pagal kar deta hai. Unko mere samne aisa chalte firte, batein karte, haste hue dekhke mere chhati me harpal ek halka sirsirani anubhuti hota hai. Mera penis mere underwear ke andar shakht hoke reh raha hai. Main yeh cheez bahut dhyan se chhupa raha hun. Main aise toh tired tha aur sath me aaj nanaji ke sath Ahmedabad jake shadi ka sherwani pasand karke measurement wagera deke aya. Fir jewelry dukan me mera ungli ka naap diya anguthi banane ke liye. Fir hum do bade travel bag kharida. Fir aur kuchh idhar udhar ka ghar ka saman kharidte kharidte late ho gaya tha. Hum taxi se sab saman leke ghar agaya. Itne sab ke wajah se jab khana khake main thoda aram karne ke liye let gaya to tab pata nahi kab need agaya. Aur sham ko nani ji mujha jagaya to main fatafat uthke ready hoke nikal pada. Nikalte waqt maa drawing room me durwali door pe khadi thi. Main nana nani se bida leke ek bar kuchh palon ke liye maa ke taraf dekha. Unki aankhon me harbar maa ka pyar aur mamta dekh ke jate the, is bar woh nahi tha. Is bar aisa laga ki pati jab patni ko chhodke dur jate hai, tab patni ke namm ankhon me jo pyar aur dard rehta hai, jiske jariye woh apni dil ki sare batein bina kehke bata dete hai, woh nazar se mujhe dekh rahi thi. Aur mera mann bhari ho gaya.

Train me so so ke maa ke bare me soch raha tha. Agar hamara takdir humme aaj zindagi ka is mod pe nahi lata, toh bahut kuchh malum nahi padta. Maa ko bachpan se maa ke roop me hi dekhke araha hun. Woh hamesha ek achchi maa thi aur sath hi sath ek achchi beti. Father ke death ke time woh keval 18 saal ki thi. Tabhi is duniya me khali ek beta ko sahara karke jeene ka kasam khai. Dobara aur kisiko unke dil me bithane ke bare me kabhi socha nahi. Ek dutiful maa banke, ek adarsh beti banke reh gayi apni khud ka sari khushian visharjan deke. Mujhe bada karne me aur khud ki mummy papa ka sath rehke unke dekhbhal karne ke andar hi woh apna khushi dhundti thi. Nani kitni bar keh chuke hai ki ghar ka khana banane ke liye ek bai rakh lete hai. But maa hamesha kehti hai ki jab woh hai hi to bahar ka logon se khana pakane ka kya jarrurat. Aur woh bhi chahti thi ghar ka kaam kaj me jute rahe to apna time bhi bit jayega aur sarir bhi active aur fit rahega. Woh din bhar kuchh na kuchh karti hai lekin dekhke lagta nahi. Unka pura sarir, hath, pair itna sundar hai, lagta hai jaise ki woh unki papa ka ladli beti hai aur aram se zindagi bitati hai, yani ki filmein dekh ke, novel padke, doston ke sath ghum firke, beauty parlor aur spa me time bitake, khud ko properly maintain karke rakhi hai. Unki skin abhi bhi teenage girl jaisi hai, dekh ke pata nahi chalta woh 36 ka hai. Unki hathon ka, pairon ka ungliyan aur nails kitni sahi tarike se khud hi maintain kia hai. Dekhke lagta nahi inhi hathon se din bhar kitni kaam karti hai. Unki pura sarir kitni naram aur mulayemsa hai, who kal raat mujhe pata chal gaya. Shayad nature ne unko yeh gift deke rakhi hai. Shayad unki naseeb me yeh shadi likhi hui thi, iss liye woh aaj bhi ek najawan kunwari ladki jaisi dikhti hai. Pehle se hi unka sab cheezen mujhe achcha lagta tha, pasand tha. But jab se shadi ka baat chal raha hai, tab se unki woh sab cheezen mujhe aur khubsurat, pyari aur sexy lagta hai. Pehle nani sath me milke ghar ka kaam kaj karte the, but nani ka umra badh raha hai. Ab maa akele hi pura ghar ka sab kuchh sambhalte aarahe hai. Aaj bhi dono time maa pyar se sab ke liye khana banati hai. Aur unka hath ka khana mujhe duniya ka sabse swadist lagta hai. Aur naseeb ke fere me mujhe ab puri zindagi unki hath ka khana khane ka saubhagya ho raha hai.
Itna sacrifice kiya. Shayad is liye aaj unko fir se ek naya zindagi milne ja raha hai. Keval teen hi saal unko apni pati ka pyar mila. Kitna khwaishen, kinte sare sapne sab dil me dafan kar karke rakh diya tha. Lekin main chahta hun unki sare khwaishen, sare adhura sapna puri karneka. Aabhi woh aur maa nahi, ek patni ban chuki hai. Apni bete ko jo ab unki pati banne ja raha hai, unko apna tann mann sab kuch sonp na chahti hai. Woh bhi pati ka pyar ka pyasi hai. Zindagi ka har pal pati ka pyar se guzar na chahti hai. Apni har khushi, har gham pati se share karna chahti hai. Mera mann me kasam kha liya. Ek patni ko apni pati se jo jo milna chahiye, main sab kuchh unhe dena chahta hun. Woh hamesha se ek gharelu aurat hai. Apna ghar sansar ka dekhbhal karna, pati seva karna, bachchon ka khyal rakhna–in sab leke khushi se jeena chahti hai. Main bhi hamesha jo biwi ka khawab dekhta tha, woh aise hi ek gharelu khubsurat ladki ka tha. Mujhe ab unko biwi ke roop me pake duniya ka sabse khush naseeb insan samajhta hun.
Aaj train me dinner ke liye tiffin me wahi methi paratha banake diya maa ne. Kal sham methi ka paratha aur dahi khaya tha. Fir TV dekhte dekhte maa ko sms kiya tha ki ” mera sara tiredness tumhara hath ka bana hua methi paratha khake dur ho gaya.”
Tab toh woh kitchen me dinner bana rahi thi. Mobile check nahi par payi. Lekin baad me bhi uska koi reply diya nahi tha. But ab tiffin kholke pata chala woh us baat ko padha aur mann me rakh diya tha.
Kal sham ko nanaji se yehi baat hua ki aaj jake sherwani aur anguthi ka measurement dena hai. Nazdiki koi bhi dukan me nahi. Sab nanaji ko jante hai. Sab ka shauq hoga kyun aur kis liye yeh le raha hun. Is liye Ahmedabad city me jake lena pada. Fir dinner ke baad nanaji aur kuchh batein kiye nahi. Kyun ki woh jante the main thaka hua tha. Fir subha uthke nikal na hai unke sath. Is liye jaldi woh bhi sone chale gaye aur mujhe bhi sone ke liye bol diye. Sab jaldi dinner karke apni apni room me chale gaye.
Main room me ake darwaja lock nahi kiya , aise hi bandh kar dia. Maa mera bistar barabar fitfat karke gayi. Main dinner se pehle jab TV dekh raha tha, shayad tab ake yeh sab kar gayi hogi. Pichhla kuchh din se jaisa chal raha tha, aaj thoda alag lag raha hai. Kuchh din se raat ko dinner ke baad main maa se phone pe baat karte aaraha hun. So aaj mujhe woh cheez missing laga sone se pehle. But maa ko ab call nahi kar payenge. Dono room me baat hoga to nana nani ko jarur pata chalega. So main study table pe baitha aur mobile pe sms type kiya
” Kya kar rahi ho?” Fir maa ko send kar diya. Turant reply aya. Shayad maa bhi mere jaisa same feel kar rahi hai. Unhone likha
” Sone ka taiyari”
Main ab kya likhun sochte sochte type kiya
” Lekin main nahi so paunga”
Is baar thoda time liya unhone. Samajh nahi payi main aise kyun likha. Is liye unhone puchhi
” Kyun….kya hua”
Main ne hoth pe thoda muskurahat lake likha
” Kyun ki sone ke time mera jo adat tha, woh aaj kal nahi ho paraha hai, is liye to aaj kal need nahi ati thik se”
Unhone likhi
” Woh kya..!!!.”
Main likha
” Sone se pehle garam dudh peene ka aur tumhara hath se mera sar ka baalon me sparsh pane ka adat pad gayi”
Main wait karte raha ki woh kya reply de. Mujhe zada intezar nahi karna pada. Unhone likhke bheji
” Toh abb….!!! ”
Maine kuchh socha aur type kiya
” Ab kya…mera need nahi ayega. Main jaga rahunha aur mera tabiyat kharab hote jayega. Tumhara kya. Tum aram se so jao ”
Mere me badmashi chad gaya. Main send kar dia. But unhone kaise react karenge pata nahi tha. But jab unka reply aya tab pata chala woh mera badmashi pakad liya. Unhone likhi
“Uffff…. Thik hai. Main dudh leke ati hun”
yeh padke mere andar khun daurne laga. Main socha nahi tha ki maa itna asani se mere mann ka ichcha jan jayegi. Jiss tarike se aaj ane ke baad se woh mujhe dur rakh rahi hai, usi ko sochke main kalpana nahi kiya tha ki woh abhi mujhse milne ayegi. Main ane ke baad se chah raha tha ki maa ke sath ekant me ek mulakat ho. Aur puri sham maa mujhe jo gussa dila rahi thi, tabhi se unko mere bahon me pane ke liye mann chalchal ho raha tha. Main study table se uthke ekbar bed me jake baitha. Fir ek bekufi sa laga. Toh fir main chair me jake baitha. Chair tha without handrest. So main table ke taraf na baithke yani ki andar ke taraf pair na ghusake, side ways me baitha hun, so left side me table aur right side me chair ka back rest hai. Main soch me duba tha. Abhi tak hamara shadi hua nahi. Shashtra sammati se abhi tak hum pati patni nahi bane. But yeh bhi sahi hai ki ab hum maa beta bhi nahi rahe. Hum ek dusre ko mann se pati patni maan na suru kar diya. Mann ek dusre ko pati patni ke hisab se grahan kar liya. Main ek hapte se masturbate kiya nahi. Mere balls ke andar sare birya jama hoke hamesha bhari rehta hai. Kabhi kabhi nikal jana chahta hai. Main hamara suhag raat me ek dusre ko paripurn tripti dene ke liye intezar kar raha tha. Lekin ab sarir ke andar ek aisa kampan ho raha hai, ki agar aaj mera balls khali hoke sab maa ke sarir ke andar chala jaye toh koi khed nahi hoga. Mere isi sochke andar achanak maa door kholke andar ayi. Hath me dudh ka glass hai. Saree pehni hui hai lekin saree ka anchan pichhe se ghuma ke lake samne kamar me gonja hua hai. Iss me unki ekside ka flat gori mulayem pet aur zada nazar arahi hai. Anchal gonj ne ke karan saree tight hoke chhati ke upar se gayi aur usme unki gol gol medium size ki boobs aur samne ke taraf uthke dikhai de raha hai. Unhone baal ko ek casual juda bana ke rakhi hai, jo dheela hoke pichhe garden ke upar padi hai. Unko dekhtehi mera penis ekdum shakt hoke under wear ke andar fusne lagta hai. Jaise ki abhi who kapda fad ke bahar ana chahta hai aur sahi jagah pe ghusne ke liye taiyar hai. But main khud ko controll kiya. Baithe baithe pair cross tha, toh usko dabake rakh dia. Maa andar ake rukh gayi. Mere se nazar milake sharma gayi. Aur nazar jhukake muskura di. Fir woh wahi khade khade pichhe hath le jake dheere se door bandh karti hai. Aur study table ke taraf chalke ane lagti hai. Main unhi ko dekh raha hun. Yeh mehsus karke woh nazar uthake mujhe dekh nahi rahi hai. Mera nazdik ake table ke pass khadi ho gayi. Aur fir glass table par rakh diya. Ek hapte se hum jitna sara intimate aur secret baat kahi thi, woh mere dimag me jhalak de de ke ja raha hai. Main kuchh na bolke keval dekhe jaraha hun. Woh chup hoke wahan khadi rahi. Left hand ka ungliyan se table ka kinara sparsh ki. Woh dheere se hothon pe muskurahat kayem rakhte hue boli
” ab dudh pee lijiye aur so jaiye”
Keh ke kuchh pal aise khadii hone ke baad woh mudi aur jane ke liye kadam rakha. Jaise woh mudi aur age badhne ka koshish kiya, main fat se mera left hand se unka right hand pakad liya. Aur woh ruk gayi. Lekin mujhe ghumke dekha nahi. Unko touch karte hi mere sarir kaap uthi aur woh bhi halka sa kaap gayi. Main ekdum dheere se kaha
” Mujhe need kaise ayega….tumne apna hath mera balon me jo firaya nahi”
Woh kuchh jabab bhi diya nahi aur janeke liye hath bhi nahi chhudwaya.. Bas mere taraf pith karke khadi rahi. Unki saans ke sath sath pith halka halka ful raha hai. Main chair chhodke dheere se utha. Unki hath mere hath me rakh ke hi unki samne gaya. Woh mere se height me chhoti hai. Uske upar nazar jhukane ke sath thoda sar bhi jhuk gaya unki. Main unka chehra nahi dekh paraha hun thik se. Hamare beech fasle bahut hi kam hai. Jaise ki dono agar jor se saans leke chhati fulaye to dono ka chhati touch ho jayega. Aisi position pe khade hoke mujhe unka naak dikh raha hai, naak ke samne wala bhag ssans ke sath sath ful raha hai aur thoda thoda kaanp bhi raha hai. Aur unki cleavage ka passage clearly nazar araha hai. . Makhkhan jaise mulayem dono boobs ka upar ka bhag blouse ke uparwala hisse se thoda nazar araha hai. Mujhe aur ruka nahi gaya. Mera hath unka hath chhod dia. Fir main dono hath se unki pet touch karke, ragad ke le jake kamar ke taraf pakda. Unki pura badan me ek kampan mehsus kar raha hun aur unki saansen bhi badal raha hai. Mera chhati me ek tufan jaisa chal raha hai. Mera ek hath unka pet ke upar ka saree ke upar hai. Lekin dusri hath unki naram, masrin pet ko chhun ke kamar ke pass pakda hua hai. Mera nazar unke upar jhuka hua hai. Main hum dono ke beech wala gap se dekh paraha hun mera penis pajama ke andar rehke bhi ful ke uncha ho gaya. Mera groin area me ek tambu jaisa hua hai. Mera bhi saansen dheere dheere tej ho raha hai. Main mera hathon ko unki kamar se rub karke pet ke taraf laya aur fir kamar pe le gaya. Sath hi sath mera sar neeche karke mera fore head unki fore head ke upar jahan se sar ka baal suru hota hai, wahan touch karwaya. Dheere dheere humare beech ka fasle kamte ja raha tha. Humme se koi bhi age nahi ja raha hai , fir bhi hum dono ka sarir ek dusre ke taraf badne lagi. Main pehle mera chhati pe unka naram boobs ka sparsh mehsus kia. Fir unka naak mera chhati touch kiya. Fir unki pura sarir mere sarir pe mil gaya. Unki naak ab mera chhati pe jahan t-shirt ka button khula hua tha, usi area me chipkake rakhdi. Unka garam saans mera skin pe touch ho raha hai. Woh unki dono hath mera arms ke neeche se pichhe le jake upar ki taraf mod ke mera kandha pakadli .. Main unki muththi ka grip mera kandha pe mehsus kia. Mera chin unki sar ke upar rakha hua hai. Main unki pet se ragad ke dono hath pechhe pith ke upar leke gaya. Aur ek hath se unki blouse aur kamar me bandha hua saree ke beechwala open area me mera ungliyan ragadne laga. Aur dusri hath se blouse ke upar kandha ke pass wala area ko sehlane laga. Woh bas beech beech me apna muththi ka grip lose kar rahi hai aur fir tight karke mera kandha ko pakad rakhi hai. Hum dono ka saans ab bahut tej chal raha hai. Aise hum dono ek dusre ko apne sarir ke upar milake kuchh time ek dusreko mehsus karne laga. Main lambai me bhi unse zada aur sarir ka gathan me bhi. Is liye aisa lag raha hai ki mera lamba chawda sarir ke upar unki halki pulki naram chhota sarir aram se pada hua hai. Mujhe malum hai mera shakt penis unki pet pe laga hua hai. Aur woh jarur usko mehsus kiya. Fir bhi mera penis kya chahta hai who batane ke liye main mera hathon se unki patli kamar pakadke thoda aur apne taraf khicha. Woh ab bilkul mere badan me chipak ke lag gayi aur unka groin area mere sath touch karke mujhe kaske pakadli. Woh apna naak thoda thoda mera gale ke pass skin pe ragad rahi hai. Unki boobs ka garmi mere t shirt cross karke mera chhati pe mehsus ho raha hai. Mera tana hua penis unki naram pet ke upar aur jor press hone laga. Main pagal sa ho gaya. Mujhe aur ruka nahi gaya. Main unki baalon ke andar apna naak dubo ke unki balon ka mehek lene laga. Aur apni dono hath unki pura pith pe sehlan laga. Who bhi dhhere dhhere uttejit ho rahi thi. Unki hath ab mera kandha chhodke mera pith ke upar ghum ghum ke mera sarir ko mehsus karne lagi. Main thoda bend ho gaya aur hamare beech thoda gap banake mera naak baalon me se ragad ke unki left kaan ko sparsh karke garden pe leke aya. Aur mera hothon se unki gardan ko chhune laga. Is position pe woh apni muh mere left kandha ke upar le jake unki chin ko upar ke taraf kar diya. Main ab mera naak aur hoth ko ragad te ragadte unki gale me laya. Main jaise hi itna tak jhuka , mera penis ka tambu ab unki groin area me touch ho raha hai. Main unki gale ko chum te chhumte mera kamar ko bend karke age badhake, mera shakt penis ko unki groin me press kar diya aur dono hathon se unki patli kamar kas ke pakad ke mere penis ke upar khich laya. Unki muh se siskariyan likalne lagi. Main mera muh ko ab unki dusri kaan ke pass leke jake chuma to woh unki sar ko ghumake mera dusri kandha ke upar leke gaya. Aur gardan ko thoda hilake mujhe aur jagah bana diya. Main mera hath unki kamar ko chhodke unki pith pe laya aur mera ungliyan unki blouse ke neeche se andar ghus gaya. Mujhe mere ungliyan se unki bra ke sparsh mila. Main pagal ho gaya. Aur mera muh kholke unki gori aur mulayem kandha pe ek halka bite kar diya. Maa tabhi ek tej shiski ke sath unki groin ko khud mere penis ke upar press kar diya.main samajh gaya ab woh kya chahti hai. Main jhat se mera muh aur neeche karke fatak se unki cleavage me mera naak dubo diya aur jor se ek swas liya. Tabhi unki hathon ki ungliyan mere pith ke upar zor se dabke baith gaya. Mera gallon me unki naram naram boobs ka halka halka touch lag raha hai dono tarafse. Aise hone me lag raha hai mera pajama ke andar hi main jhar jaunga. lekin main yeh nahi chahta hun. main unke andar jharne chahta hun. Main khud ko thoda control karke sidha hoke khada ho gaya aur dono hath se unki pith pakad ke unki chehra ko dekha. Ab mere ankhon me nasha lag gaya. Main usi nasheli nazar se unki chehra ko dekh raha tha.. Unki naram naram patli gulabi hoth kaanp rahi hai. Who bhi ankh kholke mujhe dekha. Unko bhi nasha agaya. Hum dono ek dusre ki ankhon ke andar dekh rahe hai. Dono ka saans teji se beh rahi hai. Main mera balls ke andar khalbali ko control karne ke liye, mera hoth ko dheere dheere neche lejake unki fore head ke pass le gaya aur unki forehead ko chuma. Fir unki naak ko dheere se chuma. Fir unki chin ko. Har chumban ke time who kuchh pal ke liye apna aankh mund ke mera pyar ko mehsus kar rahi hai. Dono ka garam saansen dono ka chehre ke upar mehsus kar raha hun. Unki gulabi hoth ab mujhe paglon ki tarah khich rahi hai. Main madhosh hoke mera aankh band karke dhhere dhere mera hoth unki hothon ke upar legaya. Mera hoth touch ho gaya . Us area bahut naram aur garam hai.. Main aur achchi tarah se mehsus karne ke liye mera hothon ko halka kholte hi achanak mere dimag me kuchh sanket gaya. Main turant ankh khola. Aur dekha ki mera hoth aur maa ke hothon ke beech unki hath rakha hua hai aur main unki naram hatheli par chum raha tha. Unse nazar miltehi unke ankhon me ek sharam aur muskurahat dikhai diya. Main ruk gaya. Samaj nahi aya achanak unhone aisa kyun kar diya. Main apni swas ko controll karte karte fisfiske kaha
“kya hua!”
who apni hatheli ko wasahi rakhke apni chehra adha chhupake nazar jhuka li aur fisfisake boli
“Aur nahi…Bas”
Main thoda nirash ho gaya. Achanak aise ruk ne ke karan mujhe thoda gussa bhi aa raha tha. Mera penis uska pasandida jagah pe ghusne ke liye betab hua hai. Fir bhi dhhere se puchha
“Kyun!!”
who ab nazar uthake mere taraf dekha aur ruk ruk ke boli
“Aap ko……aapke pass chahiye tha na!! Pass hi to aagayi…”
Main sham ko jo sms kia tha “ mujhe meri biwi ko mere pass chahiye”, usi baat ko leke yeh kahi hai. But mujhe aur ruka nahi jaraha hai. Main unke andar ghuske mera penis ka fula hua bada cap ko deep me le jake mera balls ka sara birya unki andar chhod ke shant hona chahta hun. Main awaz me aur pyar aur passion lake fisfisaya
“Nahi….aur pass chahiye”
Bolke mera dono hathon se unko mere taraf khicha. Who apni hatheli waisa hi hum dono ki hothon ke beech rakhke, thoda natkhat sa banke ankhon me aur muskurahat lake ek dum fisfisake boli
“To… aur time ane dijiye….”
Main samajh gaya ab who kisi bhi halat me kuchh karne ke liye taiyar nahi hai. Shayad unko khud ko aur waqt chahiye unki bête ke pass jo ab unki pati banne jaraha hai, uske pass khud ko puri tarah soan ne keliye. Main unki ichcha ke khilaf kuchh bhi kadam uthake unko dukh nahi pauchana chahtaa tha. Woh apni tann mann pichhla 18 saalon se aur kisi ko diya nahi. Nahi aur kisi ko apni dil me pati ke roop me bithana chaha. Lekin aaj woh apni sab cheezen mujhe…..keval mujhe deneke liye taiyar hai. Meri patni banne ke liye taiyar hai. Aur mujhe iska samman dena chahiye. Mujhe malum hai woh to ab bas meri hai. Zindagi bhar unhe pyar karne ko milegi. Aur main bhi keval unko hi pyar karna chahta hun. apni biwi ke roop me pana chahta hun, keval is janam me nahi, algi saat janam tak.

Train me sab light off karke sogaya. Main bhi apna seat par ek bed sheet bichhake aur dusriwala odke ankh badh karke soya hun. Garmi ka time hai lekin andar AC ekdum thanda banake rakh dia. Main aakhri bar is tarah yani ki ek bachelor aadmi ki tarah MP me wapas ja raha hun. Agli bar jab wapas jaunga tab main ek married man banke jaunga, apni biwi ke sath wapas lautunga.
But main tabhi bhi janta nahi tha ki yeh haptah mere life ka sabse busy hapta ban jayega. Office ke kaam ka pressure sambhalne ke sath sath mera zindagi ka naya safar suru karne ke liye sare intezam me lag pada. Main gharka sare last minute jarurat cheezen ko ek ek karke arrange karke lake rakh raha hun. Abhi tak main ek single bed pe sota tha. Ab hum dono ke liye ek double bed bhi kharida. Mujhe ek achcha palank jaisa khat pasand tha. Uska dono side me uncha uncha lakdi ka panel me sundar sundar design kiya hua. Aur charon kone me stand laga hua hai . Usme machchar dani lagane ke liye. Mujhe pasand tha. Maine maa ko phone karke bataya to maa ne boli ki uss type palank spacious ghar ke liye achcha hai. Chhota size ki ghar par two in one type khat zada kaam ka hote hai. Mujhe actually yeh sab malum nahi tha. To maa ne bataya ki jab hamare bada ghar hoga tab woh kharidenge. Lekin ab ke liye box khat lena thik rahega. So maine unki kehne par ek box khat kharida.uske neeche cabinet bana hua hai. Usme saman rakhne ke liye achchi tarah se bana hua hai. Sath me naye gadde aur pillows wagera sab deep color me liya. Aur woh chhota bed ko bahar hall me rakh diya.

Main ek duvidha me tha. Mujhe shadi ke liye kam se kam teen char din ka chhutti chahiye tha. Maine office me naya naya join bhi kiya. Kam ka pressure bhi hai . Aur mujhe dikhane ke liye jo reason hai who main keh nahi sakta. Office me zada lamba chhutti ka apply karunga to mera team meambers colleagues toh puchhenge hi main kis liye chhutti le raha hun. Aur main unko kaise bataun ki main shadi karne jar aha hun. Agar yeh bata diya to unsab ko invite karna padega. Aur agar unme se koi mera shadi attend karna chahe to fir sab gadbad hai. Mujhe who sab chhezen kayde se sambhalna hai. Shadi ke baad jab aunga tab to malum padega ki main shadi karke biwi leke aya. But tab main kuchh bhi bata ke manage kar sakta hun. Yeh bol sakta hun ki mujhe jabardasti ladki dikhane leke gaya aur wahan ladki pasand agayi to turant ek din ka arrangement me shadi karwa diya mera gharwalon. Yeh sab bolke unlogon ko ek chhota reception de dunga. Bas jhamela khatam. Is liye main keval 3 din apply kiya . Aur agar ek din extra lage to phone pe batake leave le lunga.

Nanaji se jab phone pe baat ho raha tha tab who yeh sunke bol rahe the agar kuchh din zada chhutti milta to achcha hota. But ab kya Karen. Fir unhone mujhe resort booking ke bare me sab bataya. Aisa kam logon ka shadi sunke resort wale chonk gaya. Baad me nanaji apni hisab se ek story banake toh bol diya tha , lekin woh log pasia zada manga. Registered sahab, panditji, dulhan sajane ke liye beautician, shadi ka saman wagera, staying and lodging..sab milake zada liya. Nanaji mujhe kuchh bolne ke liye jhijhak rahe the. Main samajh gaya woh kuchh bolna chahte hai. Lekin bol nahi pa rahe hai. Maine poochha ki kya hua nanaji , kya woh log aur kuchh mangta hai. To nanaji bole nahi beta, woh log to aisa sunsan shadi dekhke samjha shayad hum ladki bhagake lake shadi karwa raha hai. Koi guest ya relatives attend nahi kar rahi shadi. Is liye woh log jaan bujhke sab zada rate lagaya. Aur bhi bahut kuchh availability hai resort me. Woh log bolne chah rahe the . But maine to yeh sab sunke hi aur age baat nahi badhaya. Fir woh logon ne kaha ki agar dulha ya dulhan se ekbar baat hota to woh log kuchh amenities ke bare me baat kar sakta hai. Ho sake to tum pata karlo. Kya kehna chahta hai ya kya kuchh hai. Main no. sms kar deta hun.
Thodi der baad nanaji ka sms aya to maine resort ka no me call kiya. Mera parichay diya ki agle tuesday ka ek shadi booking hua. Hum bas 4 log ayenge. Main hi dulha hun. Aap log kuchh amenities ke bare me bolna chahte hai. Woh log mujhe wish kiya pehle. Fir mera life ka aisa ek mahtapurn addhaya un logon ka resort se suru ho raha hai, is liye bhi abhinandan jataya. Fir bataya unlog shadi ka sab bandobast ke sath shadi ke baad ka kuchh facilities bhi provide karte hai. Un logon ka resort Mumbai me ek khadi ke pass hai. Jo khadi age jake arab sagar me mila. Yeh log shadi ke baad dulha dulhan ka suhagraat ke liye sundar sundar steamer provide karta hai. Yeh steamer resort ke pass khadi me ek jeti banaya privately, wahan hai. Party chahe to raat bhar wahan khada rakh sakta hai, ya to khadi me unlogon ka aadmi chala sakta hai. Chhota chhota private steamer. Upar ke deck me chhota sitting arrangement. Aur ek kamra. Charon taraf se hawa ane ke liye bade bade open khidkiyan hai. Aur deck se sidha ek sidi neeche gaya. Wahan neeche ek room hai. Achcha bed, toilet, tv, fridge, cupboard, ka bandobast hai. Isi room ko woh log suhagraat ka room jaisa phoolse sajake deta hai. Neeche jake upar ka door lock kardene me bas, aur koi disturb nahi kar sakta. Raat bhar apne hisab se suhagraat manao. Maine phone par aise sab khabar liya aur rate bhi pooch liya tha.
Lunch hour me maa ka phone aya. Woh mujhe poochhi ki main makan malik se milke aya ki nahi. but maine bilkul bhul gaya tha. Actually pichhle hapta me jo parda kharida tha , woh abhi tak laga nahi paya. Main jis ghar pe rehta hun, who naya bana hua ghar hai. POP karke diwar wagera banaya. But windows aur doors pe parda lagane ka bandobast nahi kiya. So main jab dukan se log bulaya parda lagake fit kar dene ke liye to woh log bataya ki sare khidki aur door ke upar pannel banana padega . fir pipe lagake parda fit karna padega. But main makan malik ko bataya tha jab ghar liya tha ki main unka ghar par koi killa ya kuchh nahi thokunga. Ya to unka nayi POP wall kharab nahi karunga. So mujhe unke pass jake unko batana hai aur permission leke ana hai. Phone pe kar sakta tha. But ekbar samne jake sab problrm solve karna better samjha. Aur is baat ko leke kaal raat maa se baat hua tha. Aaj mera jana tha. But gaya nahi. so unhone abhi phone pe yaad dilaya. Maine bola ki aaj ghar laut te waqt milke jayenge.

Aur us chakkar me mera raat ko lautne me bhi late ho gaya. Woh makan malik admi achcha hai. But bolta zada hai. Woh mujhe dekh ke hi bolne laga ki mera nanaji kaise hai, kab ayenge yahan, woh kitna achcha insaan ahi. Unse dobara milna chahta hai wagera wagera. Main yeh bhi bataya ki main shadi karke biwi ko leke araha hun, is liye ghar ka yeh sab thik karna chahta hun. Mera shadi sunke hazaron sawal suru kiya. Mujhe kisi prakar se wahan se chhutkara mila. Raat me dinner ke baad fir maa phone kiya. Main din bhar maa se us resort ke bare me baat karna chah raha tha. But sahi tarah se mauka nahi mila. Isliye abhi main us baat ko chhed diya. Resort wala se kya kya baat hua sab bataya. Woh sab sun ke chup ho gaye. Unka saans ka awaz mil raha hai. Main thoda time baad chuuppi thodke poochha ki kya woh usdin raat me wahan rehena pasand karegi? Woh yeh baat sunke phone ke uspar hi sharma gayi. Main mehsus kar parah tha woh kitni Sharma hui hai. Yeh sunke bhi jawab nahi diya. Main fir puchha. Woh dheere se, sharam ke sath boli ki wahan unki mummy papa ke samne sharam ayega. Woh sidha mere sath hamara naya ghar pe ana chahti hai. Main samajh gaya ki wahan nana nani ke rehte hue, mere sath yani ki unki khud ke bête ke sath suhagraat manane me sharam aur laaj unko ghirke rakhegi. Is liye who yahan aa jana chahti hai. Isi ghar pe, jo bas hum dono ka ghar banega, wahan se hamara naye rishte me kadam rakhna chahti hai. Main unki har khawaish pura karna chahta hun. Woh aise chup hoke reh gayi. Mera mann khushi se kaanp raha hai. Maine mann me kuchh shakti ekaththa karke dheere se puchha
“Thik hai. Hum Mumbai se dono yahan ajayenge”.
Fir me thoda ruk ke bola
“Main ek baat puchh sakta hun?”’
Woh dheere se boli
“Puchhiye”
Maine pyar se ekdum dhere puchha
“Tum honeymoon nahi jana chahti ho?”
Mujhe laga is baat sunke woh thoda kaanp uthi. Shayad andar se woh hil gaya. Kyun ki unhone mujhe jis tarah kaankapati hui awaz se jawab diya, usme se malum karna kathin nahi ki shayad ek do anshu bhi gir gaya hoga. Unhone kanpti hui awaz se fisfisake boli
“Main kabhi socha nahi tha …ki mujhe zindagi me dobara itna sukh, itna khushi milne ka saubhagya milegi. Mujhe itna pyar milega ….”
Bolke maa ruk gayi. Woh chupke se ro rahi hai. Mera chhati me ek kast hone laga. Main unko rote huye nahi dekh sakta. woh khushi ka anshu ho ya dukh ka, main unka ankh se ek bhi bund anshu nikalne nahi dena chata hun. Woh fir khudko thoda control karke boli
“Main janti thi , koi bhi ladki aap ko pati ke roop me payenge to who duniyaka sabse zada khush naseeb hogi. Mujhe aap ka pyar pake , mera is janam swarthak ho gaya. Yeh prarthana karti hun, ki main aap ko hamesha khush rakh paun . Aap ka khushi me hi mera khushi hai. Aap mujhe aap ke sath agar ped ke chhaon me ghar basa ne ke liye bhi kehenge toh main wahan bhi mera pyar deke aap ko sari khushiyan dena chahti hun. Zindagi ka akhri saans me bhi aap ki bahon me rehna chahti hun. Main aap ka diya hua sindoor mangme leke marna chahti hun…..”
Bolke maa fir ro pade. Main bichalit ho gaya. Main unko kaise santawana dunga woh samajh nahi paya. Mera sare baaten, sare kehna, sare pyar uthke ake gale me atka hua hai. Main bhi bhabuk ho gaya. Main dheer se unko bola
“ Arey….duniyaka sabse zada khubsurat aur pyari ladki jab roti hai, tab mujhe sabse zada kast hota hai aur who ladki agar meri biwi hai toh usi kast se meta dil tut padta hai. Fir bhi tum royogi?”
Mera is baton se woh thoda khud ko control karwaya. Aur fir siski leke thoda haske situation ko halka karne lagi khud hi. Pyar bhara awaz se thoda fake gussa dikhake boli
“Bas ..hamesha jhut bolke mujhe khush karne ka jarurat nahi. Main janti hun.. main itna khubsurat nahi hun. Aur main abhi bhi aap ki biwi nahi bani’’
Main samajh gaya woh dheere dheere sahaj ho raha hai. Halan ki abhi bhi thoda thoda siski ka awaz mil raha hai , fir bhi khud ko sambhal rahi hai. Main bhi situation ko light karne laga. Mera dil ka baat, mera antratma ki baat asan tarika se batane laga, maine kaha
“Main sach much lucky hun..aisi sundar pyari ladki ko khud ka biwi ke roop me pake. Kya tum khud ki chhati me hath rakh ke keh paogi ki tum mera biwi nahi ho’’
Is bar woh thoda zada has padi. Aur Sharma bhi gayi. Fir ek siski leke rona ekdum bandh karke dhhere se boli
“ Agar main aap ka biwi hoti to aap mujhe mera naam se bulate”.
Main is baat par khud hi has pada. Main maa se baat karte waqt kuchh nahi bulata hun. Is liye kabhi kabhi ek false situation me pad jata hun aur woh leke maa mujhe hamesha bolti hai. Woh nahi chahte ki main unka beta banke rahun. Woh chahti hai main unka pati banke khud ko unka pati ke roop me swikar kar lun. Main unhe kaha
“Mujhe nana nani ke samne naam se bulane me sharam ayega”.
Woh boli
“Toh thik hai . Mummy papa ke samne na boliye, lekin jab woh log nahi hai, tab toh keh sakte hai.’
Maine thoda ruk ruk kar kaha
“Haan …woh keh sakta hun…’’
Bolke dono chup ho gaye, ek dusre ko phone ke us taraf rehke pyar jatane lagi khamosh banke. Thoda time baad main passionately bola
“To ab batao….”
Woh gale me ek sohag aur pyar lake dheere se kahi
“Kya…’’
Main aankh bandh karke fisfisake bola
“Mera Manju kahan jana pasand karegi hamari honeymoon pe?”
Unko pehli bar naam se bulake khudko ek alag nashe me duba hua mehsus kia. Woh bhi mere jaisa pyar ke nashe me bund hoke fisfisake boli
“Aap jahan leke jaoge, aap ka Manju aap ke sath jane ke liye taiyar hai’’
Aise hi ek emotional moments se main unko naam se bulana chalu kiya. Aur pichhla do din se aise hi chal raha hai. Aur ab maa khud ko zada mera patni mehsus kar rahi hai, aur main bhi unko zada mera patni mehsus kar paraha hun.
Main meri honewali biwi ke liye kuchh gift kharida. Main jitna din se job kar raha hun tab se mera sare paisa bank me jam raha hai. Mujhe salary bhi achchi milti hai. Pichhla kuchh mahino se mera account me kafi paisa bhi jama hua. Haan..mujhe malum hai ki main aab family start karne jaraha hun to mujhe paise ka jarurat hai. Fir bhi main maa ke liye kuchh achche achche Gift purchase kiya.. Ek necklace liya. Aaaj kal ki trend me jaise sab ladki ek pair me patli chain jaise payel pehenti hai, waise main ek payel kharida. Unki gulabi pairon me wo ek payel bandhegi to woh unko aur sexy bana degi. Fir main kuchh sarees bhi liya. Sab main hamara naya steel almirah me rakh diya unke liye. Woh yahan ake jab almirah kholegi, tab yeh surprise unke liye hai.
In sab byaston ta ke beech pura hapta kaise nikal gaya malum nahi pada. Shayad shadi ka din jitna age araha tha , main utna chanchal ho raha tha. Is liye shayad mera mann samay ka khayal hi nahi kiya. Mujhe bas yahan MP me maa ane se pehle sab kuchh thik karke rakhna tha. Woh ab ho gaya. Ab unka maika aur sasural dono hi ek hai. Is liye main MP ka ghar ko unka sasural jaisa banane ki koshish kiya. Yehi unka pati ka ghar hoga.

Main office me sign karke ghar jake bag wagera uthaya aur daur ke station jake train pakda. Halan ki mera ticket pehle se book karke rakhta hun. Main mera kuchh kapde aur jaruri kuchh saman leke bag pack kiya. Mujhe teen char din rehna hai. Mumbai me bhi jana hai. Shadi ka sherwani to ban gaya. Baki main kuchh naya kapda bhi kharida tha. Shadi me maa ke liye jo bhi chahiye sab nana nani kharid raha hai. Mujhe bas jana hai, shadi karna hai aur apni biwi ko leke ana hai. Aur is baat pe maa ko dulhan ka besh me kaisa lagega yeh soch ke aankh bandh karke unko sochne laga. Aaj tak maine keval unki khubsurat pyari chehra, lamba masrin gala , sudhoul gardan, golgol hath, gulabi mulayem chhoti chhoti pair, aur flat sexy pet hi dekha. Bar bar unsab ka jhalak bhi dimag me ane laga. Mujhe unsab me mera pyar bhara chumban dene ke liye taras raha hun. Main pichhla 6 saal se unko kitni baar mere bahon me, mere pass, mere sarir ke sath milake kalpana kiya hai. Aur aaj hamara naseeb hum dono ko pati patni ban ke zindagi guzar ne ka ek sunhera mauka de raha hai. Mera mann is liye zada maa ko pyar karne laga kyun ki woh bhi yeh chahti hai apni mann se. Woh bhi apna zindagi keval mera patni banke hi guzarna chahti hai. Hum dono ka naseeb me yeh likhi hui thi. Aur is wajah se kudrat ne bhi unko shayad aisi banaya hai. Aaj bhi unko dekhke lagta hai woh ek kuwari jawan ladki. Unka sarir ka gathan hi aisa karke bheja kudrat ne. Dekh ke koi nahi bol sakta ki woh meri maa hai. Aur woh ab 36 saal ki hai. Main 20 ka hoke bhi mera gathan aur sarir ka majboot gadan mujhe umra se zada matured lagta hai. Maa jab mere sath hoti hai, tab ajnan koi kabhi bhi bol nahi paya ki woh meri maa hai. Koi koi unko mera bahen samajhta hai. Ab humme yeh ek faida kudrat ne de ke rakha hai. Shadi ke baad hamara umra ka jo farak hai, woh leke kisika mann me koi sawal paida honewala nahi hai. Yahan naye jagah pe naye log aur office colleagues me se koi bhi kuchh nahi samjh payenge. Yeh ek bada bhar chhati ke upar se nikal gaya.

Kudrat ne sab toh thik se diya, lekin ek cheez se main hamesha mann hi mann pareshan rehta hun.

School life se aaj tak jitna sara friend tha, woh log hamesha ladkion ke bare me baat karta tha. Mujhe malum nahi woh log kaise aur kahan se yeh sab jan ke aya tha. But woh log bolte the ki jis ladki ka hips chawdi hoti hai aur abdomen ke nichee wala hissa yani ki pelvis or groin area chowdi hoti hai, woh ladki ko conceive karne ke baad pet me bachcha dharan karne me asan hota hai. Aur un ladkion ka pussy bhi bade hote hai. Main aaj tak koi ladki se koi sambandh nahi banaya. So mujhe practically kuchh pata nahi tha. Is liye mann me dar tha. Maa ka gadan medium structure ki hai. Flat pet ke baad patli kamar hai. Aur unke neeche uncha uncha hips ke sath unka woh pura area perfectly shaped hai. Zada chawdi ya zada patli nahi. Usdin phone par maa unki umra ke wajah se dobara maa banne ke bare me apni duvidha jatayi thi. Main janta hun unke pass bhi kam time hai. Is liye humme shadi ke baad hi baby ke liye koshish karna padega. Agar naseeb me hai to thik hai. Agar naseeb sath na de to maa ke prati mera pyar me koi kami nahi ayega. Main unse pyar karta hun. Main unko khush rakhna chahta hun. Is liye malum hai ki woh agar fir se maa bani to woh bahut bahut khush honge. Mujhe unke khushi ke liye sab kuchh karna hai. But ek cheez jo mera mann ko kate ja raha hai ki kya main unke sath thikse saririk sambandh bana paunga!! Kya main unko paripurn santusti de paunga!! Kyun ki main janta hun mera penis baki logon se mota aur thodi lamba to hai hi, but problem mera penis cap ko leke. Uttejana se woh ful ke ek gol ball jaisa ban jata hai aur bahut bada ho jata hai. Kya main maa ka naram aur chhota sarir ke andar unko bina kast deke mera yeh penis thik se andar dal paunga!! Yehi sab baatein mera mann ko kat ta hai. Kudrat ne na jane kya rakha hai humara naseeb me.
Ahmedabaad pauchhke ghar pauchne tak mera chhati me ek ajeeb tarike se ek anubhuti khel raha tha. Khushi bhi ho raha tha. Thoda sharam, thoda anjan chinta..sab sab milake sarir me ek halka halka kampan feel karne laga. Door bel bajate time shayad mera hath thoda kaanp gaya. Andar jo log hai sabke sath bas do din baad se relation change ho jayega. Nana nani mera saas sasur ban jayenge, main unka ek lauta damad, maa meri patni aur main unka pati ban jaunga. Nani is bar ekdum khush hoke aur chawdi smile ke sath mujhe andar swagat kiya. Nanaji bhi ek kurta aur pajama pehenke muh pe chawdi hasi leke mere taraf hath faialke aya aur gale lagaya. Main unlogon ka pair chhuke drawing room me jake baitha. Ek to garmi , sath me ek aanajn ajeeb tension . Pasinose ekdum gila ho gaya tha. Pankha khol ke nanaji bhi sofe par baith gaya. Maa tabhi paani leke ayi. Main maa ko ek jhalak dekha . Is baar achanak maa ko change laga. Halan ki unke andar wahi purani sharam , laaj tha. Phir bhi aaj thoda alag laga. Jaise ki ek glow unke charo taraf se nikal rahi hai. Pehle se thoda sahaj to ho gayi nana nani ke samne, tabhi bhi unke chehra bhi zada khushi se bhara laga. Jaise koi kunwari najwan ladki aapni shadi se pehle ho jati hai, aur honewala pati ke samne ek sharam, hesitation aur daba hua chahat se pesh hoti hai, waise maa aaj lag rahi hai. Pichhli weekend me last dekha tha. But ab unko aur sundar , khubsurat aur sexy lagne lagi. Mera mann achanak ek dum khushi se pighalne laga . aur maa ke liye ek orgy feelings se mera andar me tod phod hone laga. Aaj mujhe yeh biswas mere mann me ganth gaya ki duniya me aur bhi khubsurat ladkiyan ho sakti hai, but mere nazar me maa se zada koi khubsurat ho nahi sakti. Aur main bachpan se aise hi ek ladki ko mera biwi banake pana chahta tha. Aur do din me yeh khubsurat aur sexy ladki mera patni banke mere bahon me hogi.

Aaj sham ko ek alag mahal mila ghar par. Hamesha wohi tv dekh ke , kaam ka baat karke , dinner karke bas saturday night khatam hota tha. But aaj sab alag mood me the. Nana nani bahut sare hasi ka baat bata rahe the. Hum sab has rahe the. Maa bhi kabhi kabhi kuchh kaam ke liye drawing me ati thi to unke hoth pe bhi chawdi smile dikhai deta tha. Halan ki maa abhi tak ek baar bhi directly nahi dekh rahi hai mere taraf. Phir bhi do char bar hamari nazar mili. Aur who turant shrmake nazar ghuma liya. Kal hum sham ko Mumbai ke liye nikal jayenge. Raat ka train le rahe hai aur ekdum subha subha bandra terminus pe pahuch jayenge. Phir wahan se taxi leke resort. Wahan jake fresh hoke , breakfast wagera kar lenge aur uske baad hum rest karenge. Fir sham ko ek rasam hoga. Panditji bhi rehenge. Aur raat ko dinner karke sab jaldi so jayenge. Kyun ki next day yani ki mangal baar subha shadi ka muhurat hai. Yahan yeh log apna apna saman ka packing wagera kar liya hai. Ek alag suitcase me mera sherwani, maa ka shadi ka joda, aur bhi shadi ka bahut sare saman alag se pack karliya. Baat karte waqt main nani ko ‘naniji’ hi bula raha tha. Achanak ek jagah pe baat karte karte nani mere taraf dekh ke chup ho gayi. Kuchh pal mere taraf nazar tikake rakhi. Aur fir has padi. Main samjh nahi paya. Naniji nanaji ko dekha to nanaji bhi has rahe the. Phir nanaji bole “ Ho jayega Sujata. Dheere dheere sab thik ho jayega”.
Main samjha nahi who log kis bare me baat kar rahe hai. Mera aankhon me who sawal padliya naniji. Aur fir mujhe dekh ke haste haste boli
“ Mumbai jake fir aisa mat karna beta. Wahan aur bhi log honge”.
Main chup hoke sun raha tha. Mera dimag me maa aisa chhaya hua hai ki main hamesha unko leke bahut sare sapne dekhne laga. Is liye yahan baat ka beech me main link kho baitha. Mera halat dekh ke naniji fir bole
“ Ab to mujhe naniji mat bulao. Mummy bolna suru kar do. Nahi to resort me nani bol diya to sab gadbad ho jayega”.
Bolke naniji jor jor se hasne lagi. Nanaji has rahe the but nani jaisa jor jor se nahi. main in situation me thoda awkward feel karne laga. Sath hi sath sharam bhi . kyun ki bachpan se in logon ko nana nani bulake ayah un. Aab mujhe mummy papa bulana padega. But karna to padega. Nahi to hamare life me bahut sare unwanted problem aa sakta hai charon taraf se. Main bhi tay kar liya main mummy papa hi kahunga. But suru kaise karein yehi problem tha. But abhi naniji sidha bol diya aur jo bole woh sach much thik bnaat bhi hai. Shadi me nanaji maa ko sampradan karenge aur naniji mere taraf se jitna sara rasam hai who sab sampanna karenge. Main bas haske garden jhuka ke is paristhiti ko sahaj karne laga. Fir aur bahut sare idhar udhar ka baat hone ke baad hum sab dinner kar liya. Aaj maa thoda sahaj to hai but samne thoda kam arahi hai. Aur churake dekh bhi nahi rahi hai. Mera nazar charon taraf ghum raha tha. Shayad maa ko kahin dikh jaye mere taraf nazar dete huye. But woh aaj puri sham bas khana pakane me juti rahi aur kitchen se bahar kam nikli. Mujhe unko dekhne, unko ppass me pane ka chahat ekdum charam seem ape tha. But main bhi mann ko dabake sab ke samne sahaj hoke baith tha. Khana khake hum sab apme apne room me chale gaye. Main thoda excited ho raha tha. Agar aaj raat maa ek baar ekant me mere paas aneke liye chahe toh main sab badha sab hesitation todke unko pyar karna chahta hun. Jab mann me hum pati patni maan liya aur ek dusre ke pass hum surrender kar diye complete devotion ke sath , jab mansik tarike se ek dusre ko grahan kar chuke hai , to saririk tarike se kyun na mil paye. Main is ke liye taiyar hun, mere mann me koi duvidha nahi rahe.

so Main mera room me pahuchkar maa ko turant sms kiya .
” Fir se bhul gaye!!!!”
Unki bhi turant reply aya
” Kya?”
Maine thoda shararati karke likha
” Arey .. Tum ko malum haina raat me jab tak garam dudh nahi pita hun aur mere sar ke baalon me tumhara hath ka chhonya jab tak na mile, tab tak mera thik se need nahi ata hai !!”
Message send karne ka baad socha ki aaj maa ayegi kya? Sham ko jis tarike se nazar ghuma ghuma ke chal rahi thi, woh soch ke mann pakad nahi paye unki mann me kya vichar hai. Agar ayi to aaj mujhe rokna muskil ho jayega. Shadi ka muhurat jitna nazdik araha hai, utna hi betab ho raha hun, unko paane ke liye. Mera khudka banake pane ke liye. Mera pyar bhi jaise din woh din badhe ja raha hai, waise unke liye mere andar orgy bhi badh raha hai. time nikal raha hai but maa ka reply nahi aya. Main bhi samajh nahi paya maa aaj kya reply degi. Kya unke andar bhi mera jaisa chahat badh nahi rahi hai kya? Kya mere bare me sochke woh aroused hote nahi kya? Achanak yeh sab ke beech bip bip karke sms aya. Unhone likha hai
” Woh main janti hun…lekin mujhe aap ka irada malum hai”
padke mere hoth pe ek smile khil gaya. Maa mujhe sahi tarike se hamesha jan jati thi, aur aaj bhi woh mera mann ka irada pakad liya. Fir bhi main bhola banke likha
“Kya?”
unka ab turant reply aya
” Aap bahut badmash ban gaye ho”.
Achcha ..is liye puri sham mere se dur dur reh rahi thi. Maine likha
” ohh.. is liye yahan aa nahi rahi ho!! Tumhe mera badmashi pasand nahi hai?”
Unhone jaldi likh ke bheji
“Unnhu…ek dum nahi”
Mujhe ab bas unke mann ka baat janne ka bhoot sawar ho gaya. Maine likha
“Iss liye mere se dur reh rahi ho?”
Bas fatak se bip bip karke reply agaya.
” Hmm..isi liye to.”
Mere sar pe shararati chad gaya. Aur main dheere dheere type kiya
” Do din baad se kya karogi? Tabhi bhi mere se dur rahogi?”
Send karke soch raha hun ab woh kya reply degi. Halan ki woh ab pehle se sahaj ho gaya. Specially hum jab akele hote hai. Main unko naam leke bulata hun. Woh ek pyari patni jaisa mere se baat karti hai. To main ab unka reply ka intezar kar raha hun. Achanak mera chinta ka link tut gaya bip bip awaz se. unhone likh ke bheja
“Woh sochna padega”.
Main samajh gaya maa mujhe tease kar rahi hai. Aur isme unko anand bhi mil rahi hogi. Main bhi usi tarah unko reply diya
” Hai raam…abhi bhi sochoge?”
Fatafat reply kiya
“Hmm..”
Main fir thoda soch ke likhna chalu kiya.
” Lekin mujhe meri biwi ko .. meri Manju ko hamesha..zindagi bhar mere pass , mere bahon me chahiye”.
Is bar turant reply nahi aya, but intezar bhi zada karna nahi pada. Unhone likhi
” Ok. Woh main usko bata dungi”
Is jawab se main thoda ruk gaya, maa kya likh ke bheji hai. Woh to aur kisise sms hi nahi karti. Aisa laga aur kisike liye type kiya , lekin mere no pe send ho gaya. Main samajh nahi paya. Kya woh typing galat kar diya!! Maine ek duvudha ke sath likhke bheja
“Kisko?”
Unka turant reply aya.
” Kyun…aap ka biwi ko”.
Yeh pad ke mere chehre pe fir se smile agaya. Mere mann me ek khushi ka toofan daurne laga. main fatafat type kiya
” Ohh..to unko yeh bhi batana ki unke honewala pati unko bahut… bahut… pyar karta hai. Unke bina zindagi ek pal bhi nahi jee payenge.”
” Thik hai. Main usko bata dungi. Ok”
” Aur haan…unko yeh bhi batana ki unki patike dil me hamesha ek hi khubsurat ladki tha, ab hai aur rahega. Duniya ka sabse khubsurat pyari ladki ko biwi ke roop me pake unki pati khud ko bhagyawan manta hai”
” Main bata dungi . Aur woh yeh baat yaad rakhegi”.
Yeh padke mujhe malum ho gaya ki maa bahut emotional ho gayi aur apni dil ki baat likh diya. Us ko pakad ke main unhe tease karne ke liye likha
” Tumko kaise malum ki woh yaad rakhegi ya nahi”
Koi reply aya nahi. Maa shayad samajh gayi ki pichhla sms me woh ek galti kar diya, shayad woh wahi fir se pad rahi hogi aur soch rahi hogi ki kaise fir se baat ko ghumaya jaye. Thodi der main intezar karne ke baar unka reply mila
“Kyun ki main usse pooch lungi”.
Main turant likh be send kiya
“To ab pochho na”.
Maa bas ab thoda apni hi baton se fas gayi. Woh samajh nahi pa rahi hai ki kya reply Karen. Lekin fir bhi likh ke bejhi
” Ab woh busy hai”.
Main has ke type karne laga
” Thik hai unko free hone ke liye bolo aur unko bata do”.
Main yeh send kar diya aur kuchh na likhke mobile pakad ke baitha hun. Bahut time koi reply aya nahi. Mera chhati me damama pith raha hai. Woh kya kar rahi hai ab!! Maine jo bola uska jawab kya degi!! Jab kuchh time baad bhi koi reply nahi aya to main fir se sms type kiya
” Unse baat hua”.
Ab reply aya.
“Hmmm”.
“Tumne poocha woh yeh sab yaad rakhegi ya nahi”
“Haan…poochh liya”.
“Kya boli unhone”.
“Woh yeh sab baatein uski dil me sajake rakhke zindagi bhar yaad rakhegi”.
Mere mann me maa ke liye pyar bhar gaya. Ab woh itna commited aur devoted ho rahi hai, mujhe unka is bhavnaon ka kadar karna hai zindagi bhar. Main unke dil ka baat aur janna chah raha tha. Maine likha
“Aur kuchh nahi boli”
Unhone thoda time liya aur likhke bheji
“Woh bhi uski honewala pati ko bahut.. bahut ..pyar karti hai. Puri zingadi unke sath, unko pyar karke guzarna chahti hai”.
Main bhi emotional ho gaya. Mujhe maa ke liye jo orgyness hua tha , ab in sab pyari baton me who dheere dheere kam hone laga. mere mann me unko pane ke liye, saririk ratike se unke pass ane ke liye mann chatfat kar raha tha. But ab bhabuk hone laga. mujhe malum pad raha hai ki mere upar ek responsibity dheere dheere bad raha hai. Maa ko khush rakh ke unka har ichch pura karke , unko sare sukh , anand deke unki zindagi ko rangin bana ke rakhna chahta hun. Woh zindagi bhar pati ka pyar ke liye tarsi hogi, apna family pane ke liye chahat dil me chhupake rakhi hogi, ek pyari patni banke zindagi guzarne ka sapna dil me dafan kardi hogi. But aaj unko sab kuchh dena chahta hun. In sob bhavnaon ke beech mera mann fir sms pe aya aur unko tease karte hue likha
“Aur kuchh nahi bola unhone”.
Maa samajh nahi payi main aur kya poochna chahta hun, woh reply me wahi likhke bheji
“Aur kya!!”.
Maine likha
“Do din baad se bhi kya who mere se dur rahegi?”
Thodi time chuppi raha fir unka reply aya
“Woh iska jawab ab nahi batayegi. Aur time ane dijiye. Aap ko iska jawab mil jayegi”.
Mujhe malum hai maa ab muh se na kuchh batayegi, na aaj mere pass ayegi. Main bas us do din gujarne ka intezar karne laga.
Next day yani ki Sunday subha subha uthna pada. Ghar pe ek puja tha. Main ek bar bimar pada tha. Hospital me bhi tha. Tab nani mera naam ka ek mannat rakhi hui thi. Sab log yeh kehte hai ki shadi jaisa ek pavitra bandhan se bandha padne se pehle sari udhar chuka dena chahiye. Is liye aaj woh puja hua. Panditji hamare hi family ka panditji the. Unko mera shadi ke bare me kuchh malum nahi. Woh keval mera naam ka udhar rakha hua puja karne ke liye aye the. Drawing room me puja ho raha tha. Main panditji ke samne baitha tha. Nana mera pichhe right side me, nani unke bagal me aur maa nani ke pass yani ki mera pichhe baithi hui thi. Pandit ji puja khatam hone ke baad mujhe nana nani aur maa ko pranam karne ko kaha. Main mera asan se uthke nanake paas gaya aur unka pair chhuya. Nani ke pass jake jhuk ke unki bhi pair chhuya . Mere mann me aisa kuchh nahi tha ki maa ko ab pranam karna chahiye ya nahi. Kyun ki woh mera maa hai. Halan ki do din me woh mera patni ban jayegi. Lekin phir bhi main unka zindagi bhar pair chhu sakta hun. But nani ko laga ki shayad main duvidha me hun ki maa ka pair ab chhu ya nahi. Is liye jaise hi main unka pair chhuke khada hone gaya, woh mera sar par hath rakhke ashirvad karne lagi aur main jhuk ke unke samne reh gaya. Tab nani mujhe bola ” ab jao maa ka pair chhu lo”. Shayad unhone mujhe aur maa ko.. dono ko yeh kehna chahti hai ki shadi na hone tak ab hum maa bete hi hai. Main maa ke pass gaya aur jhuk ke unki pair chhua. Maa sar jhuka ke baithi thi. Mujhe hamesha unki un gulabi pairon ko chumne ka mann karta hai. But ab is paristhiti me main mera mann se , ek beta uski maa ka pair jaise chhuta hai, waise main unki pair chhuya.
Puja thoda late hi khatam hua tha. Hum sab lunch karke thoda rest karne laga . kyun ki sham ko nikal ke train pakadna hai. Aur raat bhar journey karna hai. Main bas ab kuchh sochne ka mauka nahi pa raha hun. Sab aisa itna jaldi ho raha hai. Main bhi taiyar hoke hamara sab ka luggage wagera leke taxi karke station pahuch gaye. Aur time hote hi hum train me chad gaye. Maa aaj ek pink color ka saree pehni hui hai. Us saree se aur unki chehre se jo glow de raha hai , who sab milake bahut hi khubsurat lag rahi hai. Aur mere mann me ek khushi ki hawa ka jhoka jaisa agaya. Main soch raha tha ki yeh pyari, sundar, khubsurat sexy ladki bas aur kuchh time ke baad mera biwi ban jayegi. .. aur woh mera..keval mera hi hojayegi. Main unko dekte raha aur woh bas sab ka sone ka intezam karne lagi. Nana nani neeche ka berth me so gayo . aur main aur maa upar ka berth me. Main mera berth me soke unke taraf ghumke keval unke upar nazar tikake rakhi hai. Woh kuchh time yeh mehsus kiya aur fir mere taraf dekh ke ,ek smile deke Sharma ke ghum gayi aur mere taraf pith karke so gayi. Main unke pith ke taraf dekhte dekhte bahut uttejit hone laga. mera penis fir se kathin hone laga. unki patli kamar aur hips ke upar nazar gaya. Fir upar jake unki sudhaoul garden pe nazar padtehi main uttejana ka charam seema pe pahuch gaya. Aur aanjane me mera hath mera pajama ke andar jake mera penis ko chhu liya. Main bas ekbar muththi pakad ke mera penis ko pakda aur fir thoda time baad chhod diya. Maine khud ko control karte karte sochne laga ki bas aur do din. Uske baad mera penis jahan duniyaka sabse zada anand mehsus karega, wahan hoga.
Hum subha 5.30 baje Bandra terminus pe utar gaye. Garmi ka mausam tha. Subhe ka naram sheetal hawa se bahut achcha lag raha hai. Nana nani mumbai ake thoda nostalgic bhi ho gaye. Nana ka shadi ke baad woh log kuchh din Mumbai me the. Yahan nanaji business suru kiya tha. Baad me shift hoke Ahmedabaad chale gaye. Wahan maa ka janam hua. Aur aaj tak woh log wahi apna ghar bana liya . Aaj yahan fir pura family ke sath ake woh log thoda bhabuk ban gaye. Nana unka jawani ka bahut sare purani baat batane lage. Hum station se taxi leke usme sare luggage load karke resort ke liye chal pade. Kareeb der ghanta ka rasta hai. Maa subha se chup chap hai. Keval nani ke sath kuchh baat chit kar rahi hai. Main nazar churake do char bar unko dekh liya. Mera mann ab khushi se bhas raha hai. Maa ke andar bhi ek khushu ka uttejane faila hua hai, aur woh unka chehra dekhke, aankhon ka halchal dekh ke aur body jesture dekh ke pata chalta hai. Woh nani ke hi aas pass ghum rahi hai. Nani ke sath hi chal rahi hai. Woh mere taraf dekh hi nahi rahi hai. Main sochta hun ki maa ke mann me kya mere liye , mere pyar ke liye koi tufan ho nahi raha hai!! Keval mere andar hi hai !!! Aaj bahut din baad hum pura family ghar se eksath bahar ake sab ko achcha lag raha hai. Main bhi maa ke sath bahut din aisa dur kahin aya nahi tha. Is liye aaj is Mumbai sahar me hum eksath ake humare beech ka bonding sab ko mehsus hone laga. Hum ek family hai. Sab ek dusre ke liye hi hai. Aur ab to aur bhi nazdik relation pe judne ja rahe hai. Koi anjan ladki nahi, isi ghar ka beti hi isi ghar ka bahu ban ke arahi hai. Isi ghar ka beta isi ghar ka damad ban ke zindagi bhar ek dusre se jude rehne ka sampark ke bandh ne ja raha hai. Taxi main main driver ke pass baitha hun. Pichhe nana, nani aur nani ke pass maa baithi hui hai. Nani beech beech me maa ko pakadke rakh rahi hai. Maa ke pichhe se hath ghumake unki dusri baju pakad ke apne pass, apni dil ki aur pass sambhal ke rakh rahi hai. Ek lauti beti. Sara such-dukh unko ghirke hi hai. Aur aaj aisa lag raha hai ki jaise unki beti shadi karke dur chale jayegi unki ghar khali karke, aur is liye jitna time mile maa beti ek sath rehke apna mann ka aas mita paye. Nanaji jate jate ek ek jagah dikha raha hai aur woh yahan kya kya kiya hai woh sab bata raha hai. Nani ji bhi beech beech me unka sath deke baton ke link judne lagi. Main age baithke pichhe nana ka baat sunne ke liye beech beech me pichhe mudke dekh raha hun. Aur tabhi ek jhalak maa ko dekh le raha hun. Maa bas bahar ki taraf nazar tika ke rakhi hai . But malum pad raha hai ki unka mann hamare beech me hi hai. Woh hum sab se detach hoke akeli ho nahi rahi hai. Unka hothon pe halki si smile aur ankhon ke laaj aur sharamka jo chhonya dikh raha hai, usme pata chalta hai ki woh mann me ek khushi ka anubhuti mehsus kar rahi hai. But ek bar bhi mujhse nazar nahi mila rahi hai. Bahar se hawa ake maa ka mathe ke upar ka kuchh baal udake unke chehre pe fenk rahi hai. Maa bar bar hath se un baloon ko hatake apni kaan ke pichhe le jake samet neki koshish kar rahi hai. Unki is tarah halki halki muskurati hui chere se baal hatane ka muhurt dekh ke mere mann me unke liye pyar aur sex dono hi jag raha hai. Ek orgyness mujhe ghirke rakha hai. Aur uska pata chalta hai mere jeans ke andar mera penis ka chhatfatani se. Main penis ko dabake pair ke upra dusri pair chadake , pichhe ghumne ke liye right hand ko head rest ke upar rakhke teda baitha hua hun. Nanaji ka baat sunne se zada mujhe maa ko chura ke dekhne ka zada irada hai. But main is tarah pichhe mudke baitha hun, aur woh maa ka vision area me unko pata chal raha hai. Mere taraf na dekh ke bhi, woh unki eye sight ke andar halka halka mehsus kar rahi hai ki main unko bhi dekh raha hun beech beech me. Aur isliye woh aur bhi nazar bahar se andar ke taraf nahi kar rahi hai. Last weekend me ghar ake unko chhun ke mehsus karne ka ek mauka mila tha. But is baar to woh mere nazdik hi nahi rahai hai. Mujhe ekbar unko mere bahon me bharke mere chhiti ke upar mehsus karne ka mann kar raha hai. Aur unki woh udne wala baloon ke andar mera naak dubo ke unka baal ka khushbu lene ka mann kar raha hai. But shayad woh hamare shadi se pehle mujhe mera khawaish pura nahi hoga. Aur fir suhagraat me unko pyar aur sirf pyar se unka pura tann mann bhar dena chahta hun. Hum subha ka khali road pakad ke jaldi jaldi resort pahuch gaye.

Yahan hamare liye do aadmi wait kar rahe the. Hamara ane ka pura plan unlog se chalk out kiya hua tha. Jaise hi taxi pahucha, woh log age ake humse parichay kiya aur main dulha aur maa ko dunhan janke hum dono ko wish kiya. Fir humme sab bata bata ke hamare rehne ka jagah pe le jane lage. Total 4 suitcase tha. Ek mera,dusra nana nani ka, teesra shadi ka saman bhara hua aur choutha maa ka. Maa yahan se sidha mere sath MP janewali hai. Toh unka kuchh saman, jo woh shadi ke baad bhi use karna chahti hai, woh sab saman, kuchh kapda wagera bharke layi hai. Woh log resort ka do boy ko bulake hamare saman hamara room pe le jane ke liye kaha. Resort bahar se dekhne me chhota hai. But andar jate hi bahut bada area ka pata chalta hai. Left side me restaurant, disco aur poolside pub hai. Sidha jake ek building hai. Do manjila. Aur right me pura area khali hai. Ghas ko maintain karke rakha hai. Yahan unlogon ka open marriage ya aur koi party hota hai. Aur gate ke bahar ek parking area dekh ke aya hun. Hum jaise thoda age jake right muda, wahan us buildging ke pichhe vishal area leke bahut sare chhota chhota tent jaisa cottage bana hua hai. Beech me ek lamba narrow water pool hai. Usme se fuyara uth raha hai. Aur uske charon taraf woh cottages hai. Woh log humme wahi le jake bataya ki woh log sare marriage me ane wale guests aur family members ko yahi rukwate hai. Aur woh do manjila buildging keval inside buffet aur rainy reason me shadi ke liye hall bana hua hai. Jahan party bhi ho sakta hai. Baki administrative section aur pichhe kitchen aur catterring ka intejam. Ab filhal do shadi ka arrangement chal raha hai. Wednessday ko ek bada shadi ka booking hai. Uska kuchh mehman achuke hai. Aur kal ka shadike liye bas hum log. Hamara chhota program hai. Is liye who sab kuchh samne wala building ke andar hi arrange kiya hua hai.

Hamare liye keval do cottage booked hai. Dono family cottage hai. Ek me maa aur nani chale gayi aur dusre me main aur nanaji. Un do amdi se ek admi hamara booking ka head hai. Unke dekh bhal se yeh shadi ka program hoga. Hum jaise hi cottage ke andar ghusa to chaunk gaye. Bahar se pata nahi lagta ki andar itna sundar aur subyabastha hai. Spacious area me do double bed room ke dono side pe laga hua hai. Do cupboard hai. Baithne ka arrangement me sofa aur centre table rakha hua hai. Diwar pe bada LCD tv laga hua hai. Ek fridge hai. Aur opposite wall pe ek bada window. Jiske bahar ped ka sari sari line hai. Aur uske par khadi hai, jahan private jeti banake woh log private steamer suhagraat ke liye dete hai. Main bathroom check karne gaya. Aur bada bathroom se sab modern facilities ka intezam hai. Bathroom se bahar atehi woh manager sahab nanaji ko batane laga ki kya kya aur kaise program set kiya hua hai. Ek printed paper diya unhone. Usme sab detailed likha hua hai time ke sath. Kab haldi ka rasam, kab ring ceremony, kab registry signing, kab shadi etc etc sab kuchh likha hua hai. Hamare guest nahi hai is liye reception aur food ke jagah pe cross kiya hua hai. Main unse woh leke dekh raha tha. Aaj do rasam set kia hua hai. Dopahar ko haldi hai aur sham ko ring ceremony. Woh admi bata rahe the ki yahan ka panditji ki mutabit , unka diya hua time maintain karke hum yeh chart banate hai. Sab pura rasam aur tarika properly maintain karke , shahtra sammat se yahan shadi ka intezam hota hai. Unhone unka mobile no bhi diya. Koi bhi problem hoga to unko sidha call kar sakte hai. Dopahar me haldi rasam thik time pe sab ready ho jayega aur humme lene ke liye woh ayenge. Woh manager ab humme fresh hone ko kaha aur bataya ki room pe hi breakfast bhej denge. Bolke woh fir se aur ekbar swagat aur wish karke nikal gaye. Nanaji mujhe fresh hone ke liye kehke woh ek copy printed chart leke nikal gaye nani ke room pe. Nani ko bhi pura cheez batana hai. Maa bhi jan jayenge kab aur kaise kya kya hoga. Main fresh hone ke liye bathroom me chala gaya.

Jab fresh hoke bathroom se nikla tab nanaji room pe wapas agaye. Unke hath me kuchh kapde hai. Woh naniji ke room me rakhi hui unki suitcase se yeh leke aye hai. Mujhe bahar nikalte hue dekhke woh bole ki ab to sone ka zada time nahi milega. 11.30 ko haldi ka rasam hai. So main tumhara nani ko bhi bata diya. Woh log bhi fresh hoke breakfast karke bas thoda rest kar legi aur fir taiyar ho jayegi haldi ke liye. Main yeh sun ke thoda sharmam aur khushi mehsus kiya. Nana nani khud mera aur maa ka yeh risthta chahte hai. Woh log apni hathon se hamara yeh naya rishte ko jod rahe hai aur humme hamara naye rishte me kadam rakhne ke raste me har mod pe hamara sath dete hue arahe hai. Woh log bhi chahta hai ki unki ek lauti beti zindagi bhar jo dukh aur akelepan ke sahare jeeye hai, ab woh khushi ka palon me badal jaye aur unki zindagi har ladki ke tarah apni pati ke sath gujar ne ka jo sukh aur shanti milta hai, woh paa le. Aur fir main unka eklauta pota bhi hun. Bachpan se unka sara pyar aur mamta mere upar hi bartaya unhone. So aaj woh log bhi chahta hai ki apni hi pota apni hi ghar pe damad banke rahega aur sab milke ek khushi ka mahal me zindgai gujarenge. Is liye woh is shadi ko shastra anusar sab rasam prakriya pura karke karna chahta hai.
Main in sab thoughts me kho gaya tha, nanaji bathroom jate time bola ki
” Main tumhara nani ko batake aya. Woh suitcase unke room pe hai. Woh wahan se tumhara naya kapda lake de jayenge.”
Bolke jane laga to main logistically sab soch ke bola
” Nanaji…yeh log….”
Mera baat khatam hone se pehle nanaji mere taraf dekhke mera baat kat diya aur thoda smile ke stah ek fatherly tone pe kaha
” Beta……papa..”
Main unka yeh baat sunke unke samne sharma gaya. Aur fir halka haske unse nazar hatake dheere se kaha
” Thik hai……… Papa…”
Nanaji mujhe us halat se nikal ne ke liye mera sath dene ke liye waise hi fatherly emotion ke sath kaha
” Kaho kya keh rahe the”
Mere andar ek tufan sa chal raha hai. Aaj pehli bar nana ko papa bol diya. Aur hamara yeh rishta zindagi bhar ke liye shastra sammat tarike se kuchh samay baad se pukka ho jayega. Main unke taraf dekh ke kaha
” Woh log bataya tha ki yahan ake pehle pura payment kardena hai. Yeh manager toh us bare me kuchh bataya nahi”
Nanaji bhi yaad kiya aur fir bola
” Haan…bataya to tha. Booking ke time 25% to le bhi liya. Ab dekho..breakfast ke baad shayad batayega. Koi baat nahi. Jab bolega tab de denge”
Bolke nanaji apni kapde leke bathroom me chale gaye. Main akela hote hi mere andar jo sharam aya tha woh dheere dheere jane laga. Aur main fir se woh printed schedule dekhne laga. aaj do rasam ke baad kal subha pehle registered sahab ayenge aur maa aur main kagaj me sign karke pehle hum registry marriage karenge. Yeh karna mandatory ho gaya hai aaj kal. Nahi to bahut sare jagah pe insab papers barabar na hone ke karan future me bahut problem face karna padta hai. Is liye yahan bhi yeh log kanun ke mutabik sarkari admi lake marriage party ko yeh facility uplabdh karwate hai. Charge zada lete hai, but safe hai. Mujhe bhi mera passport me ya bank account me maa ka naam mera wife ke jagah likhna padega. Tab yeh sab papers jaruri hai. Uske baad dulha aur dulhan ko yahan ka make up expert ake sajayenge. Dulha pehle puja me baithenge. Yahan puja khatam hone tak, whan dulhan ko sajana khatam ho jayega , aur woh ake dulha ke pass baithenge aur shadi ka asli kariyakram chalu hoga. Main yeh sab padte padte maa ka chehra yaad kar raha tha. Dulhan ka besh me unko aur pyari aur khubsurat lagegi. Tabhi achanak naniji aye aur bataye ki unki room me jo naya suit case hai, woh khol nahi raha hai. Nanaji bathroom me tha. So main hi gaya. Mera room ka next room hi unka tha. Mera jaisa do bed hai aur baki sab facilities. Maa fresh hoke ek dusri saree pehenke wahan suitcase kholne ka koshish kar rahi thi. Woh aaj bhi apna anchal tight karke kamar me ghumake samne pet ke pass gonj ke rakhi hai. Unka sarir ka sab curve me woh saree lipat ke unke body me laga hua hai. Unko dekhtehi mere anadar ek ichcha prabal hone laga. Unko mere baho me leke unki har curves me chumban karne ka mann kar raha tha. Jaise dil aur dimag me yeh ichcha ayi, tabhi woh anubhuti khoon ke sath milke daurke jake mera penis me janan de diya. Aur woh main mehsus kiya apni underware ke andar. But main khud ko control kiya. Main andar atehi maa mujhe dekhne ke liye upar ki taraf nazar uthaya. Aur jaise hi mere se nazar mili, woh jhat se aankh ghuma li aur unke chehra ek khushi aur sharam ke wajah se laal hogayi. Nani mujhe woh suitcase dikhake boli ” main aur Manju bahut koshish kiya. Fir bhi khol nahi rahi hai”.
Maine dekha woh wahi suitcase hai, jisme shadi ka sab kapde wagera hai.
Maine suitcase ke pass apni ghutnon me baithi maa ko usko kholne ka koshish karti hui dekhke bola
” Main dekhta hun”
Fir main agee jake maa ke samne ghutna fold karke floor pe ek ghutna tikake suitcase ko pakad ke baith gaya. Maa turant apna hath suitcase ke upar se hata liya aur wahi apni dono ghutna floor pe tikake baithi rahi. Unki naar jhuka hua hai. Nani mere pichhe hai aur woh Ahmedabaad se kharida hua us naye suicase ka company ka kharab cheez ke bare me bak bak kar rahi hai. Main churake maa ko dekhte huye suitcase ko kholne ka koshish kiya. Maa samjh gayi ki main unko nani ko chhupake dekh raha hun. Hamare beech keval ek suitcase ka fasle hai.

Suitcase ka side clap tight hoke baith gaya. Maa aur nani press karke bhi khol nahi payi. Main ghutna tik ke baithke mera dono elbow se suitcase ke uppar pressure de raha hun. Aur maa ke side pe jo clap hai usko kholene ke liye koshish kar raha hun. Main thoda jhuka hua hu suitcase ke uppar. Is liye mera torso thoda age jake maa ka aur nazdik chala gaya. Main lagatar unko dekh dekhke kaam kar raha hun aur woh bas keval ghutna tikake dono hath god me rakhke nazar neeche karke chup chap baithi hui hai. Mujhe dekh nahi rahi hai but hothon pe ek halki muskan hai. Mujhe malum hai woh mere liye –nani ke samne mera presence ke liye woh sharma gayi aur nani ke samne sahaj hone ke liye aisa shant hoke chup baithi rahi hai. Nani pichhe dusra suitcase jahan unka khudka aur nanaji ka saman hai, who khol ke nanaji aur unke liye kapde nikal rahi hai. Main pichhe ekbar dekha ki nani abhi bilkul humme dekh nahi rahi hai. Hamare taraf unka pith hai. Suitcase ka saman pe unka dhyan hai. Achanak aisa pressure dene me woh clap khul gaya. Ek halka awaz nikla. Usme maa nazar ghuma ke mera hath ke taraf dekhi aur samajh gayi ki woh khul gaya. But mrere andar ek badmashi chad raha hai. Main nani ko fir se dekha woh aise hi bak bak karte rahi aur kapde nikalte rahi. Samjha me aya ki clap kholne ka awaz untak pahucha nahi. Main mera hathse woh clap ko eksath pakadke rakha hai aur usi position me baithke maa ke taraf nazar uthake sidha unke taraf dekha. Woh bhi ekbar nazar uthake mere taraf dekhi aur fir nazar jhuka li. Mera body ekdum unke pass hi hai. Beech ka fasle zada nahi hai kyunki main mera upper body suitcase ke upar lake press karke rakha. Tabhi main jor se boli
” Naniji yeh to tight hoke baith gaya. Jor pressure lagana padega.”
Mera is baat pe maa jhat se mere chehre ke taraf dekhi aur kuchh na samajh ke ek surprised look leke mujhe dekhte rahi. Mere hoth pe ek halki smile aya. Aur tab nani humme pichhe mudke dekh ke kahi
” Manju..beta tu thoda pressure laga de” bolke fir kaam pe busy ho gayi. Maa mere taraf dekhi aur samajh gayi mera badmashi. Woh aur sharam me laal ho gayi. Kuchh pal who waise hi baithi rahi. Aur unse nazar tikake dekh raha hun. Thoda time baad maa unki gol gol hath badhake suitcase ke uppar rakhi aur ghutnon ke bal baithke apni body ko thoda uthake suitcase ke pass layi. Isme mera aur unke beech aur koi duri nahi raha. Main pressure lagane ka acting karte raha aur woh bas waise karke dheere dheere pressure dene lagi. Main unke taraf dekha woh bilkul nazar nahi utha rahi hai. Main mera hath clap chhodke dhhere dheere upar laya aur unki lambi lambi naram ungliyan pe mera unliyan touch karane laga. Unki ungliyon me halka gulabi nailpolish lagi hui hai. Main mera kuchh ungliyan se unki ungliya pakadne ke koshish kar raha hun but woh apni ungliya mod ke hath dheere dheere khisak ke dur kar rahi hai. Mera sar unke sar touch kar raha hai. Main intentionally mera sar ko unke mathe pe lagake unke upar halka sa press karne laga. Aur mera right shoulder unki left shoulder ko chhun chhun ke ja raha hai. Kuchh pal baad maa unki hath ko mera hath ka touch se aur dur nahi legayi. Woh unka hath chhune me roka nahi. Mera kandha ab unke Kandha se ragadne laga. unki blouse ke sleeve ke upar se thoda thoda halka garmi mere sarir me ane laga. Ek hapte baad hum ekdusre ka touch mehsus kar rahe hai. Aab hum dono hi samajh gaye ki hum dono ko mann aur tann ek dusre ka pyar pane ke liye, usko mehsus karne ke liye taras raha hai. Bas thodi der baad haldi hoga . Hum legally pati patni banne ke taraf kadam rakhna suru karenge. Us baat pe dono ka mann aur tann me ek ajeeb anubhuti chhaya hua tha. Is liye dono hi nani ke presence pe chori chori ek dusre ko aise mehsus karne lagi. Main mera naak unki kan ke upar baalon me halka touch karke unko baalon ka khushbi lene ka koshis kar raha hun. Achanak door pe awaz hua. Breakfast leke manegar aur ek lady khade hai. Aur unko dekhte hi maa jhat se suitcase ke upar se alag ho gayi. Nani un logon ko anadar ake breakfast rakhne ko kaha. Tabhi main clap khul gaya aise acting karke khada ho gaya. Aur nani ko bola
” Suitcase ka side me kapda faske tight bandh ho gaya tha.”
Nani mere taraf dekhke thoda smile kiya aur shayad kuchh bolne gaye , toh manager mujhe dekhke ek smile deke bole
” Sir, Mr. Patel is not in his room. I want to meet him once”.
Main samajh gaya woh ab payment ka baat karne ke liye aya hai. Maine unse kaha
“ No no. he is there. He has just gone to be freshen up”
Bolke main wahan se jane laga. jate waqt ekbar maa ko chhura ke dekha. Who wahi baithke suitcase khol rahi hai. Aur mujhe upar se unki bare shoulder aur boobs ke uparwala hissa blouse ke upper portion se dikhai dia. Mere anadr unko apna banake pane ka chahat bahut tej badne laga.
Main mera room me atehi dekha nanaji bathroom se bahar aye. Naye kurta pajama me nanaji ko achcha lag raha hai. Manager unse payment ka baat kiya. Nanaji breakfast ke baad office me jake deke ayenge bola. Manager bola ki woh wahi rehenge.
Nasta karke nanaji jate time main bola
“ Papa…main bhi ata hun”
Who mere taraf dekh ke haske wahi fatherly tone se bole
“ Arey tum rest karo. Abhi fir haldi ke liye taiyar hona hai. Main bas yeh sab chukka ke ajata hun”
Fir aur ekbar smile deke chale gaye. Main room me akela bed pe aankh bandh karke so gaya. Aur thoda der pehle maa ka sparsh ka anubhuti mehsus karne laga. Mujhe aaj clearly yeh pata chal gaya ki woh bhi mera sparsh pane ke liye, mera pyar pane ke liye khud ko puri taraf samarpan karne ke liye taiyar hai. Mera pyar ko unke har rom rom me mehsus karne ke liye khud ko saja ke rakhi hai. Mujhe unke jaisi khubsurat pyari biwi pake ,main sach much apne aap me khone lagta hun.
Shayad mera aankh lag gaya tha. Achanak nani ka awaz se need tut gaya. Nani jhuk ke chehre pe ek smile leke mujhe jagate hue kaha
“ Uth jao beta. Main tumhara naya kapra wahan rakh diya. Jaldi se taiyar ho jao. ”
Bolke haste haste mere bed pe baith gayi. Mujhe dono cheezon se sharam aya. Ek to pichhla raat train me na sone ke kaaran ab main so gaya tha. Dusri baat yeh hai ki nani mujhe is tarah smile karke haldi ki rasam ke liye bulane aya is liye. Main uth ke baitha. Aur excuse dene ke jaise bola
“ Sorry nani..woh..”
Nani ab unka right hand se mera gaal chhunye aur aankhon me ek maa ka mamta milake pyar se waisa hi smile karte huye ekdum dhhere se bola
“ Ab tu mera damad banne jar aha hai. Aur damad apni saas ko kya kehte hai? Umm .”
Main sharam ke mare pani pani ho gaya. Main sar jhuka liya. Aur nani ek concerned mother ki tarah unki awaz me ek emotion milake fir boli
“ Mera ek lauti beti ko tujhe de raha hun. Ab tujhe uska khayal rakhna hai. Zindagi bhar usko khush rakhan hai. Rakhegi na meri beti ko?”
Main ab kya kahun samajh nahi araha hai. Aankh uthake nani ko dekhne ko bhi sharam araha hai. Mera mann me ek bichitra anubhuti daur raha hai. Aaj se main unka damad hun, koi pyara chhota bachcha nahi, jo unki payara pota hai. Mujhe ab ek paripurn aadmi banke unko bhi assurance dena hai. Zindagi ka har relation pe agar assurance, commitment, honesty, loyality na rahe aur ek dusre ke prati caring, loving , protecting na rahe , to woh relation kaisa strong banega. Mujhe bhi mera andar ka hesitation aur duvidha chhodke is relation ko aise hi dekhbhal karna parega. Main dheere se sar uthake unki ankhon me aankh milake kaha
“ Aap ko yeh baaat malum hai ki duniya me sabse zada pyar main aap ki beti ko hi karta hun. Unko khush nahi rakhunga to main kaise khush rahunga !!”
Fir main unki hath pe mera hath rakh ke dhhere dhhere kaha
“ Aap log apna pota ko damad banane ka jo faisla kiya, usko main apni jaan deke rakhsa karunga”.
Nani unki hath se pyar se maa ka mamta leke mera gaal sehlane lagi. Unki aankhon me khushi mehsus karne ka ek anubhuti prakash karke puchhi
“ Mera beti uski pati ke sath khush rahegi yeh janke mujhe ab marne ko bhi dukh nahi hoga.”
Bolke nani ka ankh gila hone gaya aur who mujhe gale lagane chaha. Main age badhke unki gale lag gayi. Woh pyar se mera pith pe apni mamta ke sath hath firane lagi. Unki mann ka emotion ko thoda kabu karke fir has padi. Aur mere kaan ke pass dheere dhhere kahi
“ Chalo sab to thik ho jayega. Lekin mere mann me in khushion ke sath ek dukh hai”
Main waise unke gale lage huye position pe rehke puchha
“ Woh kya hai mummy?”
Main naniji ko mummy kehke bulaya. Woh iss cheez ko mehsus kiya aur fir thoda time baad haste haste ekdum neechi awaz se boli
“ Mujhe damad mila lekin pota kho diya. Aab mujhe nani bulane ke liye koi nahi hai. Mujhe nani kehke bulane ke liye kisiko chahiye”
Bolke nani hasne lagi aur main unki gale lagte huye position pe rehke sharma ke bola
“ Aap bhi na…….”.
Main ek nayi halka yellow color ki kurta aur white pajama pehenka cottage se bahar nikalte hi dekha nana woh manager ke sath baat kar rahe hai. Mujhe dekhte hi nanaji aur woh dono smile diya aur nanaji bole
” Ajao beta. Hum chalte hai. Woh log bas anewale hai.”

Mujhe malum hai hamara haldi ek samay par rakha hua hai , lekin hoga alag alag . Hamara aur koi relatives , friends aur family na hone ke karan yeh loh yahan se kuchh log bandobast kiya hai. Jo mujhe aur maa ko alag alag haldi lagayenge. Main kuchh na bolke unke pass jane laga. Aur tabhi dusri cottage ki door khul gaya aur hum sab us taraf mudke dekhne lage. Naniji pehle nikal ake door ke samne khadi hoke andar ki taraf dekh ne lagi. Aur fir maa bahar ayi. Maa door ke pass atehi nani unki ek haath maa ke pith ke upar se lejake unko pakadke dheere dheere age badne lagi. Main bas maa ke taraf dekhte reh gayi. Woh ek yellow color ki nayi saree pehni hui hai. Saree ki border red aur yellow se design kiya hua hai. Matching short sleeve blouse pehen ke rakhi hai. Usse unki gol gol aur lambe lambe gori baju aur hath, aur bhi sundar lagne lagi. Unki gale me ek gold chain aur dono hath me ek ek gold bangle hai. Forehead me ek chhota laal bindi. Aur pair me ek cream color ki flat slipper pehni hui hai. Baal juda karke thoda upar ki taraf bandha hua hai, jisme unka gardan aur gala ki lambai puri tarah se nazar araha hai. Aaj pehli baar lal bindi aur is type ka dress me unko dekh raha hun. Itna simple dress me bhi mujhe unko bahut zada sexy lagne laga. Woh unki papa mummy aur mere samne nazar uthane me shayad sharma gaye. Isliye nazar neeche karke nani ke sath dheere dheere hamare taraf ane lagi. Woh itni sundar lag rahi hai ki mere mann me bas ek khushi ka leher behne laga. Unko dekhke lagta nahi ki woh 36 saal ki hai aur meri maa hai. Bas ek najwan kunwari ladki ki jaisa sharma ke age badh rahi hai. Yahan ka manager yeh chitra dekh ke kalpana bhi nahi kar pa raha hai ki main unka beta hun aur yahan shastra sammat tarike se unko shadi karke apni panti banane ke liye aya hun.

Hum sab ek sath samne wala buildging ke taraf jane laga.

Wahan ek room bride ke liye yani ki maa ke liye, aur dusri room groom ke liye yani ki mere liye sajake rakha hai resort wale. Do room me se bahut awaz arahi hai. Bahut sare ladies bhara hua hai. Kuchh log bahar the, humme ate hue dekh ke woh log andar chale gaye aur age ki taiyari suru kardi. Manager ki kehne par naniji maa ko leke bride’s room me jane lagi. Main maa ko jate huye dekha. Unka blouse pichhe se zada cut kiya hua hai. Pura sudhoul gardan aur kamar ke uparwala hissa clearly nazar aa raha hai. Mere mann me ek hillol yani ki ek halchal machne laga. Jab main neeche dekha tab unki flat slipper me pair ki mulayem gulabi edi naar aya. Mujhe kya pata kyun, unki woh gol gol mulayem gulabi edi dekhke mera pajamake andar penis me ek shir shirani hone laga. Mujhe laga ki main abhi jhuk ke unki samne baithke unki woh gulabi pair me mera chumban de dun. Main janta hun ki unki sab kuchh bas mera hi hone wala hai. Tab main pyar se unki pair ke har kona chumban se bhar dunga.

Manager mere pichhe hi the. Woh bolne laga ki yahan hum sab proper tarike se panditji ke sath paramarsh karke sari bandobast kiya. Yeh sab married ladies hai. Yeh log hamare yahan shadi ka sare program me apna apna duties karte hai. Hum age badhne lage. Main nanaji ke sath mere room me ghuste hi sab ladies ke taraf dekha. Sab smile aur khushi ki awaz ke sath mujhe swagat kiya. Ek do older ladies age ake mera hath pakad ke age le jane lagi. Unke chehre pe maa ya badi bahen ki jaise pyar aur khushiyan nazar aya. Mujhe ek chhota chowki me baithne ke liye kaha. Main baitha. Nanaji aur manager sahab wahi side me rakhi sofa me baithe. Main itni sari auraton ke beeech pehle thoda nervious feel karne laga. But woh log apni smile aur pyar bhari nazar deke mujhe sahaj karne lagi. Tabhi panditji andar aye. Mere samne wali asan me baithe. Woh apni kuchh saman wahi rakhke ek pustak nikal ke padna suru kiya. Mera naam puchhe nanaji se. Fir kuchh mantra bolke woh pustak bandh kiya. Fir ek laal aur pila rang ka dhaga leke mere hath me bandhne lage. Ek do ladies mangalmoy dhani deke aur shankh bajake is muhurt ko aur divine karne lagi. Panditji mantra ke sath sath woh dhaga bandhna khatam kiya. Aur apna ek ungli samne rakhi haldi, chandan aur gulab pani se bana hua paste ko chhunke teen bar birbir karke kuchh manta pade. Fir ek senior lady ko age ka karyakram suru karne ko kaha. Ek ek karke saat ladki age ayi. Sab married dikhti hai. Sab uss haldi paste leke ek ek karke mere pair me, ghutno me, baju me, hath me aur chehre pe lagane lagi. Sab thoda thoda lagake rub karte ja raha hai. Mujhe ek sukhanubhuti ka anubhav hua. Bachpan se dusron ko shadi karte hue dekhke khudko bhi shadi ka mann karta tha. Aur aaj woh pal hai. Mera shadi ka rasam suru ho gaya. Life me ek perfect partner pana bahut jaruri hota hai. Jo aapka life ke raste me chalna aur smooth karde. Sare ups and down me aapka sath deke jeena sahaj kar de. Nana nani mere liye waise hi ek ladki dhunde hai. Jisko main duniya me sabse zada pyar karta hun. Apna zindagi me pake eksath chalna chahta hun. Sare khushiyan jinko dena chahta hun, woh ladki yani ki meri pyari maa, aaj mera biwi banne ja rahi hai . Aur woh apni beta ko apni pati ke roop me pane jarahi hai. Main aisa kuchh chinta me kho gaya tha. Thodi der baad maiin mehsus kiya ki mera pura badan pe woh log hadli laga rahi hai. Mere kapda puri tarah pila pila ho gaya. Kurta ka sleeve fold karke, pajama ko upar ke taraf uthake fold karke , chhati ka button kholke, pichhe gardan ke pass se andar ki taraf..sari jagah haldi lag gaya. Mujhe sharam ane ala. Itni sari auratein. Aur woh log apas me has rahe hai, baate kar rahe hai. Koi koi mere se baat karne ki koshish kar rahi hai. But main sab ko keval ek smile deke mera jawab de raha hun. Fir woh log mere sarke upar pani dalne lagi. Main gila ho gaya. Woh log mera halat dekhke khil khil karke has padi. Main bhi kya kare..un logon ke sath bas muskurate raha. Rub karke mera haldi uthane lagi woh log. Thoda time aise chalne ke baad sab log mujhe chhodke side me chale gaye. Panditji bole ” beta aab jake khud nahalo”. Main wahan se uthke sab ko namaste bolke apni cottage ke liye chal pade. Nanaji bhi manager ke sath woh room se bahar aye. Main bahar atehi bride’s room ke taraf dekha. Wahan se hasi majak aur khushi ka awazen arahi hai. Main samajh gaya wahan ka haldi ka rasam abhi tak pura nahi hua. Nanaji mere pass atehi hum wahan se nikal pade.

Pura badan ragad ragad ke nahane ke baad bhi bahut jagah abhi bhi pila pila hoke reh gaya. Chehre pe bhi ek pila ka abhas jaisa laga hua hai. Main dusri ek naya kapra jo main MP se leke aya, who pehen ke room me aya aur tabhi nanaji bahar se andar ake bola
” Beta ..woh manager puchh raha tha ki hum lunch kahan karna chahte hai. Main tumhara nani….matlab mummy ko puchha toh woh log bole ki yahan room me hi aaj lunch karenge. Toh main waise hi bol dia”
Nanaji bhi baat karte time khud ko shudhar rahe the. Woh log bhi apne apko charon taraf se naye rishte ke sath jod ne ka koshish kar rahe hai. Mujhe ab bas kya kehna hai. Maine bola
“ Thik hai papa”.
Haldi ke baad se sham tak na main maa ko dekha na naniji ko. Halan ki mujhe maa ka chehra dekhne ke liye mann utawala ho raha tha. Lekin mujhe aur koi karan na hone ka wajah se unki room me jane me sharam ane ala. Hum log apni apni room me hi lunch kar liya tha. Nanaji keval do ek baar bahar jake shayad unlogon ko milke aya. Nanaji ko dekhke waise hi lag raha hai jaise beti ka shadi me baap bahut busy rehte hai. Woh resort wale se, naniji aur maa se, mere se sab se coordinate kar rahe the. Kahan kisko kya cheez ka jarurat, sab kuchh dhyan de rahe the. Ab woh apni bed pe rest karne ke liye soya hua tha. Kyun ki bas thoda der baad ring ceremony aur mehendi hai. Yahan resort wale ne hamare short time ko pakadke, sare rasam aur program ko set kiya hai. Sath me panditji ka dia hua time ko bhi dhyan rakhna pada . so humme sab kuchh thoda jaldi jaldi lagne laga. but kya Karen. Aisehi sab fix kiya hua hai. Aur shadi me jitna plan karo, jitna time lo, aakhir me sab aisahi lagta hai.
Nanaji ka diya hua naya suit pehenke main taiyar ho raha tha. Room me bas main akela tha. Mirror ke samne khade hoke khudko dekhte dekhte shayad mera mann me ek darr mehsus hone laga. Main zindagi ka sab se bada step lene ja raha hun. Shadi karke ek naya zindagi me pravesh karne ja raha hun. Humme malum nahi hamara naseeb me agee kya likha hai. Main maa se bahut pyar karta hun. Woh bhi mujhse bahut bahut pyar karti hai yeh mujhe malum hai. Ab hum pati patni banke zindagi gujar ne ka kasam khane ja rahe hai. Hum ek dusre ko chahte hai. Ek dusre ke sath jeena chahte hai. Ek dusre ko zindagi ka har khushi dena chahte hai. Nana nani bhi aise hi rishte dil se chake hum sab ko khush dekhna chah te hai. Main aankh bandh karke pray karne laga. hamara zindagi me koi rukawat ya koi badha ya koi kast na aye. Hum ek sath puri zindagi khushi aur shanti se jee paye.
Main cottage se nikal gaya. Nanaji aur do char log bahar khade the, unke sath main chalne laga. mujhe malum tha ki maa aur nani pehle se hi wahan chale gaye. Kyun ki ring aur mehendi ke liye yeh log dulhan ko thoda bahut sajane ka plan set karke rakha. Mere andar maa ko ussi tarah saji hui dekhne ka chahat pura badan me daur ne laga. main kisiko uska bhanak tak lagne nahi de raha hun.
Ek hall me yeh ceremony ka ayojon kiya hua hai. Wahan panditji aur kuchh ladies the, inme se main haldi ke time bhi kuchh kuchh face dekha tha. Main jake wahan sofa me baitha. Ek photographar ake mera photos click karne laga. Main thoda uneasy feel karne laga. Nanaji mera hath ke upar hath rakha toh main unko dekha. Unka ankhon me ek assurance ka ishara aur sab kuch easily lene ka ishara dekh ke main khud ko us batabaran ke sath milane laga. Auroten apas me baat kar rahi hai. Has rahi hai. Manager beech beech me nana se baat kar rahe hai. Main bas sab kuchh dekh raha hun. Aur dulhan ka yani mi maa ka ane ka intezar karne laga.
Lekin yeh intezar lamba hone se pehle hi kuchh auroton ke sath maa aur nani hall me entry liye. Main maa ko dekh ke chaunk gaya. Kya who wahi ladki hai, jis ko main bachpan se dekhte araha hun, jo mera maa hai, jisko main jee jaan se zada pyar karte araha hun bachpan se!! thoda make up sath me lehenga choli aur kuchh halki jewellary se unko ekdum pari jaisa lagne lagi. Unka body ka har curve perfect hai. Aaj woh aur bhi sexy lag rahi hai. Lehenga pehen ne se unka sexy flat pet aur nabhi dikh raha hai. Pehli baar unka nabhi dekhke mere andar sirsirani suru ho gaya. Mera nazar thoda upar hote hi unka boobs par atak gaye. Aaj unka woh dono aur sanme ki taraf ake clear view ke sath unka saundaryata aur badha di. Unki chehra dekha to woh nazar jhuka ke , sharam aur laaj me laal hoke mere taraf badhte arahi hai. Yahan kisiko malum na ho, lekin nana nanai aur mere samne who zada sharma gaye. Kyun ki humme hi keval malum hai hamara rishta , hamara parichay. Hum ek rishte se aaj dusri ek naye rishte me judne ja rahe hai. Mere andar ek excitement to tha hi andar hi andar, aur ab maa ko dekh ke mera mann ek halchal machne lagi. Main khud ko control karte hi jaraha hun keval yeh sochke ki bas aur kuchh ghanton ke baad woh pari jaisi ladki, meri biwi ban ke meri ban jayegi.
Maa ake mere bagal me sofa me baith gaye, nani unke pass baithe hue hai. Maa apni nazar ek dum jhukake keval khud ki god me rakhi hui hath ke upar tikake rakhi, charon taraf ek bar bhi nahi dekh rahi hai. Main itna samne hun, tabhi bhi nahi nazar de rahi hai, unke hothon pe jo muskan hai usme pata chal raha hai who iss rishte ko khushi khushi apnana chahta hai. Bas yeh mehsus karke mera mann unke upar pyar se pighal ne laga. Pandit ji ke pass pehlehi do ring deke rakhe hai naniji. Woh bas ek ring uthake mujhe aur dusri maa ko de diye. Sare aurotein khushi ki awaz se humme is muhurt ka mehtapurn aur mehsus karwane lage. Main bas nani ko dekha to woh mujhe ishara kiye anguthi pehna ne ke liye. Main ekbar maa ko unki jhuki hui nazar ke sath unke chehre ko dekh ke mera hath thoda age karte hi nani maa ko dhhere dheere se kaha
“ Manju,,”
Aur maa apna left hand ko uthake age badhane lagi. Hum dono ka hath beech me agaye. Main ring ko pehna ne ke liye mera teen ungliyan me pakad ke rakha hai. Aur woh unki ungli me ring pehen ne ke liye baki ungliyan ko thoda spread karke rakhi hai. Main dono ka hath ke upar nazar dalake dekha. Shayad hum dono ka hi hath kaanp rahe hai. Ek to main pehli bar yeh sab kar raha hun. Dusri baat hum hamara rishta badal ne ja rahe hai, aur teesra hum is rishte ko dil se chahke ek excitement me dube huye hai. Is liye hum dono hi thoda thoda kaanp rahe hai. Yeh shayad wahan ka kuchh ladies dekh liye aur woh log kuchh apas me bolke has pade. Mujhe aur sharam aya, maa apni sar aur neeche jhuka li. Mair dheere dheere unki ungli ke pass ring le jake unko anguthi pehena diya. Sab log clap se aur khushi ka awaz se humme abhinandan dene lage. Hum dono hi hamare hath apni taraf khich liye dheere dheere. Phir panditji dulhan ko pehnane ke liye bole. Main nanaji ko ekbar ghum ke dekha . Woh bas mere bagal me baithe the. Main ghumtehi unka ek hath mera kandha me rakh ke smile dene lagi. Main smile karke nazar ghumake mera hath age kiya. Maa shayad yeh sab kuchh nahi dekh parahi hai, is liye main age hath karte hi naniji maa ka pith me ek mamta bhari hath se touch kiye . Maa phir apni hath age layi aur dono ka kaanpti hui hatth ek sath hui. Woh mere ungli me anguthi pehna di. Fir se ek khushi ka roll uthe aur sab clap karne lage. Manager nanaji ko badhaiyan dene lage. Kuchh old ladies nani ko has ke gale milne lage. Aur baki log mujhe aur maa ko badhaiyan dene lage. Hum unko pyar se unki shubh kamnayein ka acknowledge karne lagi. Main maa ko churake dekha to woh ab chehra uthake, nazar uthake woh sab ladies logon ko smile de rahi hai aur sab ko thank u bolke acknowledge kar rahi hai. Unke chehre pe ek glow agaye. Aur aankhon me ek khushi ka leher dikhai de raha hai. Ek bar woh nazar ghumatehi hamara nazar mil gaya. Main unki khushi mehsus karke khudh khush hoke ek smile kia to woh muskura ke sharma gayi aur nazar fat se hata li.
Hum wahan se alag alag do room me chale gaye. Mehendi hone wala hai. Maa ka mehendi ke liye sare auroten chale gaye aur kuchh log mere sath aye. Main wahan baitha . Aur mera mehendi suru ho gaya. Mera bas dono hatheli me thoda thoda mehendi laga diya. Aur main kahin nahi lagwaya. Who log fatafat mera mehendi lagake mera rasam puri kardi. Nana aur main bahar agaya. Nana mujhe haske dekhe aur bole
“Beta tum yahan raho. Main Manju ke pass jake ata hun.”
Main bas haske sar hilaya to who chale gaye. Mujhe bhi jane ka mann kar raha tha. But ab possible nahi hai. So main bahar reception ke taraf age badh gaya.
Thodi der baad nanaji ake bole
“ Chalo hum cottage me chalet hai. Wahan abhi bahut time lagega. Mehendi lagana , gana bajana bahut kuchh cheezon ka intezam kar ke rakha yeh log. “
Nanaji yeh bolke has ke age badhe. Main unke pichhe pichhe cottage ke taraf chalne lage. Mehendi ke sath maa ko kaise lagega woh kalpana karte karte mann me ek khushi ka leher uthake main cottage pahuch gaya. Mera mann bas unko dekhne ka intezar me andar hi andar chat fat karne laga.
Mera yeh intezar lamba hua , lekin zada nahi. Usdin raat ko dinner me hi main unko dekh paya. Cottage walon ne uss din hamare liye ek grand dinner ka bandobast karke rakha tha. Gate se ate time hum jo restaurant dekhe the wahan aaj ka dinner fix kiya hua hai. Mehendi ke baad se hum apni apni room me hi tha. So na main maa ko na woh mujhe dekhe. So jab hum dinner ke liye wahan jane ke liye nikle to tab main maa ko dekha. Woh ek green color ki saree pehni hui hai. Jisme merun color ki border hai. Saree se match karke blouse , gale me subha wali gold chain aur hath me wahi bangles. Lekin subha se ek difference hai, woh hai ki unki hath aur pair ki mehendi. Pair ka mehendi saree ke karan zada nazar nahi araha hai but hath ke elbow tak sundar design ka mehendi laga hua hai, jo unki beauty ko aur nikhar rahi hai. Aab unhe sach much ek waisi ladki lag rahi hai, jo bas shadi ke liye ab dulhan banne ja rahi hai.

Restaurant me pahuch te hi hum thoda chaunk gaye. Is time itna bada restaurant almost full hai. Humme malum hai parsho ek shadi hai, lekin uska sab guest to aaj aya nahi suna tha. Hamara yeh sawal manager ne pad liya aur woh khud humme batane lage ki yeh restaurant sab ke liye open hai. Bahar se log dinner karne ate hai family ke sath. Yahan disco bhi hai. So sab type ka logon ka bheed laga rehta hai. Woh humme rasta dikhake ek separate area me laye. Yahan log kam hai. Tables bhi dur dur hai. Aur do char table bhara hua hai. Jahan keval family type log baithe hue hai kuchh bachchon ke sath. Yahan awaz thoda kam hai aur main restaurant se thoda awaz yahan tak araha hai. Humara table pe keval hum charon hai. Do waiter humare liye hai wahan.
Main table pe pass rakhi hui chairs ko thoda bahar nikal ke nani aur maa ko baithne ke liye help kiya. Aur nanaji table ke opposite side me nani ki samne baithe. So mujhe maa ke ooposite me unke samne baithna pada. Maa mujhe nahi dekh rahi hai. Nani se dheere dheere baat kar rahi hai, ya to nana ko baat karte hue ek aadh bar dekh rahi hai. Bas mujhse nazar hatake rakhi hai. Main unke taraf bar bar dekh raha hun nana nani ki nazar chhupake. Ek bar chah raha tha ki who dekhe. Hum amne samne baithe hai. Kal hum shadi kar ke pati patni ke rishte me judne ja rahe hai. Who meri biwi banne ja rahi hai. Bas yahi sab chinta mere andar unke prati chahat aur badhane ja raha hai. Unki iss tarah sharmana, unki mehendi lagi hui hath, hothon ka muskan, saans ke sath sath chhati ka halka halka kampan ..yeh sab mujhe bas unke taraf khiche jar aha hai. Mujhe malum hai shadi se pehle woh ab mere bahon me nahi ane wali hai. But main unko ekbar bahome bharke unki dil ki dharkanein mehsus karna chahta hun.
Manager hamara bahut khayal rakh raha hai. Humme bar bar puchh raha hai koi taklif ho raha hai ki nahi. kuchh chahiye ki nahi. pehle starter aya, woh do waiter serve karne laga, sab ko serve karke baki wahi table pe rakh ke side me chale gaye. Ek ek chhez araha hai aur woh log aise hi kar raha hai. Thodi der baad nani unko dekh ke pyar se has ke bole ki woh log bas yahan rakh de, hum khud serve kar lenge. Fir nani hum sab ko serve kar ne lagi. Maa bhi hath laga rahi hai. Unki hathon me mehendi ke sath sath red nail polish nazar aya. Mujhe pehli bar maa ka is tarah roop dekhne ko mila. Woh mere samne ek alag ladki jaisi lagne lagi. Jisko main bachpan se janta hun, woh maa nahi, ek aur koi ladki, jisse dheere dheere jan raha hun, jiska roop dheer dheere nazar arahi hai. Woh itna khubsurat lag rahi hai ki main mann hi mann khudko lucky mehsus kar raha hun. Aise khubsurat aur sexy ek ladki mera jeevansathi, mera biwi banne ja rahi hai.
Main course ka khana agaya. Maa sab ko serve karne lagi. Hum sab ek sath bahut din bahar khane nahi gaya tha. So sab log iss dinner ko enjoy kar rahe hai. Aur hamara naya zindagi suru hone se pehle sab ka mann me jo tension ya hesitation tha, sab yahan dheere dheere mit raha hai. Nanaji aur naniji unki life ka beginning ka bahut sare baat share kar rahe hai. Kuchh hasi ka baat bhi ho raha hai. Aur fir shadi ke baad unlogon ne kya problem face kiya tha, kya kya problem kaise ate hai, aur kaise usko solution hota hai, woh sab maa aur mere sath share karne lage. Ab manager bhi chale gaye aur dono waiter bhi side me jake khade hai. So hum bindas baat karne lage. Main nana aur nani ko mummy papa kehke bulaya do baar. Maa us time mere taraf ek jhalak dekhi thi. Unke chehre pe khushi aur hoton pe muskan mere nazar aya tha. Maa keval nani ke sath kuchh bat dheere dheere kar rahi thi. Inhi sab baton ke beech ek dish serve karne ke liye maa mere plate ke pass hath layi to maine unko dekhke muskurake, apna hath se ishara karke na kaha. Woh bas muskurake hath hata liye. Jab nani ke pass gaya to nani baat karte karte dhyan diye aur maa ko bole
“ Pehle Hitesh ko de Manju”
Maa yeh sunke sharma ke nazar jhuka liya aur nani ki plate me parosh te paroshte dheere se nani ko boli
“ Woh nahi lenge. Main unko puchha “
Yeh sunte hi nani ke chehre pe ek hasi khil gaye. Aur woh khush hoke nana ke taraf dekhi. Maa Sharma ke nazar jhuka ke nani ki plate me parosh rahi hai. Nani samajh gaye maa iss nayi rishta ko kaise mann se accept kar liya. Nani bas apni left hand ko pichhe se le jake maa ki pith ko pakad ke maa ko apni taraf khiche aur kuchh na bolke ek smile deke bahut kuchh samajh bhi gaye aur samjha bhi diye.
Sab ka zindagi me kuchh kuchh phase, kuchh kuchh din, kuchh kuchh moments aisa ata hai, jahan uska zindagi ek anajan mod pe ake ek nayi disha pe ghum jati hai. Aur tab woh shayad yeh soch nahi pata ki is tarah ka nayi rashta me kadam rakhna kitna jaruri ya risky hota hai. But hum sab isko hamare zindagi me anubhav karte hai, aur naye soch aur naye ummed ke sath agee chal padte hai. Baki logon se mera zindagi ek dik se to alag hi hai. Sab ka shadi hota hai. Sab apni jeevansathi pate hai. But main apni jeevansathi, apni biwi ke roop me jisko pane ja raha hun, woh meri maa hi hai. Mujhe malum hai hamara yeh nayi rishta auron se bilkul agal hai. hum dono aur nana nani ..sab ka sammati se aur hamare beech ka pyar aur bandhan ke karan se , hum log iss rishta ko apnana chahte hai. Sabhi ka achchai isme hoga yeh soch ke hum iss kadam ko uthaya hai. But samaj aur sansar kaise iss ko dekhenge woh bhi malum hai. Iske liye humme sab ko bahut kuchh sacrifice bhi karna padega. Maa ab ek dusri ladki jaisi ban gayi, jisko main pyar karta hun aur chahta bhi hun. But ek baat to sach hai. Koi bhi rishte me, khas karke pati patni ke rishte me, woh rishte majbut, tikao aur healthy hota hai tab, jab usme ek dusre ke liye pyar, ek dusre ke upar biswas, aur ek dusre ko forgive karne ka takat hoti hai mann me. Mere aur maa ke mann me hum maa-bete ka pyar to tha hi, ab ek nayi pyar dono ka mann me chhaya hua hai, usme hum ekdusre ko bahut bahut pyar karte hai. Bachpan se duniya me hum ekdusre ko sabse zada biswas karte aarahe hai. Aur humare khushi ke liye hum bahut kuchh sacrifice karne ka takat bhi rakhte hai jo hum bachpan se karte bhi arahe hai, aur ab to sab kuchh ke liye taiyar bhi hai. Duniya ka aur koi ladki, woh kitna bhi sundar aur khubsurat ho na kyun, woh ladki mere mann me woh jagah nahi le sakta hai jahan meri maa…meri honewali patni banke aur meri maa banke mere dil me baithi hui hai. Subha se ek halchal macha hua hai hamare beech. Din ka muhurat morning me hi hai. Uske baad shubh time raat ko hai. So yeh log hamare shadi ka time subha ka muhurat ko pakadke schedule kiya hai. Hum ekdum subha se uthke sab taiyari me lag gaye. Kaal sham ka ring ceremony wala hall me shadi ka intezam kiya hua hai. Wahan do room hai. Ek me dulha aur uski pariwar, dusre me dulhan aur uski pariwar ke liye. Hum sab yahan ate hi main aur maa pehle registered sahab se mile aur unki diya hua papers me hum sign kiye. Nana nani bhi the. Main maa ko dekha to woh bas khushi se hoth pe musurahat leke nazar jhukake nani ke sath baithe the. Subha ka iss samay unko bahut pyari lag rahi hai. Mera mann me ek adbhut anubhuti daur raha hai. Main bhi thoda smaram mehsus kar raha hun. Main unse pen leke dheere dheere husband ke jagah pe sign kiya aur nani mere guardian ban ke mera witness ke jagah pe sign kiye. Fir maa apni hath nikal ke dheere dheere wife ka jagah pe sign kiye aur nanaji unke father’s ka witness sign kiya. Maa ka sign hote hi registered sahab mujhe aur maa ko pati patni banne ke liye wish kiya aur tab sab log clap karke humme abhinandan jatane lage. Aur kuchh sign chahiye tha but woh wahan ka kuchh ladies se sign karwa liye. Aur woh jate time humme fir se wish karke chale gaye. Main aur maa kanuni taurse husband aur wife ban gaye. Fir shstra sammati se shadi ka muhurat jaldi anae lagi. To main aur maa dulha aur dulhan ke room me chale gaye taiyar hone ke liye. Mere saj dhajne me zada kuchh rakha nahi hai. Keval sherwani pehen na hai aur sar pe safa lena hai. But dulhan ke room me sab busy hai. Dulhan ko sajana aur shadi ka joda pehnake ready karne ke liye kaal wali kuchh ladies hai. Bahar bhi kuchh log jama hai. Sab resort ki taraf se hai aur sab apna apna duties ke liye hai. Aisa shadi na kabhi kahin hua, na yeh log kahbi kahin dekha. Valki yeh logon ko to pata hi nahi ki ek maa beta aaj shadi karke pati patni ki rishte me judne ja rahe hai, Jahan dulha dulhan ke sath pura parivar ka bhi sammati hai. Woh log bas apni khushi se maze ke sath sab kuchh kar rahi hai. Nanaji mere room me kam aur bahar hall me aur maa ke room me bar bar jake dekhbhal kar raha hai. Manger sahab wahi bahar hall me baithe hai. Panditji bhi apna taiyari suru kar diya. Lekin unko bhi yeh bhanak tak nahi laga ki aaj woh ek maa bete ka shadi karwane wale hai. Main bas ek sundar design kiya hua sherwani pehenke sofa me jake baitha. Mujhe shadi ka ek nayi anubhuti har waqt ghirke rakha hai. Main jisko sabse zada pyar karta hun is duniya me, jisko dil se patni ke roop me chahke aaraha hun pichhla 6 saal se, woh khubsurat ladki, meri maa, aaj mera biwi banegi. Meri maa ko meri dulhan ke roop me dekhne ke liye mera mann besabri se intezar kar raha hai. Valki yeh bhi sach hai ki maa ko meri biwi banake meri bahon me leke unko pyar karne ka chahat me mann andar hi andar bar bar chanchal hoke kaanp uth raha hai. Pichhla 6 saal se unko kalpana karke unke sath milan ka jo sapna mann hi mann me dekhte aaraha tha, ab hamara naseeb hum ko ek karke woh sapna sach kar de raha hai. Main ab mera zindagi unki sath unki pati banke gujarna chahta hun. Aur woh bhi meri patni banke zindagi ka akhri saans tak mere sath jeena chahti hai.
Kal raat restaurant me dinner ke time maa ka khushi ,sharam aur ek daba hua uttejana wali chehra dekh ke aur nayi dulhan banne ka saaj aur mehendi dekhke, main bahut orgy feel kar raha tha. Mujhe maa ko meri bahon me bharke, meri garam honton se unki pura badan me, har ang me pyar bhari chumban se bhar dene ka mann kar raha tha. Main usi uttejana se dinner karte karte nana nani ko chhupake maa ko ek sms kar diya. Likha tha
” U r looking very beautiful , hot and sexy. I can’t stay away from u anymore.”
Mera sms ke baad maa ko pata nahi chala. Kyun ki unka mobile purse ke andar tha. Main bas untak mera yeh anubhuti pauchhane ke liye bar bar unko dekh raha hun, jaise ki main unko ishara se bata paun ki woh apna mobile check karle. But woh dekh nahi rahi hai. So maine ek tarika sochaa. Manegar ke sath nana nani baat kar rahe hai. Maa us taraf dekh rahi hai. Maine mere aur maa ke plate ke beech rakhi hui ek dish hai. Main uski chammach leke usimehi ghuma raha tha. Maa ka vision area me tha, isliye woh achanak mere hath me nazar dala. Fir mere taraf aankh uthake dekhi. Aur woh khud woh dish uthake mujhe serve karne ke liye mere traf thoda ghumtehi main chammach pakdi hui hath se ishara me mana karke, left hand me pakda hua mobole ko ishara me dikhaya. Woh pehle samjhi nahi, but jald samajh gaya. Aur mere taraf muskurake nazar ghuma liya. Main samajh nahi paya ki woh jan ne ke baad bhi unke mann me koi pratikriya ya koi reaction nahi hua. Mujhe maa ke upar gussa ane laga aur dobara unko ishara karne ke liye mauka dhundne laga. Tabhi maa nani ke kaan me kuchh boli. Nani manager sahab ko puchhi ki washroom kis taraf hai. Manager bahut izzat se nani se baat kar raha tha aur woh hath uthake dikhaya. Tabhi maa achanak chair se uthke apni purse uthake chal padi. Aur jate time ekbar mujhe look deke muskurake gayi. Main mobile hath me leke baitha tha. Main samajh gaya maa wahan jake mera sms padegi. Iss liye yahan aisa indifferent hoke baithi thi nana nani ke pass. Maa jane ke bas kuchh time baad mera mobile vibrate kiya. Main khola to maa ka sms tha. Unhone likha
” Dhyyat…badmash”
Mujhe malum hai maa mera sms padke sharam se lal ho gayi hogi. Aur yeh bhi malum hai unke mann me bhi mere jaisa chahat aarahi thi. Maine fatafat type kiya
” Its true Manju sona. I m lucky to have u as my beloved wife. I love u so so much and will love u for ever”
Aur turant unka reply aya
” I love u too so so much jaanu.”
Woh yeh reply unki dil se likhi hai, yeh main mehsus kiya tab, jab woh wapas ayi aur unke chehre pe ek adbhut nayi dulhan ka abhas dikha tha. Maa ko aisi roop me samne dekh ke aur woh sms padh ke mera penis ek adbhut khushi se underware ke neeche fulne laga. Main bas aur thoda sehen karke uss pal ka intezar karne laga jab woh shastra sammati se meri biwi ban jayegi.
Aur aab woh ghadi agayi.
Main panditji ke samne baithke unka kehna maan raha hun. Panditji puja suru kar diya hai. Woh nana ji se dulha dulhan ka naam aur unlogon ka mata pita ka naam puchha. Nanaji mera naam Hitesh bataya aur mata pita ka naam Deepika aur Arun bataya. Main thoda time samjh nahi paya but thodi der me yaad aya ki maa ka naam unka jaman kundli me Deepika hi likha hua hai. Baki sab clear hua jab dulhan ka naam Manju aur mata pita ke naam ke liye nana khudka aur nani ka hi naam bataya. Pandit ji puja karne lage. Kuchh ladies log wahi charon taraf baith gaye. Mujhe ek sharam ke sath ek uttejana bhi feel ho raha hai. Kyun ki bas muhurat time anehi wala hai. Tabhi panditji puja ke beech me bole ki dulhan ko bulaiye.
Insaan ki mann aur dimag uska zindagi ka ek ek din, har pal, sare moments ko yaad nahi rakh pata. Uska mann bas uska life ka kuchh din, kuchh pal, kuchh moments ko apni aankhon ka carema aur dil ki anubhav se usko kyed kar leta hai aur usko apni mann me bas zindagi bhar ke liye rakh leta hai. Zindagi me ghata har incidents ka sare details woh bhul jayega, but us incidents ka kuchh kuchh muhurt uska dil aur dimag me bacha rehta hai. Woh kabhi kabhi usko pida deta hai, kast deta hai aur kabhi kabhi woh usko khushi aur anand ka ehsas dilata hai. Hamare sab ke zindagi aise niyomon se chalta hai.
Aaj mera zindagi ka woh din hai, jisko shayad main akhri saans tak , isska har moments yaad karna chahunga, but mujhe yeh bhi malum hai mera mann mera chahat puri nahi kar sakta. Mujhe iss anand ka, khushi ka muhurt bas kuchh still tasviron se apni dil ke diwar pe frame me lagake sajake rakhenge. Aur mera mann zindagi me kabhi bhi, kahin bhi dil ki diwaron pe tanga hua woh tasviren yaad karke ab ka mehsus kiya hua khushi ka palon ko relive karke usko mithapan ko ehsas dilate rahega.

Main apni jagah pe khada tha. Wahan majud sab log dulhan ka agaman ke liye utsukta se intezar kar raha hai. Mera mann me ek toofan jaisa chal raha hai. Yeh hai woh ghadi jiska yaad karke itna din gujarte aya. Yeh woh pal jo mera aur maa ka zindagi ko ek naye disha me le jake ek nayi rishta me jod dega. Hamare beech ka maa bete ba bandhan ke sath pati patni ka pyar bhari ek rishta jud jayega. Main byakul mann leke maa ko dulhan ke roop me dekhne liye pagal ho raha hun. Mera iss chinta ke beech mujhe wahan majudgi sab logon ka anand dhwani aur mangalmay awa se main mere left side me door ke taraf dekha. Maa apni dulhan ki besh me hall me entry liye. But mujhe unka chehra nazar nahi aya. Do admi unke samne ek parda jaisa kuchh uthake rakhe hai. Jiss se mere aur maa ke beech ek vision barrier taiyar kar diya. Woh apni sar jhukake , dheer kadamon me puja ki taraf ane lagi. Nanaji unko side se apni dono hathon se maa ko pakadke arahi hai. Yeh malum pad raha hai ki maa ek sundar laal, merun aur hara color ki sundar golden design kiya hua lehenga pehni hui hai. Mera mann me ek hatoda jaisa pith raha hai. Jisko main bachpan se pyar karta hun, jo mujhe pyar deke aaj itna bada kiya , woh aurat, meri maa, aaj meri dharam patni banne rahahi hai. Haan yeh baat sahi hai ki aaj tak main mere mann ki gehrai me, unko soch ke, unki sarir ki ek ek aang kalpana karke, ek admi ka ek aurat ke liye jo pyar hota hai, woh pyar unse karte araha hun. Aur aaj is muhurt ke baad bas woh meri ho jayegi, keval meri. Jiske sath mera khud ka parivar banake, puri zindagi jeene ka khawaish hai. Naniji mujhe dekhte hi hamara nazar mile. Woh bas hothon pe ek muskan leke mujhe dekha aur fir maa ke taraf dekhke maa ki kaan me dheere dheere se kuchh boli. Mujhe maa ka expression to dikhai nahi diya, but nani apni muskan ko aur chawdi karke hasne lagi. Maa ko laga shayad woh sharam aur khushi ka mix anubhuti te aur sar jhukake nani ki hath ki bandhna ke anadr pighalne lagi. Charon taraf se sab ladies ka khushi r mangalmay awaz ke anar wahan khada hoke, mere samne meri maa ko apni dulhan ban ke ate huye dekh ke main bas ek nayi anubhuti se dubne laga.

Maa mere najdik atehi panditji mujhe instruction diye age ka karyakram ke liye. Unke mutabik main puri tarah maa ke taraf ghum gaya. Ab maa inta nazdik khadi hai dulhan ke besh me, aur main dekh nahi pa raha hun, yeh cheez mujhe bahut tadka raha tha. Main unke taraf dekhtehi, panditji ka ek admi mujhe ek phoolon ka haar thama diye aur panditji barmala exchange karne ka nirdesh diya. Tabhi woh do admi dheere dheere woh parda hataya, jo mere aur maa ke beech me drishti rok rakha tha. Ab jaise hi woh neeche jane laga tabhi sabhi auroten jor jor se harsha dhwani dene lagi. Nani apni chehre pe khushi ka hasi leke maa ko ekdum nazdik pakdi. Aur main maa ka chehra didar kar pane laga. Unki sar ke upar se chunri ghunghat banake rakha hua hai. Baalon ko ek achchi tarah design karke pichhe bandha hua hai. Sar pe sone ka tikli maang ke upar hai. Chehre pe nayi dulhan ka make up. Maa ke skin hamesha se makhkhan jaisi mulayem aur gori hai. But aaj unko is saaj me ekdum koi apsara jaisi lag rahi hai. Unko bas ek 20 saal ki jawan ladki lagne lagi. Shadi ka sparsh se jiska roop aur nikharne lagi hai. Dono eye brows ke beech ek laal bindi hai. Aankh jhukake rakhi hai but unki aakhon me kajal aur halki si ek make up kia hui hai. Naak me sone ka nose ring unki chehre ko pehle se ekdum alag bana diya hai. Shadi ka khushi ka anubhav, sharam aur ek anaajni uttejana ke karan unka naak ka agli bhag saans ke sath sath thoda thoda kaanp rahi hai. Aur mere andar ka woh anjaan anubhav badke charam seema pe gayi jab main unki do patli gulabi hothon ko dekha. Unki do naram hoth aise hi gulabi hai , uske upar lipstic lagane ke karan woh aur bhi lobhniya ban gayi hai. Mujhe itni nazdik se woh do hothon ko dekh ke laga ki woh ras me bhara hua santra ka do mitha kali hai. Un hothon me ek khushi ka muskurahat laga hua hai. Mujhe bas mere andar woh dono dothon ko apni hothon se milake uski andar bhara hua ras peene ka mann karne laga. Main andar hi andar kaanp ne laga. main maa ko bachpan se janta hun, bachpan se unko har roop me dekhte araha hun. Iss liye shayad mere andar shadi ka tension se zada unko pane ka chahat mere andar zada daurne laga. Unke sath milan ka intezar me itna saal kata hai maine. Aaj bas mera mann unko puri tarah se mere bahon me chahne laga. Main unki taraf kuchh pal aise dekh ke khudh sab ke samne shrma gaya. Main nazar hata te hi nani se nazar mili. Woh bas ek khushi aur mamta bhari nigahon me mujhe dekhne lagi. Woh chahti hai aaj unki beti ko apni hatho se apni hi pota ke hath me samarpan karke unki beti aur pota ko ek nayi rishte me jod de aur woh hum sab ko leke baki zindagi khushi aur shanti se jee paye. Parda pura hata liya gaya hai. Maa mere samne sar ko thoda jhuka ke, nazar neeche karke khadi hai. Unke hath me bhi mere jaise ek phoolon ka barmala hai. Unki dono mehendi kiya hua hath unki dulhan roop ko khubsurti se badha diya hai, Unki gale me sone ka design kiya hua chawdi necklace aur kaan me sone ka sundar jhumka hai. Hathon me sone ka alag alag design ka bangles. Unki rangin shadi ka joda unki mann ko bhi pehli bar inti saalon baad aaj rangin bana diya hai, aur woh unki puri sarir ka bhasha se pata chal raha hai. Woh aaj mann se apni bete ko apni pati ka adhikar dene ke liye dulhan ki besh me mere samne sharma ke khadi hai. Sab auronten ek khushi aur anand ka mahal banake rakhi hai. Mere pass nanaji aur maa ke pass naniji khade hoke humme apni bachchon ke tarah puri tarah se sehyog dene lagi hai. Hawan ki pavitra aag ke samne hum maa bete khade hoke panditji ka mantra uchchran ke beech hum ek dusre ko pehli baar sab ke samne nazar uthake hamari charon aankhen ek karne lage. Main maa ko dekh raha hun. Woh bas apni nazar thoda thoda uthake fir jhuka rahi hai. Mujhe malum hai woj ek kuwari dulhan ke jaise mehsus kar rahi hai. Unki aakhon ka palkon bas upar araha hai aur fir neeche le jake mere se nazar milane me sharma rahi hai apni mummy papa ke samne. Panditji ka mantra chal raha hai. Pavitra aag ka abha unki galon me ake usko aur laal kar diya hai. Mere andar ka hatoda jor jor se pithne laga. Aur tabhi maa apni nazar uthake mere sath nazar milaya. Sabi log clap karke aur khushi ka awaz se is muhurt ko ek khas muhurt banane lagi. Maa ka nazar me mere prati unka pyar, care, khud ko mere pass sonpne ka chahat ..sab kuchh jhalak raha tha. Unki chehre pe aaj jo bhavnaon ka saya chhaya hua hai, woh bas ek patni ka hota hai apni pati ke liye. Hum ek dusre ko dekhke apni ankhon ka bhasha se, khamoshi ka bhasa se sadhi ka sare kasam kha liya us pavitra agni ke samne usi kuchh palon me. Woh pal hamare zindagi ka sab se ahem pal tha. Panditji barmala badal ne ka nirdesh diye. Aur tabhi maa apni nazar jhuka liya. Main apna mala upar le gaya dheere dheere , mera hath thoda thoda kaanp raha tha. Main mera mala bas unki sar ke upar unki ghunghat ke upar se dalke unki gale me pehna diya. Aur main hath neeche kar liya. Fir maa bhi apni hath ko upar karke mere gale me mala dalne ke liye leke ayi. Main height me maa se zada hun, iss liye unki hath ko bahut upar karke dalna padega, is liye main maa ko help karne ke liye mera sar thoda jhuka ke unki hath ke pass laya. Tabhi maa dheere dheere mere gale me woh mala dal diye apni anzar jhuki rakh ke. Mujhe ab bas jo mehsus hone laga yeh duniyaka koi bhasha se byakt nahi kar sakta. Keval jo iss ko mehsus kiya kabhi, keval wahi samajh sakta hai. Mere mann maa ke prati pyar se bhari hone laga.

Main khushi aur thoda sharam se nani ji ko dekha. Woh bas muskurake unki mann ka khushi zahir kar rahi hai. Tabhi nana ji mere pith me hath rakha. Main unke taraf dekhte hi woh fatherly gesture me mujhe aaswasan dene laga. Sab ke samne, puja aur mantra ke beech, pavitra agni ke samne main aur maa ek dusre ko barmala pehnake iss pavitra rishta me hum dono ka sammati jataya. Panditji humme baithne ko kaha. Main mere asan me baith gaya. Maa dheere dheere mere bagal me rakha hua asan me baithne ke liye mera pass ayi. Main baithe baithe unki taraf thoda neeche mera nazar ghumaya. Woh bas baithne ke liye apni kadam badhayi aur tabhi mujhe unki lehenga ki neeche se unki mehendi kiya hua sundar mulayem chhoti chhoti sexy gulabi pair nazar aya. Unki pair me bhi red nail polish lagi hui hai. Jisse unki pair aur sexy lagne lagi aur mujhe bas wahi jhuk ke unki woh pairon me apni hothon se chumne ka mann karne laga. Fir mujhe nazar aya ki woh aaj unki pairon me payel bhi pehni hui hai. Main unki woh sundar gol gol pair me payel pehnane ke liye ek payel kharid ke almirah me rakh ke aya. But woh mera mann ka murad puri karke aaj dulhan ki besh ke sath payel bhi pehenli. Main mehsus karne laga ki bas yeh sundar, khubsurat sexy ladki bas aaj se meri hi ho gayi. Mera mann ek gehrai me dub lagai aur andar se unko pane ka chahat badte gaya. Aur sab kuchh milake ek sirsirani anubhuti mera spine kapad ke neeche ki taraf jane laga aur mere kurta ke andar penis me uska asar pad raha hai. Mera penis shakt hone laga. Main bas iss mahal me mera orgyness ko daba rakhke baki cheezon me dhyan dene laga. Nanaji jake maa ke pass asan me baithe aur naniji ake mere pass wala asan me baithi. Panditji puja suru kiya fir se. Shadi ka main rasam ab chalu hogaya. Nanaji panditji ke sath milke matra padke sari rasam aur riwaz ke anusar apni kartavya karne lage. Woh unki beti ki kanya daan karne lage. Maa wahan baithke sar jhuka ke rakhi hai nayi dulhan ke tarah. Nazar neeche karke rakhi hai. Main sab kuchh ke beech rehke bhi ek ek bar maa ko churake dekhne laga. Dulhan ka pita ka farz nanaji palan kar raha hai. Woh shashtra sammat tarikese unki beti ko unki honewale damad ke pass kanya daan karke unki ghar ki laxmi ko unka damad ke pass sonp diye. Iss beech me nanaji mere taraf ek bar dekhe. Main unke sath nazar milake unko dekha. Unki ankhon me unki beti roopi ghar ki laxmi ko mere pass samarpan karke, unki beti ko pyar se sambhalke rakhne ki minti saaf jhalak aya. Main bhi apni ankhon ka bhasa aur hothon ka smile se unko woh bharosa diya ki main unki beti ko zindagi bhar bahut sare payr aur khushi deke sambhalke rakhunga.

Tabhi panditji ka ek admi ake mera sherwani ka scarf ke sath maa ka dupatta ka kona bandh diye. Aur sath sath panditji mantra padke puja kar rahe hai. Wahan ka sare log uss mantra uchcharan ke beech mere aur maa ke upar gulab ki papri aur rice barshake apni ashirvad aur shubhkamnayen dete rahe. Fir panditji humme aise hi dono ka kapda bandha rakh ke wahan shadi sthal me us agni ke charon taraf parikrama lagane kaha. Main khada hone laga to dekha ki main agar pehle jaldi se khada ho jaunga to maa ka chunri unki sar ka ghunghat ko hila degi, is liye main jhuk ke dhhere dhhere khada hote gaya , taki maa ko waqt mile mere sath ek sath khada hone ki. Main aise jhuk ke thoda time raha aur fir maa khadi ho gayi. Iss beech me hamare yeh uncomfortability ko dekh ke wahan ka sare ladies has pade aur apas me batein karne lagi. Main aur maa dono ab khada ho gaya. Panditji mantra padte rahe aur hum chakkar lagane ke liye kadam uthaye. Us agni ki charon taraf chakkar lagake hum apni agee ki jeevan ko ek sath jeene ki sare kasam khane suru kiye. Tabhi fir se charon taraf se gulab ki papriyan aur rice ka barish fir se hone laga mere aur maa ke upar. Main age age chalne laga aur maa mere pichhe dheere dheere mujhe follow karti rahi. Aise phoolon ki aur rice ki barish ke andar hun us pavitra agni parikrma karte hare.
Mujhe maa ka chehra dikhai nahi de raha hai. Woh bas sar jhukake mujhe follow karti ja rahi hai. Mujhe apni pati maanke mann aur tann sonp ke mujhe pati ka adhikar deke zindagi khushi aur anand se jeene ka kasam khate rahi. Mujhe nana aur nani se ek bar nazar mila. Woh log bas apni ek lauti pyari beti ko mere pass samarpan karke ek chyain ki nazar se hamara jodi ko dekh rahe hai aur ashirwad de rahe hai hamare upar phool aur rice fek ke.

Agni parikrama khatam hote hi panditji ka kaha maan ke main aur maa fir se apni apni asan ke upar baith gaye. Hamara kapra bandha hone ke karan ab mujhe aur maa ko ek dusre ki sath deke chalna pad raha hai, jis tarah ab se humme ek dusre ki sath deke zindagi ki rahon me chalna padega. Ek dusre ki zindagi ka khayal rakh ke har pal ek sath rehna hai. Panditji ka puja aur hawan abhi bhi chal raha hai. Tabhi unhone naniji se dheere se kuchh puchha to nani ji unko jabab diya bahut dheere se. Panditji wahan puja ke pass rakhi hui ek thali se mangalsutra uthaye aur mujhe dediye. Main apna hath nikal ke unse woh liya. Aab mangal sutra pakad ke bhi mera hath thoda thoda kaanp na suru kiya. Mann ki andar ka khushi, excitement aur na jane kya ek adbhut anubhuti se mera mann pagal hone laga. Main maa ki taraf dekha. Woh bas apni hoton pe muskurata barkarar rakhke, apni nazar jhuka ke baithi hai. Panditji mantra padna suru kiya aur mujhe apni hath ka ishara se woh mangalsutra dulhan ke gale me bandhne ko kaha. Main thoda ghum ke maa ke taraf ho gaya. Main dheere dherre apni dono hath me pakdi hui mangalsutra ko maa ki gale ke pass leke gaya. Main bas aur kahin na dekh ke keval maa ko dekh raha hun. Mere hath unki gale ke pass jate hi woh samajh gayi aur woh apni jhuki hui nazar ke sath apni sar ko mere taraf thoda ghumayi, mujhe mangalsutra bandhne me asaan ho is liye. Main dheere dheere unki gale me mangalsutra dalke pichhe dono hath le gaya bandhne ke liye. Tabhi ek lady maa ki dupatta ko thoda gardan ke pass se uthake mujhe unki gale me mangalsutra pehnane me madat karne lagi. Main mera hath maa ki gardan ke pass ek sath hone ke baad dheere dheere bandhne lag. Mera hath thoda thoda unko touch kar raha hai. Mera body ekdum unke body ke pass hai. Mera mann me ab jo anubhuti khel raha hai, shayad maa ke mann me bhi same anubhuti daur raha hoga. Mantra padne ke beech main mangalsutra bandh ke mera hath khich liya, aur main fir se sidha baith gaya. Maa bhi apni sar ko ghumake pehle jaise baith gayi.
Unki gale me mangalsutra kaise lagta hai, yeh pehli baar dekh raha hun. Unko side se dekhte dekhte unki liye mere andar ek pyaar jagne laga. Panditji unka ek admi ko kuchh bole aur woh admi hamare pass agaya. Aur mere pass atehi woh wahan baithke wahan rakhi hui ek dibba kholi aur ek metal ke coin me dabba se thoda sindoor uthake mere hath me thama diye. Main bas shadi ka akhri rasam pura karke maa ko apni patni ke roop me puri tarah grahan karne jaraha hun. Main nani ko dekha , woh bas ankhon me khushi leke ek ishara kiya. Aur main panditji ka mantra uchcharan ke beech hi woh sindoor dheere dheere maa ki sar ke pass le gayi. Fir woh lady maa ki sar ki ghunghat ko thoda hatake, maang se sone ka tikli side karke mujhe help karne lagi. Fir main mera ek hath maa ki sar ke picche chhun ke, dusri hath se unki maang me sindoor bhar diya. Mera ek hath unko chhuke rakhi hai, usme se pata chala sindoor dalte time maa thoda kaanp uthi aur main bhi andar se ek kampan mehsus karne laga. Aab hum shastra sammati se pati patni ban gaye. Hamara ek nayi rishta jud gaya. Aaj se hum dono aur maa beta nahi rahe. Pati patni ka pavitra bandhan me bandha pad gaye. Maa ka gale me mangalsutra aur maang me sindoor ke sath unko ek alag roop nikal ke aye. Sath hi sath woh ab itni pyari aur khubsurat lagne lagi ki main yeh kabhi kalpana nahi kiya tha. Main bas aglee saat janam tak is khubsurat aur pyari ladki ko, meri maa ko apni patni ke roop me pana chahta hun. Shadi ka rasam pura ho gaya. Aur tab saat married lady maa ke pass ake unki kaan me fisfiske good wishes dene lagi. Maa ka chehra khushi se jhalak uth raha hai. Maa tabhi bhi apna nazar uthayi nahi. Panditji aab hum dulha dulhan ko uthke apni apni bade ko pranam karke ashirwad lene ko kahan. Main maa ke sath taal milake dheere dheere utha aur ek sath nanaji ke pass ake unka pair chhuna. Woh bas unki dono hath mere aur maa ke sar par rakh ke humme ashirwad dene lage. Fir hum nani ke pass jake unki pair chhunye. Naniji humme ashirwad kiye aur hum khade hotehi hum dono ko woh ek sath gale me mila liye. Nana nani ke aankh thoda gila ho raha tha. Jaise ki unka ladki shadi karke dusri ek ghar pe, apni pati ki ghar pe ja rahi hai. But aab to maa ka maike aur sasural ek hi hai. Hum panditji ko pranam kiye aur wahan ka baki sabse shubhkamnayen aur good wishes grahan karte rahe.
Dusri ek hall me resort walon ne shadi me present sab ka lunch ka intezam karke rakha hai. Hum sab wahan gaye. Sab log buffet system se lunch karne lage. Main, maa aur nana nani ek table pe baithe. Manager sahab hamara lunch ka dekhbhal kar rahe hai. Humme table pe dono admi lunch serve karne lage. Nana aur nani ka alag alag plate hai but mera ur maa ka ek hi plate hai. Shadi ka rasam anusar nayi nayi shadi shuda dulha dulhan ko pehla khana ekhi plate se share karke khana hai. So main aur maa ass pass chair me nazdik baithe hai. Woh abhi bhi sidhi tarike se mujhe nahi dekh rahi hai. Do ekbar hum churake dekh ke hamara nazar mil chuka hai. Ab unke andar bhi ek sharam hai aur mere andar bhi. Woh hum dono mehsus kar pare the. Isliye hum ek dusre ko straight nazar milake dekh nahi pa rahe hai. But unki is nayi dulhan ki besh me dekhne ke liye mera mann har pal unke taraf ja raha hai. Hum ek hi plate se pehle ek dusre ko khilane ke baad, dhire dhire hum khane lage. Hamara hath plate ke upar touch ho raha hai. Hamara kandha ek dusre se takra rahe hai. Ek dusre ki sarir ki garmi ass pass rehke bhi keval hum dono hi mehsus kar rahe hai. Usse mera pura badan maa ki tarah beech beech me khushi aur excitement ke wajah se kaanp uth raha hai. Sab ke beech baithe baithe bhi main keval meri dulhan roopi maa ko , jo ab mera dharam patni bhi hai, unko dekhe ja raha tha aur mann hi mann me unko ekant me meri bahon me paane ka waqt ka intezar karne lage.
Sham hone ja raha hai. Hum char log mumbai me bandra terminus pe ek platform bench me baithe hue hai. Nanaji bench ka ek dum end me baithe hai, unke baad naniji, naniji ki bagal me maa aur main dusri end pe baitha hun. Nani maa ko apne pass hi pakadke baithi hai. Hum kuchh time koi kuchh bhi nahi bol rahe hai. Mumbai city ki byasta ta ke andar hum charon log ek alag upasthiti leke baithe hue hai. Sab log bahut byast hai charon taraf. Sab apni apni sukh, dukh, khushi, gham, anand, hasi, rona leke chale ja rahe hai apni apni shanti ki jagah pe. Sab ke mann me kuchh na kuchh passion, emotion ka khel chal raha hai. Lekin fir bhi koi kisi dusre ka woh bhavna ko chhun nahi pa raha hai. Sab alag alag island jaise jeete hai yahan. Jeevan sangram me yeh log khud hi apna passion , emotion ko thik se byakt karne ka tarika hi shayad bhul gaye. Hamare samne se kitne sare log chale ja rahe hai. But kisi ko bhi yeh pata nahi hai, shayad pata karne ki jarurat bhi nahi pad raha hai ki hum ab kis emotional bending ke through gujar rahe hai. Hamare mann me ab kya chal raha hai. Ek maa unki ek lauti beti ko apni hi pota ke hath me unko sonp diya hai. Apni hi pota ko aaj damad banake apni beti aur pota ki khush hall zindagi ka ummed karke uparwala se prarthana kar rahi hai mann hi mann. Ek pita apni parivar ki sabki bhalai ke liye aaj khud ka pota ka sasur ban gaye. Aur woh iss nayi rishte ko jee jaan se maan ne bhi lage hai. Ek maa apni zindagi ka ab tak ka pyar aur mamta deke jis ko pala, bada kiya, maa ka sneh diya, aaj khud ko uska patni manke apni tann mann sonp diya aur usko apni pati ka adhikar de diya. Ek beta jo bachpan se apna nana nani ke sath rehke, unka pyar, sneh, mamta pake unke chhatra chhaya me bada hua hai, aaj unhi nana nani ko apna saas aur sasur maan liye mann se. Jis aurat ke hath ke mamta bhari pyar aur dekhbhal me bada hua, jisko duniyame sabse zada pyar karke aya, jisko apni dil me har kona me unki hi chitran aankan karke rakhte aya, uss aurat ko shastra sammat tarike se aapni dharam patni, apni jeevansathi, apni pyari biwi banake aaj sare rishton ko dobara nayi tarah se likh diya. Aisi jatil paristhiti ke andar sab reh raha hai, fir bhi bahar walon ko kuchh bhi bhanak nahi. Samaaj aaj yeh sab kuchh nahi jaan paya. Is liye sab apni apni respect se hum charon ko dekh rahe hai. Aur hum hamare anewala kal ke bare me soch rahe hai. Humme puri zindagi aise hi rehna padega. Hamara purana rishta ko bhul ke, sab ke samne iss nayi rishte ko hi apnake rakhna padega. Shayad humme apni purani pehchan, purani janpehchan logon se hamesha dur rehna padega humari sab ki bhalai ke liye. Jitna time jane lagi, nani ki aankh utnahi gila hone laga. Maa bhi unke sath, unke sparsh me rehke thoda udas hone lagi. Thoda der baad Ahmedabaad jane ka train lagnewali hai. Nana nani apni beti ko pehli baar ghar se dur bhej rahe hai. Pehli baar apni beti ko unke pati ke sath zindagi bitane ke liye apnon se dur jane de rahe hai. Nana nani ke mann bhari ho raha hai yeh main mehsus kar pa raha hun. Unke mann me yeh bhi hai ki unke beti ab jiske sath rehene ja rahe hai, woh usko duniyaka sari pyar, sari khushi, sari anand dega. But apni eklauti beti ko itna din baad apnon se dur karne ka dard main mehsus kar sakta hun.

Maa nani ke pass chipak ke baithi hai. Unki hath nani ke ek hath pakadke rakhi hai. Maa beti ka pyar saaf jhalak dikhai de raha hai. Maa ko nana nani se dur janeka ek dard to hai, but unke mann me usse zada khushi hai. Kyun ki woh apni bete ke sath , jo ab unki pati hai, unke sath nayi zindagi bitane ja rahi hai. Unko yeh bhi malum hai ki duniyame kuchh bhi ho jaye, par unki beta, unki pati kabhi bhi kisi bhi halat me unki hath nahi chhodega, aur nahi unko kabhi kuchh kast pane degi. Woh apni pati ka pyar ko ab dheere dheere mehsus kar sakti hai. Unki aankh me gilapan to hai, phir bhi hothon pe ek khushi ka abha dikhai deta hai. Aur woh dekh ke nana nani bhi chayn ki saans le pa rahe hai. Maa ki gale me mangalsutra hai. Maang me sindoor lagi hui hai. Forehead pe ek laa bindi. Hath pair me mehendi lagi hai. Dono hath me kuchh bangles ke sath aur bhi kuchh simple jwellery me maa ko ek nayi dulhan hi lag rahi hai. Pehli baar shadi ke baad ek jawan kunwari ladki ko jaise dikhta hai, maa ko waise lagne lagi. Unki slim body me aaj ek alag sa abha lagi hui hai. Ek merun, green aur yellow color ke rang se sundar desin aur minakri kiya hua ek saree pehni hui hai. Sath me match kia hua blouse. Unki gori rang aur makhkhan jaise mulayem skin me woh kapda unko bahut jaj rahi hai. Yeh sab cheezzon se unki umra ab 20 saal ki jaise lag rahi hai. Main wahan se uthke thoda age jake side me khade hoke relax jaisa karne laga. Nani maa se kuchh baten kar rahi hai. Nana ji bhi wahan nani aur maa ko kuchh bol rahe hai. Aab unke andar ka dukh aur mayus bhav dheere dheere kam ho raha hai. Main bas charon taraf nazar fira te firate sabse zada keval maa ko hi dekh raha hun. Aaj iss roop me maa ko vastav me dekh ke mujhe ehsas hua ki kalpana kabhi kabhi vastav se bhi haar maan leta hai. Maa ko pichhla do hapte se meri patni ki roop me kaise dikhegi, woh kalpana karte aya. Woh hai toh khubsuarat. Nayi dulhan banne ke baad aur khubsurat ho jayegi yeh sochke unki ek tasvir mann ke andar kalpana kiya tha. But aaj mere samne baithi unko dekh ke mehsus kiya ki iss aparup saundyarta ko vastav chhorke kabhi dekh nahi payenge. Aur abhi is pal woh didar karke mere mann me ek anirbachaniya khushi aur santust ka bhav chhane laga. Main sach much unko biwi ke roop me pake ab ek satisfied man jaisa feel kar raha hun. Unki yeh saundyarta , yeh khubsurti, yeh roop main zindagi bhar mere apna karke paunga.

Pehle se kiya hua plan ke motabik nana nani abhi Ahmedabaad chale jayenge. Aur main maa ko leke MP chala jaunga. Ticket bhi aise hi book kiya tha maine. Iss liye shadi ke baad hum sab lunch karke apna apna cottage me pahuch gaya tha. Humme shadi ka joda wagera khol ke taiyar hona tha. Maa naniji ki room me hi chale gaye. Unki sara saman wahi rakha hua tha. Aur main nanaji ke room me agaya tha. Main apna sherwani khol ke bathroom me jake muh hath pa dhone laga. Sar pe ghee chandan aur gulal ki lagi hui sare tilak ko sabun se saaf karke fresh hone laga. Fir ake mera suitcase se ek jeans aur polo t shirt nikal ke pehen liya. Maine socha ki suitcase me rakha ek nayi kurta aur pajama hai toh woh pehen lun. But fir laga ki woh pehen ne me ek dum nayi dulha type lagunga. Aur sharma ane laga. Tab maine yeh jeans pehen ke casual hone ka koshish karne laga. Maa aur mera shadi ho gaya. Fir bhi dono ke andar nana nani ke samne ek sharam abhi bhi hai. Main mera baki kapda aur saman pack karne laga. Nanaji room me aya aur woh bhi apni kapda badal ne ke liye bathroom me chale gaye. Hum do ladke log to fatafat taiyar ho gaye. But wahan dusra cottage me woh do ladki log hamare jaise normal banne me time legi. Naniji to bas apni kapde change kar lenge but maa dulhan ka lehenga choli badal karenge, fir apni chehre se sare make up saaf karke maang me bhari sindoor ko thik tarike se lane me time to jayega. Aise karke pura do ghanta lag gaye. Aur fir jab hum apni apni cottage se apna saman leke nikle tab main maa ko isi dress aur isi roop me tab pehli bar dekha tha. Unki hath ki mehendi, hathon ka bangles dekh ke sab samajh jayenge ki unki nayi nayi shadi hui hai. Aur unke upar mera naam ka suhagan ka sare sabud dekhke, mera andar hi andar unke liye ek tibra chahat hone laga aur main bahut horny feel karne laga. Mera sarir ke andar ek anubhuti daur raha hai. Main maa ki taraf jabhi bhi dekh raha hun, tabhi unki jism ka har kone kone me mera pyar bhara garam hoth ka sparsh deke unko pyar karne ke liye mera mann pagal ho raha tha. Woh meri maa hai. Main unki bahut zada pyar karta hun. Unko dil me chahta hun. Woh ab meri biwi hai. Mera jeevan sathi, mera soul mate. Unke sath zindagi ka har pal jeena chahta hun. Zindagi ka har saans unke sath hi lena chahta hun. Mera pyar se unki zindagi ka ab tak ka sari gham, sari kast, sari kurbani, bahut sari cheezen na pane ka dukh –sab sab kuchh bhula dena chahta hun aur zindagi bhar bahut sare khushi aur anand ke sath unko mere bahon me bharke sambhalke rakhna chahta hun.

Maa cottage se nikal neke baad se ab tak ek bhi bar mujhe nahi dekha hai. Main bahut bar koshish kar raha hun. But nazar nahi mila. Woh aur nani bas ek sath ekdusre ko pakadke sare raste taxi me ayi. Aaj sab thoda apni apni mann me hi the. Zada baat nahi kar rahe the. Nana nani apni beti, jo aaj tak unke sath rehke aye, unko ab bas jane dena pad raha hai. Usi gham me sab kam bol rahe the. Fir bhi baat chit hone laga. Aur beech beech me koi mazakiya baton se sab has rahe the. But fir bhi woh pehla din jaisa nahi raha. Baat kam hone ke karan main bar bar pichhe mud nahi paa raha tha aur maa ko dekh nahi paa raha tha. Fir bhi itna nazdik rehke , main unko mere dil ke andar aur sarir me mehsus kar paraha tha. Mera isi tarah feelings ke liye mera penis baar baar shakt hote raha. Woh ab keval suhagraat ka intezar me hi hai. Fir bhi main jabhi bhi maa ko dekh raha hun, har bar unki khubsurti aur saundyarta dekhke main khud ko bhagyaban samjh raha tha. Aise ek pyari ladki meri biwi banegi main socha nahi tha. But aaj waise hi ek ladki, jo meri maa hai, aaj mera patni ban gayi hai. Jo ab mere naam ka sindoor laga ke mere samne, unki mummy papa ke sath baithi hui hai.

Nana nani train me chadne se pehle mujhe aur maa ko bar bar gale laga te rahe. Main aur maa ek sath jhuk ke pati patni ka couple ban ke nana aur nani ka pair chhun ke unke ashirwad lene lage. Nanaji mujhe ek bar alag se gale lagaya aur kuchh time pakad ke rakha. Woh jaise ki yeh keh rahe hai ki mera ghar ka laxmi main tumko diya beta. Ab tum hi iska dhyan rakhna. Fir nanaji ma ko gale lagake chehre pe ek mayusipan lake ek smile diya. Nani ma ko fir se gale lagayi aur unki chehra dono hath se thamke unki ankhon me dekhi aur unki gila aankhon se smile karke maa ko boli
” Sada suhagan raho beti”. Nana nani ke aankhon me saaf saaf jhalak dikh raha hai jaise ki woh log apni beti ki vidai de rahe hai. Is samay main aur maa eksath rehke keval unlogon ko thik se , apna khyal rakh ke rehne ke liye kehne lage. Aaj tak maa the sath me. But aab woh dono bilkul akele ho jayenge. Woh sochke mera mann thoda bhari bhi ho gaya tha. But kya karen. Zindagi ka asli rang hi aisi hai.
Main aur maa ek sath ass pass platform me khade hai. Train chalne lagi. Nana nani khidki se humme dekh ke hath hilaya. Aur dono hi param mamta aur pyar se humme ek smile dekhe hamara apnapann jatane lage. Train raftar pakadne lagi aur maa ka aankh gila hone laga. Train dheere dheere platform chhodke dur jane lagi. Aur tabhi main mehsus kiya ki mere ekdum nazdik khadi maa unki dono hath uthake mera baju pakad rahi hai. Main ghumke unko dekha. Woh tabhi bhi jate hui train ke taraf nazar rakh ke gila aankhon se usi taraf dekhe ja rahi hai. Aur unki hath dheere dheere mere baju ko thik se pakadne lagi. Mere mann me yeh bhavnayen ayi ki maa ab tak unki mummy papa ke sang jee rahi thi. Aur woh log unke beti ki achchi tarah se dekhbhal karke apni kartavya sahi tarike se palan kar rahe the. Lekin ab se maa mere sang meri patni banke jeene ja rahi hai. Aur mujhe mera patni ka raksha karke unki har tarha ka dekhbhal karna hai. Shayad woh unki aanjane me mera baju pakad ke unki yeh gesture se mujhe mera kartavya yaad dene lagi. Shadi ke time main kasam khake yeh kaha ki main puri zindagi unki khayal rakhke, unki har ichcha ko pura karke, unki har tarah ki chahat mitake, mera pyar, care, loyalty, honesty deke unko har jhanjha se bachake mere bahon me sukun ka need lene dunga. Aur iss waqt se mera woh kartavya palan karna suru ho gaya hai.

Main unki taraf dekh raha tha. Aur mere mann me ek nayi tarah anubhuti aur pyar aaya maa ke upar. Ek pati ka unka patni ke upar jo pyar ata hai, main pehli bar maa ke sath hamara nayi rishta me kadam rakh ke, isi ptalform me khade hoke woh pyar mehsus karne laga. Mujhe is tarah pyar aur bhavnayen pehle kabhi mehsus nahi hua tha. Tabhi maa apni sar uthake mere taraf dekhi. Unki uss namm aankhon me apnon se dur jane ka gham ke sath sath ek adbhut khushi bhi jhalak de raha hai. Woh apni mummy papa se dur rehke bhi apni dil se judi hui kisi ke sath, apni bete ke sath, jo ab unki pati hai, unke sath jeevan bitane ja rahi hai. Uss ki khushi aur ek excitement unki mann me jo mishra anubhuti ka shristi kar raha hai, woh unki aankhon se mujhe dikh raha hai. Mere sath nazar milake aise hi hum dono uss bheed platform me kuchh pal khade rahe, fir maa ke andar ek sharam khel gaya aur woh apni aankh jhuka li . Aur sharam ke sath unki hath mere baju ko chhod ke apni taraf khich li. Lekin woh unki hoth pe ek muskan leke mujhe yeh samjha di ki kitna bhi gham aur kitna bhi kast aye na kyun, woh mere sath, pere pass , mere dil me rehke apni sari ghamon ko bhulke chehre pe hasi leke jee sakti hai. Main bas apni zindagi ka ek naya adhyay me pravesh karke meri maa ko sath me leke ek nayi raste me chalna suru kiya. Jahan keval main aur meri maa yani ki meri biwi hai.

Nana nani sham ka train leke chale gaye. Woh log bas subha hone se pehle hi ghar pahuch jayenge. Lekin hum logon ko MP pahuchte pahuch te kal sham ho jayega. Hum bandra se chhatrapati shivaji terminus pe pahuch gaye. Hamare sath teen suitcase hai. Hum ek koolie leke saman usko deke main aur maa mumbai ki uss bheed me chalne lage ek dusre ke sath , ekdum pass rehke. Maa aur mera hath nahi pakda. Woh bas ek nayi dulhan ki tarah unke pati ke sath dheer kadmon me chalte aarahe hai. Main unke sath unki kadamon se apni kadmon milake chale laga. Mujhe puri zindagi bas unko aise hi sath dena hai. Aur main yeh chahta bhi hun mann se, dil se. Chalte waqt bheed me kabhi kabhi maa ka baju mere baju se, aur maa ka kandha mere kandha se touch ho raha hai. Aur har baar mujhe ek naram aur komal sparsh mehsus ho raha hai. Maa kitni komal aur naram hai hamare shadi se pehle uski ek jhalak mujhe mila tha. Aur ab un komal aur naram sarir ka sparsh se mere andar ek kapuni ane laga. maa ke ek dum pass rehne ke liye mujhe unki sarir se ek khushboo bhi mil raha tha. Unki baalon ka woh mitha mehek main mehsus kar raha hun. Itni bheed me bhi mujhe bas unko mera bahon me lene ka mann kiya. But main chahke bhi unki hath pakad nahi paya. Na jane kyun shadi ke baad mere andar bhi ek tarah ka sharam agaya. Main kitna kuchh sochke rakha tha. But aaj maa ko ek anjan jagah pe hamare parichit samaj ke bahar akeli pake bhi , iss platform ki bheed ki andar bhi unko chhun nahi paraha hun. Maa bhi shayad mere jaisa emotion aur soch ke through gujar rahi hai. Woh na mujhe dekh rahi hai aankh uthake, na mere se sahaj hoke baat kar rahi hai, na mujhe chhun pa rahi hai. Bas hum mann hi mann ek dusre ko chahke bhi itna kareeb rehke bhi , koi pehla kadam utha nahi pa rahe hai.

Hamare train ane me thoda time hai. Hum platform ke ek kone wala bench me baithe hai. Hamara luggage samne rakhi hui hai. Maa aur main kareeb, bahut kaeer reh rahe the. Dono hi shayad platform ki is vichitra awaz ke beech bhi ek dusre ki dil ki dhadkanein sun pa rahe the, fir bhi hum ek duri me reh gaye. Main thoda time baad maa ko dekhte hue puchha
” Paani pioge?”
Maa bas mujhe ek nazar deke fir nazar dusri taraf ghumake sar hilake haan kaha. Woh bas sari purani rishton bhul ke, meri biwi ki jagah leke khud ko mere sath sahaj karne ki koshish kar rahi hai. Main bhi maa ko apni biwi ki nazar se puri tarah grahan karne ki koshish mann hi mann karte ja raha hun. Is liye dono hi aaj ek awkward situation me ek dusre ke sath rehke bhi, ek dusre se mil ghul ne me waqt le rahe hai. Main uthke jake samne waala stall se paani lake maa ko bottle kholke peene diya. Woh mere hath se bottle leli, but peene me jhijhak rahi hai, kyun ki bottle pura bhara tha. Peene jayenge to kapre me paani girke kapre geela kar dega. So main haske unse bottle leke muh lagake thoda pani pee liye. Fir main unko bottle diya to woh mujhe ek smile deke bottle me muh lagake dheere dheere paani peene lagi. Aaj tak hamare Ahmedabad ghar me bachpan se dekh ke araha hun ki koi kisika jutha pani nahi pite. But aaj maa mera jutha pani peene me koi duvidha nahi rakhi. Main unki gale me mangalsutra aur maang me sindoor aur hath me mehendi leke nayi dulhan ke tarah sharma ke mere samne unki iss tarah parivartan ko dil me mehsus karne laga. Aur unko mere dilka sari jagah dene me koi kasar nahi chhoda.
Main ek do baar uthke idhar udhar ja raha tha. Mujhe bhi thoda uneasy feel ho raha tha. Bas situation ko sahaj karne ke liye khud pehle sahaj hone ka koshish kar raha tha. Aur jab main thoda idhar udhar ghumke wapas maa ke pass aata tha tab maa keval mera aane ka intezar leke wahan baithe rehte the. Aur main wapas ane ke baad mujhe sharm laga ek smile deke nazar jhuka leti thi. Unki us smile me ek rahat ka feelings dikhai deta tha. Main bas kuchh palon ke liye unse dur hote hi woh mere liye aise sochne lag gaye. Mera lautne ka intezar me akhon me ek chahat leke baithi rehti thi. Train ka time ho gaya tha. Platform me ab bheed thoda badh gayi hai. Main aur maa khade hue hai. Main mera saman uthane ke liye ek koolie ko dhund raha tha. Main bas wahan se age jake dekhne ke liye jaise hi kadam badhaya toh maa pichhe se boli
” Suniye na…..”
Main maa ka awaz suntehi dil me ek khushi ka leher ke sath pichhe mudke dekha. Woh bas dheer nazron se mujhe dekhe ja rahi hai. Main unke pass ake ukno dekhte hue mera sarir ka bhasa se puchhne laga ki kya hua hai. Woh bas mere ankhon me dekhte huye dheere dheere kaha
” Aap mere pass rahiye”
Aur fir nazar jhuka ke unki hathon se dheere dheere mera baju pakadke mere aur kareeb ane lagi. Aur waise hi nazar jhuki rakhke ek dum fisfisa ke boli
” Mujhe dar lagti hai”
Bolke unki sar ko mere hath se touch karwayi. Mere andar bas pyar ka dhara behne lagi. Main ek anjaani khushi se chup hoke bas wahan khade khade unki woh touch aur pyar ko mehsus karne laga.
MP me hamara station me pahuch ke hum jab train se utre, tab sham hone ja raha tha. Main saman wagera leke coolie ke sath neeche utar gaya. Fir maa peeche ake darwaja ke samne khadi hoke utarne ja rahi thi. Main daur ke jake unka hath pakad ke unko utarne me help karne ke liye unke pass pahucha. Maang me sindoor aur gale me mangalsutra ke sath maa ek dum nayi naveli dulhan ke tarah lag rahi hai jiska pehli bar shadi hua hai. Main unke taraf dekh ke dil me pyar aur chehre pe smile leke mera left hand badha diya unke taraf. Woh mere taraf dekhke smile karke unki chehre pe ek pyari muskan aur ankhon me nayi shadi hui ladki ka jaise unki pati ke liye bahut sare pyar leke mere taraf ek bar dekhe. Aur blush karke smile thoda chawdi karke nazar ghuma liya aur unka mehendi kiya hua right hand badhake mera hath pakad liya. Fir unki left hand se unki saree ko thoda upar ke taraf pakad ke train se neeche utarne lagi. Woh ek medium heel wali slipper peheni hui thi. Woh jaise hi utarne gayi, unki mehendi lagi hui pair ka kuchh hissa saree ke neeche se mujhe dikhai diya. Gori gori aur gol gol mulayem skin wali pair. Usme peheni hui payel unki sundar gulabi edi ko aur khubsurat aur sexy bana diya hai. Mujhe ek jhalak yeh dekh ke mere andar achanak ek orgyness agaya. Achanak mera sarir me khoon daurne laga aur mera penis ke andar jake bharne laga. Maa ka naram hath ki sparsh me aaj ek nayi tarah anubhuti sarir me mehsus karne laga. Unki mehendi kiya hua sexy pair aur nayi dulhan ki tarah sharmana–sab kuchh milake mere andar ek toofan chalne laga. Aur mera penis achanak ek adbhut sukhanubhuti se uchhal ke shakt hone laga. Main bas mera anubhuti ko mann hi mann kabu karke unko utarne me puri madat kiya aur fir woh utarneke baad mere taraf nazar uthake dekhi. Mujhe uss nazron me mere liye unki jo love aur loyalty, mere upar unki jo dependency, mere pass unki jo complete surrender , mere prati unki jo caring bhav aur mere liye unki dil me jo chahat nazar aya woh dekh ke ussi pal me mera dil us platform me khade khade bas pighalne laga. Mujhe andar hi andar yeh mehsus hua ki main sach me bahut khush naseeb hun. Mujhe aisi ek ladki meri biwi ke roop me mili, jo mujhe bachpan se aaj tak itna pyar karti ayi, aur aaj bhi itana pyar kar rahi hai, aur main janta hun ki zindagi bhar mujhe itna hi pyar karte rahegi. Bachpan se woh mujhe hamesha zada pyar karti thi single parents ke wajah se. Unke dil me hamesha main rehta tha. Unki sari sukh dukh mujhe leke aur mere charon taraf ghumti thi. Aur aaj naseeb ne hume zindagi ka iss mod pe laya ki jahan hum maa beta hone par bhi hum dono ko duniyaka sabse majbut aur mehtpurn ek bandhan me bandh diya. Humare maa bete ka jo bandhan tha uss majbut bandhan me toh hum pehle se hi jude hai. Lekin aaj is nayi rishte ka nayi bandhan me achchanak hum dono aur bhi bahut zada majbuti se ek dusre se jud gaye. Mera maa ke prati jo pyar hai, uske sath biwi ke liye pyar bhi dilse nichodke sab unko hi de diya. Aur woh bhi unki zindagi ka jama hua sari pyar unki pati ke liye de diya. Apni bete ke liye jo pyar tha, uske sath ek patni ka pyar milke unki dil apni bete ke pass ujad kar diya. Aur woh apni dil ko aaj ek majbut bandhan se unki bete ke dil ke sath badh liye. Aur woh khud ko puri tarah, apni tann mann sab kuchh apni bete ke pass, apni pati ke pass samarpan kar diye. Mujhe sab kuchh mehsus hone laga unke samne khade hoke unke ankhon me dekhte hue. Kuchh pal hum aise nazar milake hamara dil ki bahut sare baatein us bheed palatfomr ke vichitra awaz ke beech khade hoke ek dusre ko jatane lage. Maa bas apni smile barkarar rakhke achanak kuchh yaad karke mere hath me unki grip dheela kar liya aur sharma ke mera hath chhodke apni hath khich liye. Fir apni nazar platform ke dusri taraf ghumake dekhne lagi. Main tabhi bhi unko dekh raha tha. Maa ko aaj bahut khush dikh raha tha. Unke andar ek najwan ladki ki anubhuti wapas agayi. Unki hothon pe jo muskan laga hua hai, woh main zindagi bhar dekhne ke liye kuchh bhi kar sakta hun. Main hamesha unko isi tarah khush dekhna chahta hun, khush rakhna chahta hun.
Hum taxi me hamara luggage load karke mera ghar ke taraf, jo aaj se hamari ghar hoga, usi taraf jane lage. Platform me maa jo mera hath chhoda, uske baad aur mera hath pakdi nahi. Main dil se chah raha tha ki woh mere baju pakadke mere ekdum pass rehke chale. But woh bas mere pass to thi, lekin mera sparsh se dur reh rahi thi. Shayad unke mann me bhi mera jaisa ek anubhuti ho rahi hogi. Mera jaisa ek chahat unke bhi sarir me toofan layi hogi. Ek adhbhut sukh, jo na main kabhi paya aur jo woh pake bhi uska anand zindagi me thik se le nahi paye, woh anand, woh sukh pane ke liye unki bhi sarir taras rahi hogi. Aur shayad isi liye woh bhi khud ko apni kabu me rakh rahi hai mere se dur rehke. Taxi ke peeche baithe the hum. Maa khidki ke pass baithke bahar ki taraf dekh rahi hai. Nayi jagah aur nayi zindagi me khud ko mila ke nayi rishte ko aur bhi apni dil me majbuti se basa rahi hai. Main raste me jate jate batate raha ki hum ko kitna dur jana hai, wahan se market kis taraf hai, mera office kidhar se jana padta hai wagera wagera. Woh bas beech beech me mere taraf ek smile leke dekhti hai aur fir bahar nazar ghuma leti hai. Khidki ke taraf unki left hand unki god me rakhi hui hai aur right hand mere aur unki beech me jo gap hai wahan seat ke upar rakhi hui hai. Mujhe bahut mann kar raha tha ki main unki woh hath mere hath ke andar le lun. Baaton baton me mann me yeh soch to raha tha but kar nahi pa raha tha. Hum ab pati patni hai, fir bhi ek hesitation andar abhi bhi kaam kar raha hai. Itna din jis aurat ko meri maa ke nazar se dekha aur chhunya, aaj unko meri biwi ke roop me dekh raha hun lekin chhun ne me woh hesitation aa raha hai. Shayad unke andar bhi unki bete ko ab pati ke roop me chuun ne me sharam araha hogi. Ab mujhe mehsus ho raha hai ki pichhla 6 saal se mann ki kalpana me unke sath milan ka jo sapna dekhte aye, aaj asli zindagi ka iss mod me ake sab kuchh us jaisa karna itna sahaj aur asaan nahi ho raha hai. Maa jitni baar mere taraf dekh rahi thi , utni bar mere chhati ke andar ek jhanjhan awaz sa hone laga. Khidki se hawa ane ke waja se woh jab mere taraf dekhti hai tab unki woh sundar aankhen thoda chhota ho raha hai. Fir bhi unki chehre pe muskan ke sath ankhon me ek gehri pyar saaf saaf jhalak de raha tha. Main mann hi mann thoda himmat jutake samne ke taraf dekhte hue mera left hand badha ke unki right hand ke upar rakha. Mera ungliyan bas unki ungliyan ko chhun raha tha. Tabhi maa bahar dekhte hue unki hath ko thoda apni taraf khich liya. Main waise hi baithe baithe fir hath ko age badhake unki ungliyan pakda. Ab woh hath hatayi nahi lekin ungliyan ko muththi karke mere sparsh se dur jana chah rahi hai. Mere mann me ek jidd aya ki hummare beech me pati patni banne ke baad jo hesitation chal raha hai woh abhi khatam ho jaye. Main ab mera hath ko unke hath ke upar rakh ke bas mera grip se unki hath pakad liya. Woh dheere se chhudane ki koshish ki but chhuda ke leke nahi gaye. Main ghumke unke taraf dekhi. Woh bas hothon pe smile leke bahar dekh rahi hai. Main dheere dheere unki ungliyan me mera ungliyan intertwined karne laga. Woh tabhi mere taraf dekhi aur chehre pe ek sharam, excitement aur chahat leke mujhe ankhon se ishara karke driver ki taraf dikhaya. Fir ek fake gusse ka chehra banake jaise ki woh yeh kehna chahti hai ki “kya kar rahe ho aap. Aage driver hai. Mirror me dekh raha hoga. Chhodiye mujhe sharam arahi hai”. Mujhe unki iss tarah sharma jane me mujhe maza ane laga. Main unki hath to chhoda nahi, upar se mera grip aur strong karke unki ungliyan ko muththi karke pakda. Woh tabhi apni nazar ghuma ke bahar dekhne lagi. Main chehre pe ek badmasi hasi leke unko dekhne laga. Fir main unki hath waise pakadke rakh ke fir samne ki taraf nazar ghumaya. Aur tabhi main mehsus kiya ki maa apni ungliyan ko dheere dheere muththi karke mere ungliyan ko pakad rahi hai. Main hath ke taraf dekha ki hum dono ka ungliyan intertwined hoke muththi karke ek dusre ko pakdi hui hai. Main unko dekha. woh bahar me nazar rakhte hue bhi samajh gaye ki main unko dekh raha hun. Woh usme aur sharma ke has ne lagi aur hothon me unki hasi ko dabane lagi. Woh unki left hand ki elbow ko khidki ke upar rakha ke left hand ki ek ungli fold karke bar bar apni hoth ko touch rakwa rahi hai. Main samajh gaya ki maa ke andar sharam ke sath sath unke bete ke sath is nayi rishte me dheere dheere khud ko kholna suru ho gaya hai. Khud ko ek patni ki tarah mehsus karke unki dil ki sari khushi zahir kar rahi hai. Mera mann ek anindya sundar khushi me uchhal uchhal ke nach ne laga. Mera mann bhi unko patni ke roop me swikar karke ek adbhut bhav se behna laga. Taxi me baithke hum dono alag alag taraf dekh ke, ek dusre ki hath pakadke ek dusre ko jaise ki yeh barta de rahe hai ki zindagi me kabhi kisi bhi paristhiti me yeh hath hum chhodenge nahi. Main unko jitna dekh raha hun, unko nayi tarah se aviskar kar raha hun. Unki isi tarah adayen main kabhi nahi dekha. Main jitne bar unko dekh raha hun, bar bar lag raha hai ki yeh pal, yeh anubhuti ka kabhi ant na ho. Unki kuchh baal hawa me udke mera chehre pe ake touch karte hue ja raha hai. Mera gala , naak, aankh, sar sab jagah pe unki baalon ka sparsh se main bas ek uttejana mehsus karne laga. Unko bahon me leke pyar karne ka chahat me mann chhat fat kar raha hai. Ekant me keval maa aur main ek dusre ko apna banake pane ka chahat me andar hi andar ubal ne lage. But mera mann achanak ek baat sochke thoda mayush ho gaya.
kal train me chadne ke baad , raat me bhi aisa mehsus hua tha. Aur mann bhari ho gaya tha. Maa kuchh andaz kiya tha aur mujhe bas pyar ke nazar se dekh ke jaise ki yeh bol rahe the ki ” ab aap akele kyun dukhi honge. Aaj se to sari sukh, dukh hum dono share karke ek dusre ki zindagi ko jeene me aur asan kar denge, aur khushi se bhar denge. Main hun na aapke pass, aap ke sath hamesha ke liye”.
Maa ka ankhon me woh bhasha padke mera mann to thik ho gaya tha but abhi fir se same chinta ghir ne laga. Hum nana nani ke prachesta se aur hamari naseeb ke fere me aaj hum shastra sammati se pati patni to ban gaye aur maa bhi patni ke roop me khud ko lejake ek nayi khush hal zindagi ka sapna dekh rahi hai. But kya main unki expectation se khara utar paunga!! Mujhe malum hai maa ek adarsh patni ban jayenge, lekin Kya main ek adarsh pati ban paunga!! Kya main ek patni ka dil me jitna sare ichcha aur khwab rehta hai, kya main woh sab thik se pura kar paunga!! Yeh sab chinta kabhi kabhi dil me ajata hai. Main janta hun main maa ko sab se zada pyar karta hun aur karunga, kabhi kisi aur ladki ke taraf dekhunga bhi nahi unko chhodke. Mere zindagi me wohi ek matra ladki banke bahegi. Hamare umra ka jo farak hai, usko hum har tarike se over come kar lenge but jab pati patni ka conjugal life ke bare me sochta hun tab aise mayush ho jata hun. Main janta hun unke sath mera har pati patni ki tarah saririk sampark honewala hai. Hum maa bete ka rishte ko dil ke andar rakh ke pati patni ke rishte me jeeyenge. Woh bhi janti hai shadi ke baad unki beta pati ka adhikar se unki tann mann ko pyar karega aur woh iske liye khud ko taiyar bhi kiye hai jarur. Lekin main jab sochta hun mera penis ke bare me, tab mann me ek dar sa mehsus hota hai. Mera penis thoda bada aur mota to hai hi, but jab uttejana se ful jata hai, tab uska cap ek dum bada sa ek ball jaisa ban jata hai. Kya main maa ke sath thik tarah se saririk sambandh bana paunga!! Kya main unko bina dard deke woh pyar kar paunga jo har patni apni pati se chahti hai!! Kya main unko ek paripurn santushti de paunga!! Main unse bahut bahut pyar karta hun. Main unke sath chhodke aur kisi ke sath milan ka kalpana na kabhi kiya hai, na kabhi karunga. Muhje unko har tarike se khush karke, zindagi ka sari anand unki kadmon ke pass lake dena chahta hun.
Kal train me jab chade tab full log the us compartment me. AC tha. So sare log jaldi jadli dinner karke sogaye. Mera aur maa ka berth upar neeche tha. Main upar jake so gaya tha. Aur maa neeche chaddar odke so gaye. Shadi ke baad ek pati patni pehli raat ek sath ek hi jagah raat gujar rahi hai, fir bhi woh ab pati patni jaise reh nahi pa rahe the. Aisa shayad hota nahi kabhi. Hamare sath ho raha hai. Hamare sath asli me to bahut kuchh ho raha hai jo aur kahin kabhi nahi hua. Main ek bar neeche jhuk ke maa ko dekha. Woh bas mere berth ke taraf dekhte hue so rahi thi. Hamari nazar milte hi woh smile kiya. Main unko dekhte raha. Woh unki chaddar ko thoda gale ke pass khichke aur warmth feel karne lagi aur apni aankh bandh kar li. Fir thoda der baad jab aankh khuli , fir se hamara nazar mila. Unki chehre pe ek lal bindi aur honth pe pyari muskurahat unki roop ko pura badal diya hai. Bas ek kunwari ladki ke tarah jiska bas pehli baar shadi hui hai, us tarah apni pati ko dekh rahe the. Fir woh unki chehra unki right side me ghumake ankh badh karke sone ki koshish kiya.

Subha jab hamare need tuta tab kuchh passenger already utar gaye pichhli station me. Is liye kamra thoda khali tha. Keval ek middle aged uncle hamare samne wala berth me tha. Subha train me chay deke gaya. Garam pani ka flask aur packet sugar, milk powder aur tea bag . Main chai banana suru kiya to maa mujhe dheere se bole
” Mujhe chhodiye. Main banati hun”
Aur maa mera chay banane lage. Mera patni banne ke baad bhi woh bachpan se mujhe jaisa care aur pyar karte ayi, waise hi mujhe care aur pyar kar rahi hai aur zindagi bhar karegi mujhe pata hai. Main unki pati banne ke baad bhi unko woh respect aur care karunga zindagi bhar, jaisa main maa ko karta tha. Hum chai peete peete ek dusre ko dekh ke smile kar rahe the. Yeh hai woh pehli subha jo har couple ki life me bas ek bar ata hai. Shadi ka agla din ka subha. Hum in palon ko hamari dil me kayid karte rahe ek dusre ko pyar se dekhte dekhte. Hamare samne wale uncle hum se parichay kiye aur jab unko pata chala ki hum naye naye shadi karke mera job ki jagah pe ja raha hai, tab woh humme bataye ki hamara jodi bahut khubsurat jodi bana hai. Humme puchha hamara yeh love marriage hai ya arranged marriage. Yeh sunke maa aur main dono kuchh pal khamosh rahe. Unko kaise hamara rishte ke bare me batayen. To main turant bola ki arranged marriage hai, tab woh admi bola ki bahut kam logon ke andar arranged marriage me itna pyar jhalak ta hai jinta hamare jodi ko dekh ke lag raha hai. Main aur maa is baat ko sunke ek dusre ko dekha aur mann me soche ki ussko yeh nahi pata ki hum kaise hamare nasseb ke fere aaj aise ek couple bane hai jo couple duniyame dhundne me shayad milega bhi nahi aur hamare beech jo pyar hai who duniyaka sab se zada pyar ka bandhan hai.
Taxi ake gharke ek dum samne ruk gaye. Main utarke ghum ke jake maa ki taraf ke door khola aur maa utri. Fir hum saman wagera neeche utarke driver ko taxi fare mita diya aur woh taxi leke chale gaye. Maa ghar ke ass pass idhar udhar ki taraf dekh rahi thi. Main unko dekhte dekhte do suitcase khichke door ke pass leke gaya. Aur maa tabhi teesra suitcase ko lane ki koshish kar rahi hai. Main unko mana kiya aur jake ek hath me woh suitcase khichte hue dusri hath se aram se maa ki hath pakadke dheere se bola
“ chalo’’
Maa bas ek pyari si smile deke Sharma ke nazar jhuka ke mere sath chalne lagi.aur main unki hath pakadke door ke taraf jane laga. Hum koi kuchh bol nahi rahe hai. Keval jab bhi nazar mil raha hai tabhi ek dusre ko muskurake apna pyar jatane lage. Maa jab chal rahi thi unki payek ki mitha awaz hone laga. Main key nikal ke door khola. Fir main maa ki taraf dekha. Aur dheere se bola
“ Nayi bahu ghar me kadam rakhne se pehle yahan unko swagat karne ke liye to koi nahi hai.”
Fir main ruk gaya. Maa mere taraf dekhke mithi mithi has rahi hai. Aur fir ghum ke khud hi andar jane ke liye kadam uthane gayi ki main unko roka
“ Ruk jao.”
Maa mere taraf nazar ghumayi to main unki ankhon me ankh dal ke unki mann ke andar jake unki mann ko chhune chaha. Aur fir fisfisake kaha
“ koi nahi to kya hua. Main swagat karunga.”
Maa ascharya nazar se mujhe dekhte rahe aur fir has ke mera pagalpan ko sai dene lage. Woh haste hi unki moti jaisa daant unki gulabi hoth ke andar se dikha uar unko khubsurat lagne lagi. Mera dil bas pighal ke unki kadmo ke neche agayi.
Main age badh ke ghar ke andar gaya aur ghum ke maa ke samne khada ho gaya. Maa samajh nahi pa rahe hai ki main kya karne jar aha hun. Kaise swagat karna chahta hun. Main tabhi mera right ghutna ko floor pe tikake, left pair ko fold karke wahi darwaja ke samne baith gaya. Fir mera right hand ko agee le jake hatheli ka ulta side ko floor touch karwake rakh diya aur left hand ko upar maa ke taraf badha diya. Main ankhon me ek asma pyar leke smile karte hue unko dekha. Woh bas unki bade bade ankhon se ek surprised look leke mujhe dekhe ja rahe hai. Main kuchh nahi bol raha tha. Tabhi achanak maa ka aankh nam ho gaya aur woh hothon pe ek pyar bhari smile leke aye. Woh bas mujhe aise hi dekhe ja rahe the. Dheere dheere unki ankh gila hone laga aur unki hoth kanpne lagi. Mujhe samajh me agaya ki unke mann me barish suru ho gaya. Aur bahar unki nazar aur hothon ka kaanpti hui smile mujhe yeh bata rahi hai. Main tabhi dhere ek dum pyar se bola
“aao”
woh unki right hand ko uthake unki hoth ke pass le jake hoth ke upar rakh ke unki khushi ki rona ko chhupa ne ki koshish karne lagi. But unki nazron me woh cheez chhupa nahi paye. Main ek chawdi smile deke situation ko sahaj karke firse bola
“aao”
Tabhi maa usi right hand ko mera left hand ke taraf badha diya aur mera hath pakad liya. Unki woh sparsh me jo pyar tha, woh main zindagi bhar nahi bhul sakta. Main unki hath pakad liya aur maa tabhi unki slipper se apni dono pair nikal ke left pair ko agee badha ke mera right hatheli ke upar rakh diya. Main is tarah unki zindagi me kabhi bhi unki kadmon ke neeche koi kaanta ane nahi dunga. Hamesha mera pyar se unki woh rasta gulab ki papri se bhar dunga. Yeh kasam khake unko ghar ke andar swagat kiya. Maa ghar ke anadr ate hi main khada ho gaya. Aur unki hath chhod diya. Maa tabhi bhi mujhe dekhe ja rahe hai ek adbhut pyar ki nazar se. Main unko easy feel karwane ke liye haske unko bola
“Welcome Mrs. Manju Hitesh Patel”
Mera bolne ki iss dhang se woh bas us gili ankhon se has padi aur apna nazar neeche jhuka li. Main bas bahar jake sare luggage andar laya aur door bandh kar diya.
Yehi hai aaj se hamara ghar, hamara sansar. Unki pati ka ghar hai yeh. Maa mujhe yeh sab karte huye dekh rahi thi. Woh aur kuchh nahi dekh rahi hai, keval side me khade hoke mere upar nazar tikake rakhe hai. Woh bhi mera is tarah adayen dekhte hue mujhe nayi tarah se aviskar kar rahi hogi. Aur shayad usi liye woh bhi thoda surprised hai aur mann me ek adbhut anand ka anubhuti se unke andar bhi ek toofan chal rahi hogi. Main unse nazar milake smile diya. Aur fir dheer kadmon me unke pass gaya. Ab hamara nazar tika hua hai aur ek dusre ko noi tarah se aviskar ke khushi se hum dono ek duare ki pyar me kho rahe hai. Main unki ekdum pass gayi. Woh abhi bhi un bade bade aankhon se pyar leke mujhe bas dekhte rahi. Main mann me himmat lake mera hath badhake unki dono kandha pakda. Aur unko mere taraf khichke mera bahon me bhar liya. Maa koi badha nahi diya aur woh bhi unki sarir ko mere sarir ke sath milake mujhe kaske pakad li. Woh apni sar ko mere chhati ke upar rakh ke unki dono hath mera pichhe le jake mera pith ko pakad ke rakhi hai. Main bhi mera dono hath unki pith ke upar le jakeunko mere sarir ke sath kaske pakadke rakha hai. Hum ek dusre ki dil ki tej dhadkanein mehsus karne lage. Hum kuchh waqt aise ek dusre ko bahon me bharke feel karte rahe aur hamare saans tej hone lage. Main dhhere se unki kaan ke pass mera hoth le jake bola
“ I love u”
Maa bas mera bahon me pighalte pighalte dheere dheere boli
“ I love u too”
Hum ek dusre ko kaske ek dusre ki sarir ke sath milane lage. Main unki naram boobs ko mere chhati me mehsus karne laga. Aur mera penis mera jeans ke andar dheere dheere shakt hoke laga. hum ek dusre ki pith ko dheere dheere sehlane lage. Main tabhi fisfisake unke kaan me bola
“Ab time aya ki nahi?”
Maa sharma ke mere chhati me chehra chhupaya aur fisfisake kahi
“ kaunsa”
Main mere sarir ke har kone me unki sarir ko mehsus karte huye kaha
“Tum hamesha har cheez ke liye bolte the.. time ane dijiye..time ane dijiye…abhi bhi woh time nahi aya kya?”
Maa iska koi jawab na deke mujhe bas aur kaske pakadke anpa sharma hui chehra chupa rahi hai. Main meri awaz me bahut sari pyar aur passion lake kaha
“Bolo na Manju”
Maa kuchh pal kuchh na bolke aise hi mujhe pakadke khadi rahi. Fir kuchh pal baad woh apna chehra mera chhati se thoda alag kia. Unki puri sarir me ek halka sa kampan ho raha hai aur main usko mehsus kar pa raha hun. Mera bhi andar ek toofan chal raha hai aur mera penis ab fulke ek dum bada hone laga. Fir maa apna chehra dheere dheere upar ke taraf karne lagi. Unka saans tej ho raha hai. Aankh bandh karke rakhi hai. Main keval pyar se unko dekhe ja raha hun. Main bhi uttejana ke karan garam hone laga. Maa apna chehra ruk ruk ke upar kiya. Unki hoth kaanp rahi hai. Gulabi patli hothon me pyar aur sharam laga hua hai. Mera sawal ka koi jawab na deke woh bas aise apni chehra upar karke unki hoth mujhe samarpan karne ke liye khadi hai. Mere chhati me hazaro hathoda pith raha hai. Khoon daur raha hai aur penis me jake jama hoke usko aur shakt aur khada kar diya. Main samarpit tarikese mere samne khadi meri maa, jo ki ab mera shadi kiya hua biwi hai, unki pith me apna hath se unko pyar se pakad ke mera hoth ko dheere dheere unke hothon ke taraf jhuka ne laga. Maa ankh mund ke rakhi hai, mera chehra unke chehre ka ekdum pass ate hi hum ek dusre ka garam saans ek dusre ki chehre pe mehsus karne laga. Mera bhi andar ka kampan mujhe aur agee badhne ke liye majboor kiya aur main mera hoth ko maa ki hoth ke upar mila diya. Maa ka hoth touch hote hi unka pura badan ekdum kaanp uthi. Mera sarir me lipta hua , mera hath se pakda hua unka naram aur halki sarir me main woh kampan mehsus kiya. Mera bhi andar tufan sa chalne laga. Main mera muh halka sa khola aur maa ka dono hothon ko halke se ek bar chus liya. Mera muh ka gila pan unke hoth pe touch hua aur woh bhi dheere se apna muh halka sa kholi. Main jaise dobara mera hoth unke upar rakha to hum ek dusre ki ek ek hoth ko apni apni hothon ke beech paya aur dheere dheere usko pyar se halka halka chusne laga . Hum ek dusre ki hoth ko aise chus rahe hai jaisa ki hum makhkhan ki bani hui koi cheez pe hoth lagake chus raha hun. Yeh dhyan me rakh ke ki us makhkhan ki cheez ka size shape barkarar rakh ke chusna hai. Jor chusunga to woh pura pighalke muh me ajayega nahi to damage hoke unka shape bigad jayega. Waisa sabdhani se hum nayi nayi lovers ke jaise ek dusre ki hoth ko dheere dheere chuske hamara pyar ko jatane laga. Maa ka hath ab mera pith se dheere dheere upar ake mera kandha pakdi hai. Main mera left hath se unka pith ke upar sehlane laga. Aur right hath se unki kamar ko pakad ke hamara balance banake rakha hai. Main dheere dheere mera muh aur kholke unki puri hoth mera muh me lene ka koshish kiya aur mera jeev se unka hoth chatne laga. Woh bhi unka muh khol ke mujhe sahaj kar de rahi hai. Main mera jeev ekbar unke muh ke andar dala. Unki jeev se takraya, fir main jeev nikalke unki uparwala hoth ko chusne laga.hamara kiss dheere dheere gehra hote ja raha hai. Dono ka hath ka sanchalan se ekdusre ko pata chal raha hai ki hum kitna excited hogaye hai. Mera zindagi ka pehla kiss hai. Woh bhi apni maa yani ki biwi ke sath. Maa bhi 18 saal baad koi purush ka sparsh pake dheere dheere mere bahon me pighalte ja rahi hai. Hamare sarir ke bechh ek bhi gap nahi jahan thoda hawa bhi reh paye. Dono ka sarir ek dusre se mil gaya. Mera penis unke sarir me takrake yeh batane ka koshish kar raha hai ki ab woh zada waqt aise nahi rehna chata hai. Woh uska pasandida jagah pe jana chahta hai. Maa bhi mera mann ka chahat ko samajh rahi hai. Woh ab unka tann mann unki bête, jo ki ab unki pati hai, unke pass pura samarpan karne ke liye taiyar ho rahe hai.

Achchanak mobile ring hone laga. hum bas ek dusre me khoye huye the to pehle hum sune nahi. Phir thoda time baad phone ka ghanti hum dono ko iss duniya me wapas laya.
Nani ka phone tha.
Mera zindagi ka pehla kiss tha aur maa ke sath hamara pehla kiss tha. Humme uss kiss ka jadu aur uski sukhanubhuti se bahar ane me thoda waqt lag raha tha. Humko mobile ka ghanti sunai to de raha tha but phir bhi aisa lag raha tha ki jaise hum dono bahut dur koi aur duniya me pahuch gaye aur dusri koi duniya se kuchh awaz hamare pass tak pahuch raha hai. Hum dono hi bahut passionately jude huye the, dono hi aankh mude huye the. Dono hi ek tej saans ke sath sath thoda thoda kaanp rahe the andar se. Dono hi ek dusre se kabhi juda na hone ka kasam se ek dusre ko kaske pakde huye the. Hamara jeev aur hoth ke dwara hum hamara pyar jata bhi rahe the aur ek dusre ki pyar ko mehsus bhi kar rahe the. Mujhe maa ki uss gulabi naram hoth se ek nasha hone ja raha tha. Humme pehli saririk sparsh se jo uttejana ho raha tha, usse zada hamare dil me ek dusre ke liye jo pyar hai woh mehsus karna aur uss pyar ko hamare is nayi rishte me sthapan karne ka prayas suru hogaya tha. Maa completely surrender kar chuki thi unke bete ke pass, unke pati ke pass.
Main maa ki hoth se mera hoth ko jaise alag kiya, maa aankh khol ke mere taraf dekhi. Unki ankhon me ek pyar ki aur pyas ki saya nazar aya. Unki chehre pe ek anindya sundar khushi ka abha chhayi hui hai. Woh tabhi bhi mera dono kandha ko apni hatho se pakdi hui hai. Main unke aankh me dekhte huye, mera ek hath se unki pith ko pakadke balance rakhte hue main dusri hath se mera pocket se mobile nikala. Tab maa ko samajh aya ki main kyun hamara pehla pyar ki nishan, pehla chumban ko beech me rok diya tha. Woh kuchh soch ke khud woh khud sharma gaye. Aur ek baar mere taraf dekh ke ek laaj ki hasi haske nazar jhuka liye. Aur achanak jhat se mujhse alag hoke ulta taraf mud ke jane lagi. Main mobile screen ko dekhke fir se maa ko mere se dur jate huye dekhte dekhte smile karte hue phone pe bola
” Hello Naniji… boliye”
Mera baat sunke udhar nani has pade aur yahan maa jate jate achanak keval apni sar ko pichhe ki taraf ghumake mujhe dekhi. Unki us ankhon me jo ek adbhut pyar ki jhalak tha aur unki hothon ko dabake jo ek pyari muskurahat deke gayi, woh main is zindagi kya, agli saat janam tak nahi bhul paunga. Mere andar mera chhati me ek tarang khel gaya aur mera chhati jaisa halka sa hone laga. Unki uss nazar mera dil me ek teer mar ke gayi. Main unki jadu se nikal ne se pehle nani udhar se haske boli
” Abhi bhi main tumhara nani banke rahun kya? ”
Is baat se jhat se main hosh me aya aur situation ko sambhalte huye kaha
“Nahi nahi….actually….”
Bolke main ruk gaya. Main kya bolne jaraha tha aur kya bolun yeh sochke main thoda time kuchh nahi bol paraha tha. Maa mere se dur jake khidki ki parda ko hata rahi thi but unka dhyan pura mere upar hai aur main yeh samajh paraha tha. Aur nani ke sath mera is tarah paristhiti me padne me unko maza ane laga. Main bas baat ko ghuma ke bola
“Haan….mummy boliye”
Mujhe thoda sharam araha tha. Maa ko dekha to woh waise hi muskurahat ko apni hothon pe daba ke khidki khol ne ki koshish kar rahi hai. Nani udhar se boli
” Tum log pahuch gaye kya”
Main haske bola
” Haanji…..abhi abhi ghar me entry liye”
Maa ke sath kiss karte huye mere andar jo toofan chal raha tha, woh dheere dheere thanda ho raha tha. Mera penis jo ekdum shakht hoke mera jeans ke andar se maa ki pet ko touch kar raha tha, ab woh bhi dheere dheere shant hone laga. Nani udhar nana ko bata rahe hai ki hum pahuch gaye. Fir nani boli
” Journey me koi pareshani to nahi hua na beta…saman-waman leke”
Maine unko bataya ki
” Nahi…. Train bhi time pe thi. Aur ane me bhi koi taklif nahi hui.”
Main gardan ghumake maa ko dekha. Maa puri ghar ko ghur ghur ke dekh rahi thi. Kitchen , drawing cum dinning room aur bedroom. Unki sansar ko samajh rahi thi. Main nani ko puchha
” Papa kya kar rahe hai?”
Nani boli
” Aur puchho mat beta.”
Nani ke gale me aisa ek awaz tha jo sunke maine turant bola
“Kyun ..kya hua?”
Bolke main thoda turn hoke maa ki taraf dekha. Maa bedroom ke andar chale gaye the. Unko dikhai nahi diya. Nani udhar se boli
” Subhah ghar pahuch ke tum logon se phone pe baat chit kiya . Tab to thik tha. Lekin breakfast karne ke baad achanak woh ulti kar diye.”
Main nani ko puchha
” Arey..dr. Ko dikhaye ki nahi?”
Mera gale me ek aisa concerned tha ki main jab fir se bedroom ke taraf dekha to maa hamare bedroom ke door ke pass khadi hoke mujhe dekh rahi thi, shayad hamare baat ko samajh ne ki koshish kar rahi thi. Main maa ke taraf nazar rakhke nani ko sunte raha
” Nahi beta . Dr to dikhaya nahi. Thoda rest karne ke baad achcha feel kiya to aur dr bulaya nahi. Pichhla teen-chaar din se to tum dekh rahe ho, kitna hectic jar aha tha. Iss liye aaj din bhar rest kiya to ab kafi achcha feel kar rahe hai.”
Mera chehre pe nana nani , jo ab mera saas aur sasur hai, unke bare me sochke jo chinta ka abhas aya tha, maa dur se wo padhli aur nani ke sath mera baatchit ka ek tarfa sunke kuchh andaz kiye. Is liye woh mujhe dekhte huye aankhon me ek sawal leke dheer kadmo me mere taraf arahi thi. tab tak nani bolte rahi
” Aur mera baat kabhi sunte hai kya tumhara nana. Kitni baar mana kiya ki dr cigarette peene mana kiya. Lekin kya……chhup chhup ke thik pee lete hai.”
Nani nana ke bare me complain kar rahe the. Baat to sahi keh reh the. Hum sab nana ke tabiyat ka chinta karte hai unki bimari ke baad se. Nani woh baatein karte karte itna bhabuk ho gayi thi ki woh nana ko nana hi samboddhit kiye mere pass. Mujhe samajh me araha hai ki jis taraf maa aur main pati patni ki is nayi rishta me ek dusre ko paripurn tarike se gharan karne ke liye jaise ek sangharsh chal raha hai hamare mann me, waise nana nani ko bhi itna din ka purana ek sampark ko badal ke dusri sampark me ane me bhi time lag raha hai. Is liye nana ko mera nana hi bol diye. Main chup hoke sab sun raha tha. Tabhi nani bole
” Manju kahan?”
Maine maa ko dekhte huye kaha
“Idhar hi hai.”
Maa mera nazdik hi agayi thi. Unki maang me sindoor aur gale me mangal sutra aur mehendi ke sath is ghar pe unko ek nayi roop me ghumte firte dekh ke mera mann me ek adbhut khushi ka tarang khele ja rahe hai. Ab unki chehre pe ek sawal ke sath sath jo udbeg aur concern nazar aya, usi roop me , ek adarsh beti ke roop me, ek pyari mamtamayi maa ke roop me, main bachpan se unko dekhte araha hun. Aaj mera patni banne ke baad bhi abhi unke chehre pe woh anubhuti ka misran dekh paraha hun. Is me mera dil unke upar aur pighalne laga, aur nani udhar se boli
” Manju ko phone do na zara”
Main hath badhake maa ko phone diya. Woh bas usi tarah ek chinta ke sath chehra banake phone liye aur bole
” Kya hua mummy?”
Bolke maa nani se baat karne lagi. Baat karte karte maa khidki ke taraf jane lagi. Bahar abhi tak andhera aya nahi. Garmi ki season me shaam ko jo orange color ki light chha jati hai charon taraf, woh light ake khidki ke pass khadi maa ki chhere pe gira. Main dur khada rehke maa ki chehre pe baat karte karte dheere dheere ek rahat ki anubhuti ana diadar kar raha hun. Maa ki chehre pe woh rangin roshni ka abha se , ek aparup saundarya nikhar ne laga. Main dur se maa ko nani se baat karte huye dekh dekhke mann hi mann me unke liye bahut sare pyar aur chahat ka ek taan, ek akarshan anubhav kar raha hun. Unki saree unki sarir me tight pehen ne ke karan unki sarir ka sari curves mera nazar ane laga. Aur main wahi khade khade unki dheere dheere chinta mukt hoke nani se haske baat karne ka woh paribartan dekh raha hun. Aur mere andar woh tufan fir se suru ho raha hai. Maa profile me khidki ke pass khadi hoke baat karne ke karan unki boobs, pet, patli kamar aur sudhaul hips-sab kuchh ek apna rang banake mere mann me ek adbhut sirsirani ka janam de raha hai. Mera penis fir se shakt ho raha hai.

Main door ke pass pada hamara teen suitcase ko andar le jane ke liye wahan gaya. Bada wala suitcase ko khichke main bed room me leke gaya. Fir ake dusri wali ko leke ja raha tha. Jate jate maa ko dekha. Woh ab phone me khush hoke baat kar rahi hai. Main bed room me jake suitcase rakha. Jab main tesri aur chhota wala suitcase ko uthaya khich ke le jane ke liye, tab maa ko bolte huye suna
” Thik hai………haan…deti hun”
Bolke mere taraf ghumi aur mujhe dekh ke ek smile deke mere taraf ane lagi. Main kuchh na bolke unko dekh ke smile diya aur unki badhai hui hath se mobile leke nani ko bola
” Ji mummy boliye”
Aur udhar se papa ki awaz sunai diya.
” Nahi beta..main bol raha hun”
Mera fir bewakufi se maa mere taraf dekh ke has padi. Main nanaji se baat karna suru kiya to maa mere hath se woh suitcase leke khud hi bedroom ke taraf chali gayi. Main baat karte karte ghumke unko dekha. Aur woh bedroom me dakhil hone se pehle ekbar mere taraf ghuma to mere se nazar mil gaya. Woh bas us nazar se mann me ek nasha laganewali ek smile deke andar chali gayi. Hamare beech ek jo moment create ho raha tha ek dusre ko kiss karte time , woh ab is phone call ke wajah se ruk gayi aur jo gamri aur passion humme chad gaya tha woh ab mann me to hai but bahar ane ke liye sahi paristhiti pa nahi raha hai. Shayad maa ne usi ko yaad dilake ek badmashi milake woh hasi mujhe deke gayi. Main keval phone call ka ant hone ka intezar kar raha tha.
Nanaji se thoda baat hone ke baad main phone cut karke bedroom ke taraf chal pada. Jaise hi main door ke pass pahucha to dekha ki maa suitcase kholke sare kapde nikal rahi hai aur sab bed ke upar sajake rakh rahi hai. Mujhe wahan jate mehsus karke woh waise hi mithi mithi hasi hoth pe lagake mujhe dekhi. Woh jhuk ke merewali suitcase se pakda nikal rahi thi aur fir sidha hoke bed ke upar sab rakh rahi thi. Jaise mujhe dekhi to boli
” Itna kapda lejane ki kya jarurat tha?”
Main kya jawab dun, bas aise hi muskurate raha. Maa fir jhuki hui position pe rehke kapda nikalte nikalte boli
” Is teen suitcase ki kapde se to yeh almirah bhar jayegi”
Main bola
” Thik hai..jarurat padega toh aur ek kharid lenge”
Main yahan se khade hoke dekh raha hun ki maa ki mangalsutra gale se neeche ki taraf latak rahi hai aur unki blouse ki frontal cut se unki gori gori mulayem deep cleavage nazar araha hai. Mere andar khun daurne laga. Mujhe malum hai aaj sahi tarah se hamari suhagraat hai. Hum pati patni ka iss pyar ko, is rishte ko sampurn karne ke liye aaj raat pati patni ko consummate hona hai. Main maa ko dekhte dekhte isi soch me the tabhi maa kuchh mehsus karke apni sar upar uthake mujhe dekh ke bas aankhon ki basha se poochne lagi
“Kya hua…kya dekh rahe hai wahan khade khade”
Mujhe maa ko uss position me us adayen me dekh ke laga ki mera dil me ek teer chal gaya. Main iski jawab me bas keval has diya. Woh honth aur aankh me ek adbhut khushi lake mere se nazar hatake kaam karne lagi. Mujhe unki boobs ki upri bhag aur unki iss tarah adayen dekh ke mann kar raha hai ki daurke jake unko apna bahon me bhar lun aur pyar se unki sari badan ko chum ke bas keval pyar hi bhar dun. But mera mann ka yeh ichcha puri karne ke liye jo sahajta aur sahas ka jarurat hai, woh abhi bhi ane me thoda jhijhak rahe hai. Hum pati patni ban gaye hai but hamara itna din ka maa bete ka rishta tha aur woh abhi bhi hamare mann ke ek dum deep me hai. Is liye na maa , na main, koi bhi abhi bhi sahi tarah se ek dusre se free nahi ho paye, ek dusre ke pass mann ki chahat puri karne ke liye age nahi bad parahe hai. Maan chah rahi hai dono ka. Bas ek thin line is vastav aur us chahat ko alag karke rakhi hai. Humme malum hai, waqt hi sab kuchh thik karega. Aur hum dono us waqt ka besabri se intezar me hai. Mera gala suk raha tha. Andar ka chhatfatani aur bahar usko dabake rakhna aur fir aisi paristhiti me ake pyas lag raha tha. Main wahan se kitchen ke taraf gaya.
Ahmedabaad jane se pehle aquaguard ka ek water purifier lagaya tha. Usko start karke main sab khali bottles me paani bharne laga. Main soch raha tha ki kya adbhut hamara naseeb. Main 20 saal me shadi sudha ban gaya. Hamara shadi me na koi guest, na koi light, na kuchh gaana bajana,, na kuchh bhi ho paya. But hum ek dusre ko sachchi dil se pyar karke is rishte me jud gaye. Duniya me sab se alag yeh shadi aur alag yeh pehli sham, pehli raat. Main pani peeke ek bottle leke bedroom ke taraf chali. Main jaise hi room ke door ke taraf pahucha, dur se door ki dono parde ki gap se dekha ki maa khuli hui almirah ka do darwaja pakad ke chup chap khadi hai. Unki body gesture aur profile face pe woh expression se malum pad raha hai ki woh bahut surprised hui hai aur sath me ek khushi unko chha rahi hai. Main wahan ruk gayi aur maa ko aise dekh ke mera dil me ek anubhuti aya. Maa zindagi me pati ke sath sansar karne ka asli khushi sur sukh kabhi thik se payi nahi. zindagi me chhoti chhoti cheezen jo humme khushi deti hai, who labhi payi nahi. Aaj zindagi ka iss mod pe ake achanak sab kuchh nayi tarah se pake khud ke andar hi surprised ho rahi hai. Ek purani jeevan ko ab ek nayi jeevan ke roop me dalke usko fir se jeene ka jo mauka naseeb ne diye hai, usme woh sach much khud ko bhagyashali samajh rahi hai. Is liye ab chhoti chhoti cheezon se bhi unki andar ka emotion ubhar ke bahar arahi hai. Main khade khade mann ko bolte raha ki main zindagi bhar maa ko aise hi khushi aur anand dena chahta hun. Zindagi ka aise hi rang me unko ranga ke rakhna chahta hun. Main agee badh ke room ke taraf gaya. Maa bishmoy ke sath almirah ke andar dekh rahi thi aur jaise hi mera presence ghar ke andar mehsus kiya woh dheere dheere mudke mujhe dekhi. Main janta hun ki almirah ke andar main unke liye bahut sare sarees, jwellary wagera sare cheezon ko jo kharidke rakha hai, maa kabhi kalpana nahi kiya ki main aisa karunga unke liye. Shadi se pehle yahan ghar me jo kuchh kiya tha sab phone pe bataya tha. But main yeh sab unse chhupake kiya tha. Aur aaj maa who sab dekh ke unke prati mera jo pyar hai, usme woh dheere dheere behe jane lagi. Aur main aaj unko is tarah khush dekh ke mere andar aur pyar ane laga. Maa mujhe bina palak jhapak ke kuchh pal aise dekhe aur fir ek mithi muskan deke mujhe unki dil ki sare anubhuti ko mere andar sancharit kar di.
Main pani ka bottle ko wahi table pe rakh ke dheer kadmo me maa ki taraf badhne laga. Maa almirah ka dono darwaja ko dono hath se pakadke mere taraf sar ghuma ke mujhe dekhte hue khadi hai. Main unki us pyar bhari muskan ka jawab ek chawdi smile se dete huye unke pass pahucha. Unko is surprise dena chahta tha aur woh sach ho gaya. Main unke pass pahuchke unke ekdum nazdik khada ho gaya. Maa apni bishmay ko apni khud ki mann ki khushi se aur sharm se dhak ke ek adbhut pyar bhari smile deke aur dil me teer laganewali ek nazar deke unki chehra thoda jhuka li. Main unke pass ekdum nazdik khada hun. Hum koi kuchh nahi bol rahe hai. Keval is pal ko mehsus kar rahe hai. Kuchh pal baad maine unki kaan ke pass muh le jake fisfisake puchha
“Tumhe pasand nahi ayi”
Woh dheere dheere mere taraf nazar ghumake ankhon me ankh dalke honton pe khushi ka muskurahat rakh ke unki sar ek adbhut pyari tarike se hilake dheere se boli
” Bahut”
Fir nazar ko thoda dusri taraf karke ek halka udasi awaz se boli
“Main sapne me bhi nahi socha ki…..mujhe zindagi me kabhi aisa pyar milega.”
Maa yeh bolke unki andar ka emotion ko control karte huye ruk gayi. Fir khud hi has ke wahi chup hoke khadi rahi. Main mehsus kiya ki maa is tarah pyar ko zindagi me fir se paa ke , mehsus karke andar se pighal rahi hai. Main dekh raha hun ki maa ka left hand ki index finger amlirah ka door ke upar rub kar rahi hai. Main samajh gaya maa ke andar ek anjani anubhuti unki sarir me daur rahi hai. Main unke pass rehke mera sar ko dheere se thoda age le jake unki sar ko touch karwaya. Maa mera touch se achanak kaanp uthi. Woh kampan unki sarir me itni prominently tha ki main apni akhon se woh dekh paya. Mere andar woh chahat , woh uttejana fir se agaya. Main apni saans ki garmi pan khud mehsus kar raha hun. Apni sarir me jo khalbali machi hai woh mehsus kar raha hun. Mera penis ka shakht hone ka taza ishara main mehsus kar raha hun. Main dheere dheere unke baalon me mera naak touch karwaya aur unki balon ki khushbi swas bharke lene laga. Mera dono hath dheere dheere uthke unki kamar ko pakda aur mera left hand unki pet ki bare skin ke upar touch ho gayi. Maa ki saans tej ho rahi hai. Main mera pair ko thoda age le jake unki sarir me sidewise mera sarir touch karwa diya. Main unki baalon me do teen bar naak ragad ke dheere dheere unki left shoulder ke upar mera muh ko leke aya. Aur jaise hi mera hoth unki gardan ki mulayem skin pe touch hua , woh ek gudgudi sa feel karne lagi. Aur main mera naak aur hoth ko unki gori gori sudhaul gardan me ekbar rub karte hi woh jhat se apna shoulder ko khich liya aur jor se has padi. Main unko kamar me dono hath ko bedh lagake dono hath ko lock karke kaske pakda hua hai. Is liye woh mere se dur ja to nahi paye but haste haste gudgudi feel karte karte boli
” Arey..kya kar rahe hai…chhodiye….mujhe bahut kaam karna hai abhi.”
Main mera hoth aur naak se unki skin ki upar rub karna bandh karke bas unko chupchap pakadke khada hun. Woh bhi ab shant ho gayi. But hamara dono ka saans tej beh rahi hai. Mera jeans ke andar ka penis jeans phad ke bahar ana chah rahi hai. Fir bhi main unki ichcha ko samman dete huye unke sath aur badmashi kiya nahi. Hum aise kuchh pal ek dusre se lipat ke khade rehne ke baad maa dheere se boli
” Chhodiye na…muhe ab kaam karne dijiye”
Main samajh gaya maa abhi yeh sab karna nahi chah rahe hai. Lekin woh chahti hai. Mere andar khushi se bhar gaya. Main unko mera bahon se mukt karke unke pass me hi khada hun. Maa mera hath ka bandhan se mukt hoke turant wahan se jane lagi aur jate jate mere taraf dekh ke boli ki
” Chaliye fatafat jaiye…aur market se saman wagera leke aiye. ”
Bolke maa fir se khuli hui suitcase ke pass pahuch gayi aur kapda bagera sametne lagi. Main samajh nahi paya maa kya lane ko kaha. Maine maa ko puchaa
” Kya leke auun?”
Maa mere taraf dekh ke mera na samjhne ka halat dekh ke khud has padi. Aur mujhe dekhte hue boli
” Raat ko dinner nahi karna hai.”
Main bola
” Toh uske liye market se kya lana. Main hotel se khana mangwata hun”
Maa kaam karte karte ruk gayi aur mujhe dekhte rahi. Fir nazar hatake kaam karna suru karti hai aur waise kaam karte karte boli
” Oh.. Main banaun to mera hath ka khana pasand nahi ayega”
Maa ka gale me ek aisa touch tha ki main andar se kaanp gaya. Main unko har pal khush dekhna chahta hun, unki har ichcha ko main adesh manke pura karna chahta hun, main is paristhiti ko sahaj karne ke liye has pada aur turant bola
” Duniyaka sare 5 star hotel ka khana bhi tumhara hath ka bana hua khane ke pass fika hai”
Maa jhat se mudke mujhe dekhi aur has padi. Fir boli
” Toh jaiye. Saman leke aiye aur main tab tak yeh sab samet ke rakh deti hun.”
Main unke taraf dekh ke smile kar raha hun aur woh mujhe dekh ke haske fir se kaam pe dhyan diye. Main unko is tarah ek nayi roop me, nayi dulhan ki roop me, meri biwi ki roop me dekh ke mann hi mann ek khushi ki sagar me beh gaya aur fir yaad aya ki arey aaj raat to hamara suhaag raat hai. Yahan koi nahi jo is suhaagraat me nayi dulha dulhan ke liye sab kuchh sajake-guchha ke denge. Yahan keval hum dono hai. Main turant soch liya ki hammari suhaagraat ko aur sundar aur khubsurat tarike se sajake manane ke liye mujhe bahut kuchh lana bhi hai. Main turant maa ko ek jhalak dekhke wahan se nikal gaya market jane ke liye.
Bahar andhera ho gaya. Phir bhi asman me ujala dekh pa raha hun. Street light jal raha hai. Charon taraf bijli ka roshni chha gayi hai. Fir bhi nature ka adbhut mahima se asman abhi bhi ujala jaisa hai. Garmi ke time aise kuchh kuchh sham hoti hai, jahan ek adbhut roshnai se charon taraf bhar jata hai. Aur tab ek aisa anubhuti mann ke andar ataa hai jo kabhi kisi bhi paristhiti me mann ko waisa feel nahi karwata hai. Kuchh khushi, kuchh gham milake woh anubhuti hum ko sab ke beech me rehke bhi humme sab se alag kar deta hai..kuchh palon ke liye. Main asman ke taraf se nazar hata ke neeche laya to ek cycle rickshaw mere samne tab tak agaya tha. Main usme chadke bazar ke taraf jate jate socha..kya adbhut is duniya ka niyam. Hamare pass kitne sare materialistic cheezen hote hai. Hum ek cheez deke usi ke barabar tolmol ke dusri cheez pate hai. Paisa sab ke pass saman tarike se nahi hai. Is liye bahut kuchh cheezen tolmol ke chakkar me zindagi me adhura reh jata hai. Lekin hamare pass ek karkhana hai, jahan hum hamare marzi ke mafik jo chahe jitna chahe kuchh cheez utna pa sakte hai. Aur uski dum par humme bahut kuchh mil sakta hai. Haan..hamara mann. Hamare mann ek aisa cheezon ka karkhana hai, jahan se humme jitna chahe emotion, passion, love, loyalty, honesty mil sakta hai. Aur uss cheez ka balbuta se hum bahut kuchh mann pasand, mann chahe cheez pa sakte hai, aur nature usko pane me aapko sehyog deta hai. Mera maa ke prati pyar aisa hi ek balisth namuna. Main unko shayad jaane-aanjane me itna pyar kar baitha tha, itna chahne laga tha ki aaj zindagi ka is mod pe hum ek sath ho gaye. Maa bhi mann se shayad aanjaane me aisahi kuchh chahi hogi, is karan woh aaj apne bete ke zindagi me hamesha ke liye uska apna banke agayi. Ek adrishya dhaga se humare mann bandh gaya tha aur aab hum is samaj me ek nayi rishte me judke, ek nayi zindagi jeena ka suruyat kar diya. Aaj hamare zindagika woh special din hai, jo har couple, har pati patni ke jeevan me ek baar ata hai. Aur iss anokhi pal ko main special, meri maa ke liye, meri biwi ke liye bahut special banana chahta hun. Jab hamare baal grey ho jayega, jab hum sare cheezen bolne se zada mehsus karenge, hamare pota poti aaju-baju ghumte rahenge, tab balcony me aise hi ek shaam ko hath me hath rakhke baithke, asman ke taraf dekhte huye iss pal ko, is din ko yaad karke kuchh khushi mehsus karenge.
Maa se sath gharme jo jo cheezen lene ke liye discuss kiya tha , woh sab sare saman main le liya. Aur main maa ko na batake ek cheez liya. Bahut sare gulab ki phool aur gulab ki papriyan. Baki sab saman ke sath phoolon ka bhi ek bada packet banaya aur rickshaw leke ghar wapas agaya. Calling bell bajate hi maa darwaja khol di. Maa ko dekh ke mera chhati me chhanchhan karke ek siharan khel gaya. Yeh maa ki aur ek roop jo aaj pehli baar dekhne ko mila. Maa smile karke mujhe dekh rahi thi. Unki baalon ko ekattha karke upar ki taraf uthake sarke upar ek casual juda bana hua hai. Maang me sinddor ka laal rang jaljal kar raha hai. Gale me mangal sutra latak ke uski locket unki mulayem aur deep cleavage ke pass padi hui hai. Aur unki kandha me ek towel rakhi hui hai. Mujhe ek jhalak dekh ke pata chal gaya ki woh nahane ke liye ja rahi thi. Ek to itna garmi, dusri yeh hai ki kal se hum train me the. Aaj din bhar nahane ka mauka nahi mila. Is liye ab woh nahane ke liye taiyar ho rahi thi. Lekin unki is roop ko ek jhalak dekh ke mere mann khushi se pighal raha tha aur mera penis shakht hoke fudak ne laga. Woh bahut zada sexy lag rahi thi. Unki woh saaj, woh adayen aur yeh paristhitiyan mujhe unke taraf khhich raha tha aur andar se bahut orgy feel ho raha tha. Main bas smile kar raha tha. Mere dono hathon me itna sare saman dekhke maa has padi aur boli
” Arey ..sara bazar uthake leke aye kya!!”
Bolke mere hath se kuchh packets aur carry bags lene ki koshish kiya. Main ne sabdhani se phoolon ka packet na deke baki kuchh saman unko de diya. Aur andar agaya. Maa saman leke kitchen ke taraf chal padi. Main door bandh karke unke pichhe pichhe jane laga. Unki har step me mujhe halka halka jhum jhum awaz sunai dene laga. Woh jo payel peheni hui hai, yeh uski awaz hai. Unko pichhe se aise awaz uthake jati hui, dil me aag lagane wali hips ki ek rhythm me, aise akarshit karnewali ek andaz me jate huye dekhke mera dil teji se dhadakne laga. Maa aaj raat mere bahon me hogi. Mera biwi banke mujhe pati ka sare adhikar degi. Unki sarir ka har jagah me chhu ne ka, har kone me kiss karme ka, mere bahon me leke jee bhar ke pyar karne ka adhikar degi. Unki tann puri tarah se unki bete ke pass, unki pati ke pass samarpan karegi. Main iske liye betab hun aur woh bhi mann me iske liye intezar kar rahi hogi jarur. Maa kitchen me dakhil hogayi. Aur main kitchen me ghusne se pehle phoolon ka packet fat karke wahi padi hui ek rack ke upar rakh diya aur kitchen me ghus gaya. Main market me tha aur maa isi beech me hamare sare kapde to samet ke rakh diya hai, upar se ghar bhi saaf safai kar diye hai. Kitchen bilkul saaf nazar aya. Kuchh bartan ko dhoke wahi rakhi hai. Jo extra packet aur kuchh useless saman pada tha usko ek alag packet me bharke wahi slab ke neeche rakhi hui hai. Main akela kya karta. Kuchh nahi. Aur aaj maa ki hath ki chhonya se puri ghar chamak rahi hai. Yeh ghar bhi jaise mere tarah unki malkin ki ane me, unki sparsh me khush ho rahi hai.
Maa packet se kuchh kuchh saman nikal ke bahar rakh rahi hai. Tabhi kaam karte karte mere taraf ekbar dekh ke boli
” Dekhiye to….fridge kyun nahi on ho rahi hai”
Main mera hath ka saman sab wahi rakh diya tha. Aur wahan khada hoke maa ko aur is gharko dekh raha tha. Jab maa boli main turant ghum ke fridge ke taraf jate huye bola
” Kyun…kya ho gaya!!”
Aur main fridge ke pass jake door khola to dekha ki fridge bandh hai. Maa tab pichhe se boli
” Kya malum….stabilizer me toh current hai”
Main sidha hoke uthke jaise hi dekha to main khud has pada. Maa mere taraf dekhne ke liye pichhe ki taraf sar ghumake hothon pe ek halka smile leke puchhi
” Arey…. Has kyun rahe hai”
Main ne fridge ke plug lagate lagate bola
” Jaane ke din subha yeh stabilizer wala isko replace karke naya deke gaya. Aur uske baad se fridge chala nahi. Tabhi se fridge ka plug khula hua tha”
Main plug lagake door kholtehi andar light on dikha. Aur main haske maa ki taraf dekha. Maa tabhi wahan se jane ke liye kadam badhayi aur boli
” Thik hai usko chalne dijiye. Main ake saman bharti hun.”
Mujhe malum hai maa nahane jayegi , fir bhi main achanak bewakuf jaisa sawal puchha
“Kahan ja rahi ho”
Maa mere pass agayi thi. Mujhe cross karke jate jate mere taraf mudke dekhte huye smile kiya aur kandha se towel nikal ke left hath ke upar rakhi. Fir ankhon me ek adbhut adayen aur hoth pe ek pyari hasi ko dabate hue dheere se boli
” Nahane”
Aur fir haste huye mere taraf ek adbhut nazar fek ke kitchen se bahar nikal gayi. Maa mere bewakufi sawal me aisa ek awaz mehsus kiya tha jiska jawab me woh shayad aise adayen aur ankhon ka bhasha se yeh keh ke gayi ki ” ab main kahan jaun, ab to main tumara hi ho chuki hun. Hamesha tumhare pass hi rahungi”. Mera mann unki is tarah ishara se jhum uthi. Aur dekha ki maa bahar jake bed room ke taraf chali gayi. Is ghar pe bed room ke sath lagi hui bathroom bahut bada hai. Dusri jo hall ke sath attached hai woh bathroom cum toilet to hai but woh itna chhota hai ki usko keval toilet kehna hi thik hoga. Main bahar ake rack se woh phoolon ka packet uthaya aur bedroom ke taraf chala.

Bedroom me ake dekha maa sare kapde wagera almirah me sajake rakh diya aur room ko bhi sajake saman wagera properly apni apni jagah pe rakh diye. Aur mere mann ke andar hathoda pithna suru hogaya jab dekha ki maa hamare liye nayi kharidi hui double bed ke upar ek nayi bedcover bichhake neatly banake rakhi hai. Upar ke taraf dono takiya bhi nayi cover ke sath hai. Is bistar aaj se mera aur maa ka hai. Neeche ki taraf maa ka ek saree aur mera pajama aur t shirt rakhi hui hai bed ke upar. Mujhe nahake pehen ne ke liye woh kapda maa nikal ke rakhdi aur khud apni blouse aur peticote leke bath room me chali gayi lekin saree yahan rakhke gayi. Bathroom se paani girne ka aur maa ki bangles ka awaz araha hai. Tabhi mera mobile ring hone laga. Main pocket se nikalke dekha ki mera office ka colleague ka phone. Main receive karke “hello” bola aur bahar jane ke liye chal pada. Main phoolon ka packet wahi side me computer table ke neeche chhupa ke rakh ke bedroom se bahar agaya.
Mera colleague mere se senior hai. Woh puchh raha tha kal se main join kar raha hun ki nahi. Main teen din ka chhutti aur shani bar half day liya tha. Kal se mera join karna tha. Is liye woh confirm kar raha hai kyun ki us hisabse kaal ka plan of action banega. Main bola ki haan main aaj MP agaya aur kaal se office aunga. Fir thoda office ka kaam ki baatein aur idhar udhar ka baatein karne ke baad hum “bye” bolke phone cut diye. Main achanak is khushi ka ek adbhut nasha laganewali mahal se office ki kaam ke duniya me chala gaya tha. Main jab fir se bedroom me aya to tabhi bhi maa bathroom me hi thi. Main mera mobile aur purse nikal ke computer table ki drawer me rakh diya. Tabhi pichhe se bathroom ka door unlock karke kholne ki awaz ayi. Main pichhe muda to dekha ki maa bathroom door ko thoda kholke mere hi taraf dekh rahi hai. Hamara nazar miltehi hum dono smile kiya. Maa ki mehendi kiya hua right hand door ko pakdi hui hai. Door thoda sa open ke karan utni chhoti gap se unki chehra puri nahi dikh raha hai. But unki bhigee zulfiyan unki right side me gaal ke upar se latak rahi hai. Unki right shoulder ki thoda hissa dikh raha hai us gap se. Gori gori mulayam skin ke upar do char paani ka bund moti jaisa chamak raha hai. Aur arm ke neeche se towel lapeti hui hai aur woh unki boobs ki upar pakdi hui hai, samajh me araha hai. Maa blouse wagera leke to gayi thi, shayad woh abhi tak peheni nahi hai. Main smile karte huye wahan khade khade unko dekh raha tha to maa ko sharam aa gayi. Maa aankhon me pyar aur sharam ki ek adbhut misran leke smile ke sath boli
” Jaiye yahan se..mujhe bahar ana hai”
Maa ke sath dheere dheere thoda sahaj hona suru ho gaya tha. Is liye mere dimag me ek badmashi budhdhi aagaya. Main hoth pe ek badmashi hasi leke unko dekhte dekhte table pe tek lagaya. Maa mera irada samajh gayi. Woh bas gale me thoda anurodh ka sur lake pyari biwi ke jaise fir se boli
” Jaiye na aap”
Mujhe maa ko is tarah satane me maza aaraha tha. Main yahan khade rahunga toh woh bahar nahi ayegi. Aur woh ab bahar ana chahti hai. Maa toh ab meri biwi hai. Main unko towel me kyun nahi dekh sakta. Aisa ek halka bhavna mere dimag me ghum raha tha. Main usme bund hoke maa ko dekhte reh gaya. Unko ustarah bheege balon me, sarir me towel lapete hui besh me thoda didar karke aur baki kalpana me sochke mere andar khun daur raha tha. Hum pati patni banne ke baad abhi tak ek dusre ke pass puri tarah open nahi ho paye. But hum dono hi koshish kar rahe hai ki hamare beech koi byabdhan na rahe. Hum do sarir aur ek atma hojaye. Aur humme yeh bhi malum hai ki initial jhijhakpan ke baad time ke sath sath sab thik ho jayega. Mera hilne ka koi irada na dekh ke maa pyar se dheere dheere ek adbhut adayen ke sath boli
” Aap yahan aise khade rahenge to main aa nahi paungi”
Main bhi haske dheere dheere bola
” Kyun…tum to towel peheni hui ho. Ajao bahar”
Mera baat sunke unki chehra sharam se laal ho gaya. Woh apni nazar jhuka li aur door ke upar right hand ko halka halka rub karti hui fisfisake boli
” Nahi….mujhe sharam aarahii hai”
Main samajh gaya maa meri biwi ban gayi. But mere samne patni ke jaisa puri tarah khulke ane me unko samay lag rahi hai. Woh chahti hai hum pati patni ke tarah ban jaye aur uske liye unke andar woh koshish bhi dikhta hai. Lekin achanak maa se biwi banna unke liye bhi ek kathin challenge hai. Aur isme mujhe unki sath dena chahiye. Unki bhavnayen mera mann ko chhun ke gayi. Main wahan se bahar ke taraf jane laga. Tab maa pichhe se boli
” Bahar jake parda laga dijiyega”
Main mudke unko ek smile diya. Woh mere nazar me nazar milake jaise yeh keh rahi hai ki ” sorry janu, main tumhare sath zindagi ka har pal ek sath jeena chahti hun. Tumko pyar karke, tumhara pyar pake meri zindagi ko khushi ki sagar me baha dena chahti hun. Lekin hamare is nayi rishte me khud ko tumhari patni banke hamare beech ka sare badha ko par karne me thoda waqt lag raha hai. Please forgive me”
Unki dil ki baaten mehsus karke mere mann me unki upar aur pyar ane laga. Aur main ek smile ke sath unko woh barta samjhake wahan se bahar agaya. Bahar ake main darwaja ka parda thik se khichke bandh kar diya. Mujhe samajh me aaraha hai ki maa andar bathroom se bahar agayi. Unki payel ki aur bangles ki run-jhun awaz se main wahi khade khade sab samajh pa raha tha. Agar main chaun to parda cross karke room ke andar dakhil ho sakta hun. Lekin main unki biswas ko todna nahi chahta. Woh chahti thi to khud ake darwaja lock kar sakti thi. But woh keval mujhe parda laga ne ke liye bolke mere upar biswas se unki mann me ek bharosa aya. Aur usme woh khud ko mere pass surakshit, mehfuz mehsus kar rahi hai. Main woh nahi tod sakta. Har rishte me biswas aur bharosa main pillar hota hai. Usi ke buniyad ke upar vishwa sansar ka sare rishte tike huye hai. Aaj unke mann me mere upar jo biswas aur bharosa ka building ban na suru hua, main khud apni hathon se usme ek ek brick jodke usko aur strong aur uncha banana chahta hun. Hamare rishte ko aur majbut aur mehfuz banana chahta hun. Woh unki taraf se ganth bandh liya. Ab mera bari hai uski sahi tarah se nurture karke age badhane ka. Mera bahut mann kar raha hai maa ko, meri biwi ko usi bheegi abastha me dekhne ke liye. Fir bhi main mann ko shant karne ki koshish karke bahar hall me attached bathroom me chala.
Bazar se ate time mujhe bahut ek number wali pressure araha tha. Ab fir se woh pressure aye to main toilet me jake susu karne laga. Mera penis ko ek hath se pakad ke rakha tha. Mujhe mera penis bahut garam mehsus hua. Kuchh din se mera penis hamesha thoda thoda fuli hui reh raha tha. Aur aaj to sham se ek dum shakt ho ke reh raha tha. Mujhe uski taraf dekhke maa ki bheegi chehre pe gaal ke upar bheege zulfon aur bare shoilder pe thoda paani ka bund , sath me towel lapetke boobs ke upar pakadke rakhne wala tasvir nazar ke samne agaya. Aur mera penis achanak mere hath ke andar hi teji se fulne laga. Main bas aur thoda waqt ka intezar ke liye mann ko samjhake bahar aya.
Toilet se bahar kadam rakhtehi bedroom se mera mobile ka ringing awaz sunai diya. Main parde ke pass jake maa ko puchha
“Mera mobile ring ho raha hai”
Main sidhi tarike se andar jane ke liye na bolke aise puchha. Maa andar se jawab diya
” Ake utha lijiye”
Main andar jate hi maa ko dekha. Woh dressing table ki mirror ke samne khadi hoke unki baal kanghi kar rahi thi. Unki baal bahut lambe bhi hai ghane bhi. Baal ko samne ki taraf le jake woh pyar se kanghi kar rahi hai. Mirror ke through mere se nazar milte woh mujhe smile deke nazar jhukake kanghi karte rahi. Woh ek laal rang ki blouse aur merun-yellow-golden rang ka ek saree peheni hui hai. Maa ko deep color ke kapde me dekh ke aur unki nahayi hui fresh chehre ko dekh ke mujhe ek nayi koi ladki jaisi lag raha tha. Lag nahi raha tha ki woh meri maa hai, jisko bachpan se mere pass dekhte araha tha. Unki gale me mangal sutra aur unki mann ki khushi ka rang se unnki badan puri tarah alag lag rahi hai. Main smile karke jake mobile liya. Mera makan malik hai. Main surprised ho gaya. Buddha ne aaj tak kabhi phone nahi kiya. Hamesha main hi phone karta tha. Rent bhi online transfer karke main bata deta tha. Aur aaj kisliye phone kar raha hai. Iss chinta ke sath main phone receive kiya
“Hello”
Udhar se awaz aya
“Beta tum agaye”
Maine bola
“Haan ji. Aaj hi aya”
Unhone kaha
“Bahu bhi ayi hai na sath me?”
Mujhe ab samajh me aya. Unko pata tha main shadi karke biwi ko leke araha hun. Maine bola
“Haan ji woh bhi ayi hai”
“Achcha..achcha…badhiya hai. Mera subh kamnayen hai tum logon ke liye beta. Kuchh cheez ka jarurat hai to bata dena. Aur Patel sahab kaise hai?”
Yeh uncle to nanaji ka fan ban gaya ekdum. Maine kaha.
“Thank u uncle. Aur nanaji thik hai.”
“Achcha achcha…woh aye to mujhe milne ke liye jarur kenha. Chalo beta rakhta hun. Khush raho”
“Ji uncle”
Bolke main phone cut kar diya. Maa balon ko kanghi karte karte mujhe dekh rahi thi phone pe baat karte huye . Phone cut ne ke baad unhone ankhon ke ishara se puchhi kaun tha.

Maine mobile rakhte rakhte bola
” Land lord”
Maa ankhon me ek sawal ka look leke puchhi
” Unko malum hai”
Maine kaha
” Haan..ghar ka kuchh kaam karwane ke time bol diya tha ki meri biwi arahi hai”
Fir maa hothon ke smile dabate huye nazar ghuma liye aur mirror me khud ko dekhte rahi. Main maa ko ek surprise dene ke liye dheere se almirah ke pass gaya aur locker khol ke mera unke liye kharida hua necklace nikal ke almirah bandh kiya. Yahan se maa aise position pe khadi hai ki na woh directly mujhe dekh parahi hai , na mirrior ke through. Maine necklace ki case ko pichhe chhupake unki taraf muda. Maa tab jhuk ke dressing table se kuchh uta rahi thi. Main dheere dheere unke pass jane laga. Maa mirror me dekhti hui maang me sindoor laga rahi thi. Aur tabhi woh mirror ke through unke kandha ka pichhe se mujhe unke taraf ate huye dekhi. woh mujhe mirror me dekhte huye ek pyari smile ke sath maang me mera naam ka sindoor lagayi. Sindoor lagate huye unki ankhon me ek adbhut pyar aur emotion nazar aya. Woh usme mera mangal kamnayen aur hamare married life ka paripurnta ke liye ek nishabd barta jaise ki bhagwan ko bata diye. Mera mann is me ekdum unke liye , unke sari khushi ke liye ek nishabd pratigya se bhar gaya. Main dheere se unke pichhe jake khada ho gaya. Maa mirror ke through mujhe dekh rahi hai aur thoda thoda blush kar rahi hai. Main bhi pyar se haske unko dekh raha tha. Hum actually bahut kam baatein kar rahe the. Ek dusre ko hum jante hai. Ek dusre ko bachpan se dekhte arahe hai. So hamare beech koi nayi cheez nahi hai. Is liye shayad baat chit kam kar rahe hai , keval hum hamare is nayi rishte ko mehsus kar rahe hai, isko thik tarike se palan karne ka taiyai kar rahe hai, aur hamare beech chhupi hui ek dusre ke liye ek adbhut pyar ko discover kar rahe hai. Aur uski khushi se bund hoke hum ek dusre ki nazdik arahe hai. Main maa ko dekhte dekhte pichhe se hath nikal ke woh case ko age le gaya aur unki samne pakadke rakha. Maa mera hath ke taraf dekhi aur hath me ek case dekh ke thoda surprised ho gayi aur ankhon me ek sawal leke nazar uthake mirror ke through mere taraf dekhi. Main uske jawab me bas keval haske dheere se bola
“Tumhare liye”
Maa samajh gayi ki koi jewellery hoga. To unhone mithi si ek smile deke hath badhake mere hath me pakda hua woh box kholne gayi. Fir maa nazar uthake ekbar pyar se mere taraf dekh ke ek hath se woh box open kiya. Uske andar ek diamond studded necklace tha. Bahut bhari aur chawdi type nahi. Slim but stylist. Gol gol ball jaise diamond studded bids ka haar type ka hai uske neeche ek love sign pendant hai jo bahut sare diamond aur alag alag james studded tha. Aur jaise hi maa us box ko open kiya woh ekdum sa surprised ho gayi aur unki muh us expression ko byakt karte huye thoda khul gaya. Main unke samne woh box pakadke unke pichhe khada hun. Mera saans unke gardan ko chhun ke ja raha hai. Maa apni right hand ko loose muththi karke apni khuli hui hothon ke pass lake thumb nail ko hoth ko sparsh karwake aur muththi se chin ko beech bechh me touch karwake kuchh pal us necklace ko dekhte rahi. Unke mann me bahut kuchh cheezon ka toofan chal raha hoga jarur. Main keval unko hi dekhe ja raha hun. Kuchh pal baad maa aankh uthake mere taraf ek ascharya aur adbhut pyari nazar se dekhte rahi. Main us ankhon me unki mann ki sare baat pad li. Fir bhi mujhe aise dekh rahi thi is liye haske puchha
“Kya!!”
Maa kuchh na bolke keval sar hilake aur ankhon me ek baar dheere se palak jhapak ke boli ki kuchh nahi. Lekin main janta hun woh bahut kuchha batake gayi un nazron se. Main fir bola
” Pasand nahi aya”
Maa mujhe dekhte rahi. Jaise ki woh bol rahe hai “pagal..mujhe keval pasand nahi, bahut pasand hai”, lekin woh muh se boli ki
“Bahut”
Main ne haske dheere se bola
“Peheno”
Woh bas muskura uthi aur mere ankhon me ekbar dekh ke fir nazar jhuka ke fisfisake boli
” Aap pehna dijiye”
Main muh pe ek chawdi smile lake woh box se necklace ko nikal ke maa ki gale me pichhe khade hohe pehna diya. Maa nazar uthake mirror pe dekhi pehle mere se nazar mila fir necklace ko dekhte dekhte blush kia. Aur apni hath uthake pendant ko sidha karke unki gori aur mulayem chhati ke upar , cleavage ke line pe pyar se rakhi. Main unko dekhte huye unki shoulder pe mera chin touch karwake dheere se bola
“Bahut sundar dikh rahi ho…aur…”
Bolke main chup ho gaya. Maa mere taraf dekhte huye has padi aur ankhon me bahut sare pyar leke dheere se puchchi
” Aur kya?”
Main unko dekhte huye kaan ke pass fisfiske boli
” Aur bahut sexy”
Maa blush kar ke nazar jhuka li aur ek pyari adayen leke boli
” Dhyatt”
Main hasne laga aur mera gardan unki kandha ke upar se thoda agee badhake mera chehra unke chehra ke pass le jake unko kiss karne gayi to maa achanak ek pyar bhari adayein aur mithi si awaz se boli
“Uuuummmm…..pasina hai. jaiye jake nahaiye pehle”
Main maa ki yeh baat sunke mann hi mann uchhal padi. Haan ..mera badan pasine se bhara hua hai. Ek toh nahaya nahi abhi tak. Fir is garmi me market jake aya. Us ke liye pasina toh hai, lekin maa ne jis tarah kahi isme main aur khush hogaya. Mujhe unke pass ane dene me koi hichkichahat nahi hai. Is liye ‘pehle naha lijiye’ bolke ishara kar diya ki aaj woh khud ko mere pass samapran karne ke liye ekdum taiyar hai.

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