Bechaini se Barbadi ki safar

Meri payari kunwari behnon, Mera naam Nazma hai. Aaj main aapko meri

kahani batati hoon. Yeah meri zindagi ki sachi kahani hai. Aap log

jawanike dahleej par kadam rakhte hi zindagi ke haseen anubhavon ke

barey mein rangeen sapne dekhna shuru kar diye honge. Aise sapne maine

bhi dekhi thi jab mein 17 saal ki ho gai thi.


Meri janam ek madhyam vargiya parivar mein hui. Mere papa kisi

sarkari company ke daftar mein choti si post par kaam karte the. Maa ek

ache ghar se thi lekin sampradaya aur parampara ke anusaar pati ke ghar

ko apna sansaar aur pati ki seva apna dharam maanti chali. Papa ke

teen aur bhai the. Sab ache padhai aur tarakki ke vajah se ache din

dekh rahe the. Papa padhai mein utney chalaak aur tej nahi the. Upar

se bachpan se hi unme aatma vishwas aur khuddari ki kami thi.

Aram

aur karmathta kam, self pity aur low self esteem zyaada. Unki ek hi

khoobi thi. Unke papa ka bada aadar tha. Khandaan ke naam par meri

maa ki shaadi unse kar di gayi thi. Maa kabhi kuch maangne walon mein

se nahi thi. Jo mila usise santusht thi. Bahut khoobsurat bhi thi. Unki

khoobsurti ke vajah se papaa ki aatma samman aur bhi kam ho gayi.

Papa kabhi zindagi mein prayas nahi ki. Ulta apne jaison ke

sangat mein apni badkismati ki khulkar charcha karte rahte. Aise sangat

mein unki mulakat ek naujavan se hui jo unke jaise hi tha. Jab apne

jaise mil jaate toh dostii badh jaati hai. Papa us naujavan ko apna

khas dost maanne lage aur din raat donon apni choti zindagi ki

takleefein ek dusre ke saath baante rahte. Woh naujavan bhi Papa ke

daftar mein kaam kar raha tha. Unki dostii ek din aise modh par aa gayi

ki papa ne use apna daamaad banane ka nischay kar liye.

Meri do badi behnen thi. Dono ki shaadi ho gayi thi. Ham teenon ek

dusre ke kaafi kareeb they. Behnen apni suhaag raat aur grihasth jeevan

ki rangeen anubhavon ke rahasya mere saath banthtey they. Mein us ladke

ke baare mein nahin jaanti thi. Shaadi turant pakki ho gayi. Maa thode

hi mana karne wali thi? Upar se sarkari naukri thi. Andar ki baatein

kisko pata? Ladka bhi tayyar tha. Mein bholi bhaali si thi magar maa

par gayi aur kaafi khubsurat thi. Matric tak padhi thi lekin sajne

savarne mein pakki thi. Zaahir hai saaheb turant raazi ho gaye. Aur

behnon ki kisson ke prerit hokar mein vahi sunehre sapne dekha karti

thi jo aap log shayad abhi dekh rahe hai.

Ladkon ke baare mei toh 15 ve saal se hi soch rahi thi. 17 saal ke

umar mein meri khayalein sex ke baare thi. Suhaag raat kaise kategi,

pati ke baahon mein kaise sukh praapt hoga, sambhog aur kaam kala ke

aasan kis tarah ke honge, rati sukh kaisa hoga, mard ka kaamang kaisa

hoga – aise rangeen khayal meri javani ki garmi ko aur hava dene lagi.

Saheliyon ke sangat mein kuch aise shareerik harkaton ke baare

mein gyaan praapt hui jisse rati sukh svayam anubhav karne ka mauka

mila. Hast prayog mein mazaa tab aane laga jab tan ki garmi badhane

mein madad mili un haseen kitab aur patrikaon se jinme aadmi aurat ke

beech ki rasbhari sex kaand ki khulkar varnan hui. In kitabon ke

badaulat mujhe poora sex gyaan prapt hua aur mein achi tarah se samajh

gai ki ekant mein ek manchaha mard ke saath kya karna chahiye.

Shaam ko jab Chandar college se laut aaya. Chai dene ke bahane uske

kamre maein gayi aur baatcheet chedne ki prayas ki. Chandar bada hi

sharmeela tha. Meri taraf dekh bhi nahi raha tha aur nazar bachate huye

baat kar raha tha. Main ek peele rang ki paardarshi saadi aur safed

rang ki paardarshi blouse pehni huyi thi. Blouse kaafi sexy kism ki thi

aur meri sthan ki golayi blouse ke beechon beech se bahar nikale the.

Andar ki bra bhi kaafi sexy kism ki thi aur jis tarah se unme meri

golayian simte huye the saaf saaf nazar aa raha tha. Lekin jisko

dikhana chahti hoon voh to nazar bhi nahin mila raha tha. Yun hi

college ke baare mein kuch baaten karne lagi. Sharmate huye woh kuch

javab bhi de raha tha. Baaton Baaton mein usey puch padi “Kya tumhare

college mein ladkiyan padti nahin?” Usne kaha “padti hai lekin bahut

kam. Engineering mein arts aur commerece ke mukable kam ladkiyan hai”.

Phir maine poochcha “Koi special friend in ladkiyon mein?” Chandar

sharma gaya aur apne muh aur bhi neeche kar diya. Sharmate huye kaha ”

Nahin…aisa koi nahin”. Maine aur pooccha…”kya koi bhi girl friend

nahin? Tumhare umar ke ladkon ke liye ye to maamuli baat hai” Chandar

aur bhi sharmata raha aur main dheere dheere hamare beech ki doori

mitate gayi. “Chandar, sharmate kyon ho? Girl friend hona koi buri baat

nahin balki aaj kal to ye hi jaayaz hai ki ladka ladki apne jeevan

saathi khud chunle.” “batao…kabhi ladkiyon ke bare mein sochtey nahin

kya? Unke ore aakarshit nahin hote kya?” Chandar sharm se paani paani

ho gaya. badi mushkil se javaab diya “Ji maami, aisi koi baat

nahin…meri dhyaan to padhai mein hai. Competition zyaada hai. In sab

baaton ke liye waqt hi kahan…main aise maamlon mein bahut peeche

hoon” Mainne ek aur teer chodi “toh kya ye sab bekaar ki baatein hai?

Arre hamare zamane mein is umar ke ladke ldkiyon ki shaadi ho jaati aur

woh to suhaag raat bhi mana dalte aur bachche paida kar lete. Tumhara

generation toh fast hai aur tum kehte ho ki ladkiyon ke baare mein

sochte nahin ho…kya kisi ladki ko dekhkar aakarshan sa nahin hota?

Kuch nahin lagta tumhe? Aur aaj kal ke ladkiyan aise aise dress pehenti

hai…kuch to mahsoos hota hoga…unke kareeeb jaane ki ichcha…unse

baat karne ki ichcha…chhoone ki ichcha…kiss karne ki ichchaa…kuch

aur karne ki ichchaa…” Chandar ki aankhen ek dum badi ho gayi. Sharam

to aa rahio thi usey lekin meri baat sunkar usey aascharya bhi hua.. ”

Maami! Please!” usne zor se kaha aur sharm se muskurate huye muh modh

liya “Aisa kuch sochta nahin hoon…main seedha saada ladka hoon…”

Main muskura uthi….Chandar kitna seedha saada sa tha us raat ki

harkat ne khub dikhaya mujhe. Aisi sexy kitabein padta hai aur dekho

kaisa naatak kar raha hai! Main haar nahin maani…bada mazaa aa raha

thaa…mere andar bhi bahut kuch ho raha thaa..besharmi badh rahi thi.

” Itne bhi seedhe saade mat bano ki suhag raat ke din patni ko chhoona

door muh bhi dekhne se sharmao. Arrey is umar ein to sabko sex ki

jigyasa hoti hai…yeah to ek sahaj baat hai. Jijhak chodo aur khulkar

baat karo. Tum badhey ho gaye ho…sharmane se smart nahi ban sakte”.”

Chandar phir bhi muh modey huye sharm se muskura raha thaa. ” Theek hai

bhai…aur nahin poochti…lekin girl friend hona, ladkiyon ke ore

aakarshit hona ya sex ki baare mein sochna…ye sab buri baat nahin

hai. Arre aaj kal tumhare umar ke ladke ladki ek dusre ke saath sex bhi

kar lete hai. Sab chalta hai” Ye kehte huye mein kamre se nikal gayi.

Kal shanivar hai. Pati der se ghar aate aur woh bhi sharab ke nashe

mein. Har shanivar apne nikamme doston ke saath peete aur ghar laut kar

chup chaap so jaate. Chander ki college sirf aadhe din ke liye khulti

aur woh dopahar ko laut aata. Meri plan ke mutabik uske lautne ke baad

hum donon ke paas 10 ghanton ka ekaant samay hota. Isi dauran mein uske

saath kuch aur sansanikhej baatein chedkar gadde ke neeche rakhe kitab

aur condom uske saamne nikalti aur usey pralobhit karke apne vash me le

leti aur sex karne par majboor karti. Sharm aur laaj se woh puri tarah

merevash mein hoga. meri javaan jsim ko dekh uski neeyat to badlegi

hi…uske baad…… aap samaj sakte ho…

Jab tan ki pyaas bujhi to sab kuch badal sa gaya. Pehle jab bhi raat ke

andhere mein aiski harkat karti aur charam sukh ke sansanate huye pal

jab beet jaate toh aisa lagta ki achanak mera man pura saaf ho gaya

hai. Kuch hi pal pehle ki kartoot bura aur ashleel lagta tha? Apne

kukarm par pachtava hota tha. Lekin ab mujhe koi pachtava nahin tha.

Balki ek aisi chanchal masti chayi thi ki dobara karne ko ji chah raha

tha. Sex ki pyaasi to thi lekin is tarah ashleel sahitya ke sahare

jalte aag mein aur bhi ghee daal di maine. Bhari sanse bharti huyi

maine dobara un kitabon ke andar jhanka. Gande ashleel chitron ko

dekhthe hi ek nayi umang mere andar daudi. Bahut saare sansanikej

vichaar man mein janam le rahe they. Un vichaaron mein ek vichaar tha

ki Bhannja jab in kitabon ko padtha toh uske dimaag mein kaise khayal

aate ? Kisi ladki ke saath ye sab kuch karta hua sapna dekhta tha kya ?

Dimaag ki train ka brake fail ho gaya aur mere man mein aisi aisi

vichar aane lage ki maano koi bada sa baandh tut pada ho aur baandh

mein kaid paani uchal uchal kar behta jaa raha ho. Chandar (bhanje ka

naam) ki nangi jism ka drishya mere man mein aane laga. Thodi hi der

mein, khayalon mein apne aap ko bhanje ke saath sambhog karti huyi

dekhne lagi. Bas! Train patr se utr gayi aur khayalon ki duniya se asal

jagat mein aa pahunchi. Laaj aur sharm be doob gayi. Chee! Kitna ganda

khayal hai! Uthkar sab kuch theek kardi aur thande paani se naha li

taaki jism ki garmi mita sakoon. Nahane ke baad nightie pehen li aur

khana khakar bedroom mein leth gayi.

Ek bar chaska jo laga so laga. Yeah to pehle hi bata chuki hoon. Man jab

kaboo mein naa ho to daud padta hai. Aur mera man phir se train ki

tarah daud ne laga. Vahi ashleel vichaar phirse tung karne lagi mujhe.

Mastramji ke avaidh sambandh vaale kahaniyon mein mami- bhanje ki ek

sansanati huyi sex ki kahani thi jisme mami sab hadh par karte huye

bhannje ke saath aisi harkatein kar baithti jo ek pati patni bhi ekant

me karne se sharmate. Mami ki jagah apne aap ko dekhne lagi aur bhanje

ki jagah Chandar ko. Shareer mein current sa daud raha tha aur mein

behataash ho rahi thi. Aankhen mundi to yahi drushya, aankhen kholti to

phir se bandh karke vahi sapna dekhne ki ichcha! Man mein sharm aur

laaj ne masti aur vaasna se jung ched rahe the! Aakhir behekta hua man

sharm aur laaj ko apne aap se mita daala. Aakhir kab tak apni jism ko

aisi dand deti rahoongi.

32 saal ki umar aurat ke liye ek nayi janm hai. Shaadi shuda auratein

jab bachche paida karti to unki parvareish mein 10 saal kaat leti. Jab

bacche kuch badhey ho jaate aur maa ki mamta aur saharey se mukti

paakar padhai aur khel kood ki ore dhyaan badhatey to aurat ka man

nischit ho jata aur pati ke pyar ke liye dobara tarasne lagta. Shaadi

ke turant baad ladkiyan sharam aur laaj ke saath pati se milan karte

aur sex ki duniya mein pehla kadam rakhte. Tab unki aalochana aur

anubhav bahut naadaan sa hota hai. 30 saal ke umar kje baad, aurat

anubhavi aur pakke irade vaali ho jati. Sex mein dobara jab dilchaspi

jaagti toh sharam ke bajaye karyasheelta se sambhog mein bhaag leti aur

laaj ko chodkar nayi nayi tareekon se pati ke saath bistar ka khel

aazmane ki koshish karti hai. Pati bhi anubhavi ho jata hai aur patni

ko khub madad karta hai. Is tarah 30 saal ke umar ke baad pati patni

sex ki zindagi mein ek nayi umang lekar kood padte aur sex ka bharpoor

anand lete. Bache to nahi huye aur 10 saal se zyada tadpi thi. 32 saal

ke umar mein mera man bhi isi umar ke baki auraton ke tarah sexy ho

gaya. Aur muradein na pura hone ke kaaran kuch zyaada hi tadap raha

tha. Isiliye jo laaj aur sharm mujhe 12 saal pehle paap karne se roki

aaj vahi laaj aur sharm ko mera man baahar phenk di aur ichchaon ka

darwaza khol di. Pati ki naakamyabi mere saath ek dhoka saa tha. Pati

ko dhoka dena koi paap nahi lag raha tha. Agar woh kaamyaab aur normal

hote to aaj uunke saath khush rahti lekin unki barah saal ki bewafayi

ke saamne paraye mard ke saath sex ki aalochana paap nahi lag raha tha.

Aur to aur, bhanje ke saath sex karne se is paap ko ghar ke andar tak

seemit rakh sakti hoon. Kisi ko kuch pata nahi lagega. Vaise bi main

sirf sex chahti hoon….rishta nahi.

In sab baaton se man aur bhi nischit ho gaya aur main man hi man

Chandar se sambhog karne ka irada banayi. Apni is nayi roop se main

khud chanchal ho uthi. Bistar se uthkar maine aaine ke saamne khadi

huyi aur nighty nikaal kar apni hi jism ki jaanch karne lag gayi. Kaafi

sexy lag rahi thi meri hi chai mujhe. Aap logon ko bata doon ki ab mere

sthan bahut hi badhey they. Bra 36C ki size ki pehenti hoon. Unko jitna

bhi blouse, bra aur sari ke pallu ke sahare dhak doon, unki golayi aur

ubhaar ko chipa nahi sakti. Jo bhi mujhe dekhta, meri vaksh-sampada se

turant parichit ho jaata. Umar ke lihaze Nitambh bhi kaafi ubhar aaye

aur kamar chaudi aur jaangh bhari aur maansal lag rahe the. Jism ka

rang kaafi gora tha…maa ki den thi. Badi sexy lagti hoon. Un dinon

maike mein mohalle ke ladke bahut saare mere divane the. Aakhir Chandar

se meri jism ki kararapan kaise chipti? Zarror meri jawanipar gaur

kiya hoga. Shaayad meri nagna avasdha ko man mein basa kar hasth prayog

karta hoga! Chandar ko pataane ke liye ye sexy jism hi kaafi hai.

Agle din, pati office ja chuke they aur bhaanja college. Sab kam

nipatkar mein sfa par baithi TV dekh rahi thi ki achanak mujhe raat ki

kisse ka kahayal aaya. Main uthkar bhanje ke kamre mein gayi aur chaan

been ki. Almari se kuch nahi mila. Bistar ke neeche kuch nahi tha.

Lekin gadde ke neeche kuch magazine miley. Saath mein condom ki kuch

packet bhi. Mera sar charane laga. Kai kahayal ek saath aney lagi, dil

dhadak raha tha aur aisa lag raha tha ki main koi jasoos ki tarah kisi

dushman ke ghar mein chanbeen kar rahi thee aur kabhi bhi pakdi jaa

sakti. Lekin mein ghar mein akeli thi. Mere haath mein sex ki kitaben

thi aur mardon waali condom. Man chanchal ho utha. Usi bistar oar leth

kar maine condom ki ek packet kholkar andar ka padard bahar nikali.

Pehli baar ek condom ko haath mein le rahi thi. Isse pahle kabhi kareeb

se dehka nahi. Ajeeb sa lag raha tha ek choti si topi ki tarah. Packet

par likhe instruction padi aur turant ek khayal aaya. Apne kamre mein

jaakar usi mombatto ko le aayi jisse maine apne aap ko shanth kiya raat

mein. Mombatti mard ki kamaang ki tarah hi tha. Instruction dobar

padhkar Condom ko mombatti par chada di aur dekne lagi. Upar ek choti

si gubbare ki tarah tha. Shayad yahin veerya jama hota hai. Kafi

uttejna hui mujhe. Candle ko bagal mei rakhi aur kitabon ke panne

gumane lagi. 3 magazine jaise patli kitabein thi. Ek mein sex aasanon

mein leen videshi premiyon ke sexy nange chitr they aur unke harkaton

ka sankshipt varnan. Aisa lag raha tha jaise bahut sare photo ke sahare

kahani darshayi jaa rahi ho. Shuru se anth tak Ek daftar ke bade babu

aur uski secretary ke beech ki sharmnaak sambhog keli ka gehra aur

khaas varnan ho raha tha. Secretary apne boss ki garmi badhane ke liye

kaisi kamook prasang kar rahi hai aur boss tesh mein aakar secretary se

apni dil ki baat aur mil rahe sukh ka khulasa varnan kaise kar raha

hai…yahi tha. Sab hindi mein thi aur aise aise shabdon ka prayog hua

jo kaafi ashleel aur laingik they. Ladki boss ke motey tagde ling ki

prashansa kaafi ashleel aur rangeen shabdon mein kar rahi thi aur uske

saath kya kara chahti hai iska bhi khullam khulla varnan kar rahi thi.

Boss ladki ki madak sthan ko daba daba kar unka gun gaa raha thaa. Kuch

pannon ke baad aise gandi harkat padhi aur dekhi ki mera man vaasna se

jhoomne laga. Sabhi chitr sachey they….yaani ladka ladki sach much

sex kar rahe they jab unki photo kheenci gayi ho. Secretary apni boss

ki karare ling ko choos rahi thi. Is drushya ko dekh kar mere pet mein

ajeeb se harkat honey lage. Pehley kaafi ghinona aur ganda laga aur

ulti honey vaali thi. Lekin apne aap ko sambhaali aur gaur se us chitr

ko dekh rahi thi. Iske barey mein padhi to thi lekin pehli bar sachitr

dekh rahi thi.Vaasna ke aise lehar daudi meri dimaag mein ki main

cheekne lagi aur maadak seetakri bharne lagi. Mai apne aap ko sambhal

nahi paa rahi thi. Aur panne modey to aur bhi ashleel photo they. Ab

Aadmi aurat ki yoni choos raha tha. Anth mein veerya skhalan ka bhi

chitr tha. Boss apne secretary ke unnat vakshajon par veerya choda jo

saaf nazar aa raha tha kisi cream ki tarah.

Thodey der ke liye main let gayi aur anken moondh kar bhari saansen

lene lagi. Apne aap par kaabu payi aur uthkar chali gayi un gande

kitabon se. Lekin jo chaska ek baar laga so laga. Main reh nahi payi

aur ek ghante ke baad vapas ayi aur gadde ke neeche se kitab nikali.

Dusre do kitab kaafi kifayati kism ke print mein they. Ek mein chotr

bilkul nahi they. Dusre mein do chaar black and white photo they nangi

ladkiyon ki aur ek sambhog rat ladka ladki ke chitra. Main let kar

donon kitabon main chapi kahaniyan padne lagi. Dono ke lekhak koi

Mastram tha. Naam se lag raha tha koi ayyashi hoga. Pehli kahani bilkul

vaise thei jaise maine shaadi ke pahle patrikaon mein padha karti thi.

Mere andar kaam vaasna badhne lagi. Yoni se sraav nikal rahe they aur

garmi badh rahi thi. Apne pairon ko ek dusre se ragad ragad kar apne

aap ko kaboo mein laane ki bekaar si koshish kar rahi thi.

Dusri kahani jaise padhnelagi mere masthisk mein dubara bijli chalne

lagi. Sex ki kahani toh thi lekin aurat aur mard ke kaamangon ka zikr

ek dum gandi aur asheel bhasha ki shabdon se ki gayi thi. Lund, choot

ityadi. Ghinonepan ke bajaye ek ajeeb si masti chaa gayi mujh mein.

Aise shabdon ko pad pad kar kaafi acha lag raha thaa. Upar se kahani ek

devar aur bhabi ki avaidh sex sambandh ke sharmnaak karnaamon ke bare

mein thi. Kahani ke anth mein dono kaafi khush hai apni paap se. Teesri

kahani ne to meri dimaag ki batti lagbag bhuja hi daali. Ek bhole bhale

ladke ki balatkaar usi ki sexy aur vaasna bhari kunwari mausi ne ki.

Iska varnan purey detail ke saath hua hai. Mausi aur didi ke betey ke

beech ki sex kissa kitni chaw se likha mastram saab ne. Jaise jaise

kahaniyan padthi gayi, aise hi avaidh aur aprakrutik shareerik

sambandhon ka khula varnan hota gaya. Yahan tak ki Sauteli maa aur bete

ke gande sex ki harkat bhi varnit they. Sab kahani padne par aisa lag

raha tha ki Mastram ji Aprakrutik sambandhon ko jor de rahe they aur

unka samardhan kar rahe they. Sex keli ki detailed varnan gande sbadon

ke saath kaafi dilchaspi se kiye. Aurat ke gupt baatein jaise maahwari,

sanitary napkin, ityadi ke baarey mein khulkar likha usne. Mastram

aurat aur mard ke beech ka pehla sampark aur uske baad us parichay ka

dhirey dhirey sex sambandh mein badalney ki kisse bade hunar se likhe.

Ab toh main puri tarah sex ki daasi ho gayi. Anek khayal aa rahe they.

Avaidh sambandh ke baarey mein kai kahayken ek saath aa rahe they.

Masti mein sab acha lag raha thaa. Un kitabon ki ek khanai mein varnit

ek mahila ki hasth maithun ke kisse se mujhmein prerna jaag uthi condom

mein bhari candle ko ling banakar apne yoni mein lagayi aur haath hila

hila kar vahi sex anubhav payi jo sach much kisi mard ke ang se milta

ho.

12 saal guzar gaye. Ek pura vanvaas! Pati sirf roti kapda aur makaan ka

guarantee ban gaya. TV, Video, magazine, cinema, bunayi, silayi ityaadi

ke sahare maine itne saal sookhi jeevan bitayi..Bache naa hona mere

pati par koi asar nahi dala. Woh jaanta tha ki dosh usi mein hai. Bahar

log kya soch rahe they kya maloom. Kuch saheliyon ko maine yuhi bataya

ki ham donon mein kisi ko bhi koi kamzori nahi thi aur har koshish ke

bavajood bahca nahi hua. Ichaon ko daba kar rakhi. Sex jab chedne lagta

toh haathon se hi nivaran karti thi. Kriya kam davai zyaada ban gayi

thi hast prayog mere liye. 32 saal ki thi. Abhi bhi javaan. Lekin ek 50

saal ki aurat si thi meri jeevan.

Ek din pati ne bataya ki unke behn ka beta hamare yahan aa raha tha.

Matric khatam kiya aur engineering ki padhai ke liye hamare sheher ke

ek college me daakhila le li. Pati chate the ki use apne ghar mein hi

rakh kar padhai mein madad de. Unka maanna tha ki woh to badkismat hai

lekin is ladke ki kaamyaabi mein koi kasar na chodi jaye aur iski

tarakki mein apni saphalta ko saakar kare. Main kya bolti? Aise hazaar

baaten sun chuki thi. Is ladke ke aane se meri gharelu kaam badthi par

usse zyada aur kuch nahi hoga. Aur phir is ladke ka kya dosh? Bechara

woh hamare haalat se kaisa juda? Usey tho padhai karni hai. Maine

manzoori de di aur ghar ki ek bedroom use de di taaki woh wahan padhai

kar sake.

Kuch din beet gaye. Bhaanja hamare ghar mein puri tarah se adjust ho

gaya. Zyaada baat nahi karta. Main bhi koyi dilchaspi nahi dikhayi. Bas

pati ke sambandhi hone ke naate uske rahan sahan, khaney, piney ityadi

ki prabandh karne lagi. Kaafi padaku tha. Har vakt moti kitabon mein

khoya rahta. Waqt ka paabandh tha aur waqt par college jata, shaam ko

jaldi vapas aata, padhai karta, thodi TV dekh leta aur so jata. Maatra

avsar ki baatein hua karti hamare beech. Zaroorat padti to mujhe maami

pukarta aur apni baat kar leta.


Mer zidagi mein uske aane se turant koi bdlaav nahih hua. Ek raat pati

dev jaldi so gaye. Kuch der mai TV dekhti rahi. Vaise bhi bedroom mein

aur kya kaam. TV bandh karke magazine padhne lagi. TV bandh karne par

chayi achanak ki sannate mein mujhe kuch sunayi dene laga. Aisa lag

raha tha ki ghar ki kisi kone mein koi bhaari lakdi ki box ki hilne ki

avaaz. Ghart mein ek do chuchundar ghoom rahe they. Shayad kitchen ke

almari mein chuchundar koi harkat kar rahe they. Maine kitchen ki

chanbeen ki lekin awaaz wahan se nahi aa rahi thi. Jaisde maine mehman

wali bedroom ke paas guzri woh awaaz aur spasht hui. Lagta hai bedroom

ki almari se aa rahi hai. Darwaza bandh tha. Bhaanja so chuka tha

isilye darwaze par dastak dekar usey jagaana munasif nahi samjha. Lekin

aisa laga ki darwaza puri tarah bandh nahin tha. Dhire se maine kholne

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